oh shit, here it comes

U know what it is. Life!
U don't deserve to be my wife.
Yeah, u were my fix
U were yesterday, what's been missed.
Fuck this world.
Cuz ur in it wantin to be my gurl.
Hand in hand, back to back.
Side by side, it was never what we had.
Its what we could never have together.
Clownin on me n i was forever?
Cuz u didnt understand the plot.
Our luv ended n had ti be stopped.
Oh shit, here it comes.
Once again, always as one.
Its me alone bringin life to luv.
Showin purpose of touch.
Here comes the emotions suppressed.
Waitin for moments in recess.
No one can break what's real.
Nor take away what isnt felt as u cant feel.
So who gives a fuckin anyways.
Its my life as I will never break.
Rippin loose words that don't hesitate.
Facts remain it is not fate.
Envied by those who see us.
It wasn't what we had since our crush.
Its a life in the makin.
Thru hard times u err fskin.
Its obvious we weren't meant to last.
Surrounded by others that bash.
So go ahead n lie with loose lips.
We know what it is.
N Imma release all the things unsaid.
Cuz it was never best freinds at the end of the day laying in bed.
U n I standing where we belong.
Separated in lifes undyin wronged.
Swayin in the test here we r.
Playin n finding each others truths in a world where it's so hard.
Im earnin n respecting the will to survive.
N it's the facts u disguise I will never hide.
In front of eyes watching how we work.
Dysfuctional n deliberately bein heard.
Not caring cuz a patterns been made.
Unwillin to all the fuckin away.
So tell this world as I will the same.
Its fuck u butchie, cuz fuck u mandy till our dyin day.
U could never show purpose of truths.
Puttin US to use.
Stronger without ur weight a void never stands a chance.
In our moment I shoulda never given u a second glance.
As smile climbs the facial expressions.
Knowin one an others honest intentions.
N did I forget to say?
1! Im gonna be o fuckin k.
Luv has no place in our hearts.
Facin US as blame has no part.
Damn, here's to Mandy n Butchie!
Livin with actions that expired our own lil dream.