left of the devil

She stands left of the devil.
That's where her world is level.
She has a fire below that singes his plan.
Never to the right as his woman.
Yet as a plaything that steps in stride.
In plain view she doesn't hide.
At will as she pleases she comes n goes.
N she doesn't mind shedding her clothes.
She's his personal pick in choice.
For she makes his blood flow with her noise.
Maons that grind his forgotten passion.
In his world she forever lastin.
His for all time to enjoy any way fit.
For she down for his cause n the endless bullshit.
She knows her place n claims it well.
Irreplaceable she's under his spell.
Drivin the evil within him to a new horizon.
N she for him as him for her there's no denyin.....

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deep under the covers....

Jus waitin with the lights out, deep under the covers.
Gone from reality. I'm my zone without an other.
Eyes barricaded from the realization of my conscience.
Off somewhere for a bit climbing the walls of my minds fix.
Jus faded beneath the comfort beyond a witness to my surroundings.
In a distant world made for my smile to away from the thoughts that echo a pounding.
Jus long enough to find peace I laid myself to rest.
Subconsciously patient for the buzz to end my recess.
I don't wanna wake to the situation of a battle between the heart n mind.
Jus wanna enjoy a moment passed out hiding from time.
Yet the ticks r silent as I've fallen peacefully into a single spot.
Unaware of the seconds untwisted numbers of my alarm clock.
Its comin, but I don't know fir I'm elsewhere for a while.
Jus drifting along with the calm before that fuckin noise ends my trial....

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fight

When the pictures fall from the walls.
N keys don't turn locks that's been installed.
As life somehow changed course.
N there's a feeling of wanting more.
That's when the fight begins of proof.
Wantin that one things overwhelmin use.
Time will stand in the way.
Draggin out every single day.
If u fnd a fire within that will never die.
Its ok to luv unconditionally til he day u die.
For the purpose of a friends no matter what.
For a lots been done n relations have been cut.
So when on the other side of the door, know ur worth.
For it to open n heal what's been hurt.
No one can mend ur life for u.
Yet all speak of what u should do.
Listen n embrace a friendly jester.
But remember the hearts lonely fester.
Let truths be known under empty skies.
As ur words talk to the only star that can't hide.
Cuz when that moment rises of truth.
Ur actions will show the real individual inside of u.
Standin patiently holding on to the already made memories.
After it seems you've become distant enemies.
If luv lives within two as one as it is indeed real.
Fight with all u have as firm as steal.
Battlin the test n crossing the lines of wisdom.
Jus so u to can feel the souls freedom.
Touched in a way you've never felt.
For an other can't help the way ur heart melts.
Some will question if not all of what u do.
Jus remember one thing, live ur life for u.
For true luv never dies.
Lastin beyond a lifetime.

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Sadened happiness

Jus stop.
Don't do that.
Do u hear me?
Cuz it hurts so bad.

Jus please.
Ease up.
Step back.
Untangle my luv.

Step away.
See my pain.
Notice my expression.
When lookin at ur gain.

Quit.
Y me?
This is wrong.
Awakened from a dream.

Release me.
Let go.
Distance self.
On slow roll.

Two feet.
Without touch.
Lose me.
Turn from luv.

Fade.
Drift into selfishness.
Disapearin before the eyes.
Sadened happiness.

Don't reach.
Face speaks without truths.
Push.
Tears undoin use.

Twist me again.
Ring me dry.
Hang me out on a line.
In the breeze feeling life.

Quietly on hush.
Forget who I was.
Who I am standin.
As anger filters the rush.....

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untitled posts

Lets tap a beat in the mind n make the head bob to a rhythmic symphony that'll speak n break down words in a form of childish behavior playing as free as this world's forgotten to be......... claim that boom boom thumping ur vibe banging on ur headache til it sinks into ur memory of who u truly r in ur time before ethos life u leave.

I'm twisted as a misfit on the loose.
Head cocked with what appears to be an inner truce.
Truth be known there's a war inside my head.
N it's complications battle the thumpin bouncing with a backwards up fed.
Sick within the walls of the mind in front of society starin.
Yeah I'm different n idgaf cuz apart its me I've been tearin.
Makin room for the chaos' padded room as it dwells.
Tryin to lock a...way the pain into its own hidden cell.
Chained to me I can not escape the giggles chuckle.
For no fuckin reason as I've freed my insanities rubble.
Down deep as I dug, I found what scares even me.
N I can't shake how reality clings to me like a leash.
Goin so far outta range to a line I can not cross.
This is as real as it gets, n I am longer lost.
I found that babblin bastard at last that I hid.
Damn, this shit's like standing on the edge of a cliff.
Base jumping without a shoot as I know I am as one with self.
I am not like u nor anyone u may know in this life or the next as I'm not felt.
Gone n out there inside the rounded room in which my thoughts linger.
As I look at u steadily pointing ur fuckin finger.
I'm free to be me as I release what u wish u could say.
With a half grin laughing cuz I feel what this world made.
N it stands before u untamed n raw as a real as the air u breathe.
Jus try to find ur own n you'll understand the feeling as u rise from ur knees.

 

 

There's nothin like a daughters smile.
N how it's stretches a daddies heart a mile.
A man is not a man without his babii gurl.
Cuz.it's her alone that's changes his world.
The day she's.born he becomes someone else.
Cuz in his very own.chest his angel is felt
There's nothin he won't do to make sure she is happy.
She is that drive inside thats never lacking.
That comfort of always having. A lil lad...y that will luv if regardless.
Never to leave the daddy's Is to become heartless.
For she shows him how he is to feel with a simple lil stare.
As demotion roll n he crumbles cuz for her he cares.
Its his babii gurl n no one will ever compare to her purpose.
The one lil lady if anything would happen to her it
be curtains.
A daddies gurl is someone who owns his undying luv.
Snuggled up with a scary movie as the boogeyman r hushed.
Daddies there to protect his gurl against all odds.
From young to a lil lady she's his sweet spot.
Luv does not truly exist within a man if he's not a daddy of a lil gurls everything.
For how he treats females is how he wants his babii's heart to sing.
He stands for her worth as she looks at life through his eyes.
As he does hers becoming more than his own worth in his life.
Its an irreplaceable luv that fills a daddy whole.
For its her n her alone that's stole his heart, truth be known.

 

If ur in the middle of a situation n feel lost on what u should do. Stop! Visualize yourself outside of the chaos as someone else. Put emotions aside n ask yourself one question.... what would u say to another as honest as u can speak it to do? Then slide back into yourself n make it happen.......

 

 

If u gotta prove ur better off without someone to make them jealous, ur nit done luv'n them. For if ur gettin satisfaction outta hurting an other the way they hurt u. Ur still in th Enid of b.s. u jus been thru. Don't rub life in cuz if u do all ur doin is proving u haven't let go as of yet. Stand on ur own n jus let shit be n go for urs. Who cares if anyone notices. They don't walk in ur shoes or... do what u Di ti get out n get at it so u can get urs. They dont matter. So if u by chance enjoy sayin hah! Or act as if I can do better, ur no better than the way the treated u. Show some character n allow life ti play out n kill no matter who with respect, even if they don't deserve it. It'll only make u felt better ur the one that acted lie a human being!!! Peep....... u don't need no one to live ur life. Only u can do it. So y waste the energy on those who r not down to get at it with u? Don't give in cuz u only fail yourself. Be about it. Have purpose n know ur worth. Jus be...

 

 

 

jus one

We're grown ass mutha fuckin men.
Silently waitin on that one to release the truths within.
Cuz what u don't know is one time is all it takes.
N if luv falls short, self has been made.
Unlike the unique style of the female gender.
Where luv can n always will mend her.
We as gents truly only give once in a lifetime.
Gettin at it in an honest pure state mind.
For someones touch like no other.
For anyone else is n always be jus a luv'r.
Its a thin line like a woman can freak a luv or fuckin hate.
A way a man stands is in the curve of her taming face.
One woman owns a fellas heart.
Til the end of the canvas drippin n falling from art.
If luv fails within the middle of time.
Before life ends its the dog that shines.
Motion creates lies hidden from a new gurl.
Cuz in his mind there's so many in this world.
Yet in that corner of his thoughts theirs only one.
N if she gets him, it's most definitely a wrap.
Either way the saloon doors swing of good or bad.
He's a gonner n will never admit it to anyone.
It's the secret to man's luv, truth be known.
For he stands differently for that one lil lady.
She's what drives him insane for he can't get enough of what he likes.
No matter how hard times get he is to stand by his chicks side.
Til the test of time stops the thumping in his chest.
In his moment of fading, gettin his best.

Yeah. Ilu1!

as a friend first

Put it on me as a friend first or watch me walk into the future without u.
Realize what u have as I do or try ur best to try n n catch me stepping with truths.
Chose n decide as u make up ur mind in my worth to ur undying luv.
Here that moment of push come to shove where the tables filled with vibrators truths.
Whatcha gonna do with me if u had a chance to show yourself before its to late?
Its in the way of realism facing u down before this leads to emotions draped.
Come with it n stand as strong as I yet bend only for the better of everlasting relations.
Cuz there's one thing in mind I can't stand is for an other to camouflage a chamileons representation.
Jus be n be good at it as confidence isn't arrogant with a cocky smile.
Make time spent mean more than with an other as memories become worth while.
Its how u interpret the connection that'll show in ur actions to eyes peeking in.
N it tells on all as long as the witness can gather thoughts unclogged by feelins.
Can u feel where a future individual willing tobluv only u is comin from?
If so, bring it on home sort of speak, for u n I to.e ist.side by side til life is done.

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oh shit, here it comes

U know what it is. Life!
U don't deserve to be my wife.
Yeah, u were my fix
U were yesterday, what's been missed.
Fuck this world.
Cuz ur in it wantin to be my gurl.
Hand in hand, back to back.
Side by side, it was never what we had.
Its what we could never have together.
Clownin on me n i was forever?
Cuz u didnt understand the plot.
Our luv ended n had ti be stopped.
Oh shit, here it comes.
Once again, always as one.
Its me alone bringin life to luv.
Showin purpose of touch.
Here comes the emotions suppressed.
Waitin for moments in recess.
No one can break what's real.
Nor take away what isnt felt as u cant feel.
So who gives a fuckin anyways.
Its my life as I will never break.
Rippin loose words that don't hesitate.
Facts remain it is not fate.
Envied by those who see us.
It wasn't what we had since our crush.
Its a life in the makin.
Thru hard times u err fskin.
Its obvious we weren't meant to last.
Surrounded by others that bash.
So go ahead n lie with loose lips.
We know what it is.
N Imma release all the things unsaid.
Cuz it was never best freinds at the end of the day laying in bed.
U n I standing where we belong.
Separated in lifes undyin wronged.
Swayin in the test here we r.
Playin n finding each others truths in a world where it's so hard.
Im earnin n respecting the will to survive.
N it's the facts u disguise I will never hide.
In front of eyes watching how we work.
Dysfuctional n deliberately bein heard.
Not caring cuz a patterns been made.
Unwillin to all the fuckin away.
So tell this world as I will the same.
Its fuck u butchie, cuz fuck u mandy till our dyin day.
U could never show purpose of truths.
Puttin US to use.
Stronger without ur weight a void never stands a chance.
In our moment I shoulda never given u a second glance.
As smile climbs the facial expressions.
Knowin one an others honest intentions.
N did I forget to say?
1! Im gonna be o fuckin k.
Luv has no place in our hearts.
Facin US as blame has no part.
Damn, here's to Mandy n Butchie!
Livin with actions that expired our own lil dream.

"u were never a freind"

Stranded under chains hooked to the hearts unguided touch becomin a void as the tongue tastes the grit.
In a place self rectifies the testimony of facts as moans r heard by walls breaking down the consciousness' spit.
Careless actions behaving dangerously with a form as tender as trust giving for its appears as real as generousity.
Jus tryin to find a home within a groove let loose from the depth wanting to be luv'd that's for the birds curiosity.
New faces of change sunk n sinking as time spins pain around pointing the tip of a solo finger.
There's a battle that Lys snapping necks that stomps emotions between mate's as offendin genders.
After feelin a way beneath the benefits clashing realizing worth is at its forever dyin end.
Fair is a misused word not used by such wisdom sprung free finding a true unconditional friend.
Losin again seems to settle a pattern cutting less deeper as feelins don't seep n not shown as often.
Numb on rebounds for self has become a welcoming mat to a chosen few anymore as there's no such thing as softened.
Eyebrows raise witnessin the SOS seen as seeking another like no other finds there way into the tissue of the heart.
Beginnin a relation bound to finish off the gestures that fail at the tail end of a fresh start.
Funny how the redirection gives hope under blues skies that fall into the darkest of nights playing out a story of ones life.
Slowly creeping with a new creation of selflessness sellin out for luv's undyin want that never once held the hand of remaining alive.
Dips of ups n downs n thru the storms drops of tears trade the greatest for the empty loss that delivers another blow.
Whisperin only if a situation can be what it is without the issues of war raging losing someone from comforts growth.
Directions taken changes stares n statements released as what's revealed in the long run as "u were never a freind".
As two paths crossed somehow cling briefly for a moment to momentarily give light of the vulnerabilities volume n tone that vents.
A couple of individuals off on they're own drifting away from the pleasure misplaced that discourages the claims fight.
Reminiscin on it had all the signs offered that differed from the last time poking at the memory outta sight.........

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the climb from within

It really ain't shit but a couple shits n a shot of a few thinkin giggles.
But you'll never know that unless u felt the break explode within leaving u on a moment to wiggle.
Like snap splinterin with a cracklin pop pokin the will to give bleedin from inside out.
Laughin cuz walkin away is self findin a sense of stability within the minds understandin of now's wow.....
Ticklin words touching the ticklish nerves under the tongues half grin slicing passions tender touch.
Chirpie sounds loose enough to separate with distance within from the walls climbed hanging from the minds ceilin within sight.
Released from the chains sunk into the heart with a simple lil chuckle on a high.
Running wild showing character of truth expressed freely in times wink.
Down n off the fuckin chain gettin with the pre to the posts of moments made for memories to sink.
It's a freakish feeling opening to selfs wits firing off at this world's goofiness.
As alone one stands reinvented enjoyin the idiots whines of choices left with emptiness.
Its a dis-attachment away from the backside of the face placing toothpicks in the corners of the mouth.
Raised to show the realises lingering behind a smiles idgaf attitude that speaks without a sound.
Out there n drifting thru life careless as together can stand never to repeat the same moment twice.
N I gotta say after all's been blown.outta proportion it's so fuckin nice.
Losin ur mind round the shape without a jagged edge to climb to the peeks falling lean of balance toein the drop.
It's jus one one those things where completion connects to the worth livin as a human that mean more than a lot.
Tweakin beneath trustin the friend that looks after twisted motion that make perfect sense within intentions.
N did I fail to mention????? He he, I'm more than words spread before eyes that has only one dimension.

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hmm. hmmm

Palms read n bein felt like nipples made of braille.
Somehow it seems no matter how hard I try I'm set to fail.
A directional elevator goin to its peek of lost in luv.
Pent house dreamin n tryin to figure the loss of the rush.
Damn is the only four letter word that racks my nerves.
Repeated as filths flaws released as unwanted hatred heard.
Its always on the outside lookin in on relations when clearity arrives.
As on the same side slidin behind the eyes as they awaken in a different time.
Only if it was as simple as becoming one heart beat.
Gettin at it without missing a thump that flutteres in a wink.
How can one hold the grip slipping under pressure.
For the luv found is life's rarest treasure.

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