Do me a favor if u will.
Bang ur head against the wall til it become clear.
Harder if ya havta.
Front back side to side n then the rear.
Beat it in so u don't forget.
Cuz somethins wrong with ya for sure.
Try not to bite ur tongue.
Its the only way I assure.
U damn re re ur ate up.
Somethin is seriously wrong with ya.
So get to thumpin ur dome.
Use ur fists it be funnier to watch ya.
Let's jus say u left me here with my heart in my hand.
Unable to walk with me as u didn't want me as ur man.
As I was forced to keep my head as lost I I could be.
Watchin u throw me back into the games wings.
Embraced half heartedly as my luv turned n was gone.
Tryin to hold it together id stand strong.
Til the day u realized what it was I am about.
What u wouldn't see is me fallin apart from the inside out.
Rejectin anyone who ever attempted to take ur place.
Livin incomplete as u went along without a trace.
The unseen version of me would miss ur presense.
Livin in a place where luv hasn't a chance for defense.
Shuttin down on everything I've ever beleived in.
Stuck in the middle of luv that gave up on touchin the skin.
The emotion that u stopped carin for would be wasted.
Cuz nothin like u before has ever been tasted.
But we're jus sayin let's say if u were to release urself.
N jus to let u know without u for me there is no help.
Id die inside before my time came to call me away from my dreams.
I jus hope u understand what it is u do to me.
N I'm jus sayin if u were ever to jus depart from a gift of luv.
Id never be the same cuz you've became more than crush.
Frames filled with strangers that once knew luv.
Smilin in a moment captured for a time missed so much.
Faces change n emotions linger away from the good times.
What appeared to be forever is a memory of family ties.
Those who took part has forgotten the feelin of trust.
Hung on the wall is a time when life was all there was.
Younger expression untamed by confusions lies.
It was a sight made for fun n laughter before the decline.
Hearts found the simpler things that were real.
What happened to the connection that replaced the tears.
Happiness ripped from the soul without tryin.
Lookin back into the pictures past im left stuck cryin.
Wantin jus a peice if anything to find the feelin of forever.
It was a breif experience where we all stood together.
Held back for so long so I could evolve.
Becomin who it is I was tryin to become.
Reasons were mine for the understandin.
I spent many of nights out on the run.
Movin around luvs lie I dipped my toes.
Givin faces reasons that were never meant to last.
Seen tears fall as I walked myself away in my time.
I played the game so well as I lusted so fast.
Giggles rippled laughter as a grin appeared.
Falsely livin in an others world of joy.
Easin along n wastin time to know where I belong.
Alone in my own with a major void.
Practicin perfection that I found doesn't exist.
A cameleon blendin in n watchin em fall.
I was all they all ever needed to feel free.
Til I was done n patience grew from the calm.
Turnin a smile sideways as confusion was felt.
Over n over I twisted truths of gettin mine.
Had em livin life to the fullest not knowin.
Around long enogh to escape growin old.
I was leavin before I ever stepped into their rhelm.
In their eyes I was a catch beyond the stars above.
Lil did they know I couldn't be tamed be jus anyone.
I was patiently fiddlin around waitin on my luv.....
Leavin today who's gone tomorrow.
Who's gonna stay through the sorrow.
Last past the pains disturbin face.
Sleepin tight to awaken to the brave.
Puttin in the work to remain here.
Never lookin back into the rear.
Who's gonna flip the script.
Leave with spittin lips.
Steppin out to a better place.
For how long before they escape.
Wantin back in to what was left behind.
Who's gonna be strong enough to mind.
Stick around for the glory of a lifetime.
As the soul stares down the endless fight.
Choosen to stay for me as a neccessity.
Puttin reallity to the test of actuallity.
Whom shall live their life the same as mine.
As one out for a stroll in our time.
With arms embracin a suttle hearts dream.
Helplessly who's face is it I see.
In a moment never to be forgotten.
In the memory slowy carelessly rottin.
Never gone as tomorrow wil come.
Who I ask is the one.
Toes wiggle with boredom fadin in life gettin away.
Off beat jus a movin for somethin to do before tamed.
Keepin the blood flowin into what could've been done.
From the feet they attempt a gettin it while they can on the run.
Bobbin restlessly needin life to walk til exhaustion aches.
Kickin up dust in a game of steppin lively before strength fades.
Good times comin as they go.
Harder times gainin strength slow.
Lessons learned give wisdom.
Earned moments of freedom.
Laughs chuckle a time remembered.
Frawns in between jan to december.
Years roll with the what matters.
Changin coarse if emeotions r battered.
Its the way it goes.
Jus goin along with the flow.......
Faces appear n try to stay.
In the end its nothin but pain.
Same is different livin here.
Findin life over somewhere.
Skies up n fallin overhead.
Gripped pillows in bed.
Understandin the technicalities.
Confusin frustrated lies.
Its the way it goes.
Jus goin along with the flow.......
Skilled somewhat in a different manor crossin my own mind. Loosein the grip of society squeezin yelps from the corner of my eyes. Releasin pleasure hidden by so many as I rip mine off on this crazy world playin so many games. Level headed n maintainin balance of realism configured in thought of the gain. Talent of breakin free became somethin of the past as I grew within selfs individual now worth while. Feelin even more frisky as somethin from nothin came from a man leavin behind himself as a child. Bein held down by faces lookin past my own intensions I flew into the unknown.now standin as I was meant unlike what this shpere that turns I'm grown. Redusin an others ways I play to the tunes that vibe a big bang that can not be heard. Fallin out openly in times window to put my mark with a stain in words. Seein a man becomin whole as days spin outta control in a mirror n age takes its toll. With the ability to stand flush against the wind n know its purpose as the body one day will grow cold.
Fallin outta time.
Slippin further from memory.
A face is remembered.
Yet the shades of the eyes r forgotten.
Knowin what is.
Will never stay the same.
Changin before the clicks that spin.
Losin ground left behind.
Far away from what was.
A figure slowly fades.
Poof gone one day.
Leavin the dreams alone.
Closin the minds window.
Shuttin down longs await.
Steppin outta life.
Changin the walk of others breifly.
Til normal kicks back in.
N a figment is what one becomes.
Missed here n there.
One day put back before existance.
Tears flow only for a fraction of a moment.
Someday no on will ever know.
When in our time we were here.
Makin a difference to someone.........
If I seem to be a lil straight to the point.
N our time together to u is a bit void.
Somehow I'm a lil to firm n ur feelins get hurt.
From words shared needin to speak a blurt.
As if I tryin to get my point across.
Upon ur ears uncomfortably tossed.
Know its nothin against u my luv.
Its jus the way I'm tryin to last beyond touch.
Its jus no one seems to wanna listen.
N as my best friend I'm whistlin.
Maybe I don't either though the way I here it.
Possibly ramble off at the gums with the sos.
U see I'm jus tryin to make it with ya.
Only with u is where I wanna.
All out in the open n on the table.
In our own catagory under our own label.
So at any time if u feel like u don't matter.
If I call it as I see it in honest chatter.
Think if u will who is it id do anything for.
Givin self as a whole for jus a lil more.
N for whom would Id give my own life.
Claimed before god as my wife.
Freinds before luv'rs one.
Never forget the passion expressed as never done.
Before relations that claim the souls callin.
If I'm someone else bring me back before stallin.
N by chance I get a lil beside myself.
In a way I as me push a lil to hard for help.
I can guarantee ur always on my mind.
In every thought of attemptin to fly.
Ur felt in the depth where u can not see.
So if u ever get lost jus remember not everyone gets to live their dream.
Tightened game no longer played.
A man emerged from the flames.
Reborn n walkin with a purpose.
Got a life now more than worth it.
Stepped up n made a difference.
Found the gift with deliverence.
Opened the mind to the space between.
Rattled thoughts n came out free.
A road made for very few.
Awakened I found a simple clue.
Straightened the spines crooked lean.
Upright strength flows in the stream.
Confidence gained trust from within.
Now on my way to feel I live.
Black cadillacs stretched I'm along for the ride.
All in a row bendin turns tail lights to head lights.
Darkened tint hides the expression from the inside.
Follow the leader to a restin place made for goodbyes.
Linin up behind the hurst bumper to bumper one at a time.
Wheels spin as tires feel their way to the end of wheepin sighs.
When u hit a wall in the middle of the runnin of givin ur very best.
N u fall on ur azz n its not the first time the pain landed in ur chest.
Do u get back up n chase a dream that seems to wanna be left alone from time to time.
While sittin upon ur bum thinkin about the open feild that's become a maze without a guide.
Does the legs get after the meanin jus as quick as it once did or begin to slow.
Find the way unseen followin luvs trial n error long enough to withstand another blow.
Loose lips slip a slide of tongue slappin laps lickin a smack along side a red trim lined finger imprinted face laced with a taste of blood drippin a drop draggin a smire that appears before a tear struck as emotion r tucked n fucked with a question askin a blastin action, y?
Mashin buttons as fast as fingerprints rubbed raw.
Tryin to keep up with thoughts climb the heads walls.
Bouncin from letter to letter to punctuations unheard.
Seems the point of realism is frustratin within words.
Poked with a speed ramblin gettin away so outta control.
Jottin down emotions can't keep up with communications roll.
Givin it all one can to put into form of lifes merciful ways.
Feelin in the tips press against the truths willingness to say........
Care if u will.
Get ur fill.
Come in for use.
Stick like glue.
Show some interest.
Give ur finest.
Bare selfs soul.
Live luvs roll.
Climb on up.
Feel ur touch.
Try a lil tenderness.
Smile with happiness.
Get ur own.
Never be alone.
Free the mind.
Claim ur mine.
Jus don't turn on me.
Cuz on the line is dreams.......
Spoilin a woman is a mans way of luv.
Yet it doesn't stop there when push comes to shove.
Knowin in his eyes emotions for here woll never lie.
He goes beyond boundaries jus nneded to be near her side.
So for a woman to notice his unconditional passion.
She to will return without pause with precise actions.
Givin herself not to be taken care of but to be cared for.
As two in the middle of desires need has one in the same core.
Candy of the eye.
So sweet the sight.
Sugar coated gloss.
The tongue tastes toss.
Starin with a sweet tooth.
As buds r built for use.
Mmm the flavor bursts.
Causin hyperactivities thirst.
To lick the sticky yum yum.
Meltin in my mouths fun.
My favorite one of a kind.
Chewy n sweet as I dine.
Waterin the pleasure leakin.
Mandy u have me geekin.
Peices given in trust of bein put together.
Through time placed in slots outlastin forever.
One at a time mixed snug with an others.
Makin a whole if one takes a moment to bother.
Some damaged before set down jus right.
Never to resemble the same of sight.
Disfigured in ways the jigsaw will remain in need.
No matter, the picture displayed is incomplete.
One at a time tryin to salvage the visual connection.
Well before left to stand to long with misplaced sections.
Irreplacable locked keys pressed into perfections masterpeice.
If it can withstand the patience used to connect a scene.
Scared of luv walkin down the front door.
Maybe me on the other side without my own core.
Left sittin in the madness lost in her eyes.
As I'm rejectin emotions that fear another life.
Somewhere in a changed atmosphere shuttin down.
Without the truest one I've given my cloud.
I trimble from the futures untold side of home.
Will the lock keep me from dreamin til I'm old.
My bones shake a silent chatter that aches.
The clock awaits for memories to be saved.
Thinkin im lookin through the windows of my life.
What is possible to be once mine as my wife.
Its not my choice to remain for I am here for a reason.
I'm jus patient to see what is to come season to season.....
N I'm losin my mind before my own knowin.
Yet its actions of the face repeatin the showin.
Cuttin like air whippin through the skin.
Am I here for as long as she remembers the meanin of her grin?
As comfortable as I'm allowed to be in my time.
By here side before I'm shoveled to the side.
Burried in the past where I came from so long ago.
Where I stand sometimes I jus do not know.
Its hard to decipher the intel in the hearts confusion.
Am I the one or a simple conclusion.
Its almost as if what I'm doin makes no difference.
Am I a fantasy to good to be true or lack of patience.
I'm petrified of startin over for another end.
No one will ever replace the shape of her faces bend.
As I am I am what I am tryin to be a man.
N I'm fallin short of truths unguided plan.
Rare mindsets climbin the unclaimed space of the matters at hand.
Advanced thought proccesses hangin sticky notes of warnin signs.
Level headed scripts read of wisdom lived through the minds land.
Different reasons of ways pushin forward for the length of time.
Reachin for answers untold n yet to be found unable to find their way.
Power of will teaches lessons learned n clinched by acceptin life.
Changin the coarse redirectin the flow of strong mindedness of characters stay.
Puttin peices together in actions played out with logic that never hides.
Call out n listen to the echoes.
Empty n hallow fadin slow.
Gettin away from the moment.
Speak again n begin to hold it.
Ripplin against space so far.
Hear the sound from where it starts.
How long will it last in time?
Along the walls that bounce n hide.
Sit breifly n set patience on the edge.
Then allow thy tongue words to lend.
Can u hear a response that screams ur name?
Respondin to ur hearts played out game.
Lettin loose the gift of givin.
Whispers right back atcha n livin.
Rattlin the ear drums in a their cave.
Catchin the vibrations movin like waves.
In the line of fire.
Sittin in a burnin desire.
Head on a swivlin tilt.
Stabbed emotions r felt.
Walkin on a wibblin rope.
Tight n givin balance a task.
Wonderin how to cope.
Times fallin behind fast.
Changin faces hurt by words.
Longin for the comfort of ease.
Up high flies two birds.
In the way of need.
Steppin on boundaries.
Heads bunt n a burst.
Expressions made for diaries.
Outspoken n wrote of worths.
Before the eyes that stare.
Understandin slips from hands.
No one seems to care.
In the heat of battles stand.
Less than perfect is confusion.
Can't reach an open mind.
Actions r slowly abusin.
Pain settles a nerves decline.
Over n over the clash seperates.
Hearts meant for a lifetimes smile.
Losin out on memories fate.
Fallin off a thin squggly line.
In the shade of shadows is the darker side of secrets.
Within the depths of darkness lays the still of limits.
Settled in on the opposite side of light showin all.
Movin with figures to escape within shapes even so small.
Clingin to life n hiddin from makes it existance known.
It the other side no one seems to mention as it roams.
Collidin with the shades that fall to to grounds keep.
Along walls takin form of a silhouette some times seen.
Its there in the silence that lingers behind every object.
Playin with the greys n blacks that only night rejects.
Fightin for every crack givin life to swing its stay.
A game hide n seek only rests with the sleepin rays.
Oozin from the brain slides movement of the mind over stuffed with goo slung at the backside of the souls windows. Makin sight unbarable to see through is the slime coverin the visability to adjust to the mental image percieved by shadows.
Dark n blurred silhouettes stuck in the liquified grime appear more like sludge wearin down the thinkin motor within.
Goop drips from the cracks depths like lava explodin as clearity is hard to witness the puss blindsidin the conscious rim.
Leakin over the edge of simplicity slick n thick enough to gob n stick to the surface of even dreams reallity creepin.
A mud like foam texture flows with a trail slitherin a shiny coat of residew showin the yuckie mush escapin.
Here a bit n over there.
Emotions back n forth on a swing.
So close yet far n oh so near.
Inside they grab at a cling.
Upside on the fallin of down.
Unstable posture grunts.
Confusin the balance sounds.
Selfs on a seekin lost hunt.
Recycled by wisdom of truths.
Feelins out n runnin about.
Realizin reflections use.
Worths thumps a riddlin pound.
On the inner walls of silent frustrations.
Crawlin upon a changed face.
Showin untamed expressions.
Words go to utter waste.
Rivits backstroke a swim within.
Tides swallowin the neede calm.
Rearrangin a uneven grin.
Gripped tight squeezin palms.
Claimin a days trial n error.
Held with an eqaul embrace.
Untold secrtes of lashin horror.
Hidden away from a single trace.
For the better of worse.
Collectin a mound of thoughts.
Its a dried out crackin lips thirst.
A war for answers at all costs.
Battlin rights n unguided wrongs.
Levelin green playin feilds.
Times r takin so very long.
For one intension to simply feel.
Settlin in the corners of the mind.
The unknown is truly uncertain.
Walkin on a stumblin squigly line.
Behind the drapped curtains.
Pain n love n in between.
Only attemptin to maintain.
Clashes the smoothness attached to ease.
In n out of solid lanes.
Driven to the cliff of half crazy.
Into oncomin emergin traffic.
Heads up in a cloud hazy.
Bitter logic is foolishly tragic.
Eyes roll in complete dispair.
Findin unwanted uncalled for reasons.
The hearts to hurt to care.
On the other side of better seasons.
Along the walls chilled n heated of the inner.
Fluxuates the the twist n pull of gain.
There wasn't meant to be a winner.
Under the drippin of pourin rain.
Inside watchin the snow stack as high as the windows can see.
Fallin sideways in the blowin chill landin outside coverin trees.
Comin down rapidly its white glow brightens lifes dingy image.
Scattered flakes stick to the surface hiddin the dull blimage.
From above cold whips of burr r fridget feilds settlin down.
On the face of subzero depths r dumped to the ground.
Jump through a loop. A hoop. A ring.
Into another demension waitin like a dream.
Fall in to a whole. Through u go. To the other side.
Enter the portal of questions layin about in the mind.
In a small sphere. Donut like gear. Worn.
Once in all that differs is the gain of a roses thorn.
Dive in n dip ur luv. Swim in its touch. Rounded completion.
N dont forget to live like eyes starin r a reflection.
Stickin through til the end of age.
Much longer jus aint in my cards.
Winds of change blows life away.
One time to get it right only goes so far.
Chargin time as air flows for now.
At rest in my final showin of face.
Comin sooner is the depth of ground.
As i stomp as hard as i can to geta taste.
Off jus a lil i set free thoughts that amaze.
Outta reach circlin reallities played out phrase.
Broke down, the breakin has become comfy.
Twitchin humor bends in a laughs tasty nummy.
Gone never to return is a vacancies rib bustin.
Goochie goochie goo my bones giggle a rubbin.
Differently tweaked winnin games in my head.
Round n round goes imaginary victories bred.
Addin to the chaos no one seems to understand.
Cuz i jus dont give a damn for i know what i am.
Comin together.
In reach of dreams.
Livin life grand design.
Forward i lean.
Times of hardship leavin.
Fallin away.
The struugles beleivin.
Almost here today.
Damn near upon the shoulders.
Weights lifted soon.
The past seems colder.
Now comes the bloom.
Jus a lil while longer.
Keepin on track.
The roads made will stronger.
Bout time we're back.
The ease is at hand.
Liftin spirits n moral.
We withstood the stand.
Minds unwindin the whirl.
Hearts relaxin jus enough.
Its here in the face.
Changin strength of worth.
Lookin back on the trace.
Surrounded as if the walls r closin in.
Swallowed up like a tied outta control.
Nerves r beginnin to shakes with a trimble.
Causin panic as outbursts has had its toll.
Cavin in, peices of life soar from above.
Destroyin what once was in the beginnin.
Changin the meanin of the comforts numb.
Fallin apart is compliactions winnin.
Clouds darken as the eyes r black as night.
Floodin a swim as the chin tries to surface above the tears.
Normal blowin in the wind as debris removes a place to hide.
A man is left beaten by the battle showin his fears.........
Time to show a face that remains as real as it gets.
Forcin will to become more as if life keeps on gettin on.
Findin reasons in between seasons of the defeated.
Movement claimed by miscalculations of a world torn.
Now seein the lessons learned before they come into play.
Beginnin to rebuild from ground zero as a whole.
Leveled waste splintered like bones frayed.
Busted n bruised like a collapsed structure sold.
Followin the storm laughin histarically alone.
Healin as quick as the wind that blew in from out the skies.
In the middle of the rubbish lookin somethin like home.
Back to the beginnin of scetchin the lines.
Its ur life not standin before ur eyes.
Its ur surroundings being able to see through ur disquise.
Its ur ability not livin up to ur standards that await.
Its ur comfort uneasy with the choices of escape.
Its ur time put in unseen by selfish individuals.
Its ur acceptance of pain displayed, two pistol dual.
Its ur emotion unused affraid to lose all ever youve known.
Its ur emptiness defeatin the sound of the heart bein thrown.
Its ur givin in that keeps self from findin worth.
Its ur retracked thoughts unspoken that causes hurt.
Its ur needs n wants slippery wet in the midnight hrs.
Its ur weaknesses that leave u vunerable as a coward.
Its ur moments shoved aside for happiness to live.
Its ur fault when yrs go by n theres nothin left to give.
Its ur own not reachin limits of ur dreams fadin.
Its ur realization of enough has come to call of contiplatin.
Its ur smile that wonders of change that is needed.
Its ur gut that speeks as those around r weeded..............
Ur it! I tagged u. Come get me.
See if u can catch a dream.
Keep up with my moves.
Theres no way u can lose.
time outs r not allowed.
If u touch me i will bow.
Find ur inner child n let loose.
Play with me in use.
I wont try n get away.
Jus run long enough to make ur day.
More than before.
On the inside of the door.
Emotions pour.
Plucked like chords.
Musically born.
Attitide no longer pore.
Nor is the head sore.
Inward im lored.
Heart never to hit the floor.
Feelin the score.
The opposite of a bore.
Openly on tour.
Down to selfs core.
In the middle of a roar.
Waves splash on luv's shore.
At one with the award.
Of givin me im so sure....
Feelin myself through nerves unclaimed by death.
I sit within watchin my brain control lifes test.
Movement controlled by thoughts with a switch.
Switchin from still to active before my eyes width.
Perifural noticin touch felt puttin 2 n 2 together.
Feelin the ability of my own existance thats never forever.
I peek out as my mind takes in my surroundings.
Makin the scene somethin more than outstanding.
Still as breathes easin to be felt so smoothly unique.
It seems i wait for the end of this lifetimes run, complete.
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Riiged n ready.
Over n steady.
Time is at hand.
Earned $ as a man.
Down we go.
Racked rope.
Sliddin smooth.
Feelin the groove.
Clear as day.
Windows slain.
Further repelled.
Kickin so well.
Danglin in mid air.
Eyes stare.
Spidey senses.
Now watch this.
Weee this is fun.
Chizzies lunge.
Privacy invaded.
Sacret spaces.
Filtered rumage.
Emotions damaged.
Gone through.
Without use.
Glass house.
Selfish browse.
Findin depths.
Placin bets.
Tweakin irritation.
Victimized intensions.
Diggin for gold.
Hidden sold.
Selfs about.
Word of mouth.
Scrappin tongues.
Rippin fun.
Misplaced trust.
Fussin a cuss.
Open season.
Absent reasons.
Betrayals finest.
Coward n spinless.
Takin secrets.
Left speechless.
Numb. Nerves r overcome. Patience damn near won. Emotions on the run. Tryin to find the fun. Sittin still n stunned. All thats left is a grunt. A half a blunt. Feelin done. Weighed by tones. Left as one. Me myself n a gun. Aimed at the next lunge. Protectin self from..................... another stunt. Redrum.
I have a heart with ur luv's imprint on it.
Its been felt the way that i feel ur grip.
Ur fingers formed a rivit like pattern that will never fade.
As ur palm pressed an emotion into its stay.
Reshaped to confirm were always together.
Molded by ur precious touch im changed forever.
Shivers still from logs roastin.
In from the cold almost unfrozen.
Nubs unthawed with feelin.
The chill sheds as if im peelin.
Meltin the burr in which ive walked.
Its been so long since ive talked.
Hearin a conversation in front of a fire.
Poppin crackles never gettin tired.
Home warmin welcomed in.
Liftin my bitter sweet grin.
Comforted before the heats sizzle.
As truths pours out like a drizzle.
In a place i'll always remember.
The only in which i will ever surrender.
Bones regainin strength from the ache.
To move as they were meant as they were made.
Flames displayin the reality sinkin in.
As sweat spills from pores n i raise my chin.
Starin thankfully for what it is i found.
N echos shush in my head easin the sounds.
Givin silence a chance to be alive.
In front of a fire outside my mind.
N there it is.
I can see u.
For who u actually r.
Ive seen what u luv n what u abuse.
The ways u have.
N what u prove.
Opens my eyes through actions.
Im witness first hand to ur truth.
Do u think i dont.
Im watchin for use.
N what i know.
I look at factual clues.
Noticin the good n the bad.
Watchin u do u.
Like a glass house.
With wide open rooms.
Tryin to shut the blinds.
So eyes cant cut the fuse.
Like the road behind the rearview starin as it unwinds n releases me from my pasts curved lines in which ive teetered on for so long. Chasin me knowin my every move its as if i can not get far enough away from the pavement on my path that no matter how fast i leave alone my wrong. The mirrors wont let go of were ive been as i wind away to my destinations awaited hault to relaize what it is i have actually done with the time ive run from as the petal sinks into down to the floor board. I can see the road slip into the distance behind me yet it clings to the bumper that cant shake its clutch as im outta gears n fumes r tellin me im almost on e n i need more. But there is no time as i speed into the future pushin the wind aside breakin silence in such a rush. Onward sputterin cuttin through thin air as time is at hand for the unwanted catchin up.
Promises of words.
Givin word in faith.
With faith in hope.
Hopin in its truth.
As true as reality.
For bein real earns freinds.
Freinds that r honest.
Honestly in actions spoken.
Speakin equal respect.
Respectin a promise.
I can see night comin on the tip of the horizon.
Claimin movement slow enough to sit still.
Climbin the skies n over open space.
As the breeze follows the sizzle with a chill.
Stars replace clouds as colors softly flow.
Connectin the differences pulled together.
Shades from black to blue in between n all through.
N the darkness reminds me of laced leather.
I can see the day fallin so gently to sleep.
Overcome by the presense of silences tone.
As the heat resides into the ease.
Shadowin the skin as it slides alone.
Givin chance of change that spins this world.
To rest paradise from its sights.
Seen in another way that appears so different.
Only to regain its time in the mornins light.
On a serious note, i need some help!
Seems i found me strappin up my belt.
N in my mind im as crazy as a fuckin loon.
Much different i am lost in realizations truths.
Free as the wind with feet steppin with purpose.
Damn, i beleive im more than worthless.
Maybe seekin professional help i can laugh.
A lil harder than crackin a broken ribs blast.
Normal is out the window at this point with the pot.
N now that im on a roll i dont think i'll stop.
The me i am is shattered into a million peices within.
Affectin my frawn confliction with a grin.
I gotta twitch as i walk as fun here belongs.
Enjoyin life others look at me as if somethin is wrong.
Im jus lettin loose for im free from societies lead.
So as goofy as i am, i ask whats so wrong with me?
Perfect i am not.
Yet me being me i will never stop.
Living i am alive.
Never filled with to much pride.
Becoming i shall see.
How long it takes to be the final me.
I am only human.
As my feet benath me keeps on movin.
In my place in my time.
At ease with the answers that i find.
Well rounded here i am.
I am on my way doing what i can.
Only one amunst so many.
Fitting my shoes good and plenty.
Weak? Me? I am not.
Somewhere inside i have a sweet spot.
I am who i am as i try.
As n0rmal as the simplist peice of mind.
Unlike this world so unique.
Living life at my own precious speed.
Stubburn i do admit.
Yet in this day and age ones heart can be ripped.
Respectfully i give worth.
For words are never a blurt.
Restless in the souls creation.
I do not do well with intimadation.
N this is only a glimps me.
Think what u want from u i am free.
They say ur suppose to give one peice at a time.
I never gave to much until u crossed my mind.
Lil fragments placed carefully together through the yrs.
As my soul walked alone dealin with the loenly tears.
Its said ur suppose to ease ur way into luv's life.
But i couldnt help myself when i had to make u my wife.
I bottled emotions n truth into a pakage that waited.
N findin u released everything ive ever debated.
Words speak that it will never happen over night.
But their is one thats made for everyone in plane sight.
U my luv i layed down my all to show u who i am.
N before u ive become ur husband becomin a man.
How many ways can it be said.
In different ways being read.
For whom is it that feels the phrase.
Interprited in their own lil way.
What direction fills a void.
In between girls n boys.
What words last as long as speach.
Puttin luv in sands placed beneath feet of a beach.
How many ways can it be expressed honesty.
N match the prior intensity.
What can be said that completes emotions.
Consumin rare unformed devotion.
How does the tongue release the message.
In content with confirmin luv's edge.
How can one get to the point.
As letters rearranged r deployed.
Whats the proper way to speak no more.
Findin the exact way to the centered core.
When does one know feelins r met.
Layin syllables down to a poems rest.
Why is there a never endin play off affection.
Unreached in the alphabets perfection.
How can one drift along curves that form.
N find it hard to let loose of the connection unborn.
Who has the answer to what builds inside.
Tryin to put it together for the understandin jus right.
Tip toein on luv from an unseen angle.
Slippin into possition wanttin to be tangled.
On the oppsite side of silkish cheeks turned.
Where the eyes cant see the easin yearn.
Quietly, here i come right up on u.
Watchin u do what it is u do so smooth.
Findin a crease of my own to lay my head.
Inside ur heart snuggled i'll find my bed.
Standin behind u i smell ur scent.
As emotions cling more than lent.
The closer i get the less breath i have.
For this man knows, what he has.
With a sinlge carress with placement of hands.
Wrappin arms gentle enough to make a stand.
My luv has come for u so feel me leak.
With kisses crawlin that softly speak.
Slippin warm exhales sinkin to ur core.
Ilu1! U own my worth til the end where there is no more.
Be as real as truth can reach for how it feel.
Earnin in an other ur own special kinda need.
Havin use in luv's realization of untamed truce.
N see how far honsety from within can take u.
Unwind ur pulse in unclaimed willin cost.
Let a peice of self let loose ever so soft.
Sit back n breathe in an undying treat.
With someone that knocks u off ur feet.
Match a fallin heart to be caught like art.
As crazy as each colorful flow connects marks.
Swiveled n splashed in drops that streaks its slot.
Equalizin a life that will never stop.
Two times a tongue whistlin tasty luv'n fun.
Twiddlin teeth talkin a tale on the run.
Tappin twisted tangled words tucked like candy in the gums.
Triple t's touched by tamperin word like bullets out the mouths gun.
Lost in the curves that color ur eyes.
A maize like pettern with a peek inside.
Roundin the pupil that stares back.
Vibrant tones perfectly intact.
Shades changin with moods swing.
Gettin lost i must be in a dream.
More suttle than twilights swivel.
Showin my faces unseen dimples.
Locked in luv's outspoken starbursts.
As still as stuck gets in a sample of worth.
The mirror like wetness reflects my smile.
Resemblin the one i see before me like a child.
Alive as the souls as wide as open can get.
Within the connection noticed when retnas r met.
Here. Thats where i need u.
Theres a part of me wantin to be used.
Ur that peice connectin a cuddle.
More of u is needed than a little.
Today meaning right about now.
U should know its ur voices sound.
Ur touches felt easin lifes roam.
Luv through actions shown.
Hear me say i crave to be with u.
Growin as old as grays balding truce.
U in my arms matters to me.
The gain settles the nerve endings.
I simply am drawn in ur direction.
Witness to ur unmentioned perfections.
Together riddles lips of passions taste.
Feel me as i am never to go. To waste.
Blink n its that quick.
Words that slobber when spit.
It doesnt take long.
For everything to go wrong.
Here today gone tomorrow.
Feelin whats left as sorrow.
In a moment anything can change.
Somehow become rearranged.
Never the same to be.
Captured in yesterdays dreams.
Held in as memories fade.
Tryin to stay sane.
Nothin lasts forever.
Never again together.
Wacthin from another world.
Fingers set on twirl.
Its at an instance.
Haulted instincts.
What was once differs.
Removin days so chipper.
Eyes lost in colors.
As a different body hovers.
Fingers snippin a snap.
Wakin up is a situations wrap.
Done n misdirectin self.
Til the end needin help.
Somethin so real.
Molded into steel.
Paths forked n parted.
Sayin goodbyes broken hearted.
Covered. Sheilded from pains undying indulgence.
Safe n surrounded by crisp edges of luv's tolerance.
Definned by eternal bliss within touchin the ends.
Circling back rounding the completions questions that mend.
Remembering a time walked alone in the distance.
Loneliness drained life from the realization of balance.
Teetering a line high above self peeking down defiance.
Knowing in my life now there has come a perfect alliance.
Freind of mine. This is not a dream thats met ur aquantance.
Proof stands before eyes adjusting to truths acceptance.
In ways luv itself smiles as a witness to our own relavence.
Live! Push emotions to feel the equal re alignment.
I had a dream last night.
We awoken before the fight.
In arms we layed til sleep came.
Awakening in the mid 90s rain.
I was me in present state of mind.
18 yrs old knowing who i had to find.
Then u were there with eyes for me.
As if we seen the futures dreams.
I asked is it u as i emotions built.
Replying yes i felt my heart melt.
Nov. 28th is all i said waiting.
2010 was the answer forever mating.
It was us in a time to start over.
This time together remaining lovers.
18 yrs was given back to right our lives.
Beneath heavens response to why.
Jus u n i still in high school.
With the knowledge of luvs truth.
It was somethin ive never felt.
We knew from that moment we'd have help.
Within each other we caved.
N the future was yet to be made.
Plans n dreams of a family all ours.
Sharing what we could never have in nows tomorrow.
In our youth we had our life ahead of us.
To all come true in the face of luv.
Sittin in a puddle in my mind.
Surrounded by mud around the sides.
The feelin of rain chills my soil.
Moistened n drownin like a swan in oil.
In the middle of a lake over flowin.
I swim in my hearts endless growin.
Fillin faster than legs kickin so hard.
Leakin into rivers where the veins r.
Bobbin i gasp for airs bubblin pop.
Afloat at the chin at the waters top.
Waves from feet stompin swallowin thee.
Strugglin for dry land at the edge i see.
Dead man float driftin with the current.
A peice of debris in a flood with pain that hurts.
When i say my life is urs.
I mean my will isnt jus on tour.
For my luv surrounds our chance.
Kept safe in the hearts dance.
Stepping on ur path as mine has footprints.
As rivits ripple quakes from ur eyes ever since.
Weaving in n out mainly together.
Strengthening in a bond forever.
When i say with all my heart n soul.
Realize my story before u unfolds.
As laughter chuckles with goofiness.
Filling time opned to happiness.
Im beside the luv ive always wanted.
My one u r truly somethin.
Matchin emotions released to touch.
As pure a air inhaled for life to luv.
