steadily

So many r jus passing through.
Over lookin the comfort of use.
Friends to no ones on the ropes.
Another chapter of our lives closed.
Muted voices with memories done.
Off they go steadily on the run.
Watch em come as they tend to go.
Very few r worth memories in the word hold.
Stoppin long enough to find a human alive.
Most jus cling to moments seeking to hide.
Round n round dings a ringa ling.
Growin within the battle of selfs dream.
Here now gone tomorrow bye bye.
Bare witness to warmth fleeing from the side.
Sometimes it hurts, occasionally.
Fake faces laughing, the imitations silly.
Breifly walking along til the fork in the road divides.
No matter how it ends after worlds collide.
Those who stay set the mood for a life time.
Stickin to the side of realism that never shys.
Not everyone is meant to become someone special.
But few dig into the heart n give so much pleasure.
Makin purpose of need the one thing wanted.
To stand side by side without bein taunted.
Wakin in the mornin knowing someone stuck around.
N gives a friendship without ever speaking a sound.
People as individuals ride a carpet into the distance.
But what matters the most is findin life without defense.
Rollin through is lessons learned til one is ready.
Holdin hands keeping the pace ever so steadily.
Bumps n bruises n learning along the way.
Bumpin into that one like no other that moves ur sway.
Relatin as if one in the same til the end.
You'll know when u meet that one that is a true friend.
Never alone to stroll in a wonder world.
Makin the heart race n toes bend as they curl.
Havin more meaning in a simple kiss.
Unraveling life's mysterious untold twist.
Breathing jus to be there at the least.
Sinkin into the depths opening up at the crease.
In time, once the head is leveled.
Chance is given to the calm of stability bein mental.

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the rush

As fast as it races I try to calm the rush.
My heart skips beats when connected to ur touch.
Vibes make rhythm when close becomes flush.
Syncin the soul to the reality of true luv.
The flow of emotion will never keep hush.
Finding ur willingness with is clutch.
In between the pitter patter I turn to slush.
So mold my hearts pounding for ur dawning dusk.

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room 206

I jus left my heart in room 206.
Finally got tired of bein hurt so I got pist.
I waited for u like u knew I would cuz ilu.
Yet what I jus did is me exhausted from the abuse.
N as I sat myself down n stood up n walked away.
I closed the door n never looked back as it begged.
I went numb n had a hard time moving my own legs.
I didn't notice if it was lookin out the window at me.
I know it needs me like I need u but u were jus a dream.
So it's there lonely n fighting for us if u wanna go get it.
Cuz I can't take it no more n sick of feeling like the shit.
I did pause in the van to write this lil diddle.
Wanted to go get true emotions as I fiddled.
But somehow somethin wouldn't let me turn around.
I guess I gotta plant my feet back on solid ground.
Goodbye 1! U own me til the day I die.
I've  done everything I could n did more than try........

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poof

Poof. Fire rises from the fingertips.
From the heat sizzlin from the depths.
Burnin page after page the flame takes control.
Showin pain as chard as time put on hold.
Sweat drips with confusion. Emptyin the soul.
Singing the prints. Never to leave a trace.
Jus a spot on the pavement where luv was placed.
Words in red ink. Unreadable from burnt ashes.
Black dust blowing in the wind. With a stare that matches.
Dead to emotion. Heartbeats pause when blood boils.
Meltin the pen. Stainin hands burried in the soil.
Digging 6' down. To cool the body inflamed.
Out came the pressure. Causin nerves to go insane.
Torched feelings let loose. Unable to be read.
Engulfed went the letters. Poof, Up in smoke dead........

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lil here n there

Becoming a man..... many people have their own interpretation of how they know they have become one. Yet the most important one is the one that youll never hear. Connect with your emotions! Don't just use what everyone thinks it takes. Bein strong is not a masculine thing. When you can tap into yourself n learn how to luv in a way u never thought u was possible......... you'll get as close as u can to bein the man you'll be on your death bed with those that surround u knowing u did everything u could to make them feel they were worth every moment tucked into the memory of bein simply LUV'D! Wake up fellas. No one will tell us the most important piece of becoming.


When u look into someone's eyes n u feel the emotion lookin back at u as if it were Ur own starin with truth at that one individual that makes s difference no one else can compare to......... home is wherever they r....... u better hold on with everything u have, reaching for the purpose within the comfort that's irreplaceable....... we only have one!

When standing on the line n the head is on swivel lookin for direction n somethin keeps pulling ur eyes as ur mind follows bringing along the heart................ still in a moment of deciding life's path knowing u could never leave nor cross the line of no return for nothin from that point will ever be feel like home no matter how emotions part............. No matter what ur always gonna give se...lf for the better of the situation riding on the thought presses growing into a man she can recognise...... turn around from the edge where comfort ends n reclaim what years has given in actions proven to be fate hands molding two as one becoming choirs suprise................. it's called real luv connecting to the souls questions asked time n time again allowing u to chose without doin a damn thing but sitting still........ be u n show intentions as the peace maker for u know without a doubt someone is irreplaceable to a lifetimes fill......

A man is not measured by his ego. Nor the words he speaks with a flow. Its repeated actions that shows his character. Ecspecially when times go from hard to harder. To maintain in a mans state of mind is only easy to those who have learned of what a man is. Bending in the wind. Finding a way without changing the shape of his face. Constantly knowing what it takes to fill his space. A man is just a man. You can tell by the way he stands. Respect, love, passion and will speaks from his heart without ever saying a word. With the lords vision that's never blurred.
  

TONGUE WARS

TOUCHES FROM LIPS.

TENDER N WARM.

FROM THE MIST OF THE NIGHT.

TO THE EARLY MORN.

DANCIN ON THE SURFACE OF FACE.

AS THEIR COSUMED BY THE WAY IT TASTES.

SINGLE GAZES SLIDIN SOFTLY IN LUV.

TICKLIN A TEASE IN ENJOYABLE FUN.

PEEKIN N FEELIN THE MOUTH FLING OPEN.

TONGUE WARS EXPLODIN THE UNCINTROLABLE DESIRIN.

lingerin fingers

1 Q? 1 THING 2 ASK.
1 LIL REQUEST THAT ID LUV TO LAST.
1 SMALL FAVOR. 1 LIL NEED.
1. JUS 1 IF I BEGGED PRETTY PLEASE .
AN I RUB U DOWN FEELIN UR SKIN ENEATH MY FINGERS
 AS MY HEART N MIND DRIFTS N LINGERS.

one long sentence

Lost in the mind is the answers seeked in between thoughts that listen to the questions unspoken for they have meanin for those interested in knowin the truth not only about self but the ability to leaern of someone else that can never be understood by the naked eyes sight of blindedness visioned to give an honest look at what it really is without sound that is flung from the mouth unknowing what's being said cuz the words bouncin off the moment are only invisible yet not to the hearts way of thinkin when the mind wraps itself around the situation n dominates the feelin n emotions shared within a luv so rare time itself stops n glances in a sigh at what is n always shall be.

one shot

Load em up. One 2 three. Slide em into gettin it done. 4 five 6.

Click n spin. U only need one shot. Squeeze n grip. Hold self in frame. Steady n slow. Aim. Do it. Unload the revolvin smoke. Spinnin for the next shot. Clickin into place. Can u hear the freedom. Sparkin a flash? As the memory begins to rot. Raise up. Show ur stuff. Quick or dead. Freeze n pause. U know ur cause. Is it worth it. Steal is ready. No ones perfect. Eye scopes the barrel. U know the routine. Sights in range. Give it a peek. Choose ur game. What'll it be?

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me

The only rehab 4 me is me turnin in n turnin on me. Kickin azz n pleasing me as even I change in time testing the old 2 new me. Throwin me away 4 me a chance 2 live a lil more than that 1 did growin in2 me.me that was once upon a time settin the stage as me. Treatin self 2 the reality that shape shifted before me. Eyes see the old me driftin as a memory lost in dreams. This is me no longer fightin time 4 my chance to live as me. No more pleadin for another day jus to steal seconds away with me. Me as me standin more wiser than I ever was as me before I was this me. Where did me go as I swore neva 2 change from the ol younger me. Though ova time the mirrored man slowly turn in2 me. Changing is my chance 2 b free as only me. Doin me Is all I eva known since I was an adolescence me. Yet me neva changed cuz im still me. Bein me, as me, for me. Because me, me is me. I am me and I am free of a not so wise me. Me will always cheese cuz im stuck in my ways as something u can neva b, me! I am happy 2 b me.

Written listening to never change by jay z….10.24.11

texts from the heart

You make everyday mean more and more special as heartbeats tick like time moving along with our happiness. To have you give yourself in a way only a real woman could to a man makes me truly blessed.

I can't wait to get home to you. I'm missing my boo boo. Seems to be this way everyday. all I want is to be your arms as we lay. I am madly in love with the woman you've become. I crave the moments we meet like the first time we became one.

Missing you is a craving I need. Without you I can not breath. Knowing your purpose in my life is to love me. Brings me to my knees. You are perfect in every sense. The answer to lifes test. nd of all your love gives me more purpose to love you like no one else. For you own my heart as I rapidly melt.

You are my world beyond a dream that has come true. Someone who's taken love and shown me just what it can do. To you I give me to do as you please. Upon my knee, will you marry me?

Your the friend I've waited so long to get to know, and I have to say. I do like! You are one hell of a woman. MANDY!  I just can't get enough. With you I am forever in love. I love it!

I'm in rare form when I think of you. Mind trips, dips down within and flips off the tongue, words of love aimed directly at Y.O.U.

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do you fit into your reality

Are you about it?
Willing to put up with life's shit.
Standing ground.
Living in the now.
Where is everyday fit in?
Actions feeling grins.
Having meaning.
Half way dreaming.
Is someone else taking part?
Making things seem not so hard.
Do they fit into your reality?
In the heart having immortality.
Is life enough as your surrounded?
Is your vibe beating a pounding?
How's time moving for you?
Did you give truce?
Close the eyes you behold.
Live in a moment to unfold.
Where's the comfort you find?
Deep above the emotions in your mind.

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10 lines

This is the 1st line of a diddle that has no purpose.
Line 2 with no meaning n worthless.
Now ur reading the 3rd that still is abscent of interest.
Eyes dropping down to the 4th n the point has been missed.
5 lines in n the confusion of my stability is irritating.
Deep in a hole 6 lines down below the beginning.
A 7th is forming a annoyance accumilating a dusting.
Nuber eight as lines are coming out of no where rusting .
9 lines of absolute nothing having not a care in the world.
Last but not least comes a 10th draining a line follower by a circular twirl.

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now that we know

Come on back with reason.
Lets finish this beyond the next season.
Give me Ur best.
Gettin at the pressure of the test.
I'm ready to shred attention.
But did I forget to mention.
Third time around it's on.
Back on the same path, lets get goin.
Yet I gotta ask before we miss the moment.
Cuz I wanna spend a lifetime in luv as we hold it.
U see now that we know we have what it takes.
Been through all the dumb ass mistakes.
Bring it back to the basics.
Join me in front of realities day shift.
We got time to get it done.
Knowin we're madly in luv.
Come one one this shit has meaning.
Lets wake up from dreaming.
Bounce back into action.
N feed off one an others reaction.
Bring who u r cuz Ur accepted.
Both of us r defective.
A perfect pair makin a whole.
Lets give this world a show.
Ignore it n be who we r.
Never again to grow apart.
Better grab hold cuz I'm reaching.
With honest emotion feeling.
Take off with me now that we know the truth.
Help me put us to use........

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naked souls

One thing in this world I can never nor couldn't  deny.
The only thing agreed upon between my heart n my mind.
Somethin I feel in happy tears falling to expressing honest emotions.
Its for sure til end of time we're wrapped in luvs devotion.
The certainty of comfort holds us always n forever.
Walkin with a passion that feeds our smiles together.
Bendin at the crease simultaneously feeling one an other.
Its a blessing to have a dream come true under heaven that hovers.
Days walk side by side as we stand in frame with truth.
N nights, they come alive with more than the purpose of use.
The one thing I can not hide is my luv for u my one!
I am me because u accepted me to be ur one!
Theres a parade letting loose in two hearts combining within.
Beating flush tryin to reach each other spread oh so thin.
Naked souls met with pure intentions is what we have.
Leaving an imprint with luvs design to last.
Can u feel it become the greatest thing you've ever known?
Its u n I as husband n wife now as a real friendship is shown.

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bending to the break

The way a man walks is what determines how he stands.
Don't take him for granted, for he loves with unconditional hands.
Bendin to the break if necessary, with purpose in a woman's eyes.
For the better cause, hoping to be seen in true form, in due time.
Earnin his keep of her heart rounding out to become whole.
Please realize he's no sissy absorbing blows, he's jus no longer cold.
Feeling alive inside cuz he found a single individual he can not do without.
N he's not afraid to tell anyone as she pours from his mouth.
Smoothing his edges cuz the mind caught up with maturity at last.
A real man's ready to create a honest future makin a memorable past.
He knows what he is as his intention r expressed n shown daily.
Never underestimate real man's will cuz you'll never catch him fading.
To the point yet backing down to his woman to make her happy.
Doesn't mean he's wrong, he jus wants what he has always been lacking.
A real woman who knows what she has in her man.
Becomin one an others life long number one without doubt best fan.
Theres somethin in a man that will go to the ends of the earth.
Yet not for jus anyone but that one person he could never wanna hurt.
She's that weakness within that forms a soft spot deep in his soul.
N it's his woman that he wishes to forever be able to hold.
The secrets of a man is simple n not that confusing.
Jus know when he knows, he needs his woman to know what she knows, as they both know emotion r consuming.
Every man has that one woman that can make or break him.
For he only has one real chance at luv before his heart goes dim.
Anything she wants he will do without to make sure she smiles.
Cuz at the end of the day it all comes down to time spent is worth while.
Word of the wise.... if a man gives everything he has n everything he is.....
Woman u BETTER know ur at the top of his list!

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without u

Without u.
I'm dying inside.
Without u.
Emotions collide.
Without u.
I'm breaking down.
Without u.
Aches pound.
Without u.
Sleep is absent.
Without u.
Life is distant.
Without u.
Luv doesn't exist.
Without u.
Happiness is missed.
Without u.
Time spins slow.
Without u.
Pillows I hold.
Without u.
I am not me.
Without u.
I've lost my dream.
Without u.
I tell myself.
Without u, i need help!

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can u feel me now?

Pound me down. Make me feel what I earn.
With ur crooked lil frown. Its my turn!
Take me back to bare necessities. Jus once.
Watch the man come outta me. On fire with clinched fists.
I'll fight for u. Round after round.
Strip me down to the truth. Knocked off my cloud.
I wanna be simple again. Innocent to ur luv.
Real n standing as a man. With a gentle embrace of trust.
Notice when under pressure I intense. Ready to get it.
Try me n I can show u worth at perfect sense. Time n again feeding the fix.
Buildin into what's been missed. Hovering the line.
I'm at ur beckon call with one wish. To have u in my life.
Life can try to break my will. It will always be us.
MANDY N BUTCHIE is my biggest thrill. Madly in luv!
Pay attention shuga britches. I'm on point.
I've been here earning my stitches. Healin my joints.
Off to the side of what matters the most. Can u feel me now?
Following my hearts beat to the shores of ur coast. Lemme show u how.
I'm a lifer knocking the reaper back to hell. For another day in ur eyes.
For u I fell. I wanna help with what u got goin on by ur side.
Shot after shot I absorb the inflicted blows. Scarin luvs design.
Tear me open as ur river flows. Without u in my life I resign.
To wind up lifeless. Unable to be the man I am when with u.
Undrstand n don't be so heartless. I'm a true friend choosing to luv u.
Cuz I can't help fate call upon us to make it. Forgiven yes.
Anytime u need sling the tongues shit. I'm here takin ur test.

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good times n evil moments

Been there since day one n seen some raw shit.
All n all u still remain my fuckin fix.
Good times peeked with the shadows of evil moments.
Together unbreakable we comfort to hold it.
From the beginning I was a lifer.
Now I'm outside my mind breaking down true words deciphered.
Seekin reasons past earning my place.
When the expressions periodically change upon ur face.
When this started I let it be known ur were someone.
To me n through time I've come to feel like no one.
Irrelevant n neglected yet I'm more than you've known.
Willing I've proven myself more than you've shown.
Til the end inside I will hide how I truly cry.
I'm in this position cuz my luv for u will never die.
Broken down beneath ur feet I stand as a man.
N all I need is ur partnership n a useable hand.
From point a to point b I've come to see u different.
Ur true intentions r confusing my intelligence.
Watchin u knowing more than I need to by choice.
I still get comfort outta hearing ur voice.
Jus before u I asked for my path.
I didn't know I'd wind up make u that mad.
My luv is real n my head is in this for life.
I jus don't understand as if I've been cut by the knife.
Not from then but to now I'm always in pain, scared n afraid.
Yet I'm in luv with my best friend that screams in rage.
I'm losing my heart to the defense settling in.
I don't believe in this relationship I will ever win.
I've always do more than my part as I choose to do.
So how is it from time to time, with me, u have no use.
Emotions r fading from ur smile, weakens my days.
Yet still all I ever want is for u to feel the luv that I gave.
Cuz as of this moment we're still destined to be more than lovers.
Yet you've changed into ur true self blending in with others.
A chameleon in camouflage jus trying to fit in.
Lookin in any direction jus wanting a friend.
In time I've noticed the harsh reality on the other side of us.
Everytime u find a new girl friend I feel ur hand so flush.
Waging ur war I have no business absorbing blasts like a sponge.
Luv, even after alls been done I'm still madly in luv.

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settle down within ur skin

There will come a time at the tip of a peek where u will fade.
Whether it be u haven't been that high yet or u feel u need to escape.
How u fight for the purpose of luv writes the end of ur days.
Deep n between the beginning n finish tryin to outlast the the daze.
If times fall n u drift behind ur mind where thoughts r gathered n so afraid.
Know moments like this strengthens character expressed upon ur face.
Stand firm with a gentle kind hand with will to survive within ur name.
Ur word will be the promise that u never gave up causing lonely space.
Show interest when the weights land heavily on ur back trimmed in lace.
For the outcome is in ur hands staying or goin without a single trace.
Moments mold truths of self calling out so silently as time awaits.
Needin u to put u dead last as u control ur hurting hearts rage.
At the top the bottom looks up patiently ready the pull u into ur second fate.
Be one with what matters the most n rid self of foolish hate.
Now is the present when everything seems to be a maze.
Jus settle down within ur skin n give a lil more when in pain.
Life will lead u to final rest before it runs its coarse for we're all the same.
But never treat what's so precious wrong  as if it's a useless game.
You'll find yourself alone n old wanting that one thing in which u poured like rain.
A place for no one to be dreaming in sorrow of betters times of gain......

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words standing alone as letters break for space.

Down to the end of the alphabet running outta words.
Seems no one understands letters in their own unique curve.
From a to z I've tried to reach to those I luv.
Yet here I sit as the rain pours from above.
Maybe its the punctuations used that's not so clear.
As I daze at another way to say I haven't a thing no more to fear.
Broken n alone I'm consumed by putting myself dead last.
Listenin to the down fall of water drowning out my past.
Chilled by the breeze like life's wicked, twisted lil games.
I'm some where in the middle of goin completely insane.
Theres no help for me cuz I can't see it any other way.
Maybe I spent to much time alone n became a slave.
To the realization as I figured out how it is we're suppose to be.
With one an other as I've set my mind so literally free.
Yet it doesn't justify the pit of pain forced apart like the space in between words.
Standin alone without a single letters misunderstood use of worth.
Its a fucked up feeling knowing what u mean to others when it all breaks down.
N I'm fighting the notion of a truly beating n frustrated frown.
What's to say or what question can possibly have the answer with truth?
When left to self asking what am I doin if I posses that little of purpose to u?
N as the thunder rolls in the darkness of the night.
I find myself at a loss of words losing the fight.

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not fair

Just a smear under the eye.
Where self allows emotions to slip in time.
Leakin pellets moistened of pain.
Escapin tears falling like rain.
One by one squeezed as if one could hold.
The warm stream is an act of self losing control.
The hearts comfort broken without a care.
As each n every drop says this is not fair.
Moments slide of remembrance settling in the nerve.
With a brief pause that has a loss of words.
Retaliating thoughts push out feelings bursting.
Tryin to be strong, dead in the middle of hurting.

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strangest thing

When all seems to be failing everything tends to mean less.
How does one keep composure when an other isn't accepting the test?
When ones best is short of the line giving no interest what can u do?
Is it suppose to feel like a battle within self lacking truths?
Blank stares consume confusion unable to hide emotions.
When bein allowed to live at ease becomes irrelevant, where's the devotion?
It's the strangest thing when u find that one like no other.
Jus to realize ur the one fighting for a pair to be more than lovers.
So how can life allow the knowing of someone having ur back?
Especially when all is given to make it last.

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falling deep into the night

If I were to fall into midnight like the dawn's sky.
Could I land on ur horizon laid out in ur mind?
I'd luv to be the one dreams r made of once u awaken.
Falling deep in the colors stretched beyond reasons relating.
Flowing over ur skin like a cool breeze comforting with passion.
Brushin through ur hair slowly findin the necks tickle spot laughing.
Can I caress ur ease stepping in a stroll made for two.
I jus wanna be as one with u like the moon giving light so blue.
Lets say I came over u like the darkness claiming the sky with speckled stars.
Can I get closer than their fire that burns away so far?
Jus communicating without sound so u know my actions r real.
Next to u is the only emotion I need to feel...

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ur own

Open ur mind n let the game in.
Realize ur endless confusion surroundin.
Then walk away with yourself in frame.
Leavin in the past the rediculed games.
Yet before u release the frustration n leave.
Stand n be witness in whom to believe.
Step to the middle of another n u at the line.
Attepmt from strings to unwind.
Where's the stability in ur  head?
Grasp truth n bring silliness to an end.
Then force out the pain.
Shut it down left motionless in the rain.
On a stroll in ur time.
Findin the real u with a sigh.
Quit holding it the fuck in.
Change ur coarse.
As the music inside is broken chords.
Make a point of ur worth.
Y do u allow yourself to be hurt?
Get close to the simplest necessities.
Its not until that moment life is anything more than a dream.
Get with it.
Finalize all the ignorant bullshit.
U have it in u.
Ur own best friend deep down speaks of proof.
Come along n join the comfort of life.
How is it u like the cut of the knife?
Heal ur winds n live for once.
Enjoy a bit of ur day n jus have fun.

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