It’s too late to luv her once she settles into the pain. No matter what she does, excepting will be based on a prior altercation that’s driven her insane. There’s no helping the mindset that’s captured her free will to spite gains to perform. Hey only wish it to save self in the saddened music that touches certain chords. She ain’t dead but she’s not far from killing a man’s true intent. Just watching her live within a frustrated structure created by a past forces her to vent. She tried but is incapable of denying a moment to unwind. She’ll always wind back up in the confines of her own mind. There’s just no Trevor worth changing who she’s become. Carrying the toxicity yet, claiming she’s gotten over the trauma. She’ll lie to avoid the drama. As she’s damn near deliriously delusional bcuz she believes no one notices her rants. Her irritability has excuses to why she says she needs to protect her stance. But it’s the wall she stands behind that shelters her to fight treason to outbursts. When she feels attacked her is fails to shine through the bs in which mashed it worse. She can’t fit in and don’t desire to every do so. Although she can’t withstand get on tights when left alone. In her words she’s beautifully broken into bits and pieces so there’s more of her. But it only lowers her self worth. Knowing she was meant to do more than cause a scene. As everyone around her witness the same things. She’s someone the remains of defense as she’s offended quite often. Through time she’s been hardened. With many ways her natural ways are retracted quick. As the wonder exists, is it her true self that is missed?
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