perfect fit

grown. knowin when 2 c the realization it situations n keep it movin. findin a groove n expression feelins long nuff til da emotion stops showin. doin ur own thang cuz life refuses 2 wait 4 guarantees dat seems misplaced somewhere in da unknown. back n forth, tuggin n pullin u further away from da thrown u wish 2 hold. growin cold n givin in every now n then when faces smile b4 they lie n unfold. emergin 2 show truth n pain as da fool within flees back in2 its shell far from comfort. defensively protectin da stablility of da heart as it feins 4 another chance 2 endure luv b4 it once again hurts. learnin more of self fallin silently behind da days night as loneliness tells da dark secrets of da heart. playin games wit da minds blinded thoughts of ova emotionalized way it all begins as it starts. slowly creepin n hopin things cling 2gether close nuff 2 bcome more than whats been expressed in da passed as we try not 2 rush. thing is waitin is a game none of us really wanna play n we gotta know now 4 our own selfish reasons of som1 bein good 2 us. lookin 4 sumtin in some1 dats like no other, spendin seconds of days stimulated n satisfied. real n understandin dat every1 has their own walk, stridin along side dat special 1 dat is no longer hidin. peekin from da shadows cuz they've been abused in 1 way or another by some1 trustin no1. all in all people r jus dat of flesh n bone, cut deep n broken 2 heal til they decide 2 grow up n think bout what it is they wanna get done. neva forgettin encounters dat changes us all yet prepairin us 2 b stronger 4 da next round. standin up pickin our heads n eye off da ground, listeinin 4 dat 1 sound. dat 1 dat makes the pump in our chest feel so alive. a certain voice dat kills da pain n keeps us all feelin all those needed things inside.
turnin on what we want da most from time 2 time cuz we can not c beyond what lays in our chests. always returnin 2 mind ova heart in da end where a new beginin is a good thing n it feels like its da best.
jus attemptin 2 stay alive b4 our world comes crashin in as da walls fill in da space in btween da lights.
enjoyin 1 more shot @ da title after feelin dead, fightin 4 dat 1 dat fits jus right.