Wednesday, August 31, 2016
I try not to think about u. Yet to sit down with myself n actually let u go... In all honesty, it would kill me. Havin u or the remains of u drift inside of me without no one knowing is a secret I keep tucked away no on will ever pry from me. It is mine. The time lost in life beside u. I am no longer me witbout u. The kids see it. Yet I've learned to live without u as I quietly remain in luv with walnut is ivthought u were. Yes, u are the one who owns my heart. No other will ever come close enough to bein u. Maybe it was a window in time. Maybe it was to settle all tgexqyestions for yrs if wonder where u were n what u were doin. IDK. All I know is u haven't the slightest clue of the worth my heart feels for u. No lies. No games. I have right to remain urs no matter what til the day I die. Even if u chose not to have me. Yet, something. I touched something inside of u in a way u can not explain. This I know bcuz it is real. So. Whatever it is that makes u smile. Whoever holds the comfort of ur own heart. Jus know, I jus want u to be happy n live like there's no tomorrow as I've placed u back in my dreams to keep me comfort. Seems like you've been there forever. A lil piece of me I jus can't live without bcuz in some strange way ur a part of me...u r missed. Yet reality is harsh. So until somewhere down the road. I'm AILOWY1!... I HOPE U FIND WHAT UR LOOKON FOR...l
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
Monday, August 1, 2016
N the day has come.
The relief of it bein over all at once.
Free from the texture of shallowness.
Depths safe n released by the ribs happiness.
Gone in the way of the walk of left to die.
The finer things in life come through time.
Here collisions have been repaired.
Watching legs disappear without a care.
Enjoying the fact of alone jus isn't that bad.
The heart has finally paid its tab.
Come tonight all the silliness will evaporate.
Into thin air as strangers will become again.
Allowing the hunger to capture the sand.
In between toes that settle with the sky.
Done with the endless nothingness at last.
The comin went where it was headed as it passed.
Felt n let go to the maturity of minds.
Friendly foe, catch ur wave n live ur life.
Knowing not all will remain the way it starts.
As of the now we must most certainly part.
Goodbye to u with hopefulness that all goes well.
Now get goin so I to can toll the bell.
The relief of it bein over all at once.
Free from the texture of shallowness.
Depths safe n released by the ribs happiness.
Gone in the way of the walk of left to die.
The finer things in life come through time.
Here collisions have been repaired.
Watching legs disappear without a care.
Enjoying the fact of alone jus isn't that bad.
The heart has finally paid its tab.
Come tonight all the silliness will evaporate.
Into thin air as strangers will become again.
Allowing the hunger to capture the sand.
In between toes that settle with the sky.
Done with the endless nothingness at last.
The comin went where it was headed as it passed.
Felt n let go to the maturity of minds.
Friendly foe, catch ur wave n live ur life.
Knowing not all will remain the way it starts.
As of the now we must most certainly part.
Goodbye to u with hopefulness that all goes well.
Now get goin so I to can toll the bell.
N the day has come.
The relief of it bein over all at once.
Free from the texture of shallowness.
Depths safe n released by the ribs happiness.
Gone in the way of the walk of left to die.
The finer things in life come through time.
Here collisions have been repaired.
Watching legs disappear without a care.
Enjoying the fact of alone jus isn't that bad.
The heart has finally paid its tab.
Come tonight all the silliness will evaporate.
Into thin air as strangers will become again.
Allowing the hunger to capture the sand.
In between toes that settle with the sky.
Done with the endless nothingness at last.
The comin went where it was headed as it passed.
Felt n let go to the maturity of minds.
Friendly foe, catch ur wave n live ur life.
Knowing not all will remain the way it starts.
As of the now we must most certainly part.
Goodbye to u with hopefulness that all goes well.
Now get goin so I to can toll the bell.
The relief of it bein over all at once.
Free from the texture of shallowness.
Depths safe n released by the ribs happiness.
Gone in the way of the walk of left to die.
The finer things in life come through time.
Here collisions have been repaired.
Watching legs disappear without a care.
Enjoying the fact of alone jus isn't that bad.
The heart has finally paid its tab.
Come tonight all the silliness will evaporate.
Into thin air as strangers will become again.
Allowing the hunger to capture the sand.
In between toes that settle with the sky.
Done with the endless nothingness at last.
The comin went where it was headed as it passed.
Felt n let go to the maturity of minds.
Friendly foe, catch ur wave n live ur life.
Knowing not all will remain the way it starts.
As of the now we must most certainly part.
Goodbye to u with hopefulness that all goes well.
Now get goin so I to can toll the bell.
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