Trimmed n lined.
Unplatted n mine.
Pure n untamed.
Real n always the same.

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Tired

Mentally blown away.
Exhaustions playin its game.
Worn down with repeat.
Ends must meet.
On auto pilot backin up.
Takin a step wonderin wtf.
All in on the line.
Energies spent on the climb.
Out of the unknown struggle.
Jaws locked with a muzzle.
Is bein about it this damn hard?
Everyday doin my part.
Watchin other drift.
Doin some ol b.s.
I got me where I need to be.
Where I belong as free.
Yet my beatin thoughts simmer.
Avoidin a close encounter of dimmer.
Lights out before my time.
I believe in the signs.
This path is my wills right.
Makin it within the lines.
Fine print read n accepted.
I signed up for this.
So givin up isn't on my lips.
Confronted n frustrated is all to be said.
Tryin to stay outta completely outta debt.
Gettin loved ones to do their part.
In my eyes it isn't that fuckin hard.
All as one to live comfortable.
We r all very much capable.
Small things that show interest.
Happiness flowin with differences.
Individuals as a united stand.
So y is it I feel less of a man?
I know me best n I give my worth.
Tryin to receive an honest burst.
As never bein told takes control.
Simply gettin it in n holdin.
Clingin to a better way.
Outta this place as we're saved.
I'm losin my mind on this one.
Yet I'll remain on my games plunge.
Diggin deep to find purpose already seen.
Wantin to live my own fateful dream.
With others chosen to understand.
That this is our livelyhoods stand.
As family is in the #1 slot.
Never givin in to an unwanted stop.

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Wrapped n blazin

Rollin up the mind. From the back to the front.
Its about that time to smoke it with words so blunte.
Releasin creativity into the fog. Lickin it shut.
Sealed I break for wind. This is gonna be fun.
All the lingerin issues. Ready to be sorted.
Settled right now. Puffin on the distorted.
The vision of clouds risin up. Clear my day.
Takin on a ride is the built up b.s. n carried away.
Bye bye roamin guestures. I'm makin room.
Deleted by the smell is the funk never to soon.
Wrapped n blazin. Chokin towards the hemoes.
This ones goin the distance with fadin echoes.
As high as the sky n deep as the lungs.
Holdin in the toke worth the moments numb.
Yeah, thats it. Rest in peice of memories easin back.
Down to the burnin finger tips turnin black.
I'm deep. Losin reallities balance once again.
N it feels good to slowly inhance.
Further than I've been in a minute. Woof.
I'm off the stable side of my boundaries cush.
Tore the fuck up. Imma jus sit n be silent.
Jus me n a driftin daydream. Climbin in n hidin.

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Tappin out

I'm tappin outta reallity!
Sleep come quick n get me.
Take me from my lips.
Rippin away at this fucked up nights fix.
Off to dreamlands highlights.
Get ur ass here by 0-6 : 0-9
Here I am in the early a.m.
Rockin inside a mans world damned.
Alone n tired I knock on my own fuckin door.
Diggin my head for me some more.
U see, sanity! Scares the shot outta me.
Its relentlessness is always pursuin a noise to a scream.
U gotta hurry up!
This is a neccesities chug.
Swalloin lifes lies of word of mouth.
I can't pass the fuck out. WOW!
If this clock insists on goin off as I wait.
Before I wake I wanna escape.
Beyond this cruel sickness.
I hope ur hearin my weakness.
I need u here asap!
Not for a 20 min nap.
A stretched few hrs is all.
I'll meet u half way on skinned knees as i crawl.
I gotta get away real soon.
Somewhere distant driftin me as a fool.
Shakin my finger with a like.
Into a deep coma state of mind.
I'm already high as fuck!
Jus need la la to creep on up.
Relaxin the chaoses firm grip.
Puttin up with some converstainonal shit.
Having way to much to say.
Please be on ur merciful way!
I know where ur hidin.
But I haven't began the slidin.
Comfortably into numb.
I wanna be done.
Gimma a day is what I ask.
A single paradise is nota complicated task.
Be real, we all need to chill out.
As my own thoughts r on the prawl.
Kickin in surpressed issues.
Poppin a blast off, loose from the mortal tissue.
Pure naked to the soul.
Tappin out n on the peak of luv.
Cuttin up n favin fun.
Yet I'm still waitin stoned stunned.
As I'm handin out grunt.

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Earning keep

Anything unearned isn't worth having
The prupose behind the keep is lacking.
Empty satisfaction soothing the time.
Its not until depth comes forward in sight.
Showin character behind the why's.
Never speaking a single flat out lie.
Cherishing the claim of what's not easy.
As self does more than releasing.
The meaning of need of something so rare.
Put on the line in moments to dare.
Stabalizing the balance of worth.
Knowing one day self could get hurt.
Ignoring the possibilities of an end.
Always giving all that on another depends.
To receive an unconditional way.
In a way that reflects the luv stays.

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Seen in silence

I can not see any pitty sittin in the twitch of ur eye.
Yet it crawls on me with a much unpleasant disguise.
& I don't like how it has come to feel.
It seems ur makin me out to be an ignorant ordeal.
Y is it me u seek with a hateful resentin sight?
Pickin on intensions lonely undefiant fight.
N I seen the way u creep wit a silent stare.
Gropin my flesh without an once of care.
Peelin away at all my most sacret thoughts.
Ones that could never be reached nor bought.
I'm figurin out ur intense uneasin angle.
& I believe I'm in so much more danger.
I've been confronted by a face of a witness.
Ooh the sinister betrayals crushin bitterness.
A friend like no other u claimed to always be.
Turnin heads behind my back, at a distance & unseen.
Feelin the strain of confusion upon my face.
U Dig in til the hole in me unfortunately caves.
Perhaps I should of possibly seen u comin.
Hidden in trust opened n stuffed numbin.
Havin ur way with my own blindedness.
I had space for ur worths unmentionable ungodlyness.
Preyin on the istincts u watched me lay self down.
& u found a way to abruptly seek without sound.
Runnin through the depths of my purest honesty.
Yet now u r to live with ur own unclaimed tragity.
This relation has excided its own boundary.
The balance of need has surpassed proudly.
Jus tell me y it is me that u releantlessly hunt?
Lustin on words so abruptly vague & blunte.
The evil in ur eyes stretches every unconditional lie.
Un-nervin my own subjected souls comprimise.
My shadow has come with the correction of me.
Helpin me slowly match its shape as seen.
So y is it u slither so eliquently silent?
Is a single man alone so called worth it?
Lerkin invisibly queit behind the texture of life.
Devil within me u no longer reside!

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Y do u think

Y do u think I don't wanna be left alone.
I gotta a battle within that refuses to slow.
Its got the best of me squeezin out tears.
Behind closed doors falls my untold fear.
Hidden from this world to realize I to am human.
Y do u think I'm so afraid of a solo cruisin.
Sittin in frame my mind cringes on thoughts.
Runnin from my head makin the heart so soft.
N silence disturbs my emotions tappin me out.
Y do u think I always need someone around.
I'm runnin from the pain that seeks my soul.
For I can no longer face the torcher breakin my hold.

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Tryin

Tryin to pass on memories neva made.
In the middle of moments so afraid.
Slippin is the present fadin fast.
Its startin to become now is a distant past.
Times splittin images of pathes walked.
As a conversation ova the phone is all thats talked.
Faces r changin from whom was once known.
Omg lifes easin by n mine is becomin grown.
Pain settles in on the abscense taken.
Wishin it was a dream n dyin to be awakened.
Lost clicks bang as spins tick outta control.
The bond is stretched tryin to pause pages in a fold.
Stolen months sneakin further away.
Yet no one claims their own part of the blame.
All that remains is distant echoes.
No more standin near rubbin elbows.
Lives reshapin loved ones as strangers.
N its bypassed the fuel threw on anger.
Emotions r weak n driftin without hope.
Sinkin achors elsewhere n tryin to cope.
Time spent seems unwanted somehow.
Yet I'll neva seeem to be able to throw in the towel.
N words couldn't possibly express how their missed.
All that's felt is a void so unimaginably clinched....

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My thanks is to God himself for thinkin of me.
For havin patience in me to find u, I will forever lean.
U have given me so much that I will never take for granted.
With purpose I'm appreciative of what I've been handed.
Allowed with an open heart n a strong mind to simply be me.
N to be luv'd without doubt by u unconditionally.
U have a few chosen souls in my life that truly care.
Makin time enjoyable as relations r paired.
Through good times or bad, ur reasons balance my worth.
Through my actions in ur eyes I know I'm heard.
Appointed the bigger person in time of need.
Thank u God for allowin me to become the man in my dreams.
To earn the respect of those around me is a blessin.
For they can know as u do, for me to become me I need their helpin.
Guidin n strengthenin the skills we need to mold one another.
As if it were u standin here with us as a brother.
It is ur will that I've taken accustom to everyday.
N even though I stress, I haven't given up on one single day.
Thank u for my health to do for my family.
To always do my best n appreciate a life lived happily.
It's the truth of luv shared that shows my value.
The same luv applied down to me that shows me how to.
I thank u for the passion u put within me.
As I'm able to feel somethin other than selfish greed.
For it's u at the end of each day as I rest with my wife.
That has created somethin I am so greatful for in my life.
Thank u for the real smiles that curve to my face.
With eyes that enjoy my presense in their everday.
The satisfaction of bein luv'd is remarkably undescribable.
For it is u that touches us all with an emotion that's undenyable.
N somehow u noticed I needed a friend n have given me my back my past!
Dear lord thank u from the depths of this man for Mandy at last.
To have a relationship with u has me standin free.
I await my time with u in heaven, thank u for thinkin bout me..

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Before i fall to sleep

Nights like this. When all is quiet. I feel myself ease into the silence. Past the darks abscence. Beyond the sights recollection. Findin out more about myself as I slip. Away from reallity. Behind the minds curtain. Losin touch. Deep in the hollow space around me filled with air. Bouncin off my skin. Brushin the hairs layin still. In moments like this I get lost. The better of me drifts. Calmin the level toughts beggin to rest. Still. Waitin to inter a place I don't understand. Within my head. As the motionless shadows hide from light. Sleepin in comfort. Oblivous to life. In my self awareness I cling to to patience. Helpin me relax for a bit. Clearin out settlin differences with this world. Becomin one. An individual breakin. Lackin sound. Slackin. Lastin awake long enough to steal another second. Takin from time another peice of me. Alert n away from dreams that claim reason. Fallin slowly to the peace. Eyes clingin to the comfort in a stare. Noticin the contact in between illusions n depth. Collidin in the middle of what can not be seen. Where the breeze sounds like a ssshh. Before I fall to sleep I get the meanin. Livin to live. Dyin to stay alive. I lay within myself. Peekin out. Wonderin with great presense. How long can I hold on. Its the balance of purpose. Advisin the irrefutable evidence of emotion. I am here fightin for my chance to stay awake. At one with the opperunity. Lengthenin the day. Refusin the early mornin that takes me away..............

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Damned

This is the way it goes.
Rollin off tongues n exposed.
Filth splits into endless confusion.
Left standin still with relentless proof.
The way it is will be.
Meanin bent n puncturin the stream.
Grippin sounds released by the neck.
Self has been carefully checked.
It is what it is.
Nerves cracked n chipped.
Words heard pauses in time.
Droppin emotions in parrellel lines.
It's the way that fits.
Bein the unwanted misfit.
Feelin out of my own place.
Rememberin the uncertain taste.
This is it, in the way.
Is that really my name?
Perfect lil twist slammed.
I guess I'll be damned!

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One in the same

Even the pains, worth it in the mornin.
There isn't a sinlge thing about u that's foreign.
It jus makes for the good times, when we're huuurtin.
Somehow it works out we're not all perfect.

I am everywhere you've been, in your dreams.
I belong to ur arms, I know u feel me.
One in the same, here's to us madly in luuuv.
Id have it no other way, but to endure ur irresistable tooooouch.

Its us til or dreams come true.
Always together findin our own use.
Til the gray sets into our roots.
There's no way-aye, we can ever lose.

U know I'm good at fillin my shoes.
Only for-ore u know who-o.
I'll always speak the truth.
This luv always n forever will feel neeew.

U got me singin ooh ooh oohs.
I luv when u do what u do-oo.
Who is it I am to u-oo.
Packed with a punch u r my boo-oooo-oo.

U own me til the end of time.
So happy to call u mine.
Down to every la-ast dro-op.
My luv will never sto-op.
Here n now I stand for u-u.
Ailowy-u.
U n I will always be-e.
Fulfillin all our long lost dreeeams.......

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Somewhere it went

Roaming as a misfit, trying to blend in.
Standing out of times way, within the skin.
Like a soar thumb, noticed without intent.
Normality misplaced, somewhere it went.
Fitting in seems wrong, as avoided is real.
Never the same with others, becoming the feel.
Alone and drifting away, claimed by unique.
Behind the scenes, irrelevant to dream.

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Here i live

Here I live.
I am here.
Staring at self.
In a mirror.
Now has come.
Dividing self.
Choosing sides.
Without any help.
In my face.
Reading earned lines.
Deciding my fate.
I can not hide.
Close to the image.
Following movement.
Copy cat motions.
Determined nuisance.
To become me.
Weeding out filth.
Changing reality.
Lifes on tilt.
Direction turning.
Noticed aches.
Back at me.
Never to late.
Asking self.
Questions consumed.
Relating answers.
I stand groomed.
Its me peeking back.
Finding a way.
Pausing dreams.
Redefining a gain.
As a man.
I hear my tone.
Crisp lil noise.
I'm all alone.
Searching for life.
Under the skin.
Tangled in thought.
Here I've been.
Loosely lingering.
Working on flaws.
Under the gun.
Time clinging with claws.
Reading the eyes.
In much disbeleif.
Length of stares.
Un-noticed team.
I'm at war inside.
Good intensions fall.
For better or worse.
Claiming me as mine.
And caring less.
Reasons sit still.
Afraid to speak.
Scared of something.
I can hear them breath.
My task is a battle.
All mine to make.
As difficult as it is.
Its a chance I have to take.
I must find my place.
So I invade my depths.
One foot at a time.
Slow crreping baby steps.
My decision I will witness.
Arranging and in line.
Self as a whole.
Caught in a bind.
My mvp is at risk.
Losing peices of me.
Chipped and nicked.
On a reclaiming spree.
My friend that insists.
Peeking from a reflection.
Inforces a choosing pick.
So here I live.
Am here alive.
Living my own.
Making up my mind.

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Digging for answers

What matters the most?
When honsety collides.
Reshaping the truth.
When tongues have been tied.
What's the purpose of 2 as 1?
When 1's lips pucker.
Tearing away an image.
Taking another for a sucker.
What reason could replace the pain?
As confusion reaches its point.
Dividing the well beings truth.
When emotions grow void.
What common ground lasts?
Preserved through repeated actions.
When fingers visualze peace.
When a whole needs satisfaction.

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Test me not

Don't do me the favor of easing my time.
Give it to me straight or eliminate your find.
I ain't got it in me to always wonder what you do.
It will only have my love coming unglued.
Test me not for I am not as of yet ingorant.
Wasting my trust is a unreasonable loss spent.
I care not to live a feeling unworthy of 1.
So don't tempt me to evaluate you coming undone.
Who is to say I would have the patience of mind.
I don't like the games that are apparent you hide.
Do you realize I am in this til the end?
Do not ruin the rarity of becoming freinds.
For your past is showing in the depths of ur eyes.
You can not see me behind the untold lies.
Changing your story of what you tell me to believe.
Do you know actions release intension to its knees?
Do not partake in moments in a selfish half step.
Memories are on the line of tripping regret.
Secrets provoke reality parting ways.
Do you have it in you to live by your name?
Know your place and I will know mine.
And the maybe, bodies can cling to the night.

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Secrets

Secret worlds as one, individuals rise.
Living for selfs interests, truth hides.
Untold reasons give a face, changing minds.
Not worth a partnership, honesty lies.
Holding out on purpose, destroying time.
Spending trusts claim, emotions slide.
Together wedged apart, living a secret life.
Behind the back, hidden from the eyes.
Constantly unconfidable, questions of why.
Head on collision, loosening the ties.
Beating around the bush, answers collide.
Telling when necessary, a need to live mine.
Two way street passing, noticing with sight.
Alls out for self, losing the fight.
Sneakiness punching the heart, deep inside.
Here figuring out, anothers ablilty so blind.

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Down goes 101

Down goes 101.
Now on the spiraling run.
Dippin behind unclaimed shadows.
Swinging behind the emptiness of echoes.
Danger danger!
Here comes whatever.
Slipping sideways avoiding the cracks.
Back to the good ol' days, reinventing the past.
Awayward argh.
Drifting downwind, sailing apart.
Risking the winds change in direction.
Misplacing miles of ground raising evaporation.
Loose n on the run once again.
Ready for the getting of abscent gain.
Watch yourself I'm out n twisting reallity.
Turning on selfs abused chance of normallity

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Be gone

When u figure it out, good luck with that.
When grown things settle in ur ways.
Keep up the good work, n keep it steppin.
There aint a friend here for a knife slicin the neckin.
Be gone lil one unable to reason with reality.
I have somethin better to do than immaturity.
No luv lost by no means if u catch me driftin.
Jus do u away from me standin backside not listenin
This is that moment I could care less, walk.
Be gone, last in ur self richestness losin cause.
Its ur life that I want no part of til the end of time.
I'll stay situated pausin for those I actually luv as mine.
Ur unwanted presense is behind me as we speak.
N as u can tell I'm as firm as dried up tears.
I'm relieved to let u know this is it for us.
I'm free of ur dumbfounded bullshit which is a plus.

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Somewhere along the lines

Rubbed raw behind the eye lids by the brail like images burstin with meaning from the pupils that are unread by this worlds misunderstanding of a man puttin in the time to prove himself as he earns his respect in the distant future somewhere along the lines of hopin to make it that far down his own timelines path of uncertainty claimin the best of some that never enjoy the length of a lifetime waitin on no one for it itself is everlastin as we as men r not!

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One by one

Rounding up old memories exacution style.
One by one shot down & tossed in a pile.
Wanting to be rid of the nonsense of lingering thoughts.
Annihilating the existance spoiled within at all costs.
Irrelevant they must pass with times inconvenience.
The repeated images plague my rotting annoyance.
Click click squeezing single falling shells drop with relief.
I can hear the begging sounds ripple the deciest.
Ooh the joy blasting back at shivering nightmares.
Clearing tension settled no longer needed nor fair.
Filtered filth finally released with forced power.
Goodbye longing torcher suckin syllables devowered.
The last laugh is completed with casings set free.
Blowing away the clinging waste attached to my dreams.
Good riddens unwanted moments remembering the pain.
Deliberate with intent I claim me cleansed of the game.

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Understand?

Its ur way! Yeah, I know..
Sad to say it, yet fact is this.
My luv has been abused.
& you can't feel me twist.
Imagine that if you would.
Given, truly not to just anyone.
In return, knowing they to should.
One that does not understand.
You see, I'm peicin 2 n 2 together.
& realities settling in, fast.
I need protection from my own shelter.
Truths are told, not everyones lies.
I'm not that nieve, I just smile.
Times telling a tale, it is that one thing.
One in which, that has an honest dial.
Bending breaks, causing the unhealable.
Shown I have, yes I have seen the lines.
This love is your gain, your puppet.
Living with strings made of silent cries.
Wow, the one thing I never thought.
Crossed by you, yeah I know some things.
Yet I watch love, pour from my hands.
Like water, in a fountain with birds chirping.
It is getting away, one day to run out.
As you sit in your world, made for you.
Not even I can enter, but I try.
Understand this my one, I love you!
Try & make sense of that, unplug your ears.
That someone is falling apart at your fingertips.
Taking blows of selfish behavior, yet why?
As slices rip the heart, & beats are skipped.
Words chill in repeated form, freezing emotions.
Scared I hault, affraid of you in many ways.
This is not loves will, collapsing trust.
Yet it is not me that's at fault, not placing blame.

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You crossed my path

It was you. Standing alone inside my mind. Waiting for reason. In time to unwind. There you stood. Patiently still. You created a desire. Now ready to spill. I've seen you for years. Walking in a sway. Lingering about. As I wondered why you stayed. The comfort of your presense. Lended and invented questions self asked. As you stuck to my thoughts. Forever misplaced in my past. Your memory took control. Needing the confort of you. Not knowing where you were. I came looking for use. Why the periotical visions? What was the purpose? Who have you become? Where is us? Here and there I day dreamed. Thinking of your face. Laughing with your smile. In another place. Images never quit. The past still remained. You lived within me. But for what gain? Back when long ago. You crossed my path. Ever since. I've watched you stare at me back. Invading my days at will. Pausing whatever I did. Taking a second to remember. Of a life we never lived. I was lost. You we're gone. I didn't know why. But you remained to belong. Comforting the untold. And I didn't know why. All I knew was you walked with a stroll. Covering ground gathered. Deep inside my mind. Hoping one day to find you. As I layed down my sights. The mystery was there. Yet you were not. I had to know. So I came looking for a lot. Found and seen I rested. It was hard to let go. Only if I could. You still flowed. What was this? Why am I drawn? I witness your realities bliss. And I was truly lost. I couldn't explain my own emptiness. Something was wrong. Not to speak to you. I realized this months after. When it took you to speak to you know who. The questions answered themselves. Through converations length. I knew for a fact. I finally put the peices together of my dreams. Fate spoke with a giggle. Clearifying all. In that moment I felt me slip. As I began to fall. Now I cling with an easy touch. Hoping to remain. To be a part of your life. More than times stain. It was such a long time ago. Seems like forever. When imy eyes connected with you. As you mad everything so much better. So imagine if you will. Understand this stories depth. You are the one. My every breath. The completions been made. We're here and now. To me that's a thing of beauty. Within passions sound. Ilu1! Like no other. You own my hearts calling. Always in love only with you forever.

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Filterin fault from blame.
Peices back to their rightful game.
Levels skipped n skill is void.
Seperatin men women girls n boys.
Like a child winnin is everything.
Claimin all that is anything.
Glories fame is a prideful thing.

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A moment

When's the last time interest has taken place?
Stealin a moment to read n turn a page.
Jus to see who it is luv is directin itself towards.
Findin out about the one in which there is so much more.
Enjoyin a noticed moment to realize what it is u like.
Within the make up of another more than along for the ride.
Away from self spendin time on someone elses comfort.
R u capable of knowin whom it is ur with that's truly in ur core?

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I am! Am I?

Am I what in ur mind.
Jus a thought over the line.
Un-noticed by actions.
Shown repeated reactions.
Am I him silently still?
That one easin a chill.
Turned on by luv.
Trustin in such.
Who is me to u?
Inside ur chests use.
Lies n pain squeezin a pure heart.
Weakened by sliced scars.
Where within am I?
Belongin to a corner.
A misplaced emotion.
Over n over in the commotion.
Is it I that is a dream?
Told otherwise in screams.
Am I worthy of ur lifetime?
Taken seriously I hide.
Is who I am so perfect?
Words slung n slurpin.
While I am standin here.
Speak me outta fear.
Now n when shall I tell.
N be able to continue as I fell.
How does eyes accept.
Peekin in out the outside.
Interested on the in?
Untold actions with closed chins.
Y unseen for so long?
Really done wrong.
I am a moment enjoyed.
Who is it u destroy?
In self no ones allowed.
I am what with a towel?

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It's you of all

I got a question.....................

    You're my Woman, & I am your Man.
    What better way to say, beside you is where I stand.
    I belong to your life my one, my first crush.
    For better or worse, you'll have a freind is a must.
    You alone, lives in my touched souls core.
    Everyday in luv, more than the day before.
    Continuing to show trust is, realities gift from me to you.
    I know for a fact, "purely uncondtionally true".
    I am your partner, forever here in life to help.
    Enjoying you here, you're so much more than felt.
    I found my one, the one I can not live without.
    It's you of all, words easily flowing from thy mouth.
    Someone you can stand, as easy as it is to relate.
    One without judgement, nor the childish games.
    I stand for our meaning, for the luv of like.
    Through a conversation desired, I give you my pride.
    Always I will need you, to know you are loved.
    A companion putting in the time, grasping the rush.
    Best freinds with every beneifit, your back is covered.
    I'm living my chance with you, different from others.
    I am me, a man wanting you as you.
    As you are a woman, & I still can't get over we said I do.
    We're a match perfectly sain, connected by the joy in fate.
    Indeed I am drawn to you, destined to understand the wait.
    Yet it is your undenyable presense, pleasing the comfort.
    I have the oppertunity, the gain of my honesty that pours.
    Til death do us part, stretching lifes spinning hurry.
    Living to see the old & gray, memories filled with a story.
   
                               ? How do you look at it ?

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Tied n gagged.
Takin it mad.
Hair yanked n held.
Choked with a belt.
Invadin ur ass.
Best I ever had.
Sexy n thin.
Perfect fuckin sin.
Beggin n muffled.
Laced n ruffles.
My very own peice.
Hearin u scream.
Makin u cry.
Whimpers u can not hide.
Hard I go deep.
Anal stuffed cheap.
Lay still n bare me.
Become my fantasized dream.
Faster I pound.
Louder the sounds.
Animal like intensions.
N did I forget to mention.
When I'm done imma do it again.
Feel me I am man.
Stretchin ur ass.
Errect til the last.
Drop of nut fills ur walls.
Leakin as I pull down my balls.
Abused n tampered.
Never pampered.
I'll have my way.
Over n over as I play my game.

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Dark truth

On the dark side of the shadow lays the truth.
Planted n burried away from the lights noose.
With its back against the world it's dragged through the pain.
Scrappin its existance along, disappearin under the rain.
Strugglin to show face, seasons frawn due to time.
Self made dungeon intrappin lies in the mind.
Unable to set aside right from wrongs doin crossed.
It lives in a hidden word where reality is at a pause.

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Differences met

Breakin silence in front of conversation.
Calm n collective as grown as easin relations.
Directin simplicity with mutual understandin.
Callin out to freindship worth a heart landin.
On the table divided as equals to partake.
Minds allowed to forgivingly release in sake.
Holdin grounds respect talkin of positions stand.
All in all just because two as one wants to withstand.
The tests of connection through communications reality.
Starin purpose of need in the eyes avoidin dualality.
Realizin truth in expressions takin the time to relate.
In a collective aspect pleasin the consumin debate.

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Bits n peices buildin length of lists.
Read with bent wrists flippin pages.
Fingers releantless findin restlessness.
Twists of read scripts of carelessness.
Fists interferin with the balance of the beast best.
Causin emotional weakness as the fury insists.
Speakin in written slangs curiousness.
Leavin actions seen n gathered pists.
Hopeless n fightin for worths never endin bliss.
Standin unbroken as of yet livin priceless.
Gainin grounds of understandin unclinched fists.
Hatred at a hault for luv has taken interest.
Waitin out the outcomes damn near perfect peicefulness.
Avoidin confusions time of lost n bein missed.
Holdin in the mouths filths of misbehavin selfishness.
Tongue bruises of snipped words chewed n undished.
Knowin the power of hers n his unity as wished.
Workin differences in tweaks claimin yrs of lifes rest.
Alive n vibin to the beat turned on by switches.
Bouncin to the completions of satisfaction noticed.

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Flickerin thoughts dancin with the shadows along the walls.
Light bouncin with the enjoyment let loose for the better cause.
Movement releasin freedom of the mind with a moments gain.
Fire lit room crawlin of the imaginations will to avoid the rain.
Playin childishly under a ceilin catchin a peek at all the illusions.
Eyes settlin in on the confirmation that loneliness is a delusion.
Candles orchistrate the capability reachin for silent entertainment.
As time alone is the only thing taken as payment.

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Ouch

Pain. Locked n stiff. Achin. Only if. Still. Movements abscent. Hurtin. Sinkin n inactive. Stretchin. Tightened tears. Frozen. Chokin cheers. Torchered. Go away. Clinchin. Tomorrow over today.

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IN

Invade me. Push urself past the chains that bind me. Insist I am what u need. Allowin me to lay down a guard so untrustingly mean. Invite urself beyond the shell protected in time. Dig deep n force emotions to climb. Innitiate contact reachin for the light of luv. Land within me with a simple touch. Interact as self without selfs selfish game. Yet play with what it is u find to tame. Interest urself in somethin behind the eyes. As an individaul waitin on that one that is no lie. Indulge in a conversation made for two. Carryin a tone that eases the hearts use. Inforce ur truth upon my days. N watch how fast I would luv to stay.

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Wooven

To react to luv is not the disigns intent.
Wooven in perfection everyone has someone sent.
Made for a timeline of memories.
Givin all with pure desires with honestly.
Not to act on own free will, the emeotions will run.
Stumblin over those in the peth of fun.
To luv is an unselfish way untold.
When the heart falls uncontrolled.
Uncoditionally provin through actions.
Never waitin on an reaction.
To be shown daily ones worth is the key.
Unlockin the depths of the souls dreams.
Every individual has a connection.
Lost n searchin for the walks mission.
To find such a person is a journey itself.
Without this person there is no help.
Its the pattern of cupids plan.
Constantly knowin where we stand.
Puttin an other before selfish needs.
N if needed gettin down on the knees.

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Felt

Slowly creepin.
Into ur easin arms.
Held like no other.
Dazed by ur irresistable charm.

Sinkin in deeper.
Outlastin the moment.
Satisfaction soothin.
A touch so pleasant.

Feelin the luv.
Balanced n equal.
Fallin faster.
With a sinlge sequel.

Repeated when near.
Helplessly surrenderin.
Needin the truth.
Driftin in closer than lingerin.

Holdin on tight.
So complete with the embrace.
Livin forever.
Wrapped n safe.

Hearts connectin.
Felt through vibes.
Pulsatin beneath the skin.
As tears form a cry.

Leakin soft.
Landin n rollin.
Streams of gratification.
Havin the most of ballin.

Within a clutch.
A grasp that can not lie.
Finally accepted.
Thinkin, its about time..........

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I wanna show u

I wanna show u a mans way.
As u break me down.
Give u reason to luv.
As meanin makes mountains from mounds.
Jus to take an interesest.
Settlin thy nerve.
Brakin bad habbits.
With somethin that's unheard.
One chance to give my worth.
Openin ur eyes.
So ur heart can last.
I jus simply wanna please.
To become as one in our time.
This man is willin to stand.
Backin ur emotions.
As a friend first I am.
Realize what u have before u.
Opened n able.
Enjoyin the finer things.
Dinner at our table.
Payin attention to details.
Livin a dream so real.
Happily bendin I will.
Tepmtin u to soften the steel.
Seekin within what it is u want.
What u longed for.
Acceptin the facts.
Deep within the core.
One is a purpose of luvs ability.
Findin what it is self is about.
Givin a key to the most precious.
As truth fights to get out.
I wanna show u true luv.
Earnin u everything.
Through the test of time.
Guided by the connection within rings.
Honestly as a man.
Comfirmin all questions that linger.
Easin the belief of friendship.
In a situation of him n her.
Partners bond to communicate.
Eye to eye as cupid intended.
Sharin passion with a sound.
Needin a luv that's endless....................

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A mans

I recon this is the way I was meant spill.
With blood sweat n tears that drip with the thrill.
On a road puttin in the work away from luv.
Missin in action breifly doin a mans touch.
Worthy of time spent out is a passion filled.
Never skippin a beat stretchin colors of bills.
Days drag as nights ache with lonely need.
Jus to be close to the one that's a dream.
Clicks seem to repeat as grounds been traveled.
Nerves slowly tense as their bein raveled.
How much longer plays out in the mind.
Wantin to read somethin familiar in signs.
In a mans world lives a woman deeper than emotion.
Pullin him home as soon as possible with devotion.
Feelin the strain of miles seperatin truth.
Havin more reason to put the unexplainable to use.
Connected through long distance feenin the warmth.
Appreciatin the gain life has given behind homes doors.
Within a mans core will drives as wheels spin.
Allowin himself to show interest as he gives.

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