you've never seen how hard i cried. not once heard the pain in my sighs. as my heart somehow and in some strange course of events, died. but none of it's equivalent to what's left in my mind. i could only wish you felt the luv i have for you. and how the power of touching you put me to use. but you'll forever go on without the purpose of a dream come true. lost to the cause of the pause as my chest stands accused. beaten with no mercy emotions took every single blow. just for you to ignore i remain the same as the first day before we shared a home. you haven't a clue to the depths poured out in dark corners of rooms where i didn't have the option to pick up the phone. bcuz i fell in to fall through a friend to be left completely alone. even after the shenanigans was over i waited too long to want to see your face. somewhere in the aftermath i was a fool still calling out your name. wondering if my intentions were ever reciprocated before your hate. and all i ever did was react to the situation bestowed upon me by the likings of your cruel gains. yet, with years swept under the rug the past was left in an abandoned me. confused on why i was forced to leave. i got caught up in the middle of absorbing you and i forgot i was finally free. so i stood up and a accepted i wasn't shit in your eyes as i smiled and go back to a simpler way to breathe.
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