Where to begin? Tears leaking out and pain sinking in. Confushion overload. Three jabs to the heart as it slows. Mind rewinding. Trying to find reason behind thoughts blinding. What just happened? I feel emotions sadened. Eyes are filled. Losing sight of the thrill. Where to go from here? After so many devoted years. What to do? I never thought I'd experience the strangle of the noose. Understand I do not. In termoil I sit and I rot. Contiplating absolutly nothing. Haven't anything to say to falling ceilings. Walls muted by expressions. I had pure and true intentions. Swallowing my lump. Words were so fucking blunte. Irrelevant to circumstances. And the torture inhances. What did I do? Living and doing the best that I could for you. Turning my stability. Left behind to insecurity. Selfishness speaking loud. As fear is pouring out. How can I smile. All that's left is buttons on the dial. I failed my own. Can't help them be grown. I am not okay. I don't even know what to say.
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