Leave me be…

Forever outta line. Riding nerves to free minds. I’m not worth it. I don’t care enough to indulge egos demanding attention to obtain emotional gifts. Fuck feelings. Ride on and fall off once we get to the gush. I’m not the one for the sentimental arrangements of memories turning my mind to slush. Don’t, just don’t cater to the interest it’ll take to hate me later on down the road. In my head is the only place I have as a home. Scripting is in the moment and then, it’s gone. And you cannot tell me I’m wrong. From Orange skies to oceans that crash waves to dare the recent scenario. Go on and listen to your favorite tunes played to repeat on the outdated radio. Who in the fuck wants to participate in tolerance at best? No, I’m not entirely empty in the depths of my chest. I just know things are periodical in bursts that swing with the wind. And I can’t help but to enjoy what I can as I enjoy my grin. Bringing it all back to a solo stance eventually. Who’s lying to who in the silliness of potentially? Questions need not answered for I have come to terms with the answers that are scattered out in the complexity of my brain. Hi, I am what you don’t realize is to opposite of gone insane. Confessing that there’s an addiction to being felt. We’re all in a cycle of physically needing a lil help. To break the habit of believing that any other can bring us eternal happiness. Oh, what a bliss. To engage in such a fairytale as if it were actually real. Here today, then absent from promises that meant the world to desperate intent losing the truth of the feel. Leave me be. I do not live in the fantasy of dreams. I'm not of false hopes that I matter, not even to you. Tell me what you consider to be another truth. One that alters facts. I’ve lived enough to know people are to self indulged in petty wants that fail to perform in ways that last. I’m just a blink. An eye that might have witnessed something different in a split of a moment serving of a wink. I’m the forgotten of choice that doesn’t conflict with stability. At peace with my calm living until I lay silent in my lack of ability. I just hope I fade with a boner for this world to fuck me for an eternity to come. I can’t fall in luv…