foes in disguise

being in luv is the same as kissing the enemy.
sad thing to say, yet the all hate you eventually.
using your secrets against you.
your truths are never as safe as words that have no proof.
spoken to instill honesty of forever more.
those will fall short exposing your core.
falling in and dropping out of no such thing called luv.
it's only an enjoyment for as long as it lasts within the touch.
kisses to will feel different upon the lips wonder.
as the expression of the passion that once lived there will plunder.
foes in disguise as a friend til the end.
yet, even that comes sooner than the expectancy you can't mend.
live and luv loose til worth refuses to let go of you.
so the battle within can come to a truce.
as the wait simmers on how everything is subject to change.
and how you heart your own name won't seen to sound the same.
released from another tone telling more lies.
bottling up the honesty you try to hide.
knowing you only have so long with devotions betrayal.
then again, if you reach around that angle you'll find you never failed.
for time didn't stand still s the mind accepts the inevitable.
we are all alone spending moments that make memories of agility.
we're all camouflaged looking out for self.
not once putting another before the one we truly help.
so say hello to the reality beating down the gates locked.
because if you weird it any other way, you're fucked!!!

the greatest book of all...

can I write a chapter or two in ur book.
so we can see how the story goes.
so I can be a part of u for all time.
it might be chicken scratch to what's shown.
jus cuz no two people r indeed the same.
I'd jus luv to figure out I could follow ur character.
maybe be the best thing or the worst thing in ur life.
with a chance of my own to reason with a miracle.
whether I can be read within the same line as u.
or never make it to the end of pages.
it's worth the moments chasing every letter. Right behind the flow of ur pen upon ur stage.
is there any depths in the thickness attached to the bind?
from cover to cover so we can read together.
tellin the envy others can't help but feel as we spill ink.
spread as our legacy of how we became more than luv'rs.
in the greatest book of all we can stand forever.
side by side in inside minds like Romeo n Juliet.
in a way we r seen as the passion of pure emotion.
cuttin the strings so we don't havta be but yet another puppet.....

I'm not the one

my mind doesn't leave realities sighs.
dreams r blackened behind these hazel eyes.
maintained I know the cost of luv.
for it touched me n bounced the fuck off.
u couldn't dig deep enough on the journey hummin nah, nah nah nah nah, nah.
my smile freezes like my frown weezes ha.
never scared to be what ur afraid to admit.
this piece of for my truths as self is the fix.
I'm as real to me as I am to u as if u were my reflection.
rare n the same beneath the surface as I am in my intentions.
I've always been me as the man in the mirror can not lie.
face to face with my image that could never hide.
in a true state of mind absorbin the only thing I'll ever be.
as wells dried once drippin the color of blood freed.
there's no comin back to the world in which u live.
I'm different n in a way u all tickle my rib.
twisted inside I am the rearrangement u fear.
a fragment in time cut loose by evaporated tears.
in my depths I rip into the consistency that forms my frame.
in me n me alone I take the blame as I hear the tone of my own fuckin name.
spoken in my voice to remind me of the betrayal of countin on anyone else.
I'm callin me out daily cuz its me I felt.
slippin under surveillance followin my shadows silhouette.
what else would I be if u were to guess?
I'm not the one mentally tamed by repeated actions unclaimed by my worth.
yet these letters will go unheard as plucked out words.
chosen to shed light on the facts that exist between u n I.
as I find a chuckle in this thing u called life.
pledgin my alliance to the only one that's had my back from get go.
wishin I could put this shit in a funky flow.
so thumbs down to those that deserve two flyin birds.
lost in societies stage tryin to be more than what lurks.
one the other side of the curtains in which u rehearse.
lil do u know ur symptoms r gettin worse.
performin is a play directed to entertain those jus like u.
this is y I went solo n became a ghost to the undergrounds proof.
of the realism untold that can not be taught.
n I'm the the one that is said to be insane n so fuckin lost!
baffled, I'll be me goin outta the inside of my mind from the outside in.
as I keep my proud yet not so arrogant grin...