Undefined complications…

Whispers were to loud for such a sensitive heart. The thump that felt the creation of luv set off metaphorical alarms. As a sigh thought to be followed with a smile was just a twisted sense of defenses twisted into a grin. Thickening the walls of the skin afraid to let anyone in. She feel at the beginning of purities stage to accept a friend in raw form. Rearranging the feel within the chest that fought to her thrill until it beck became a phase torn. With every page written in the eyes asa false preface of usefulness that ran internally from someone that stood before her. As time have in to explain through actions that she was a victim of her own misguided worth. Softly spoke intent got in once before the doors were shut and locked to protect self. Not yet ready for the chase to give way to the capture of such a tender truthfulness felt. Thrown away as quick as they do it’s rich caressed nerves that until the moment we’r never had a chance to live. Losing the tickle in the ribs that had an honest presence on the lips. Now lost in a past is a prior life halted by confusions never ending relentlessness to shield hidden contents from the beholder gazing in stares. Willing to stick around  to free all the misfortunes that reached for a hand that cared. Ready or not there passing of hope fell behind the curtains of the mind. As life itself redirected the stillness beneath the surface that lingers at the tips of fingertips yet to get under the lies. For thy thy tongue twiddles of what she believes others want to hear.