Somehow I'm deaf to words unable to meet actions released. Muted with a vibration I hear nothing but how we're received. I am only a witness to the reflection of luv transferred in return. So how am I to accept empty emotions spoken as I've learned? Here I be, where the walk with u is as it appears to be one. A side fit for deception to linger with the lies placed upon the tongue. Silent dribble drips as u hide urself holding ur own. I'm paying close attention to how in this life u roam. I see u sliding side to side playing ur silly lil games. Yet does it even matter when it beats at my brain? Head over heart ur destroying a misguided disaster. Owned I am by u n u make it damn well known, ur my master. I give it to u that way for u to enjoy this is where I belong. Yet ur not 100 when u live behind secrets n for that ur dead wrong. So do what it is u do so good as u think I don't notice. Maybe one day u can read this silence as to u I show this. For its a low thing to do to someone giving everything one has. Regurgitated feelings held in so we can last.

Side to side on ur side so low.....

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the angle in which u come

Where does ur truth hide when the tongue swivels ur thoughts?
Can I believe ur not out for self n I'm at an end at all costs?
How do u think ur actions speak falling short of honesty?
Is it I'm here for other reasons as I'm helping thee?
What kinda man is it u assume I must be behind ur eyes?
Why do u choose me to be ur straightened spine?
Can patience of the open mind rebuild a more subtle approach?
What is the silence u hold with unspoken secrets standing before ur toes?
Shall I begin to prepare myself for a blindsidin surprise?
Or is it words actually flow from ur mouth without lies?
Am I allowed to figure out the angle in which u come?
Can it be possible I'm as irrelevant as life when it appears to be done?
If I told u I sense u releasing me from ur grasp would u listen?
Is it odd how closely I tend to watch as a piece of u is missin?
Would u mind if I jus say what my gut tells me day to day?
N if so, what's my chances if I'm right on of me gettin to stay?
Do u know I've seen all I've needed to witness?
I memorized who u r as I hear my name set free from ur lips missed....

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s there I sit

Lookin down n I see a pulse reaching for my mind.
Yet I don't understand why it doesn't bleed when I cry.
Maybe its jus not my time to end what's been given.
N a thought rises with my eyes lookin back at the livin.
As I can feel the thump running under within the veins that r bent.
I question the answer that i can't be my own friend.
How in the hell did I wind up turning on due time.
I cringed at the notion of what's never gonna be mine.
Over achieving is my motto above all comin up short.
Yet a step forward is two in the rear way off course.
There's a slow shift counter clockwise in my head.
As I peek in on what can possibly be next.
Failin to live comfortable I stare in silence.
Endin each n every good thought with endless violence.
Forcin the veins to pump for a way to make it.
As the heart feels the weight of the same ol shit.
Who am I in eyes that snap a glimpse of what I can not do?
Seems deadlines r met jus to allow me to be proof.
I'm never gonna reach the other side where life is at ease.
So here I sit jus a man left with my dreams.

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turning pages

Down I sink as I feel emotion settling into the soul.
Turnin pages deep within that seems to fold.
Memories claiming a sweet spot no longer alive.
Somewhere else as if I were to leave they would hide.
Forever to slip away with times change memory.
Unable to remember is most definitely.
Backwards drifting in the mind claimed by moments.
Tryin desperately to hold it.
Together before images are hard to put together.
Lost in the only place life lives forever.
Clingin to the stoppage cometh to soon.
Now a heart empty with so much room.
I resemble a man of whom is now absent.
Yet never once ever hesitant.
Misunderstood for the better cause.
Seems life has been put on pause........

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jus long enough

Burry yourself within me.
Hide long enough sow your seems.
Come from a luv you've never known.
With a new point of view that's slow.
Easy sort of speak, gettin back at life.
Let me be that easing sigh.
Settling beneath realities chill.
Jus until u grip that self acclaimed fill.
Dig in to the structure and fix your broken dreams.
Come from my depths knowing whom u are, free.
Allow me help you remember what it feels like to live.
Even if you never knew how to give.
I jus wanna be here for simple comfort.
Under the headline of bein labeled as a lover.
I'm here for you to confide in.
Spread yourself ooh so thin.
Help me as I help you repair emotions.
Feel my undying devotion.
I need you as much as you need me.
Sink away from what sight can see.
Beyond minds understanding and regroup.
Come from.behind the curtains with use.
I jus want you to enjoy whom you truly are.
A damn good human as you do your part.
It seems youve been striped of self.
And I'm a new deck that's been felt.
Gamble on my depths wanting to witness.
The life you can walk away with, unclinchin your fists.
I'm only a simple man tryin to connect.
Doin all can, giving my best.
I feel the pain because we're one in the same.
Attemptin to rid self of the games.
Fall, deeper than than you can be reached.
Jus until your ready to let loose and teach.
With your head on swivel knowing what can possibly happen.
With opened eyes steadily laughing.
What do you say to someone like you?
Lookin for shelter from this world's abuse.
I'm not anything like you've ever know.
Jus tryin to express without you I am alone.
Can you relate to the empty realization?
Now that I've released the sympathetic intentions.
Start at the tips of fingers jus wanting to feel.
Melt with me as one into somethin real.
Please, change whom I am as I help mold you.
Collect along the way of unseen clues.
Back when we were children with innocence.
Its not gonna be easy to escape the ignorance.
Jus trust and believe I only wanna be a friend.
Til the presence of the claiming end.
Get lost as time heals what the mind can not forget.
Jus long enough til your more than fixed.
And maybe you'll realize your not alone in this world.
To someone your more than jus some girl........

Help me as I help you.
Grasp the truths.

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ur lips

I luv the shape of ur lips n the way they curve.
The movement alone settles my untamed nerves.
With each kiss pressed with passion that lives.
I feel the moisture flowing as luv begins to give.
It's ur mouth smiling, setting u apart by far.
The ability of motion without tryin releases me from my very own bars.
I jus wanna taste the flavor u hold for me.
As breaths slip in between the crave to be free.
Speak as ur lips configure as dance in my mind.
Settin off emotions with my name in every line.
Whispers if I havta so I can witness the display I luv.
Hearin u as ur lips play with letters arranged for touch.
I want u to show me what my name looks like.
N tell me how I taste dribbling from ur lips n sigh.

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my lil piece of mind

In bed beside my best friend.
She's my comfort from deep within.
A female like no other.
Its the end of the day n MANDY is more than my lover.
My one gettin at life with n choosing me.
Layin close enough to feel my dreams.
A place to her that feels like home.
As her ear rides my heartbeats beating moan.
Mine is hers n hers is mine.
Together we're individually two of a kind.
Deep within my mind is where she's been for so long.
N I try to express to her, over her I'm so far gone, I'm drawn.
Stroking her hair I let her know I'm always gonna be here.
U see I can touch for the first time n feel the real tears.
This is the one I've waited for my whole life.
Two as one MANDY is MY wife.
So snug she wraps herself around me.
I truly feel luv'd by someone in which I believe.
As my passion for her fills my eyes.
I jus gotta say, it's about fucking time!
The best part is I'm ready for her, as a man.
I was lost for years not knowing where to stand.
I didn't even know who I was all the way.
But she changed that one November day.
I cherish this human being as precious her life is.
N it's her n I n we can most definitely can do this.
Stripped to bare necessities like u wouldn't believe.
Yet each day we're stronger as we breath.
Connected in our souls to have a chance to simply luv.
Even the space in between us has vanished without a fuss.
Two to the one that has became luv's design.
Emotions to this day has never once chose to hide.
My lil piece of mind, I can relate to u.
Its us written here for a twinkle in eternities truth.
Forever takin up a bit a space jus for us.
Sharin an unbreakable bond of what always was.
True luv living in a smile that smiles back.
N I jus caught myself in the middle of sigh thinkin, at last!

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If u ask me I'm no longer in my own point of view.
Abscent in the mirror talkin to self all because of u.
Findin there's more to life than what lingers in my own mind.
Diggin into the depths of what u have to offer in our time.
Goodness gracious woman, where in the hell have u been?
I'm standing firm n correct for once with an honest grin.
Tappin out twiddling thumps reminding me in every line.
Writtin our story from a single point of view added

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hovering with a piece of mind

I'd luv to see us through God's point of view.
What ever religion may be right for a angle so new.
To collect the images captured behind his eyes.
Lookin down upon us all with a visual display so high.
Observing the creation as sight takes away my breath.
Just once to gather the peace gathered in a moment's best.
Hovering with a piece of mind to last a life time like no other.
As still as the space in which I rest watching my sisters n brothers.

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tweet chirp whistle listen

Tweets tweeting tweet tweetlin tweeters tweeted.
Chirpin chirpers chirp chirped chirps.
Whistle whistlin whistler whistles whistled.
Listened listener listens listenin listen.

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am i

Am I the same in ur head when I'm not around?
Speakin of me all across this town.
Does my name hold up in moments alone?
Or behind my back when ur on the phone?
Who am I when I can not hear?
Is there somethin I'm missing or perhaps should fear?
Is ur tone remaining the same?
With conversations about our flame.
What do I become when absent so briefly?
How of me r u so needing?
If I wasn't here right now.
How would my name truly sound?
In another room, outside, or even gone.
When u speak do I still belong?
If I were to listen without ur permission.
Do I remain within ur affection?
R u real when ur away from me?
Or am I somethin other than ur dream?
Jus let me hear what u have to say.
When u don't think I'm witness to the game.
What am I when ur eyes close shut.
Do I resemble somethin in the form of luv?
Or the same as if ur were to awaken?
R u real or r u fakin?
Lemme tap into ur secrets without u knowing.
Will I hear ur voice exploding?
With words rippling ears hidden from sight.
Or am I simply worth the fight?
Jus to hear me come from it lips.
Will let me know how I exist.

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a piece missing within

When you feel it breaking, and it smothers air as thin as it flows.
As the bond weakens from the pressure rising slow.
Right in the middle of truth meeting confusion.
Before stability let's loose and grabs ahold of the conclusion.
All the while stumbling within the emotions that becomes to much.
Fading away from like as the heart still loves.
Snapping comfort in two, separated from the past.
Waiting on time to help make it last.
Easing a transforming whole into a void that's unfixable.
Once a loss is unreachable and irreplaceable.
Left with memories stopped never to be made.
Digging for a single reason so deep to remain the same.
Days will drift away sitting with dawn claiming the skies.
Rambling with self of moments that will not hide.
Somehow empty and refusing to let go of what matters.
Trying to remember the chuckles within the laughter.
As if a pause lengthens to long, soon to be gone.
Wonderin how did self wind up bein completely wrong.
It's hard losing patience when silence mutes the tongue.
There's a piece missing within as the soul never wanted to be numb.

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beside open air circlin

Limits on the line.
Comin around to about time.
Standin in front of what is loved.
Alone facing protections brush.
Standards defended within.
Beside open air circlin.
On the edge lookin onward.
Eyes opened to peeking at the awkward.
Holdin balance in a loose grip.
Ignorin ignorant gabbin lips.
In frame of whats right here as of now.
N no one has even showed me how.

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i experience the emotion

Takin valuable irreplaceable turns.
Waiting on ur next move.
In moments we sit n we learn.
Givin hints with clues.
Figuring out my own.
Back n forth accepted as we go.
Bouncin off what has been thrown.
Covers bein blown.
I luv playing without the games.
Makes me feel complete.
I'm also glad I call ur name.
N I experience the emotion from my head to my feet.

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comfort

If I were still in luv with u as u walked outta my life.
What would u expect of me as u refused to be my wife?
For future reference tell me now who I'm suppose to become.
So I know I'd be doin the right thing by u as u run.
If it was as soon as tomorrow ending loves call.
Tell me how u could disown fate as it stalls.
In some time to come nearing the edge dropping off.
Allow the lips to feel the comfort in jus sayin it out loud.
Bein divided by the smoke separated by the head in the cloud.
Do u think u could remember me in the middle of a pause?
In between here n gone for one more moment of us.
Do u believe I could actually watch u give up on luv?
Then be the same after ur presence has had its effect.
After memories were done bein made residing in the chest.
Where would I go to find the comfort away from ur touch?
Speak to me as we cling to share our own way of luv.
Would I be given a chance to correct actions outta wack?
Let me know the possibilities now that we sit here in luv's path.
Is there more to us if a single second crossed u wrong?
Maybe feeling u never have nor ever could belong.
I wanna know the outcome of passin over the bonds comfort.
Jus for fyi's purpose, I'd need a continuance if all has failed comin forth.
For what the difference of the present before what is to come?
Is it in ur heart to fight of give up on the one?
If the twist came n was face to face with ur smile eroding.
When could u actually decide to leave emotions exploding.
Comfort me as a friend n attempt to explore words of reason.
While we're still madly in luv with the change of seasons.

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sharing paths in a lifetime

Thumbs fighting as they move.
Wrestlin over letters speaking of u.
Back n forth tapping on emotions juice.
Expression worth put to use.

Pound for pound thumping what use to be a dream.
Livin in ur presence I am complete.
Round n round words form where the connection meets.
Bouncin off the musical keyboards treat.

Singin to my souls passion clinging to u know who.
Twiddle a rhyme of honest truth.
Puttin time down where it belongs as proof.
Jus wanting to spend moments together so true.

Racin thumb prints smudgin the present.
Into an act of pen men ship speaking of fate bein meant.
Set loose for eyes to see the happiness within as a gent.
Finally free in ways told other than with lips that vent.

Forever to be tangled n mixed with only u by my side.
Our story written sharing paths in a lifetime.
To live on by thumbs tellin all by pressing out their find.
Read periodically placing us in someones mind.

Squeezing drips dotting eyes upon the sight up high.
Paper bonds two souls as one line after line.
Moldin an image made by the power of luv's two of a kind.
Tapping wigglin tips that will never be done on mine.

Claimed as a friend the pitter patter is felt.
Butterflies flap as tapping thumbs r dealt.
Keepin it as real as the sun giving life a chance for u n I to melt.
In the middle of needin one an others help.

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the title

I wanna hit it like I know I can't break it.
N imma have fun tryin as I tame ur fix.
Gimme some of that soft tap u got hidden down there.
I jus need ta feel ya depths changing gears.
I got one bad case of u as no other will do.
Notice how my move, I'm putting to use.
I want ur sexuality to open to true skills.
Mess around n find ya self clinging to ya fill.
I'm here settin the beef on the table.
Feinin to be alone for a bit playing below the naval.
Excessively enjoyin every inch whippin the package.
Lemme take time by showin it craves to be damaged.
I havta make luv, freak, fuck, turn out ur hormones.
Satisfaction awaits the title standing alone........

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r u serious

Do u know where ur heart is......
Could it be drowning in ya secrets......
Is it u think I'm that naive......
Maybe ok with living with the sound that defeats....
Please help me understand......
Where do lies fit into this equation......
When is it time to walk away.....
Y do u feed my frustration....
How does life wind up from here..
Who's to really blame.....
Is it I'm suppose to accept betrayal...
Is it not suppose to hurt bein called names........
How's that fair.........
Where's my friend.........
N how's this suppose to work..
Can this be the end.........
Did u forget about me........
Am I here for ur own gain....
Where do I fit in.
What if I don't wanna play....
Who's loss is this......
R u serious...........
How in the fuck am I suppose to react...
Y dies it seem ur not half bit curious..
Do u know I know a few things......
What if I can't live a certain way...
U even considered I have that right........
Can u feel my pain....
What have I gotten myself into...
Wheres the hidden intentions u hide.
R they real enough to be the truth............
Do we truly co-inside.........
Is ur own that needy..
Does it mean to cause so much pain.....
What do I do now............
How do u feel to know u drove me insane....
Y all the hush behind my back.
Don't u think I'm watching u...............
Maybe u jus don't give a fuck..........
Am I to jus allow this to happen...
How is that lil thing called touch..............
Can u find what's leaving soon..
Or do u even realize what ur destroyin.
If tonight isn't a wake up call......
Do u think i'll be here in the mornin?

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run away with who youve been

care. somewhere along the lines.
share. dare to be creative somehow before its time.
face. invade the space air forces in between.
taste. the days lips made for dreams.
take. make a moments notice known.
fate. awaits pleasure willin to be shown.
hold. the unfoldin of emotions gathered.
mold. lovs roll being captured.
bend. for the mendin of an other.
defend. a friend as a lover.
enjoy. a void filled within the heart.
choice. with a voice speakin in art.
become. one listening to the comfort settlin in.
cum. run away with who youve been.