left in a moment, paused n waiting 4 the return of 1 more chance.
abandoned in time, caused by the lack of patience.
drifting away from a vague half smile i have a hard time remembering.
yet memories jump out when i least expect it, breaking me down all 2gether.
it's hard 2 realize your touch is gone somewhere it does not belong.
your a missing link, and it feels everything has gone so fucking wrong.
standing still in that place where emotions were stopped way 2 soon.
i can see your face of the last time we talked, and @ that moment it appeared our future was doomed.
are we all blind? who would've known 4ever never existed?
if i could have i would of held on, fighting n double fisted.
once lived, is upon a time ago i could not bare 2 lose again.
talking 2 myself i feel i became that thing you never saw, a dad wit a firm hand.
attempting 2 think n search my head 4 the reasons we had 2 part.
yet my heart can't find the comfort so i fail 2 build up the courage 2 start.
confused on a time line from dot 2 dot, did u die in 99 or in 1998 when i last heard your lips.
as them n my ears parted, looking back i cant help but 2 feel like shit.
and day 2 day your imagined presents speaks without a sound.
staring out my window in my time of living, @ this thing called life n look @ what i have found.
misery and pain, heart ache that is squeezing and driving me insane.
your a loss that eats me from the inside out, and @ the same time helps me feel the rain.
i am just wanting you 2 catch up 2 the present day of us all dying, trying not 2 give in.
as we wait 4 the sun 2 rest its rays on us as we spread life ever so thin.
i damn near forgotten all the things that felt so real.
i am just wondering with a few more seconds 2 spare, if i will ever heal?
the physical you has had its fun in the sun, just 2 be misplaced as invisible and betrayed.
but as long as i live, you'll make this full grown man fight his struggle 4 a chance @ another day.
4 it is your will that lives in me, never bending so another can have their way.
mama you know what it is when i say, i got your name in my right clinched fist letting them feel our unbreakable way.
we're not crazy by far, just misunderstood in ways we wish a mutha fucka would.
they just don't know the danger that awaits if they ever peeked under the hood.
it's just our way i know, unwilling 2 let a snake fake their way through.
keeping it as real can be, what else can i do?
your still loved, n very well missed!
abandoned in time, caused by the lack of patience.
drifting away from a vague half smile i have a hard time remembering.
yet memories jump out when i least expect it, breaking me down all 2gether.
it's hard 2 realize your touch is gone somewhere it does not belong.
your a missing link, and it feels everything has gone so fucking wrong.
standing still in that place where emotions were stopped way 2 soon.
i can see your face of the last time we talked, and @ that moment it appeared our future was doomed.
are we all blind? who would've known 4ever never existed?
if i could have i would of held on, fighting n double fisted.
once lived, is upon a time ago i could not bare 2 lose again.
talking 2 myself i feel i became that thing you never saw, a dad wit a firm hand.
attempting 2 think n search my head 4 the reasons we had 2 part.
yet my heart can't find the comfort so i fail 2 build up the courage 2 start.
confused on a time line from dot 2 dot, did u die in 99 or in 1998 when i last heard your lips.
as them n my ears parted, looking back i cant help but 2 feel like shit.
and day 2 day your imagined presents speaks without a sound.
staring out my window in my time of living, @ this thing called life n look @ what i have found.
misery and pain, heart ache that is squeezing and driving me insane.
your a loss that eats me from the inside out, and @ the same time helps me feel the rain.
i am just wanting you 2 catch up 2 the present day of us all dying, trying not 2 give in.
as we wait 4 the sun 2 rest its rays on us as we spread life ever so thin.
i damn near forgotten all the things that felt so real.
i am just wondering with a few more seconds 2 spare, if i will ever heal?
the physical you has had its fun in the sun, just 2 be misplaced as invisible and betrayed.
but as long as i live, you'll make this full grown man fight his struggle 4 a chance @ another day.
4 it is your will that lives in me, never bending so another can have their way.
mama you know what it is when i say, i got your name in my right clinched fist letting them feel our unbreakable way.
we're not crazy by far, just misunderstood in ways we wish a mutha fucka would.
they just don't know the danger that awaits if they ever peeked under the hood.
it's just our way i know, unwilling 2 let a snake fake their way through.
keeping it as real can be, what else can i do?
your still loved, n very well missed!
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