battling inside is a war

Enduring love and pain simultaniously.
Mixed emotions from angles mystifying.
Confused on a smiles frawn so blank.
Falling away and giving everything is a strain.
The direction of the heart is speeding to a hault.
Knowing the twist is making me feel lost.
Battling inside is a war that can not be won.
Caught in the middle of a the abscent numb.
Taking all the dark sunshine can give.
I guess this is what its like to live.
Constantly defeated at ones best.
Colliding with what's left in the chest.
Hiding the fear of never giving in.
Showing a generous untamed grin.
Ends are frayed as happiness exists.
What in the hell is this crazy shit?
Holding on to the prayors to make a difference.
Waiting on times undividing moment of deliverence.
Emptiness and fulfillment all in one.
Faces having complete opposite expressions.
Tearing me apart is the saying you can't have it all.
I walk yet it seems that I crawl.
Breaking deep enough no one will ever know.
For the other is the dream that shows.
Fair hasn't a clue of what's going on.
Bared to the cores silence never heard and torn.
Strength worn and bravely excelling.
Winning and quietly failing.
All one can do is close the eyes and drift.
Thinking what if consistancy is a myth?

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