DOWN LOW IMMA GO. KNEES 2 THA FLO CREEPIN SLOW. MOAN N GROWN HOLDIN ON.MINDS BLOWN FEELIN A RAOM. FINGERS NOT ALONE CRAWLIN WITH TONGUE ON A ROLL. WANTIN A IL BIT MO.

4 U ID GIVE MY LIFE. FROM WHERE WE'RE FROM UR NOT ORDINARY YET MY TYPE. I GIVE WHATS LEFT OF WHAT THIS WORLD DIDNT TAKE. 4 U 2 HAVE N TO HOLD FOR KEEP SAKES.

U GIVE MY HEART PASSION UNTAMED BY TIME. 4EVA I AM URS AS U R MINE.

WEET COMPASIONATE LUVIN CARIN REAL STRONG MINDED GOOD WILLED CHARMIN SEXY ENJOYABLE GOOFY NICE TRUSTIN. U R 4EVER 2 ME. I NEVA WANT 2 LIVE WITHOUT U 1!

IV MADE U MY DREAM TO CHERISH N BE THAT 1 U CAN COUNT ON THRU TRUST N LOYALTY. MY 1. MANDY! IMA LUV U LIKE UV NEVA BEEN LUV'D. N IMMA DO IT BY BEIN ME. LIKE IV ALWAYS WANTED TO LUV.

AZING1 SIMPLY BREATH TAKIN FOR THE WOMAN UV BECOME. THE WOMAN I DESIRE FOR U R REAL. UR WHAT IV ALWAYS WANTED N NEED TO FEEL. TOOK YEARS TO FIND U AGAIN. N MANY MORE TO SHOW U THE LUV IV GAINED.

MY WORLD I LIVE IN IS SO COMPLETE CUZ OF U. TO HAVE U AS MY WIFE, MMM. IM HONORED TO TAKE UR HAND AS MY LIFELONG FRIEND. TOGETHER WE CAN SHOW LUV A FEW TRICKS. N OF ALL THE WOMEN IN THIS WORLD, U R MY PICK.

OW IM MADLY IN LUV WITH U. U KNOW ID DO ANYTHING U WANTED TO DO OR HAVE DONE. U KNOW UR MY 1. U KNOW UR MY HEART N SOUL. BUT DID U KNOWI CAN NEVA LUV ANOTHER AFTER LUV'N U?

IM MISSIN U BAD RIGHT NOW.

TIMES LIKE THESE EMOTION BUILDS LIKE A MOUND.

RELEASED FROM THE TOP ROLLIN DOWN.

TUMBLIN IT FALLS NEEDIN U HERE N NOW.

TO TOUCH U.

TO FEEL U.

TO DANCE IN UR HEART.

TO NEVA PART.

TO BE AS 1.

TO SHOW REAL LUV.

TO LIVE A LUV.

TO U I'LL ALWAYS EXPRESS MY LUV.

ROLLIN SYLLABLES FLUTTERIN FROM THY HEARTS WARMTH.

I FEEL AS IF I FELL SO HARD.

LIVIN A LIFE THAT CAN NEVA BE TORN.

U R MY 1 I LOVE TO EXPLORE.

STANDIN STILL IN A SILENT HOLD, FIT FOR US.

LUV FOUND REASONIN FOR US TO BE A MUST.

LOST N FOUND, DAYS GIVE MORE MEANIN 1 BY 1.

ENJOYIN A SMILE FROM OUR VERY OWN 1.

WRAPPED UP IN A MOMENT WITH LUV CLINCHIN SECONDS OF FOREVA WITH EVERY TOUCH.

TIME TICKS SLOWLY YET SOFAST.

N ALL THATS NEEDED N EVA WANTED IS MY LIFE WITH U TO LAST

LUV TO A MAN IS A MYSTERY IN HIS HEART.

YET WHEN IT OPENS, FROM IT HE CAN NOT PART.

SWEEPIN HIM SILENTLY AS HE TRUSTS.

N GAININ A REAL WOMANS WORTH HE CAN LUV.

UR BODY AGAINST MINE

LAYIN HERE IN THE EALRY MORN HRS WITHOUT U FEELIN LOST WANTIN A TASTE.

MY HEART LUV CRAVES THE TOUCH MISPLACED IN THE DARK FROM UR LUVS WARM EMBRACE.

LIFELESS THINKIN OF UR BODY AGAINST MINE SO TIGHT I CANT STAND IT IN THE BEST OF WAYS.

MY HEART BEGINS TO THUMP A REPEATIDLY RYTHM THAT DRAGS OUT THIS DAY.

ALONE N FEELIN THE NEED OF UR PRESENCE I TOSS N I TURN.

ROLLOIN MYSELF OUTTA BED CUZ UR NO WHERE TO BE FOUND AS I YEARN.

I CANT LAY IN COMFORT WITHOUT U FOR IT COULD NEVA BE THE SAME WHEN UR NO HERE.

SO IF U HERE HTESE WORDS AS U LISTEN TO THEM RATTLE IN UR HEAD LOUD N CLEAR.

KNOW I MISS U SOMETHIN FIERCE N I WANT U HOME WITH ME TO LUV N CHERISH.

FOR MY LUV FOR U 1 WIL NEVA IN A MILLION YEARS EVA PERISH.

LUV IS DA

LUV IS DA STARE.

THAT LOOK NO1 CAN SEE BUT 2.

IT IS DA TOUCH.

ONLY DA CONTACT CAN FEEL SOOTHE.

ITS DA EMOTION SHARED BETWEEN HEARTS.

TIL NOW N IN THE FUTURE FROM THE VERY START.

TO WED

UV HAS RISEN FROM UNFULFILLED DREAMS N IS AWAKE N READY FOR ITS OWN DREAMS ITS DREAMED A THOUSAND TIME OVA FOR US TO WED IN LIL WORDS SPEAKIN 2 LIL SPOKEN WORDS OF, (I DO!)

FEW HOURS LEFT

IM JUS A FEW HOURS FROM UR SMILE.

LISTENIN TO MY HEART TICK IN THE MEAN WHILE.

N I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE UR FACE AS ME U FIND.

RUNNIN OUTTA WORDS IN EACH N EVERY RHYME.

SIMPLE LIL WORDS

HERES A FEW WORDS IV NUBBLED ON ALL DAY.

LET LOOSE N AIMED AT U TO FEEL MY WAY.

THE TONGUE CAN NOT HOLD THEM IN ANY LONGER.

AS MY LOVE FOR U GROWS STRONGER.

I. L.O.V.E. Y.O.U. 1! WITH ALL MY HEART.

FROM U I WSIH NEVER TO PART.

JUS A FEW SIMPLE LIL WORDS TO LET IT BE KNOWN.

U HAVE THE MAN IN ME FEELIN SO GROWN.

SAVED

THER ONCE LIVED A BOY SO SHY N SCARED. UNABLE TO SPEAK AS IF HE DIDNT CARE.

YET AS HE STARED AT HIS 1 HE DID INDEED. BUT WORDS WERE UNSPOKEN N KEPT DISCRETE.

YEARS PAST LATER OF LOSIN HIS 1. AFTER LEARNIN SO MUCH N FEELIN ALONE.

HIS 1 CAME BACK TO SAVE HIS HEART. THINKIN THIS IS THE WAY IT SHOULDA BEEN FROM THE VERY START.

HAPPILY IN LUV THEY LIVE WITH GREAT ACCEPTANCE. KNOWIN THIS IS WHAT LUV WAS MADE OF N SO INHANCED.

LUV LIVES IN A DREAM PLUCKED FROM SO MANY. A STORY OF BUTCHIE N MANDY!

MY HEART TO URS

DIDDLED PHRASES OF LUV EXPRESSED FROM MY HEART TO URS, R SOUNDS OF HAPPINESS ENJOYED BY THE FEELIN THAT FOLLOWS WORDS INTO THE EMOTIONAL CORE.

wasted space

it been a few months gone since postin a thought.

blogs probably wonderin wtf.

everyday life has come full circle.

n time to tap away is not how i like or want.

diddles r written yet unseen through the naked eye of this sight.

but they will b typed in computer ink soon enough.

jus a few more steps to some real good shit.

n the readings of my heart will feel of what its been stuffed.

i miss my blog in ways of theriputic outlet releases me.

as if im lost n stuck in a moment of silence.

scribbles fill pages n not felt in true form.

from luv, hate, relations, thae calmin n violence.

5 months in countin without my fix to be relieved.

somehow i manage with great patience, waitin for the day.

soon enough i will be reunited with my page.

n on that day imma go nuts, unfiltered n here to stay.

i miss the freedom of ventin me.

expression onl;y i know of thats inside screamin.

becomin over flowin with words re arranged.

yet til then im left a man jus dreamin.

it wont be much longer n i appologise to wasted space.

though there is much to read in days to come.

there is much to read with meanin n purpose.

as me n my hobby come together as 1.

a standin man

being ready. not all of us are at the same time. some learn more rapidly. some more in shorteer amounts of time. not our fault. some are jus more advanced then others due to experiences theyve endured. its real situations. some think they got this. some know they dont. breakin down with actions teellin on them. crazy.... people. mind frames set either on idle. others eady for the taking. n some havnt a clue what their in for.. i get it. have for some time. i know why i do what i do. maybe time is key. n i believe this is it. i know. i want this. yyet not eveyone can keep their mind on the bigger picture. if im wrong please forgive me. i am human. learnin to be happy. tryin for where iv been was dark. i am so ready! some have it in them. some say they do til it comes divided. unable to get past issues one didnt cause. words are the cheapest thrill life has to offer. repeated patterns speak of the hearts will. in its good interests. makin all the right fair decisions that may occur. some fuck things up. good things that could be it. some see it happen. see it comin. i guess im one of those who knows what to expect. im no good. all i do. for what. jus how i feel. only for so long i can give it a go. n its not me givin out. im strong enough to make it. others around smile as if they can. u see, im free. in body n mind. im free as a man can be. let loose by self to feel somethin other than hate. i give me n some ask why. jus cuz they dont get it. i figured this shit out. hmmm. some chop another down for self infliction. affraid of bein hurt. some pick away til theres nothin left. as luvers fall into peices at their feet. fightin. communication. mature minds know whats bein said. findin the good n addressin all that conflicts with the will to make it. open eyes feeds strong minds. yet a gentle heart balances the fight. all i ever want is this to last. i give everything. on my knees. eyes focused on what some consider a prize, but a partner as i see it to live. my capabilities are so much more twisted if i lose this. cuz if this isnt it. im done. people in general have their breakin point. if wantin somethin bad enough, they will indeed snap. happy i am. through n through. yet i look into eyes that fade in moments of dyer need to keep it together. failin the test within themself. losin home. im jus sayin not everyone has it in em. n i dont wanna write anymore. ever..... this is a blow that will crush me. n like isaid. i'll be done if..........i am a standin man takin one blow after another as they bounce from my will. cuz i know n have found somethin that is rare to find.... not everyone gets this oppertunity. but its gonna take more than me to get this done....... as 1! as i pour me out with tears i refuse to cry. u know some r willin without bein asked. n its shows. belive me, it shows. n others do it for a lil while n let time take their willingness away. i control my will cuz i know what is i want. everday i give me. all of me. n yes i consider myself a man. yet i have much to learn. but i dont feel i'll ever be more than the moment. n idk why..... its like some people dont really know what it takes. for many different reasons they are to into self to give a flyin fuck or see someone as they drain the day away for the good. i am human. willin. i dont need to be asked. i do it cuz i can. allowed. here is a man standin, damn near without much more to say......

fb mindsets

mature minds makes for luv'n hearts....

I'LL BE ME N U BE U. I BETCHA I CAN BE ME LONGER. U JIVE AZZ TURKEY!

ITS ONLY WHEN U STOP RUNNIN FROM WHO U WERE IS WHEN U FIND OUT WHO UV BECOME!

IT TAKES A GOOD 6 MONTHS 2 GET 2 KNOW SOME1. ANOTHER 2 TO KNOW IF U HAVE IT IN U 2 KEEP IT GOIN. THE YR MARK IS WHEN U KNOW U HAVE A CHANCE. ANYTHING MORE, CONGRADS! U DIDNT WASTE UR TIME.

i DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING, SO PLEASE HEAR ME AS I SPEAK....

I CAN FOLLOW UR LEAD TIL THE END OF TIME. YET I KNOW WHEN 2 STAND MY GROUND WHEN ITS RIGHT IN HEART N MIND.

WHATS INNA WORD IF ITS NOT BEIN SHOWN? HAS IT THE SAME FLAVOR IF ITS NOT FULL GROWN? IS ITS SILENT ACTIONS MIND BLOWN? JUS A FEW QUESTIONS ON LUV N THE WAY IT MAKES U FEEL RIGHT AT HOME...

i USE 2 THINK EVERY MAN NEEDS MORE THAN 1.... BUT IF U HAVE THE RIGHT1, SHE WILL B JUS THAT. THE 1!

i HAVE THIS DRIVE INSIDE OF ME THAT REFUSES 2 LAY DOWN N QUIT! N IM NOT FIGHTN IT CUZ I LIKE IT. ITS WHAT SEPERATES MEN FROM BOYS......

SHOW LIFE WHAT I IS U WANT N GO FOR IT. TIME WILL DECIDE N PLAY OUT. N IF U DIDNT GIVE UR ALL, WHOS FAULT IS THAT? TREAT WHAT IT IS U DESIRE LIKE A RARE GEM OR DIAMOND. TRY! N ALL THAT U'LL EVER NEED WILL BE THERE 4 U...

wHAT IS GAME? HOWS UR MIND WORK? LET ME SPIT THIS AT U. U GOT IT GOIN ON. LOOKIN 4 THAT NEXT SNATCH 2 DIG IN2. GIVIN THE SAME GAME 2 EVERY1 U COME ACROSS. YET ITS THE SAME OL LINES. UR NOT ADDIN ANYTHING 2 ITS ARSENOL. LAME! CHECK THIS GIVE GAME 2 1 CHICK N TRY 2 COME UP WITH SOMETHIN NEW. CHALLENGIN URSELF. COMMIT. LET HER KNOW SHES IT. LET UR GAME GROW. N BECOME A MAN.

LIVE OR ALLOW LIFE TO PASS YOU BY. GRAB LIFE OR LIVE WITHOUT TIL THE END OF TIME.

JUS CUZ UV CROSSED OVA IN2 THE GOO LIFE DONT MEAN UV FORGOTTEN WHO U R. JUS FINDIN OUT WHO U TRULY R. IF U DONT CHANGE UR NOT LEARNIN A DAMN THING! STILL PUTTIN UP WIT THE SAME OL SHIT...

THERE'S ONLY 1 WAY A MALE CAN KNOW HE'S ENTERED MANHOOD. A STATE OF MIND AND FEELING WHERE REAL MEN LIVE AND GROW INTO MATURE MINDS WITH LUVIN HEARTS. THAT'S WHEN A (REAL) WOMAN FINDS IT IN HIM AND REFUSES TO LET GO..... FOR THEY KNOW WHAT IT IS THEY HAVE... VICE VERSA!

im easy goin but dont do well with immaturity........ grow up world!

u ever sat back n watched people? n jus pay attention to actions. yet there r a few iv watched to see who hey r. jus bein cautious. its what i do. watch. cut out drama. b real. jus wanna surround me n mine with possitivity. im not pefect, have alot goin on with 10 kids at home. so if i dont respond or get back atcha right away, no biggie. dont mean nothin by it. my bad. the only thing i do that's iffy. n others jus want somethin. some1 close 2 me keeps gettin the short end n they r a good person. real good heart n mind. yet seems everytime all people wanna do is take advantage of kindness or jus make this person feel like shit for puttin up with stupid shit. people as a species within a few i keep close r a waste....

THERE IS THIS THING CALLED LIFE. N IT IS WAITIN FOR U TO TRY......

U HAVTA LIVE UR LIFE 4 U. N ALLOW SOME1 TO WALK WITH U. AS THEY ALLOW U 2 WALK WIT THEM. LIVIN THEIR LIFE FOR THEMSELF. IT THE ONLY WAY.

SIT BACK N RELAX. ALLOW TIME TO LAY ITS HANDS ON THE SITUATION. ITS IN ONES ACTIONS AS THE TICKIN TELLS ON ALL. U WILL KNOW AS WELL AS THEY. TRUE INTENSIONS...

U CANT FIGHT OFF EVERY RAIN DROP. BUT ITS HOW U STAND DRIPPIN WET THAT ALLOWS IT 2 MAKE OR BREAK U.

if u give em hell, they talk about cha. if u give in, they talk about cha. might as well go for urs.....

COMMUNICATION IS EVERYTHING! LISTEN N SPEEK CLEARLY. ALWAYS MEAN WHAT U SAY N NEVER LIE. STAND FOR SOMETHING AS IF UR NAME WAS AT STAKE. TALK WITH PURPOSE WEITHER UR TEACHIN OR LEARNIN..... CUZ WE DONT KNOW EVERYTHING..

THERE R VERY FEW PEOPLE I TAKE 2........ IF I CALL U BRO OR LADY.. UR 1 OF THEM...

I DONT WARE A CAPE FOR MY POWERS. I HAVE A KING SIZE SATIN SHEET DRAPED DOWN MY BACK FOR THAT. LMMFAO!

I HAVE AN IDEA.... I THINK WE AS FATHERS SHOULD ADOPT ALL THE KIDS WITHOUT A DAD TODAY SO NO ONE IS LEFT OUT, OR NOT CELEBRATE IT AT ALL.....

GOTTA DIG IN2 ONES CHEST TO GET TO CLIMBING TO THEIR DOME, CUZ NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT THEY CAN NOT FEEL OUTSIDE THEIR OWN MOANS!

YEAH... SEEMS THE MAN IN THE MIRROR IS ALWAYS SMILING EVERY TIME I LOOK AT HIM..... LUCKY BASTARD! LMMFAO....

do i? i do!

i choose whom i have in my life, as they do i. not forced to smile, n to happy to cry. jus reversin i do, for the sake of luv. its in two lil words expressed above......

inside

i play around inside my mind. sometimes jus to find what i can find. goofin i enjoy roamin around. hell, its what keeps my feet on the ground. iv been peekin out these eyes of mine. escapin inward as i hide. watchin life roll hardly ever so slowly by. i can control my self cuz i have jus that, a mind thats all mine. yet sittin back feelin my insides from within, i feel alive. n i understand my purpose as i have my time 2 have me til the day i die.

runnin

one way. walkin. runnin down ones desires.

never half steppin. nor trippin. puttin out old fires.

pace makin. stoppin. cravin a touch.

feets beat. numb. wantin a lil thing called luv.

two way collision. empact. set free from the race.

findin my seat. comfort. lovin its taste.

feet kicked up. settled. found my 1.

tickled pink. hmmmm. my runnin is done.

thinkin of

jus thinkin of u.
i grin form ear 2 ear.
i luv luv'n u.
as i cry a happy tear.
sittin here i day dream of u.
wonderin how i pulled it off.
i'm jus me n u r u.
when u came along i was lost.
liftin a man back 2 his feet.
like only u could do.
now my heart is skippin beats.
4 a luv u give so true.

hear me

Hear me now as I stand breath taken and without sound.
As I try and whisper a rhyme for you in which in me I found.
Listen to the man within speak from his deepest untouched cracks.
Where he laid hidden and speechless awaiting on you as my heart attack.
Hear me as I drop a line into your ear as it vibes a beat to my words.
From somewhere under the armor there is a pounding thumping as it’s time to be heard.
Aged like wine waiting on the one to sip the a taste of wisdom exploding.
I softly release the motion of forming emotion after imploding.
Hear me tell a tale of a fool growing up in his time without you.
Falling inward long enough to find the art of sound of loving you.
Preparing a riddled phrase in a form so rare to this world.
I am here now ready to claim my one and only girl.

unknowin

Run. Away in time. Go. Be self in mind.
Search. Accept the facts. Find. Point of impact.
Return . To the one who was you. Gathered. Feel how you grew.
Inside. Compair differences. Whom. Came from the other side of fences.
Sit. Notice what you’ve become. Where. In which you’ve come.
Play. In times window. Cry. Happily under it's shadow.
Funny. Where we go unknowing. Learning. Slowly growing.
Looking. Stare into the past. There. In a time that moved to fast.
Wishing. Just to have it back. Pages. Written in the lack.
Unfinished. Coming around the corner. Showing. Face s of your hunger.
Touch. Feel it reach. Now! Let it teach….

ready

Flickerin lights. Stage is set.
Blinds are drawn. Ready in depth.
Deeply involved. Liquid substance.
Standin chilled. Sounds of luv breakin the silence.
Waitin in ease. Deep in the night it’s late.
Moment as if it was the 1st. Giving into fate.
Hearts ready. Night breeze blows.
Coolin the emotional heat. Exciting the mood.
Tension builds. Patience strung.
Bubbling petals float. Ready to get it done.
Bobbing to the beat. Mind pleases the soul.
Entering here you come. For me to hold.

luv'n u

I Luv U! N only u. 4ever now, 4ever 2ghether. U r my 1. My dream. My world. u r simply spectacular. AILOWY! ilu! til the day i die. I stand by ur side. A luvr n a friend. I live 4 ur luv, ur touch, ur smilin embrace. Til the end. U r more than the air i breathe. releasin a remarkable sence of relief. A new life streamin inside. i break 4 u. 4 the way ur jus willin 2 luv me. my luv 4 u i can not hide. n i'll do all in my power to show my luv. for it is u......u.......

in these eyes

Ur BeAutiFuL!
2 ThEsE eYeS oF mInE.
sO lUvAbLe.
lAyIn AbOuT iN mY mInD.
a TrUe LuV.
gIvInG uR aLl.
WiTh CoMfOrTiN hUgS.
iN2 uR aRmS i FaLl.
I aM uRs 4 AlL tIMe.
2 HaVe N 2 hOlD.
aS i WiSh U 2 bE MiNe.
Til oUr BoDiEs R oLd.

everyday life

Everyday life has come into focus long ago. Who to pare up with was so fucking unknown.

Playing one to the next I consumed them all. Let only one in and took my very own fall.

Life seemed to be always on the low. Not knowing on which way to go.

Open eyes looking for just one. But they were all over before it was done.

Living life for me. For any other I could not see.

Heartless when all said and done. After I had my giggles, chuckles and fun.

True player with game that had no game. Go figure and one also knows how to speek for own selfs name.

Confusing to say the least. Unless you know how to play with anothers beast.

Easy it came as natural as breathing. Constantly giving what was wanted yet teasing.

No one could ever truly have me. My intentions had a need.

But who am I to blame. Was it my fault they could not beat me at my game.

I feel bad at times for breaking a few. But they should of knew.

And I got mine in return. Guess my own game I did not learn.

Slipped once for sake of feeling. Left standing half kneeling.

I am one hell of a man I do believe. Just done some things I could never relieve.

Still in frame I gave up and fell inward to the unseen long term lonleyness in which I would leave everyone of them. Hurt for the first time I stepped backwards and found myself out of theme.

On my way out of control. I was awakened before I could fold.

The one found me after finding her. After not being heard.

I was unknown for so long and wondered of. Then and there I gave in and gave up the games and lived within my word.

Everday life swings its doors open to explore what is on the outside of ourselves. Needing help without the welps.

covers speak with every wrinkle. like waves crashin on the shore surface. as ur body swam upon its texture. givin its existance much purpose. back strokin as u tugged for the pillow in a shark like attack desperate to explode. quickly down strokin, grabbin at my head. in perfact sequence u allowed me to splashed my way into ur canal. it was magical what we did last night in our water like bed. ever so much it was beyond needed.yet the deeper i went the further u sank. sittin on the comfort of my board as ur body moves with the wave catchin every humpin .

given a chance

chance is all that is given in sake of luv. random pokes at fate bein lived in the hearts lonely space filled with lust.

periods of happiness gathered ina short time spent. starin in anothers face as their eyes show somethin as heaven sent.

havin the will to make it last as long as one can. gettin lost in words spoken at last as together they stand.

findin that one that means more than any other. havin the oppertunity of luv on a comfortable lent shoulder.

the self obedience of a friendship is given a chance. just to try n outlast all that was meant to be in the eligance of dance.

listenin to the sounds of ease set into place. attemptin the obligation of the present situation bein graced.

knowin what ones found is worth every moment buildin a lifetime of companionship. skippin beats let loose by the hearts battlleship.

wantin a turn at chance before its taken away. two are needin to be felt how it would or could be like hewithout the games.

acceptin inside what its found out. driftin on more than thoughts freed from ones secret place speakin without sound.

chance. without it no one will ever know of the possibilities that could make the difference tiltin upon the fence.

fallin off the pivit point balancin ones future. holdin on to the ride of decendin into pictures.

once grasped after the hands has been delt. its ones duty n responsibility to go forth n give self to another givin back all thats bein felt.

all because chance stood ground n allowed two individuals to live hand in hand. together forever as one man n woman.

crossin paths on the intersection of life. takin in all thats bein able to be shared as man n wife.

its not chances resposibility. for chance is only the start of what two builds as a life time of memories n compatability.

THIS IS ME

THIS IS ME BEIN RELEASED. SET FREE TO BE TEASED. THIS IS ME TEMTIN LUV. TO COME GIVE ME A SHOVE. THIS IS ME ACTIN OUT. SETTIN PLANS IN MOTION N LIVIN THEM OUT. HIS IS ME IN THE FLESH. DAY TO DAY IN BETWEEN BREATHS. THIS IS ME CEASIN THE DAY. TIL IM OLOD N GREY. THIS IS ME AT MY BEST. NEVER GIVIN LESS. THIS IS ME TAUNTIN MY PAST. TIME CHANGES SO FAST. THIS IS ME LIFTED UP. BECAUSE OF A LIL LADIES LUV. THIS IS ME AS U KNOW IT. NOT TAKIN NO SHIT.
THIS IS ME IN LUV WIFE LIFE. EXTREMELY IN LUV WITH MY WIFE. THIS IS ME A FATHER OF 10. N I WILL NOT BEND. THIS IS ME APPRECIATIN MOMENTS TO SPARE. ALL BECAUSE I CARE. THIS IS ME OPENED UP. FOR ME THIS IS A PLUS. THIS IS ME IN ALL HONESTY. WITH NO ANNIMOSITY. THIS IS ME AS SIMPLE AS I GET. WILLIN TO LUV AS IT'S NEEDS R MET. THIS IS ME A IRISH MUT. LIVIN MY LIFE IN SUCH A RUSH. THIS IS ME, ALL ME AS U SEE ME. UNDER THE SUN HIDIN IN THE SHADE OF THE TREES. THIS, IS ME! TRYIN TO DO MY PART. NO MATTER HOW HARD....

IMAGINE

imagine this. there is a u, n there is an i.
there is a beach, n there is a sky.
imagine there is a sun,n there is a set.
there is us sittin in it, n our feet r gettin wet.
imagine night slowly fallin, n there is luv.
there is a moment, n there is us as one.
imagine dancin in the breeze, n there is time.
there is peace, n there is a peice of mind.
imagine turnin into my arms, n fallin in2 the sand.
there is a memory, n there wrapped togehter, our hands.
imagine losin urself. in me as i in u. there is our chance.
there is shortened brethes, n there is emotions inhanced.
imagine the moon is lit. there is u, n there is me.
there is touch, n there is two souls bein set free.
imagine layin in luv. there is pleasure, n there is gain.
there is a night to remember, n there is a flame.
imagine two of a kind. there is forever, n there is now.
there is the taste, n there is the effects of vows.
imagine bein alone with i. there is no one around, n there is u.
there is a need, n there is a luv only shared so true.

lost with time

endless thoughts.

sold n bought.

losin mind.

lack of time.

given away.

self betrayed.

tellin all.

crumbled fall.

tasteful sin.

with a grin.

speakin out.

minds a drought.

collapsin in.

smellin wind.

stink stunk.

whoda thunk.

brains done.

no more fun.

constantly searchin.

heads a hurtin.

beatin dead.

bleedin red.

imaginin time.

by my side.

here today.

taketh away.

lost emotion.

driven devotion.

body lays.

under landscapes.

gone tomorrow.

fellin sorrow.

play the game.

gone insane.

thinkin outloud.

screamin to clouds.

where am i.

behind blind eyes.

losin self.

what is wealth.

sun cries ran.

feel the pain.

heart begs.

here to stay.

dead or alive.

can not hide.

here tomorrow.

for the borrow.

gone today.

what a waste.

teasin the tongue.

forever is done.

lost with time.

drop of a dime.

willingness

one needs never not to ever havta ask.

for all things in the name of luv should clearly b done.

one should b worth more than the time put in the task.

all becuz they found something in the way of their one.

one should not to need of something n be told no forcin a part.

for luv should take control n always b silently heard.

if one luvs the way they should with a whole heart.

wants should b met without ever sayin a single letter in a word.

givin self to a luv cuz their happiness matters most.

unconditionally for luv has no lines formin boundaries.

only reapin the rewards of somethin as simple as a smile from its host.

livin in luv within luvs will in blessed surroundings.

willingness should trigger a want to please a luv with no debates.

without bein told it should havta take the initiative n b bold.

no doubts or regrets cuz luv is the way to fate.

held tighter n given reason of self without ever bein told.

for if luv exists in the heart one should suurender self inside n out.

livin for the purpose of two comin together as one.

doin anything to make it outlast times walk side by side without any doubts.

all in the name of luvn some other than self n simply bein in luv.

jus thinkin of forever one

beside myself smilin with a grin that wont quit.

n im jus thinkin of how u do what it is u do to me.

playin with all the things u make me feel inside.

oh how u entered me n released tears as they stream.

jus thinkin of u on a day of my 35th n its taken this long.

i recall a time i sat thinkin of u way back when.

somewhere when we were lost but never forgotten.

somehow i missed u in ways i hadnt a reason back then.

n now as yesterday has caught up with the two of us.

im jus sittin here thinkin of the woman uv become.

in our time as we have this chance to luv one another.

only if i would of known u where my forever one.

life awaits

awaiting is life leanin on us all runnin square into walls.
waiting for one to try before we finally fall.
to grab a hold of its worth pushin in fate.
patiently ready for one to enjoy all the fruits it has to offer n escape.
to try is to have what one needs as they get life in return.
a life fulfilled with a peice of mind as we begin to learn.
life is standing in ones own time compelled to live.
yet it's on us to find out what it gives.
deleberately giving all the chances in this world.
scramblin the mind inna tilted swirlin twirl.
as one can do for self and become one with a life worth livin.
it's not gettin all one wants but how much ones givin.
trying is the key as life is only a thought away.
when is it time to live for moment of today?
the mind is the key hole to enter happiness.
understanding what life is, is a tricky task of heavenly bliss.
yet when one learns of this, ones life changes.
but one can never stop trying as life rearanges.
yes all will fade in time of deliverance.
as constant will shows character and obedience.
in which ones self can find truth as they truly surrender.
laying down all of what's been taught by man sort of speak as the great pretender.

facin danger

lifted slowly. heads heavy. poundin membrain. throbbin pain. squeezin pulse. brain tossed. achin thoughts. scrabbled false. beatin visions. heads insition. memorical war. insides torn. rememberin all. kneelin crawl. hand held. dome sweld. gravity pullin. eyes rollin. smellin defeat. grittin teeth. grindin anger. facin danger. self rejectin. minds repentin. unforgetful stains. scared name. rottin intentions. revengin damnation. lost confusion. now illusions. gone crazy. sights hazy. given up. wtf?

u r my....

u r my world. my life. my 1.

my reason for the man i am under the sun.

u r my only. my wife. my truth.

my well being n my need for youth.

u r my friend. my partner. my confidant.

my constant desire of want.

u r my luv. my heart. my way.

my road i travel turnin grey.

u r my emotion. my time. my patience.

my controlled obedience.

u r my u. my me. my us.

my all n above includin trust.

mouth waterin

my mouth has not stopped waterin all day.

lickin at my lips as i want ur taste.

ur so deliciously scrumptious with every bite.

i want u in my mouth before this day truns to night.

drippin wet as i lick ur hormones clean.

suckin off the dirty thoughts of u n me.

all night as i give u my best.

over n over again never the less.

i wanna slipt ur hips n taste ur inner thighs.

slowly creepin up to where ur juice divides.

ZOOMED IN

in 1 of those scoped out snippin playin kinda moods.

compelled n starin i get lost lookin n watchin u know who.

lookin in a direction, aimed cocked n loaded, clearly zoomed. im breathless as i have my sights on my trophy in u.if the squeezin trigger finger was clinched n pulled, id b doomed.even though im on the other end bein hunted n used. n yet as im playin a game of hide n seek as i follow wit eyes to sooth. quietly whisperin softly as i feel my heart speak, peek a boo i see u.

exhale

lookin up. watchin u ease down. gettin urs on the first stroke. first insertion. first feelin of bein filled. i layed still n felt u melt on me. as i melted myself. the beauty that shined with pleasure. again n again. over n over. u felt me as u slowly grinded me deep inside of u. i couldnt move. starin in amazment of how ur eyes rolled. body quivered. acceptin the over whelmin size n girth penitratin u as u slid down. glidin as one after another came. climaxin. needin the next like the first. uncontrollin orgasms forcin the flow of u cumin back to back. n as i peek at u. as my eyes grope ur curves. i can not help but to feel myself givin in to the luv shared within our hearts. expressed through a night of luv. sex n passion. slow enough to feel how it was meant to be luvd. makin luv. doin us as one. its more than doin the ditty. its bein involved n intertwined with true luv. that one. i see it in u as i glare in aww. pushin my way in as u grip my n claw at my chest. relesin ur final exhale. ur breaths wind stickin to my neck. n the heat alone fit the mood. but its the moans n tight hold u have against my body that gives me pleasure. the touch. the way u want me. as i give the last of me holdinout. i do jus that. i give. to u. i join u as i exhale.

u r the 1

u r the 1.


the shit.


im in luv.


i am.


head over heals.


this man.


u luv.


with u.


life is grand.


u r the 1.


that cracks my smile.


feelin u.


showin inner emotion.


stretched upon my face.


escapin.


to find ur eye.


u r the 1.


bringin forth me.


palmin my heart.


touchin.


pleasin my will.


invadin my space.


luvin me.


u r the 1.


outlastin.


lingerin inside.


findin ur way.


in the dark.


comin out.


u live within.


u r the 1.


changin everything.


takin my name.


makin waves.


swimmin in luv.


deep in my heart.


u r the 1.


always on the mind.


dreamin of u.


mid days.


lost in me with u.


n it feels good.

vows

luvin u is the single most thing i wanna do with my life.

allowin u to break me down to bare minimum as i make u my wife.

givin me to u my best abilities as i only know how.

u r my way to happiness as our paths stand in a tux n gown.

i am a man madly in luv with u as u r my dream come true.

of all the people in this world who knew it is me n u.

i promise u my luv n devotion, time filled with emotion.

for u id die n give my end for ur luvs notion.

u r everything iv looked for as time got away.

livin without u has made me appreciate havin u in my life day by day.

u r my one n only til the day i rest this body of mine.

forever urs Mandy Jo Morgan i give me til the end of time.

so with this ring i wed thee knowin i've found my one.

it's me n u finally gettin this done lost in luv.

here to stay

round u go. dancin in my mind. curves r slow. breakin to sip a drop of wine. swayin u tease ur greatest find. ready to play with one of ur kind. in perfect rythm with my heart. u stare n touch as we part. glidin along thy skin long enough for me to let down my gaurd. ur so close i can feel u, yet so far. reachin for me as i u pullin away. playin that irresistable game. i luv the way u dance through my days. makin a grown man smile as im caught in a daze. day dreamin of a luv we share thats here to stay.

a kiss

this is a kiss from my lips to urs.

one that speaks without speakin as it searches for more of u in a day so short.

this is a kiss on tour lookin for u n urs.

one in which is felt in the core once tasted n lored.

this is a kiss released from lips meant for urs.

one that gives more meanin the the heart bein poured.

this is a kiss so unique made for urs.

one in which defines luvs interaction of bein born.

2.

2. me n u. thats what it takes. n a lil faith.

2. me in u. slow. feelin all the right moves. slippin n sliddin to our grove.

2. me luv'n u. takin my time with easin breaths. layin u 2 rest.

2. me u n i as us. settin the pace. winnni our own race.

ull never learn how 2 swim unless u jump in the deep end.

stroke or wind up belly up swimmin with the fishies .

survive by holdin ur breath. emergin with an understandinof luv.

in ur arms

2 live in ur arms. livin a fulfilled life. my jouney is here. enjoyin the ride.
livin in the moments in ur arms. held firmly against the chest. away from the night. feelin 1 heart beat jump thru the next.
lost in luv in ur arms. livin luv pressed flush wit desire. heated by ur touch. feelin the warmth of ur fire.
in ur luvin arms. my luv belongs. where i shall stay til my end. to u i am drawn.
i crave the moments wrapped up in ur arms. breakin free. easin back. findin me is we.
in the grasp of ur arms. felt n pleased. straight outta a dream. i have been released.
in ur unconditional arms. i gather myself. betterin us. trustin luvs cherished wealth.

touch of luv

touch of luv is the way to live.
to lliv is to luv.
livin luv.
luv to live.
livin luv livin.
luvin luv luvin.
live luv.
n touch in a way u luv to live.
livin in the touch of luv.
luvin the touch to live.
luv livin luv.
livin luv luvin.
luv to liv.
n live luvin.

polished

losin all of self , for the sake of us. it is in ur arms where i became a true man. my final touches polished by the finger tips of ur luv. so as i fall in2 ur arms, givin all i have within. hold me as if it were our first time layin a night away in luv.

note 2 self.

note 2 self. dont stop. this 1s worth more than uv ever known. seems like weve been waitin on her. shes been a long time comin. like no other. no doubts. no questions. no wonders. wow shes the real deal. a real woman. complimentin us. do everything poss. not only 4 u this time. its not a 1 way sttreet. exceed. go beyond 4 a woamn willin 2 luv n b luvd. shesso much more than whar we expected. we fell her as if she were 1. inside of us. lilvin as if she was part of our existance. in which she is. we r the same. n 2gether we cant b stopped. we got it right this time around. no games. no lies. givin us as is. self listen as i tell us. this is our 1. the 1 we wondered if even existed. shes here. b4 us. openin up. 2 b luvd by us. n its MANDY! how unreal is that? do u remember how crazy we were about her? n how many times thru the yrs we sat n wondered bout her. no1 has ever compared 2 her. i know its ben a long time. n our road weve walked wasd far more than a self earnin experience. but we made it. fallin in2 her arms as she sinks in2 our heart. feed from our minds. now able 2 feel her in so many ways. it is so right with her. she is the difference our life was in need of. lost long ago she has come back. returned 4 happines. 2 start this thing we missed out on. so enjoy her presence. b good 2 heer like no other could. cuz u n i both know, no1 could luv her hte way we so desire if given the chance.

lookin

luv turned n lookin. tellin without speakin. all the lil things one has such a hard time findin. now unwindin. luvs eyes starin in my direction. in such perfection. its such a fatuation. ooh the satisfaction of the situation we're makin. luv seems to be interested in me lookin back with words unspoken.

pieces cumin down

pieces fittin with ease n snaped tightly together.

connected ever so perfectly within another.

inny n an outty makin luv like long lost luvers.

feelin the snap slide in2 place after 1 falls n hovers.

nicely rounded n curved 2 perfection here comes another.

layin still n waitin 4 its touch as its needed 2 go further.

2 down n yet still not finished for the works not over.

cumin down a third drops in2 place as i shove her.

now nearly finsihed shes brush stroked n full of life n covered.

a final piece showin a picture more than worth words gathered.

shes a beaut as i stare in amazement happy 2 have her.

restin now with luv surrounding a comfortin feelin of all 2gether.

Gain

some say the rain comes in as slowly as the pain gains control of what it is left to gain.

other blame the rain for creeping up so fast the pain is too much to consume in a single day.

i on the other hand know the rain is not the cause of the pain seeking fame in the hearts name.

yet pain itself is ones own fault as the stain bleeds like rain down the cheek of what appears to be fates two faced game.

so blame the rain as flames are blown away in a time where self could've saved self some meaningless pain.

managing the sain mind instead of releasing the hands of time with nothing left to gain as one goes insane.

meeting once again.

living in my head at times is a bit much.

yet most of the time all it needs is a simple touch.

that's when luv comes in and my head gets to thinking out loud.

moving my lips as they are shaped to ur name n sound.

you see i sat alone for so long inside my mind wondering, who?

driven damn near insane by the time i got to you.

i had given up by the time you had come along.

bringing back memories of a past that should belong.

in my thoughts is where i got lost with the memory of you.

always second guessing every woman as if they were'nt you.

dreams in which replayed times never spent until now.

wondering from time to time where's she at and who shared vows.

always drifting past a reality confused without knowing.

finding you smiling was the best thing as feelings started flowing.

i stumbled on words the day we reconnected.

noticing just who you've become is what i expected.

as if i was a child and once again speechless.

tearing apart everything i ever said as if it were senseless.

you're someone i've missed as time slipped away.

so giving you the real me in between the days..

i'll do what i've never done before.

and show you exactly what it is i have in store.

for a future for you and i as it must be.

to waken to the mornings to you my dream.

Wish List

on my wish list you layso beautifully spread in ink.

and even though i have you, you i wish for as i think.

as your name is jotted down, staining a moment in time.

wishing for you to forever to be mine all mine.

the flame

if the fires flame warms ur heart. pressing the issue to fall so deeply in. could u react in such a way that real life situations can play out in the heats sweat? if the crackling pop made u hear the music of the two hearts colliding. bursting at the point of impact from the tip of a gasp of fresh air. could the heated exhalation from another fill ur lungs in a way life itself has come full circle? giving u life. like the flame as it's given a chance to live. could u touch the fire without the fear of being burnt? laying next to everything u've wanted and feared. is it possible for u to just give in and accept how the sound alone compliments how the bones are warmed just right without being touched. yet being teased in such a way long enough 2 show u the need to live. for it desires to be luv'd in the moons moanin light of night skies as the flame brightens the dark of dawn. castin the movement of shadows embracin the moment.

ull feel the warmth i am willing to give that's under back pressure.

released upon ur luv.

can u hold on as u find me so pure i seems like a burried treasure.

ur all i want.

ur about 2 feel yrs of emotion built up that had flooding me for so long. yrs without u that flew past as i floated in a drift lost and empty hearted. i'm drowning in feelings anxious to be express upon ur face. i belive it's come that time to get this thing started.

imma spend my life time running after u. just to walk next to u. beside u hand in hand. showing u how much i luv u. for it is u and who u r as u r just that. u in the flesh. back to ease my mind. take control of my heart.

written in ink

1 beat.

hearts connect.

how sweet.

luvers intersect.

pulsating vibes.

co-in synced.

on a high.

written in ink.

moving as one.

wedded.

deep in luv.

embedded.

falling in desire.

hitched.

feeling the fire.

without a glitch.

opening my eyes to u every morning. sets my mind a drift as it eases by all day. til i have u back in my arms, holding u ever so tight.

i shine because of u.

u make the difference in my life.

be my wife!

OUR LIFE.

i am u as u r i.

two of the same kind.in luv with u is where i belong.

ilu1!

i wanna wine u n luv u slow.

so not a single moment goes untold.

hold u til the end of time.

on cruise control as we ride.

unwindin n easin our way along.

dancing to our way inna romancin song.

u r the best thing i could have ever asked for.the greatest luv i could ever experience. the only woman that will ever truly complete me. n that's only a few things of why i am in luv with u.

i see ur eyes when ur reading me.

i feel it in ur touch the way u tease me.

i sense it everday the way u luv me.

but i like it most when u kiss me.

living in ur world is a privilage. to b able to wake n rest next to u is what life is all about.

i feel u with every thought. i dream of u with every emotion. thats how i know it's real. that's how u make me feel. driftin back n forth in between reallity n a dream that has come true. surfacing after what seemed to be a lifetime of searching.

u r what living is all about. marrage. family. ilu beyond what i could have ever imagined. feelin the way i do for u as im fallin a little more within every second spent next to u. is fasinating to my inner most desiresof how i crave u.

the wa i see it . tomorrow can wait. imma luv u within every momentshared as if it were the 1st time we've ever touched. living in our very own time and space at our own pace.in luv.

i call her home

i call her home.
cuz she's where my heart belongs.
she's my shelter from this world.
my girl.
callin her luv my own.
she sits atop of the throne.
i call her home.
cuz she protects my heart from.....
me cavin in.
she's home 2 me as i live within.
the comfort of a womans touch.
ohh how i feel her luv.
home is the only thing i can count on.
in a direction only we're goin.
i call her.....
my one as her moans have been heard.
never 2 shed another.
i am her lover.
2 have n 2 hold.
as our luv unfolds.
livin in our home.
turnin the lights down when the day is done.
home 2 me is where luv is.
where dreams r more than wished.
yet home is lived...
i call her home as i am believed.
home is where i'm at.
doin the work.
puttin me on the line.
so home n i can shine.
i call her....
home.
where luv lives it's gain.
home is her name.

a few moments

every1 wants a few moments where their recognized.
even after puttin in the time it takes to realize.
one is simply tryin to get things to where they need to be.
but 1 will never speek of this for it should be.
a given as a two way street yeilding to acknowedge another.
slowing down long enough to show the patience to a lover.
some1 life is greater standing along side of.
one that is called luv.....

a 5'6" smile

settled in my skin.
finally expression a true grin.
happy n content.
nothin left to vent.
smooth edges once jagged.
once feelin fed up n had it.
now sittin ever so still.
on the upside of the unclimbable hill.
climbin n clingin.
for i am believin.
my time has come to be.
i found what it is i truly need.
she stands 5'7" with a smile that wont quit.
n believe me when i say she is the shit.
my other half seein me for who i am.
the better half lettin me express the inner.
teachin me as she allows me to be me.
learnin within of a luv that just must be.
i sit within my skin feelin her.
without touch n in luv with only her.

good morning

sun diving in between the cracks.

bursting in warmth against my back.

laying in the mornings glory.

awakened to live out my story.

cool breeze pushes soothingly past.

breaking and bouncing off my face so fast.

time ticks my comfort away.

so i enjoy it with no delay.

settled in a moment all mine.

relaxed beyond movement as the day shines.

i am one with lifes little gift of morning bliss.

grasping my chance to feel its kiss.

of this

all n the above for this. only if i would've known.

jus for this as it is u i kiss. my luv woulda shown.

i would've been better off. knowin of this instead of clinched fists.

yet i've never been better off. than u n this.

startin all over with u. 2 get where we need 2 be.

from scratch out of the blue. is the way it must seem 2 be.

from the bottom once more. we'll rise 2 the top.

2gether 4ever as we enter a new door. n never stop.

i feel i've let u down. but i didn't know of this.

n i feel me stompin on sound. 2 do all i can 4 this.

the unknown fact of u n i 2gether. was so unnecessary.

yet 2 build this 2 last 4ever. once was so imaginary.

only u can push me 2 want this. willingly as we imerge from the mist.

i want it bad enough 2 feel somewhat pissed. for the lack of this.

it shoulda been us from the start. now look at this mess we're in.

even if now we can never part. in the end we'll win.

u live

safe inna dream is where u'v landed.
deep in tought alone n stranded.
safe from harms unluvin ways.
closed eyes protect u from this worlds day.
sheltered n wanted u live out ur memory.
it's the only way u live inside of me.
embraced by the only thing that is truely left.
existin within each n every exhaled breath.
oh how i wish u could find ur way n escape.
this over rated torcherin relentless fate.
tucked in tight n chained to the walls in me.
u live under the skin of the dyin thee.
if i could pull u out of what's in here.
only give u back what u'v given me without a tear.
maybe then i could let it all be as it goes.
or even be set free of ur unforgotten strangle hold.

in time

all ones life, waitin is at hand as time can't count.
repeatin itself, watchin lifes lil way of givin out.
growin young to old, if given a chance.
as others fall from the walk, livin the dance.
along the way one forgets how to sieze the day.
livin too fast, fallin alone n astray.
in time, our moment will come callin.
seperated from luv, of a life put a hault n stallin.
n the clock will continue to tick its way along.
til we all find our place, where we belong.

everybody has there own path, own reasons, own decisions.

there own gain, own sake, own intentions.

some have a weird sence of comunication, sence of right, sence of wrong.

sence of hope, sence of self, sence of what they feel is gone.

we all need without bein known, without showin, without vulnerability.

without neediness, without pain, without giving the lats iinch of clearity.

can u?

can you see me? fighting to get out.
trying to show u. what it is i am all about.

can u feel me? as i touch you.

as if you were the last. as i am content with holdin you.

can you see this man? speaking without sound, just with eyes.

desiring only you. with no wonders or why's.

can you feel my presence? doing all i can.

just to see you smile. as i stand before you as this man.

can you see my good? out weighing our pasts.
giving us a better now. and how i want it to last.

can you feel the way i do? consuming the internal.

is it mind releasin? the way i cave to you.

can you see the future? and where we may go.

how we may get there. from here as we grow.

can you feel how i love? the way i break down.

i am a man. yet u have me in sighs of wow.

can you see the way i walk? it has changed becuase of you.
the walk i sway. is a reflection of the ways of you.
can you feel me inside? as i touch your secrets.

open you up. and show you now regrets.

can you see i mean well? and have good intentions.

i just want my chance. as we look at photo reflections.

can u feel where this is going? i got you as you do i.

together forever. sayin it is about time!

4 so long

wantin somethin 4 so long. i shoulda known. put it 2gether as u were on my mind every now n then. i was always lookin in the wrong places. dealin wit not knowin when i'll get mine. i felt u in ways i never knew. un-attempted, it seemed never 2 exist. checkin others off 1 by 1 at a time 1 after another n repeat. 4 they were'nt u. i never knew this as they disapeared from a growin diminishin list. i felt u without knowin we could co-exist. walkin seperate lives grittin teeth n clinched fists. u lived in me 4 so long. n i didn't know y til now...........

pieces

1 piece at a time.
i gave em a piece of my life.
played my games.
i couldn't be tamed.
half hearted i smiled.
placin em in a file.
locked away before long.
for this i was wrong.
lil pieces of me is scattered.
leavin others shattered
pieces i never needed.
thrown away as they pleaded.
here n there i ketp it movin.
constantly feelin as if i was losin.
game was tight.
fillin my nights.
lyin my way past a smile.
stackin em up in a pile.
knockin em down ever so often.
shit got old as i was unable 2 soften.
1 piece at a time.
i was losin my mind.
all the time i wanted somethin else.
it wasn't about the wealth.
droppin me along the way.
sheddin a lil more everyday.
i gave so much.
yet never enough.
this was me spreadin thin.
losin unwanted wieght with a grin.
learnin the edges of the puzzle was still intact.
n that's a fact.....

fallin, all over again.

seems i'm fallin all over again.
as i stand in fram with a grin.
yet round 2 i have the chance of a lifetime.
speakin what's been left lingerin in my mind.
2 fall 4 the 1 i was suppose 2 hold.
my hearts been baught purchased n sold.
it's been a long time comin.
n am i ever so done runnin.
i'm fallin all over again 4 u.
as i break down my own reality n find i am so deeply in luv with u.
the 1st time we were young n pulled apart.
never had a chance 2 break free in a fresh start.
never had a chnce 2 feel what luvs intentions really was.
never feelin the way it feels 2 be really luv'd.
even though this yrs ago was put in place as it were put aside.
the way i see it we needed 2 learn how 2 luv in our own time.
i'm fallin all over again right now as i breath in.
fallin 4 u again.
i felt u 4 yrs gone wrong.
empty n feelin failin as i kept movin along.
learnin on my way back 2 u.
so i had a chance 2 luv u the way u needed me 2.
never knowin this would ever come true.
stickin like glue.
n i'm fallin all over again 4 that 1 i dreamed of 4 so long.
2 u i've all been drawn.
forced 2 get along without u by my side.
yet my skies were worth the flight.
wonderin of another that could never fill ur shillouette.
waitin 4 our life 2 be set.
i did not know.
time moved so slow.
hadn't a clue.
that it be u.
so know as we stand 2gether i'm fallin.
over u as i slide within the air that surrounds me.
this is the way it was mean t2 be.
u n i 4 a lifetime.
enjoyin more than the night life.
luv'n in our own way.
plantin roots lost 2 stay.
all grown up n day dreamin i'm fallin all over agian.
4 u as i shine n my eyes r no longer dim.

near

i want u near.
kissin my happy tears.
i fell deeper 4 u.
harder than ilu!
i am urs 4 a lifetime.

i need u in my life 4 it 2 shine.

u i'll serve.
now that i got the nerve.
i choose u.
n only u.

priceless

i wish i could heal ur pain as time releases the pasts unwanted gain.
take away the hateful yrs of wasted memories n replace them with me.
instead of the lonelyness we'd fall in luv under the rain, priceless.
take shelter in each others arms under the trees as i'd get down upon my knee.
jus 2 go back i'd give anything 2 feel ur presence 4 a lifetime as our hearts sing.
i wish we coulda been more than we r now as it is my only regret in this world.
then again it fuels us it a future thats past has left us stranded n in2 each other crashed.
yet we r what we shoulda always been in a time where we floated without weights motionless grind.