following now

Back behind the mind, hiding from the frontal lobes acknowledgement.
On the reverse side of the eyes unseen n forgotten by hypnotics twist.
Clinching to the back side of the head as it tilts as the misplaced.
Outta sight n outta mind lays the secrets that could never be erased.
All the carried pain n paths walked that fell short of the distance.
As a memory remembered from time to time in the thoughts dance.
Some reasonable without doubt n others wanted in realities grasp.
The worst of times sit still n silent following now away from the past.
Beneath the smile the faded figments reside as an unfortunate time spent.
A lesson learned within every individual particle of collected fragments.
Pieces connected as a web along the way catching all the unwanted dreams.
Wrapped around the blind side of the subconscious without form that never sleep.
Always there adding to the story claimed by the untold truths that wait.
Lingerin along side the imaginations ability to move, takin up space.

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wet

Down comes the first splash landing with a drowning impact.
                                Trying to keep emotions together n intact.
Drizzles dampen with weight that has nowhere else to go.
                    From above falling, drenching a chilled flow.
Under the pouring pellets moisturizing the water logged toes.
                A puddle that squishes whats left in the pains boat.
     Without a hole to stay afloat n soaked, sinking quick.
Becoming the rain letting loose n rising no longer a mist.
   A storm with I tide to high to reach the bottoms tip.N to far from lands edge to swim back in the wet slip.

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for

For that single tear that falls n rests on the lip.

Waiting to be joined by an other that cares to follow the slip.

For the insides turning outwards facing truths.

Standing still n rocking with the moments truce.

For the best of times ending up in a dead end.

With nowhere to turn n without a single friend.

For the luv that's shared that can not be replaced.

Feeling the moisture rolling uncontrollably down the face.

For the connection without contact between two.

Know forever has a place deep within with purpose for u.

For the chance of a lifetime to stand by your side.

Single isn't an option if u cared to look in my eyes.

For me swallowed by the games that never end.

I wonder if I was even considered a real friend.

For the time put into earning what I didn't deserve.

Please help me understand why the pain rattles my nerve.

For the, the one I can not do without.

Know I've never let loose of a lie from the mouth.

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here n present

Under my hat n standing in my boots.

Behind my pockets in front of my roots.

In the middle if life in between sunshine.

I'm here within the flesh coated as mine.

Wearin life as a witness to my own.

I made it as far as being full grown.

Up n down riding the rides put before me.

Living my life's story as an awakened dream.

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in the blink of an eye

Once in a lifetime comes along in the blink of an eye.

If one isn't ready, just that fast love will slip into time.

Here today, gone tomorrow with the winds breath.

Wondering periodically where dud the chance go with selfs best.

As quick as the head turns and takes notice.

The moment can drift into the distance outta focus.

And later in life clicks will be wasted on memories unclaimed.

All because one couldn't met in half ways stay.

Fighting for the quality found in an other.

Knowing true happiness is only possible together.

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give

Give to me once of what I give to you.............................There's a thing called love needing to be put to use.
Can you feel how the direction is being put into focus?.................Check down your list in which you wished.
Notice the qualities marked with acceptance.....................................Show the finds creativity that's relevant.
Eye for an eye and heart to heart..................................................Do onto me as I do my unconditional part.
Here's your moment to claim everything you've ever wanted...Its on you to deliberately hold on to something.
What's the purpose in which you see fit...............................Am I that one if over looked that will be missed?
Make your call here as I stand before you.....................Rearrange your time if necessary and open up room.
Two lives as one walking as individuals on a similar path..........Face the facts and realize the truths that clash.
We both know this is what we've longed to live........................................Only thing left to do is simply give.

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G'morning

The rising suns on the other side of the drapes.

Giving shadows to the thicker folds with shade.

Forcing light through the material here comes the day.

G'morning life welcome to my bedroom where I lay.

I notice u trying to get in playing peek a boo.

In between the cracks I see u giving truce.

In a hostel take over of nights rest n relaxation.

Easing in slowly pushing out the dark skies breaking the situation.

It time to face the warmth reaching fir me in rays.

Another chance at living before me as the gift is great.

Tired I am for I've been up with the after hours since dawn.

Meeting life as I step to the window in the middle of the wall.

G'morning breeze rushing in with as i crack open my home.

Welcome, find your place here in paradises set aside your load.

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the next 30 plus with almost 3 decades lost as 24/7's working out YOU & I AS US...

Please understand how much I luv you.

It took me almost thirty years to find my use.

Since we were kids you lived within my smile.

So please note my luv is strong, & this is why.

It's been a long time coming that's for sure.

Its my chance to prove the purpose we endure.

If I can help make us the next 30 plus.

I'd match the time lost wondering of luv.

Giving double the pleasure to make it up.

My luv is that strong with emotions flush.

Owning me within is more than a figure of speech.

To last with what's left of this lifetime with a dream.

In time to come is the strength of my need.

On me as long as you want, you can forever lean.

Feelings of mutual understanding clinging to seconds.

Here I am showing what we've missed out on until life is done.

Memories unmade go unremembered til now.

Spend some time & moments will show us how.

Stronger purpose fills the joy pulsating the crave.

Sharpening self's patience with the same name.

Listen to almost 3 decades coming to a sunset surface.

Windows are opened as sunshine leaks in between the tied back curtains.

The build up of pressure is clocked in n 24/7's working.

The thought alone of YOU N I is unreal & mind blowing.

So from here to the end I have more than enough to earn your trust.

Starting now is the beginning finally AS US.
This is the next 30 plus with almost 3 decades lost as 24/7's working out YOU & I AS US...
Madly in luv!

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snap

Length letting go and snapping the backside of the forehead.

The stretched sling released as furry smacks more than less.

Stinging the thoughts caught up behind the scrunched brawls stance.

The daze leaving me stuck by the imagination flinging rubber bands.

Wondering how in the hell I just so happened to aim it at myself.

And further more why did I insist on finding it funny to flick the felt.

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Karmas comin

I can feel the hatred I swallow.
Ooh how it fills the empty hollow.
My hands r squeezing nerves.
At about the time find the words.
Pounding trust in its fucking face.
Screamin how does that taste.
Images cross the experience of the battle.
Rockin in frame fiddling with the rattle.
My heads tightened at the forehead n focused.
How'd I get to this point with no purpose?
Damage consumed yet this isn't over.
Jus needing the angle of contact n I won't bother.
Last one standing deep to the knees.
There's no reason in begging please.
This is the way it is the way it is.
N after the pain who is it who'll be missed?
Don't bother with the thought of loss.
Here comes ur favorite part called cause.
Laughing back with u with my own lil twist.
Ur not gonna find it funny when there's nothin to give.
One last gulp n the insanity is truly urs.
Thats what you've wanted behind lies that cure.
R u ready for what you've done to the mind.
Karmas comin in the shapes of my fists that unwind.
Can u feel the discharge collapsing with vengeance?
How did u think this would play out without bein bruised?
Can u honestly say everything was only ur way.
I told u I had a line if crossed u couldn't be saved.
Now take what you've created reaching for u.
If it's unbearable I promised I won't stop on cue.

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relax

Hidden in the shade beneath a trees.
The sizzle can't no longest seem to find me.
Away from the burn that torches the skin.
The day fades as the light slowly dims.
Coolin the flesh from the baking heat.
Nights comin as the sky changes color in its creep.
Watching the visual display play its game.
I set eyes upon the stars pushing the sun away.
Now sitting in the sand at lands edge with the moon.
My time is spent listening to waves crash n soothe.
Breakin at the tips of my toes as the water retreats.
This is where humanity n life was meant to meet.

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make a stand

Do u know?
How can u tell?
What makes so u sure?
After goin through hell.
Can ya stand?
Honestly, r u able?
Where's ya strength?
When truths on the table.
Mentally, where r u?
Is the saloon open?
R ya doors swinging?
Or closing business hopin?
R u there?
Complete or half hearted?
Can u still feel the luv.
Made of hatred.
Who's left within?
What's the plan?
Is it that simple?
When it falls through n u say damn.
How u doin?
Is it a loss or gain?
Don't lie to me.
I don't care where u stand.
Can ya think straight?
With so many thoughts.
Runnin so wild.
Or r u releasing the pause?
Is it a matter of time?
Honesty will be known.
Not caring anymore.
Or r ya already rolled?
Over the other way.
Not giving a fuck.
Does ur tone speak?
Puttin volume to uses rush.
It's ok either way.
Only u havta deal with it.
It's ur life right?
Ur pile of shit!
Make a stand.
Be real as possible.
Do u know what that means?
Or does it sound like a lotta bull?

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here in my world

Here in my world wording plays openly.
Letting loose of truths and creativity.

Free of being held down without precautions.

In any way expressed it reads without pausing.

Here in my world I am one connected with the mind.
Attached to the hearts emotion poured in time.

Breathing syllables in breaths of exhalation.

There is no one to tell me to hush the ventilation.

Here in my world everything goes unchained.
The chains are used to fulfill the fantasies game.

Its twisted with angles overseen by the consciousness.

Slowing down for the details to flow with spontaneous bests.

Here in my world string are never attached to to the puppet.
Its a place so comfortable to the ease n I luv it.

Just having at the different aspects that run to the exit.

Released so the next thought can escape with the fix.

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me the pen

Its me. A drippin pen without ink. Used to the benefit. Drained in a half clinched fist. Spread thin to become visually stained. By the hand claimed. Pressed firmly for the need. So words can breathe. In color fulfilling the curve. At times revealing then nerves. Yet my job is done here now. Thrown away like sound. One thing I couldn't give. Only able to right words as they live.

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a moment

By the time u read this time will have come to pass.
So many ways I've said it n words will be left to last.
If notice was taken then you'd know every syllable layed.
Yet here u sit gazing eyes upon what was felt everyday.
Jus a bit to late to share with me emotions spent.
As the luv I have for u is so much more than lent.
A bit of time was all that was needed to witness fate.
Expressin intent of the hearts calling out to your ways.
Y I tapped my whole life away n u chose not to partake.
I haven't a clue to y u couldn't find a moment to fill space.
But while your comin undone of the loss that's filled your days.
Remember I left this reminder of u n I with u as my life was made.
U see I loosened myself for the gain of having u near.
I wish it were I that expired leaving so much pain.
But then again you'd never know the stories unimaginable gain.
I'm sorry luv that it took so long for u to lay your patience on truths.
I jus wish u took a moment to find interest in the alphabets I re-arranged to use.
So here it is at last as your stuck post after post reading away.
Know I'm still with u in the only way I could figure out to stay.... ilu1!.......

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passing the torch

When a man wakes in the a.m. of becoming motherless.

When his father is no longer around in form of the flesh.

When next morning rising is upon his face n places weight on his shoulders.

All he'll be able to remember is the promise that he told her.

Living under the suns days to meet some day, one day again.

Making worth in presence standing as a real man.

Mamas boy n daddies buddy finally forced to be all grown up.

Only if he knew this is what it took to become such.

When the guidance is gone is when he learns the most.

So much is understood in moments to come after the falling of a rose.

Left to fend for family in a way he thought he was already.

Taking old ways into consideration with modern times keeping steady.

Finding a new found luv n respect that justifies the hearts luv.

Sharing wisdom instilled within him that's felt in a hug.

Singing rock-a-bye baby til the end of time passing the torch.

Hoping he can fill the shoes passed down rocking on the porch.

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a lil ladies secret

Intentions hidden beneath what's retrieved. Innocence decent enough to deceive.

Lil miss the visual display is a cover.
Behind closed doors it the perfect lover.
Gratification successfully played out. Physically n verbally worded by mouth.
Allowing game to take place for two.
Aiming desire my way in actions of truth.
Justifiable claim clarified in moans. Just needing passion to invade it zone.
Quietly said without saying a word.
No one is to know what makes u purr.
Innocent lil lady we both force the issue. Touching a feel even under the priceless tissue.
On the hush making waves never felt before.
Indecent to the surprise shuffling through your core.
Deep down  perfections r practiced n perfected. Slipping a slide in the depths inspected.
Feisty n unseen u wait patiently with generosity.
Speaking in tongues only a real man can understand your terminology.
A lady with spunk silently separating two worlds. Enough said on behalf of your secret as my toes curl.

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mine in mind, I am mine

Mine in mind is me unwinding the find.
Where I do my time n lines walked r defined.
Climbin outta what hides beneath the bind.
Interwined n tryin not to take permanent sides.
What resides is a tide overflowing without lies.
Til the pine claims the ride displayed on the faces rewind.
Inside out leaks the prize sliding with a glide.
Always in my prime on a dime dropped undersized.
Heard by the blind n seen by the cries in the empty eyes.
In my head speech is underlined for unselfish pride.
Grindin rhymes chimed by worlds that collide.
I'm in the middle of what resides n evaluated to be redefined.
Never shall I shy away under skies with a perfect disguise.
So devine realism fries fake info taken in by what unifies.
I am mine as fine as wine in thought understood to shine.
It's my life I live grinding onward unphased by spite.

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back when

Style n class......
Somehow the worlds forgotten its past.
So much corruption.
Everyone's running around without any direction.
Seems teaching doesn't exist.
No on wants to learn a simpler fix.
No more good ol days where a stand up guy meant somethin.
Self degenerates claiming keep.
Tongues loose n temptation is very cheep.
What happened to loyalty?
Everyone really thinks they are royalty.
Interested in mirrored grins.
In another time life would remain within.
Back when a man had a backbone.
Where he stood for more than a greenback cloned.
There's somethin wrong here.
Is there anyone left that does more than claim to be real?
Hand shakes have become absent.
A grip that showed the character of wills relevance.
Eye contact directed into the distance.
Where dreams pull them from honest silence.
In the ways of change unspun to fast.
The ease of back when didn't seem to last.
Crept up n turned the corner.
No longer in the rear view so we can slow down n join her.
Its the way it is.
Today has come to be a place no one knows how to live.
In the new worlds way.
Fading into the ancient misplacement of yesterday.

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ripples comin n goin

Counting the rivets flowing to shore.
One lil two lil three lil ripples more.
Across the top of the mornings waters edge.
Watchin as the sun beats, shading the bed.
No longer flat itty bitty waves that can't even crash.
Damn near suttle from somewhere in their past.
Somethin must've happened to roll them my way.
Losing the over n under in its display.
Touchin the toes it lays n slides back to where it came.
Leavin the others that follows to do the same.

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folding

In my eyes I can feel the pain.
Lost in place staring at the gain.
Opened up its upon emotions last call.
Jus lookin for a brutal brawl.
One chance in this lifetime is all I give.
Down goes me as I attempted live.
The inner structure crumbles soft.
Lettin loose of the empty loss.
Cashin out it's so damn hard.
Folding n losing I didn't get my cards.
All in n out faster than the game begun.
I got that pit of me that's forever done.
Knowling welds releasing the bars on my mind.
Rounding the clock speeding up time.
The gift has past its moment of comfort.
Hands destroying dreams that hover.

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the transition

Letting go of one life for another because it needed to end is such a confusing transition.
Not everyone makes a change as their stuck somewhere without profection.
Some fill a void of an other that could step to the empty plate.
Livin a life as someone else unseen as the one that helps the other escape.
Some r ready to get things goin for a lifetime of peace.
As thou individually in the back of the mind thoughts linger of someone that couldn't change for the sake.
Its an unfair advantage to live up to the imitation of a silhouette unable to be self.
Jus because someone will never be able to let go of a certain someone whom would never help.
Conversations always referring to the past that strains luv as they've become ancient history that still remain.
Tellin on n showin somethin that is missed of how nothin now can ever be the same.
The feeling of not bein allowed to live as a pair breaks the other end of comfort in half.
N all that's wanted is two as one without threes company to last.
Not everyone gets the point of satisfaction in knowing sometimes what they truly have isn't seen clearly.
Goin through motions n destroying someone worth the time as they have been day in day out yearly.........
Proving repeatedly this new relation can never amount to what couldnt possibly be prior.
Its one of those things where the emotions of never bein enough plays out n one gets tired.

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slipping

One sheep down n counting.
Z's lowering case as their mounting.
In a line n along for the ride falling under.
I feel me slipping further n further.
Dreamers behind the eyes curtains.
Callin out for me that's certain.
Backwards counting numbers tic.
Unwinding time n relaxing wits.
Under the tow of silent night's.
Fading loose with a sliping mind.

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turned

Double lives separate with secrets held back.
On one end lays the comfort of the the futures past.
Livin relevant with purposes state of mind.
Precious emotions turned on by the stay in time.
Hidden truths if known could crush the trust.
To live with the betrayal or ashes to ashes lust to dust.
Double bladed luv cutting both ways to get in n out.
One edge slicing a slit to enter a world like no other.
N the other side true steel rips a hole on the backside of a lover.
Allowin the wind to blow honesty from the cores hope.
Only if one knew, how would they be able to cope?
In the drizzle of purity breaking down sits all to be told.
Jus before tongues speak of hurt on the endless roll.
When one of the two seems not to care it'll show.
Slowly drifting somewhere down their own lil road.
The disregard soon will become mutual.
For everyone clings to the feeling of bein irresistible.
When all the right has turned left n the wrong way gets closer.
The mind slides sideways n thinks with belief of y self bothered.

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inside twilights time fiddlin

Polka dotted rain drops twisted in a swirl.
I think I'm that far gone, distant from the reality of this world.
Twilight zone on the run behind the lids that shield the eyes.
Steppin inside the mirror to look back with a bird, cracking sight.
In another dimension laughing at self standing still dripping wet.
Thinkin its about time me myself n I has fucking met!
Face to face to faceless staring from the other end of pellets falling like bombs.
Inside the present peeking at self as time is dropped.
I'm witness as a walk by includes me in on the pains visual spirals.
Downward falling jus to raise up n find new morals.
All I see is cock eyed nipples perfectly aligned n I'm not drunk.
Go figure the mental stability of that one as the thinkings thunk.
Out to lunch extended for the glory of a piece of me to keep.
Jus beneath the skins hair poring hairs from as deep pours dream.
Makin no sense outside the domes complications bared.
Rotating thumbs clockwise n counter at the same time of ware.
Simple thoughts bent before the mind can wrap reason up.
All n all jus fiddling along side words surrounding a head bein thumped.

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backyard thinkin

Chained n anchored to lonely space.
In the backyard thinkin still thoughts that race.
Barkin from time to time showing teeth.
A danger to strangers in my zones creep.
Confined to the mud after the rains down fall.
Gettin clumped n stuck in my paws.
Protection from this world I defend my home.
Within a cubicle designed behind the fences roam.
Wantin to get out of the cell in which I dwell.
Life has become a repeated pattern n I wanna kill.
Angered by the teasing n taunting of stupidity.
Jus give me more reason n my opportunity.
Wanting to run as wild as the tongue that drapes.
Imprisoned by breed of my nature that is my fate.
Defenseless to my surroundings choked by the collar.
To tight to spring to freedoms that hollers.

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somewhere

Been around the world a few times over in my mind.
I don't know what it is I'm lookin at others than land mines.
Travelin with the lust of life clinging to dreams.
Lost in places with vivid imaginary scenes.
So real home seems to be somewhere else in another time.
Set free on a trip inside the realm of thoughts that take flight.
Anywhere is anyplace somewhere that nowhere can reach.
Able to visualize the different angles to be seen on lease.
Spendin time as payment for a brief moment periodically.
To return to the place in which feet never leave the grounds unacceptability.

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hang em n leave em

Razor blade wings laced with pleasures cut.
Sharpened by loves design to slice trust.
Spread wide the sight of passion consumes.
Once wrapped the heart is doomed.
Steel feathers soft n clingin to the soul.
Miss angel of the night living life on hold.
Smile so direct to the point of lusts pursuit.
Hang em in hell by the early mornings noose.
Leave em in eternity praying for ur touch.
Stone raider from the dark side playing games.
Sexual intentions flow from within ur core.
Curin pain that leeks deep beneath where the past is stored.
Sweet lil climax make ur presence felt as u fly away.
Landing long enough for a bit of claiming to tame.
Famous for ur ways gratifying the intensities rush.
Opening wounds of others wanting u flush.
Night crawler on knees begging for mercy.
Its only a matter of time before u hurt thee.

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what happens after the loss?

What's left once severed n the damage has been past due of done?
Where can a man find comfort with a witness that gives a shit not on the run?
After the plead n ears hear as eyes correspond with the thoughts of the voice.
Y does it appear hate has settled into the heart where luv was never void?
When a man's been broken into change down from a buck.
N a hole loses the rest of his funds at the bottom of his pockets luck.
Unable to gamble for the come up for it isn't likely in a situation fading.
How can he possible look at an other in such a way without playing?
When the heart has been beaten n drained beyond the understandings.
Dragged n drug n stomped with unreasonable ways demanding.
Does trust ever feel the same as time giggles on down the raod?
How does a man come so far n fall as if shot outta the skies in which emotion rose?
What happens to a man when he loses touch before lesson learned?
For he will only truly luv once in his life cuz next time it's everyone else's turn.

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on top of the world no matter where I stand. for up is up, even on the side which makes life grand. bottom side upside down even still the same. which ever way u look at it a circle never lays. down is up on the opposite side of the rock. in different directions exposing the neck in owns special spot. land or water around this sphere it remains. horizontally or vertically, nothins parallel to the game. upside down spinning sideways over the top. under the dip flipping upward that never stops. who's to say up is actually real in time? maybe turning our heads at another angle will release the mind.

Upside down.

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threads lacing the shape

I wanna see the threads of ya pussy.
How the braid is woven like lace.
Taking the shape of ur lips laying.
A trimmed pleasure I wanna taste.
I wanna follow the flow behind the velvet strip.
Soft n wet soaking the thin cushions pleasure.
Bowing down to another level enslaved by gain.
As the length of the tongue is measured.
I wanna pet ya pussy n feel the comfort.
In between hairs dipping beneath the fur.
It's the pattern shaved for the sights sex appeal.
Showin off the shape of ya kitties curve.

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four way view

Sitting on a curb right where it curves with a four way view.
Some call it a corner yet I see it as a decision to somewhere new.
Head tilting from the left to the right seeking sights of a sign helping direction.
Back n forth the eyes roll before the consciounce can collect the Intel of suspicion.
X marks the spot from where I rest, t-boning the wonders in my mind.
Thinking what path will lead me to patience as if I was still sitting here with time.
Gathering where it is I need to be on my quest to find my place.
But for now I collect the present, allowing it the moment to take shape.

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qualified gesture

Calculating respect as it equals up to a qualified gesture of completion.
Listening to concern tips the rim emptying the glass to have full to the opinion.
Waiting to be filled with a mix adding flavor to trust gathering an honest face.
Another set of eyes on the backside of the blindside as an offered friendship shapes.
The confirmation exploited stands alone in a test of partnership strengthening.
Never alone in the smoke appears someone like no other worth mentioning.

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who am i

Lines invisible to sight adjusting to the complications of not one but two lazy eyes.
Crossing over a trip sinking into the mirror feeling at one with selfs colliding conclusive mind.
The attachment reconnecting the disconnection of owns ownership of a redirected point of view.
Tracing boundaries for the visual effect unseen n naked to the devastation deciding truths.
The forgotten self has played a fool unrecognizable in a reflection parallel in a Mims mimic.
Findin more out about the one inside the corruption curios enough to pivot.
Lost in pupils that speaks of change taking place in the replacement within.
Confused of how the departure of head over heart overrode the reality that spins.
At the breaking point breaking through the shades of shadows that hides the face.
Emotion is noticed that resembles an individual's individualism at stake.
Re arranging the expression pushing through the evidence evicting the visualizations stare.
Amazed by the recollection committed to the common well being of human instincts glare.
Instantly imagining what has became of the offering different from free will.
Deep in shocks discovery of disbelief a switch flips on automatically still.
Batteries r not included in the involvement developed between the new version versus the vivid concerns of violation.
How longs this show been basking beneath the benefits need of extinction?
Conversation begins to shape the lips taking form foreign to the figment of understanding.
There is no response affiliated to the responsibility exposed to the existing demanding.
Irrefutable fluctuation ongoing further than what can be honsetlg witnessed.
Unmentionable disclosure waiting to be wiped away with a withdrawal stroked by the witless.
The curve of the face frustrates the trust telling truce to regain control.
Concurred by the lack off time ticking trembles seeking treatment with the misplaced words of never being told.

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life is all but fair

If u allow it to break u it will.
Its all in ur head within the skills.
Survive or give in to even harder times.
Collapse or stand with even a stronger mind.
Choices r made daily to live or die.
N it's easy in this world to lose sight.
Fight or give in for what u luv.
Enjoy or feel happiness fade in a touch.
Some don't see decisions slowly emerge.
Makin things in a short time worse.
Always battling with an other for own actions impurely made.
Others has what it takes to put in the work to escape.
Life is all but fair so jus know what it is that makes u.
Don't bend nor lean on a weakness that winds up ur truths.
Many fall n regret losing what they can never regain.
All because some can't deal with the pain.
No matter who it is they have behind them.
They to r human n eventually self they will defend.
Knowing there is nothin they can do for a home at ruins.
N yet most find time to strengthen a bond worth chosin.
Ahead over heart as the mind is indeed intact.
Sortin out n clinging to what it takes to succeed in facts.
Don't fall short of a dream standing before u calling ur name.
For if u lose it nothin will ever be the same......

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a way with time

If I had time in my hands.
I'd spin it backwards to show u a man.
Complete ur luv beyond what you've learned.
Give purpose well earned.
If I had time in my palms.
I go back n comfort u calm.
Become it happiness for u to enjoy.
Long before I became ur toy.
You'd know from an early stage.
Of how my heart beats for u everyday.
If I could take time n start it all over.
From the beginning we' d be forever lovers.
Through the years we' d live with life.
With kids that share our blood n u as my wife.
If I had the change to undo time apart.
I'd give u the key to my devoted heart.
You'd never feel the pain you've felt for so long.
N with me I'd promise you'd never go wrong.
Stoppin now to do it all over again.
Wakin in the past where we lost the sun n the sand.
If I controlled times bend of more fortunate moments.
You would see truth n real emotions as u hold it.
Within me a friend would come quicker than I did.
Helpin u as u do for me learn how to live.
Its a dream of mine to walk with u the whole way.
Lovin u each n everyday so u know I'm fate.
If I had my way with time.
It be me n u as friends claiming mine.
Doin us since adolescents came about.
Feelin breaths released so softly from the mouth.
U n I in ties of marriage bein one.
With smiles awakening the adorned fun.

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saddening affect

At the end of relations.
A bond at damnation.
Losing the fight for life.
It has become that time.
Where loss make its mark.
Pullin people forever apart.
To soon for comforts call.
After luv has been installed.
Watchin an other fade.
Nothin will ever be the same.
Onward on a timelines path.
Leaving a memory in the past.
How to remember a friend?
Once life forgets to happen.
Pieces of self die so quick.
N they've only begun to be missed.
Saddening affect pauses in pain.
Lettin loose the emotions rain.
Nothin can be done to help now.
Only questioning whys n how's.
What can be said living without.
No words will come from the mouth.
Jus sobs expressing outbursts.
Feeling emptiness at its worst.
Pleeds of loneliness forced to remain.
The heart can not take the strain.
Beaten n broken beyond repair.
Irreplaceable its so unfair.
No other can take the place of worth.
N all that is left if self bathing in the hurt.
Thoughts claiming what has stopped.
Yet as of yet the body hasn't been dropped.
Still slipping away to the other side.
Not long now as reality collides.
Time to manage what's shutting down.
Hearin self inside scream so loud.
Holdin in the weakest feeling with strength.
As truth leaks in uncontrolled lengths.
The pleasure of knowing someone escaping.
Quality of time incomplete n n forsaken.

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equalities treatment

Jus a matter of time.
It'll come to unwind.
Makin balance a way.
Comin around the edge of gain.
On point yet to come.
Givin up real luv.
Waitin on touch to feel.
For the pasts flake to peel.
Patience is in need.
Heart plantin a seed.
Calmly comin undone.
Emotions quietly on the run.
One can only dream.
For equalities treatment.
Demand never an option.
Sittin back watchin.
Collectively gatherin thoughts.
Catchin what seems to be caught.
At wills hands doin there part.
Artistically amusin letting down guards.
Comin in sideways jus to be seen.
Slidin into place pausing with a lean.
Here n ready for the takin.
Moments still for the makin.
Partake in the memory.
Free self from the empty.
A friend is silently more.
Wanting to be the same, adored.

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numb founded dip shit

As smart as an ass without a clue imitating intelligence.
Reeking a stinches awful fragrance.
Words talking shit dropping out as if important.
Useless rebirth of dramas calm shortened.
There's a whistle blowing in between the ear holes in the head.
But it wastes intent that has proven what's been said.
Dumb founded dip shit living without a moral bone.
Thinking instead of knowing the reality of grown.
No filter for the filths stank stinking the breath.
Simmering til the tongues burnt when fed.
Brightless bulb dull n dimming damn near out.
N this world has to listen to the ignorance coming outcha mouth.
A loon claiming insanity as fake as the eyes that lie.
Loud n obnoxious character is void to the mind.
Spotlight on center stage starving for attention.
Ruined by feeding into societies reflection.
A mirror image of modern day simple mindedness.
Truly believing it's all about self takes from ya best.

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becoming zombiefied

In the opposite of dialated.
Eye r more than fluctuating.
At stake is truth tellin on the habit.
Run fast ill rabbit.
Lies linger in a lazy stare.
Speakin of how much u actually care.
On it way unable to see ya face.
Sleep tight as u get misplaced.
Reallity will miss ya presence.
Leavin u defenseless.
Droopy lids tattle of ya status.
Mentally gone to la la lands focus.
Drift off into ya world less attractive.
Losin the fight of what's worth imagined.
Slippin behind the shutters of the minds comfort.
In front of an endless dying luv's support.
Alone u fib away forcing space.
Becomin zombiefied with lost days.
In the face of purpose giving up.
Its what u want so much.
Hiding honesty breaking down fate.
An other of life u slowly rape.
Snoozing again somewhere unknown.
Plain as day it high as u roam.......

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a dangle letting lose

Up n down ride on an adrenaline junkie thrill.
Heart racing n slowing outta control then still.
Unstable emotions gettin comfy n on edges plane.
Cliff divin from a dangle letting lose of pain.
Fallin into the open hoping the shoot catches wind.
Alone in the drifts rage speeding up n slowin.
Stuck in mid air clinging to nothin left to hold.
Out for a plunge gravity takes its time to roll.
Creeping is the bottoms last stands impact confronting self.
Cord pulled n outta luck bein hung up life lets go of stealth.
Failures win grins a piece of minds last chance the first time.
Past due to late now meeting the judgement undecided by lies.

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making it

Fighting for a cause when hate may come from it.
With good intention when an other may not get the shit.
Level headed words sometimes are misused by lips.
Trying to get to the point that matters releasing spit.
Frustrating conversations heated with respect bending.
Gathering self before the moment goes to far beyond fleeing.
One of the two never both at the same time keeps a head.
Prepared to resolve a situation prior to climbing in bed.
Friends maintaining balance over the worlds distractive ways.
Holding on with every once of might so neither stray.
Knowing the reason for the harsh tone when all's said n done.
For its truly about two making it as one in the name of love!

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gettin fixed

Lookin up. Eyes play. Catchin the view. Never the same.
Pleasures finest. Mouth workin. Caterin luv. Stare flirting.
Tongue has skills. Wow! Grabbing the head. Wantin it now.
Hormones rise. With every lick. Enjoyin the attention. Gettin fixed.
Physical emotions. Slobber slides. Feelin close. Climax time.
Right there. Don't stop. Omg! R u on bottom or top?

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in we come we go

In we come we go.
Same ol same ol same.
Birth-death game.

Emotions unnerved sixth sense.
Unseen shown bent straight.
Losin expression, twistin face.

Dyin alive, livin dead.
End of beginnings bed covered.
Dirt filled rest, mothered.

Aches worth pain gone.
All rights wrong left.
Life endured brain dead.

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under water aerobics

Head rushin to the soles toes n pleasin the souls control.
Inches spread in form for more than the eyes to cater to the slippery show.
Front roundin the side to the back curvin the body behind around.
Landin on the skins surface ripplin sweat n partin the sea from the clouds.
Swimmin to ur shore where waves splash the oceans moanin impact.
From here to now all over ur presense in the moment of touch makin contact.
Playin like a child seein how deep i can get before i cant breathe.
Head bobbin for air as under water aerobics shows skills more than seen.

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Jus a word. Letters rearranged. Pick one. A to z, explain!

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alone with the walls

Alone in a room with a mind conscious.
Feelin the chest cavin cuz it needs this.
Left to self n ignored for reasons untold.
Truth be known emotions r about to explode.
Sittin unablevto sleep through the night.
N the tv seems to be a lil bit tto damn bright.
Whispers call out for questions unanswered.
Failin again in a situation that shouldbe so pure.
Comfort awaits in the day break soon to rise.
Tryin everything once again not to cry.
Heads on straight not wantin to play this game.
Will life from this point ever be the same?
Costly conversation of hidden intentions speak.
Makin a grown man bow to his skined up knees.
As low as the structure of a home will allow him to go.
Yet the silence within the darkness forces a fold.
Creasin his will with a wrinkle of self behavior.
Reachin for a smoke to ease the nerve on the table.
Stuck in a stare callin out to walls fallin in.
Please stop the madness beneath the skin.
Squeezin the pain behind the eyes shadin from color.
In the mist of vavin in n givin up on the perfect luv' r.

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need droppn an e n rearrangin the end. or is it?

What does it mean to need?
Break down the purpose.
When does an e fall n shit gets rearranged?
Windin up in the end without worth.
Behind the letters peekin at actions.
Very close attention is taken.
U gotta be on point as an individual.
Moments waitin on truths to tell the souls naked.
Bared for the claimin of luv.
Yet when does need become neccesary?
Dedicated to that one tryin to live.
In the middle of an endless fairytale.
Wants r wants but to simply need is rare.
So how does one know for sure that intentions r pure?
Emotions blind the minds capability to judge.
Its the conversation that gives a cure.
Listen if u have a minute to dig in.
Usin the heads understandin of relations made to make it.
An other is not a possession held high.
Beggin on what should be a level playin fields fix.
Eyes to eye no matter what size pride is.
Bendin for the gift given freely to enjoy.
So what does need have to do with the concept of use?
Doin more than fillin an empty feelin void.
Connect with self n fit a puzzle locked together.
Show face imagini someone walkin away.
Feel that shit to its fullest as losin a real friend sinks in.
In that moment need will appear is the flow of stay.
Its not until the experience has happened that u'll ever know.
Climbin outta self at the lat minute to save ur everything.
Open ya eyes to the need u share in words breakin loose.
N findin y will give piece of mind in a lifetime happening.

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that someone is that one person like no other..... a friend

When ur heart is so filled with luv u can not see what is before u.
Thats when that one person comes into play helpin u balance out the hardship of truths.
Speakin in words self can longer find as the eyes r weepin n blinded.
Luvin so deep in a situation that cripples the thought process grindin.
The need of an other that means u no harm is crucial to who it is u r.
Helpin the mind mend a beatin n weakened broken down heart.
In a time when things dont seem to make any sense to everyday reallity.
The only one u can count on is the one showin u ur own individuallity.
Countin on a friend like no other for they understand good intensions.
Wantin nothin in return lookin after ur own instict to know ur wills demensions.
That someone is as close as the beats thumpin from ur tickers quest.
Givin u the time of day as they can only give u their very best.

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ways of ur luv.

Its the ways of ur luv that grips my mind.
Controllin my heart til the end of time.
With every breath met in between a kiss.
I feel emotions linger from ur lips.
Reachin for me as true feelins r alive.
Actin out worths claim matchin mine.
Two of a kind so deep in luvs masterpeice.
Self can not help but to be released.
So close the skin clings to the touch.
Forever as one livin within the rush.

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