Redirect myself

Needin a topic. I'm lost in the same words.
Trippin on the tongue. Sliddin on its curve.
Tasting the same . Over and over and over.
Rottin the buds frequently. Rejectin flavor.
Tappin out. I sound the same.
Playin with letters. Losin the game.
I need direction. Smooth and direct.
Straight to the point. Loose and perfect.
I'm at a loss. Brain can't think.
Abcdefg. What comes next before the zzzzz?
Sleepy verbal communication out played.
Wish I could wake up tomorrow with something new to say.

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U got me?

Whos got me?
A question of wonder.
No matter what.
Breaking silence in thunder.
No game filled lies.
Never to shy.
Show ur face.
Invade my space.
Who's got me?
With honesty.
Needing ur fix.
I ponder who's it.
Wanting all I am.
Giving cuz u can.
100 doing ur thing.
Rings that bling.
I see u luv.
In the winds gust.
Blowin words in breaths.
Getting my best.
Do u got me?
Or lost in a dream.
Give bits as they run
Leaving wanted undone.
Putting me to use.
U know that truth.
U got me?
Doing u freely.
I got u.
Through and through.
Who's got me?
Unselfishly seen.
Fulfilling my life.
On or off lights.
Letting me know.
For its being shown.
U feel me?
Who's got me?
Is it u?
Words spoken true.
Is my wants ur own?
As ur r mine full grown.
Unseperable and willing.
Doing all the above filling.
I know who's got u.
And what they intend too proove.
Its me and I can not lose.
I give for I am.
Cuz I can.
Question stands waiting.
Patiently saying.
Do u got me?
Making sure I don't need.

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Holding back the woo's

I feel as if I am being put to use.
That is a good thing until words are meant to boost.
Losing meaning in the truth.
For intensions spoken are way too loose.
Telling on self with twisted clues.
I'm backing down before I lose.
From a love who's emotion are true.
Yet it is false leadings that makes me think I am who?
I can not be that man of her dreams that said I do.
For the cofusing mind is not understanding the proof.
Unseen and unfelt breaking down the hearts boom.
I am for I luv without holding back the woo's.

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Keeping it on the hush

Words of my likes are no where near neccessary.
Irrelivant even to a lonely obituary.
It is as if invisible lines have been drawn.
Am I stepping over boundaries that don't belong?
Getting only eighty percent of the ticking that is left.
As I give my undenyable whole hearted best.
Coming up in between actions as just an other average stiff.
Willingness is not even on the to do list.
To give is to receive as a bond untold.
Seems what I want is always put on hold.
I need not to believe in a mouth that is false.
Repeating what I want to hear is a flaw.
Loves design is not completely understood.
Untouched cravings set aside that I wsih she would.
I'm creating a sheild as I fight for my likes.
Even married to my breath taking wife.
I no longer want what makes me, me.
Held out on to long of what is suppose to complete.
Resistance of selfishness shows a face.
And I'm beginning to believe I don't have what it takes.
To have the desireable passion that takes no interest.
Is it possible I'm not worth the touch more than a kiss?
My own desires are a unmentional problem as of this far.
Yet I'll do anything as I have from the start.
It is not two ways on the street that is lived.
Maybe it is me I do not get.
Putting someone else first before thy self.
I only want an other to honestly help.
Make me that one they would do for like no other.
Sometimes I wonder why I should bother.
With the things that make me tick.
Feels like I need to get a fucking grip.
I am wrong for asking as if I am begging.
I think I am going to be forever waiting.
That is not the way two as one was meant to be.
Half stepping reallities ever wanted dream.
I have patience for my only to realize what it takes.
Possibly accepting love as an undenyable fate.
Does she know what she has before her eyes?
I do not front refusing her fix as I worry about mine.
I just want for someone to do for me.
What is it I have to do to get off my knees?
I feen for it so bad it tully hurts.
To know an other does more tha flirt.
I've been in the possition and been left alone.
Coming up short is not imagined in the dome.
All that is wanted is a love that is rare.
Yet it seems for my enjoying she does not care.
I found that unique individual that means that much.
Guess I'm not as important as I keep it on the hush.

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Duece

Ways of the duece.
Face to face.
One as whole.
Keepin the pace.
Defining unconditional.
Hearts flow.
Knowing the stand.
Willing to show.
Defending meaning.
Solid purpose seen.
Playful intensions calming.
In ways of need.
Wanting the comfort.
Easing with love.
Emotion lives.
Never feeling stuck.
Games a past tense.
Dealing the received.
Taking a couple.
Accepting a please.

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Playing together

Cheeks to thighs.
Clinching my face.
Going off signs.
Enjoying the taste.
Moans to ear.
Taking up space.
Making it clear.
Your not going to waste.
Lapping with a slurp.
Picking up pace.
Tongue is a flirt.
Hide and seek on base.
Planted in pleasure.
Trimmed in lace.
Playing together.
In your cave.

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In the middle of between

In the middle of between.
Tucked into the seems.
Looking at the opposites.
Idling to the differences.
Within the comforts.
Watching basics roar.
Individuallity speaks.
Observing how two paths meet.
Relaxing in mutual grounds.
Realizing the common bound.
Loves noticed in the actions.
Reaching over me is passion.
Air tight breaths are taken.
Emotions are not immitating.
Attraction is at wills hands.
Nutural zone has been invaded.
Colliding touch is traded.
As one with own edges.
Shaping in time for the ages.
Ticking hearts beat a dream.
Naturally settling in the middle of between.

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I AM BUTCHIE

Thing is, I'm in luv.
Madly in luv.
With the only woman I'd eva.
Eva give me the way I do.
I'm so fuckin whooped.
Not in a bad way.
Nor controlling.
Yet its a connection I've longed for.
Begged myself to find.
I am head ova heals.
Passionately involved.
Opened to the luv.
Its that simple.
I'm 100% dedicated.
No matter what emotion I diddle.
I am without a doubt, free.
With my best friend beside of me.
I'm so happy I could cry.
My luv is MANDY!.
N I haven't a clue y I deserve her.
I'm jus me.
Luvin her is natural.
Instict if u will.
I can not help myself.
I am so in luv with her its unreal.
I jus wanna see her smile.
Pause for her in the middle of the day.
Jus to show her someone cares.
True to the point.
With ova flowin expressions.
Making waves that splash in the heart.
She's my one.
The only one that will ever get me.
No bullshit.
Id die for this woman.
Give my own breath to give her a fraction of a second.
Jus so she could live.
I am willing.
I care.
I am the definition of reallities meaning.
Living the dream not everyone gets.
I am fortunate to have someone like her.
Yet there's not a soul like her.
One of a kind.
N she's all mine.
I refuse to give her back.
She owns me cuz I am hers.
MANDY!.
Deep within me I am so rightfully urs.
Made to luv only u.
Cross my heart, I will always luv u.
U see I want to be the difference.
Cuz I am able to be a man.
For u.
For us.
My life is ours to outlast life.
Becomming more than a feeling.
U rock me.
Do things I've neva felt.
U make me complete.
Ilu1!
Seems I'm running around the point here.
I jus wanna be a friend.
For there's no chance without it.
I like u.
N that gives me a chance to luv u.
With honest to god truth.
U r part of me.
Helping me realize I am real.
I can't thank u enough for stopping to take interest.
My only wish is to know u.
Be a part of whteva ot is u allow.
They say being impaired brings out the truths.
N I am.
Buzzed as u sleep.
Craving u.
Feeling u breath as the day breaks.
My luv.
To touch u in a way no one can is an honor.
A privalage.
N I thank god u r willing to give me what I give.
Please know.
I am unconditional.
A friend.
For life I am urs.
I am honored to have u as my wife.
U r my dream.
One that's lived within me for damn near all my life.
N I'm crazy about u.
I know ur beautiful.
But that's noe the reason I married u.
U see I can not help myself.
I've neva met anyome that does what u do to me.
U bring me out.
Because of u I am me again.
I am BUTCHIE.
Thank u 1!
For I ubderstand u.
I feel u.
For I know u.
We r the same.
Jus different sexes woth an ova powering attraction.
I will alays be true.
Patient without a flaw.
U r me as I am u.
Foreva baby.
U r it.
Tag me back.
Since we were kids.
Plaese understand u do it for me.
U r what a woman is in my eyes.
In mt heart.
Uve been inside of me far to long not to give u all I have.
My best.
Undenyable self that shows it.
Actions 1.
If time hasn't told u that by now.
Idk what to say.
I fuckin luv u!
AILOWY!
I JUS WANNA SEE U SMILE FOR U DESREVE IT.
Cuz u r human as I am.
I am here by ur side n its ur call.
N I'm worth every second of the way.
Trust that.
Know that........
Its me.
BUTCHIE.
N all I want is my chance with MANDY!
As one.
Halfs complete.
I need u!
I want u!
I allen ray moragn.
Luv u!
AMANDA JO MORGAN!
N THERE'S NOTHIN LEFT TO SAY.....
CAN U SEE ME?

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Unseen as human

A man shouldn't be born with emotion.
Unable to deal with the misunderstood confusion.
He's the last one that gets his feelings noticed.
Always strong to give every inch of self for the better.
And everyone wonders why we don't want to feel.
Always strong to give every inch of self just hoping.
As a man not a big tough profile that's fake.
Yet unseen as human beyond the exterior of the shell, he waits.
Unable to ask, for its suppose to be without question.
Over thinking the walk in his mind as he finds direction.
We who accept our roll go without, being last.
Down to last dime broken from a bill called hard earned cash.
Knowing one day true acceptance is honest fate.
Yet the journey there shouldn't be a great debate.

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Curling inside

Hurting silently.
I speak no sound.
Curling inside of me.
Catching up to now.
Pain aches my nervous system.
Bruising confidence.
Stunting a stem.
Twisted in defiance.
Breaking down to behave.
Strenght is not seen.
No longer brave.
Turning mean.

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Lost my own

Tested and beginning to fail.
Rated on a 1 to 10 scale.
I forgot how to be me.
Yet I'm living the dream.
Bending for loves existance.
Laying down defences.
Putting an other before self.
But I'm needing some emotional help.
And I'm not being heard.
It feels like my head is beginnig to turn.
Switches throwing flags right and left.
Nothings about me even at my best.
A two way street has become singled out.
Seems its me sitting in a drought.
Me doesn't exist anymore.
I've lost my own indiviual core.
Pared up for one sided relations.
Some things are hidden with irritation.
I'm falling backwards slower than the eye can see.
Motionless trying not to blow off steam.
Yet no one stands for me and my purpose.
I'm beggining to feel worthless.
Having less meaning as days tick by.
And I haven't a clue of why.
I've noticed actions speak loud.
As words fall out of an over flowing the mouth.
Me is abscent and distant within.
Fighting a demon that won't allow me to grin.
Post dating emotions hoping to find self tomorrow.
But what are the odds of filling the hollow?

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Clouded mind

The numb fighting off smoking images forming behind the eyes. Bluring vision that stings a wink clouding the minds understanding of why. Shades pulled closed with a twist shut so sights are blinded in a sense of confusion. Making shapes that shift as wind blows in between the ears causing illusions. False state of mind resisting the possibilities of truth rejecting the movement. So close to the edge walking backwards and about to lose it. Tricks play along the inner walls of the minds curtain. Hardly making out what's so clear as most certain.

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Keep to ur word n what u say u will do for u urself expects others to do the same when they say the same to u!

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Wtfever

My erge to right anymore is fading.
Seems I speak from within yet I'm immitating.
Past experiences retold to the ear.
That's what I've been told oh so clear.
Yet every letter chosen means more than they've ever.
I can't believe I'm portrayed as clever.
Words expressed so true with meaning and purpose.
Left unread and if had feeling they'd be hurting.
I've opened up to hear sounds that confuse my mind.
I've never lied in one single line.
Yes I started writting along time ago.
But now I write with real emotion within every flow.
Cut down and falling from my hobby for its irrelivant.
Never taking notice in honest time spent.
I'm thinking about quiting this dead end.
No one seems to care how the heart bends.
Verbally discomforting to say the least.
But how am I to feed a hungry beast?
Giving all I can to ubnderstand my own point.
Somehow truth jotted down is found a void.
Not interesting enough to peek a look.
Guess I know where I stand in my unwritten book.
Spread upon pages with so much passion.
And there isn't a single curiousity attaching.
I just want to lay my finger to rest.
Even after giving my very own best.
I can't out do the hurt of being brushed aside.
I wish this resistance would tkae the explosiveness in my mind.
Far away and never return.
For the one thing I enjoy has been burned.
Taking from me the will to scribble another sentence.
Shutting down all inner sequences.
Seems my thing isn't good enough to see its meaning.
Maybe one day I'll wake up no longer dreaming.
That someone actually cares that someone is letting them know.
They mean the world to them and just wants it to show.
But its all good if that's how its seen.
Even if ever curve of the alphabet clings...... wtfever...

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Let me in

I wanna move inside.
Become your cryptonite.
Float within so smoothly.
Filling a void more than soothing.
Deep under the touch.
Soaking with a careful rub.
Sliding firmly as you peek.
Sweeping off your tender feet.
Beneath the presense you hide.
Climbing I wanna reach your mind.
Up further than no one has gone.
Meaning rights and wrong.
Under the secrets held in a hand.
Feel me i am your man.
Reaching a poke worth a reply.
Shot like an arrow in a perfect sights.
Dead aim as I sink with a grin.
Fingers on your skin growing thin.
Melting together in a moments notice.
Finding the hidden in the middle of a kiss.
Open your gate and let me in.
I can make your head do more than spin.
Shaking off the confusions point.
Tapping at the meaning in your joints.
Crawling along your inner needs.
Carressing as gentle as I can be.
Blowing out thoughts of being alone.
Let me in as interests in action are shown.
Caring about what gets you going.
Doing what it is we are doing.
Holding you tightly in your zone.
Just to hear your unwinding tone.
Letting out a blurt speaking omg.
Let me in as your head will nod.

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Password

What's the password?
That one that touches a nerve.
Letting you in.
Flowing from limb to limb.
Give me your best guess.
Put your curiousity to the test.
See if you know what it takes.
To get inside my gates.
Communicate with direction.
Enter with acception.
Say what you think it might be.
And play within my dreams.
What is it that crosses your mind?
Speak and know if we can spend some time.
Closing the door behind yourself.
Take a chance to give me some help.
Off the tip of your tongue.
Before it goes numb.
Give syllables aligned just right.
I promise I won't bight.

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One day

If I were dyin.
Would u wanna know?
Could I have mercy?
On ur on goin soul.
Would it kill u everyday?
Standin by luv easin into a fade.
Watchin one an other cry.
Would u be by side?
What if I were?
Could u speak without a slur.
Kiss my tears?
Chasin away our fears.
If forever was at this moment.
Fase to face as emotions r spent.
Could u feel the lose.
Before the dirt was tossed.
Could u bare the pain?
Forced to let go of luvs gain.
Would u stand strong?
After I'm gone.
If dyin alive was our reallity.
Would u hold onto stability?
Where would u wind up?
If I rested beneath ur luv.
Could u see me in memory?
Or am I temporary?
Would ur heart heal?
Walkin without its beats feel.
If I were abscent tomorrow.
Could u reach for my sorrow?
Unable to tell u ilu.
To hold only u.
Would u cave emotionally?
Honestly.
If I were to drift asleep.
Would it be me u need?
Am I the cause of ur lonelyness.
If I were never to wake to ur happiness.
Imaginin me through memories.
Would pain flow as it streams?
Feelin so utterly empty.
Cut short of luvs fill of plenty.
Would u move on as I lay?
If I were to slip away.
Where would I fit into ur life?
After bein cut watchin my ly.
I beg for ur forgiveness.
If I were to enjoy ur bliss.
If time were to give out on me.
I appologise now to u my dream.
I please know I didn't wanna go.
I hadn't a choice to go so low.
By ur side is where I belong.
My heart beats our song.
But if I weren't to be found in the mornin one day.
Know I miss u and I'm affraid.
Could u be as close as we r now?
If I lived in the clouds.
Leavin u here to live without luv.
Would u forgive me as ur heart goes numb?
Livin our life as urs.
Lonely in ur core.
Could u keep me alive?
As my wife?

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Small lil particles floatin to be felt.
Touchin n healin the pasts outter shell.
Comfortin fragments of luv fillin softly.
Pieces of you settlin in ever so honestly.
Deep microsopic emotions rushin throughout.
Deliverin happiness on its own lil route.

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Moanin mornin before the lights come up.
Dreamin drifter layin aloud

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Restin will

Settled nerves easin downward towards pillows soft.
Breaking day fallin into dark sights seizin pause.
Calmed thoughts uprooted layed about to sleep.
Slippin dreams claimin realities overflowin stream.
Leakin drips drainin urges past pain diggin in.
Turnin lights clickin off ignorin lifes sample within.
Coverin covers sheildin bones from the breezes chill.
Warmin soul gainin releif comforted by relaxations reel.
Motion playin pictures movin a drift silent to this world.
Lost hours taken control stealin early mornins as minds a twirl.
Lastin illusions needin escapin from civilized ways made.
Deep dark hidin behind lids shapin peace formin trade.
Collapsin frustration suffacatin time undone between lights.
Restin will reborn uncertain givin meaninful purpose of life.

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Must be seen

Must see me. Without vision. Untouched to the naked eye. Like glass as if crystal. When sight is abscent. Seen. Hardly vague. Having no shape. As motions rest. Noticing presence. Blind to movement. Knowing in whom. On the inside. Sinking in. Lids closed. Hiding the retnas. Of colors getting lost. Staring with sense. Understanding the appreciation. Feeling the concept. In the hearts light. Finding truth. Invisibly real. As self. Standing in the way. Pupils relaxing. Recognizing beyond form. Accepting nonfiction. At one with beleif. Unimagined proof. Interacting with satisfaction. Impossible as it seems. Unmistakably partaking in life. Opening the mind. Tapping into feelings. Living within the meaning of being perceived. Undescribably enjoyable. Perceptable. Aware of the conscious realization. Paying attention to the signs observed without a glimpse. Revealing an observation with heed. Must be seen.

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MANDY & BUTCHIE (diddling)

Everytime I look into ur eyes I fall deeper n deeper in luv.
Face to face locked in a stare that does more than a touch.
Yet when u touch me my body tingles n I get butterflies.
As nerves cling to the contact that fits the thought of luv in my mind.
U make me feel how a man should make a woman feel.
Opened to the unconditional presense that is forever real.
I luv the way u look at me as if there's no one else around.
N I melt the way u release three lil words so true from ur mouth.
U make me feel like a lil girl in luv with her first crush.
Sharing the taste of a kiss that speaks of so much trust.
Like the very first that took away my breath for the first time in my life.
Bringing out the best as we wed husband n wife.

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In at self.....

Holdin in irritations n not speakin a sound.
Conversation doesn't take place from ur mouth.
Boilin emotions causin misguided intension.
Everytime words flow confusion is mentioned.
Waitin on time to linger on thoughts.
Instead of talkin n keepin feelins soft.
Tension swings in the balance ever so often.
Yet a friend like no other is paused n haultin.
Hopin actions r tellin on self worth.
As visions of truth r unfocused n blurred.
Deep inside as if u wait to see.
Sits u alone pickin at a dream.
Peicin together the value of what u gather.
When letters r irrelivant to what matters.
To hear the situation as it unfolds in its time.
Would be nice, not somewhere down the line.
Honesty is key to the clues evaluated.
But now is the moment for images not to be insinuated.
Goin in at self makin sense of surpressed nonsense.
When there shouldn't be a single line of defense.

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Takin flight

Breakin loose with passion.
Out the gate n runnin.
Overflowin feelins.
Blowin in the breeze hummin.
Takin flight on luvs journey.
Shapin clouds n rearrangin their form.
Glidin with the wind.
As close to possible with the norm.
Loop d loops n free.
Higher than the imagination can fly.
Talkin to an angel.
In the middle of the sky.

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Stealing luvs intensions

If the heart doesn't have room for luvs dish.
It is a wasteland of mixed emotional rubbish.
If the compacity of possibilieties that can roam isn't enough.
Life itself will seem so pointless at the end of lust.
Completion is a seek that hides momentary to be found.
Yet if one doesn't accept the patience the heart won't pound.
Beating with purpose with the truth of an others need.
So if willingness isn't given, the heart is filled with greed.
Stealing luvs intensions away from pure honesty.
Hidding in content of false, selfish, abandoned loyalty.

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The gathering of what make me tick. n its u!

I've neva been with anyone I wouldn't mind walking away from at some point. It crossed my mind from time to time. Or all the time for I knew my intensions. But u, ur somethin else luv. Even in my dreams I fight for ur hand. Strange. I've neva been this way before. Their isn't a soul walkin earth I could'nt ignore. Eccept urs. I crave u luv. Somethin I've neva done. Needin u is a neccessity for my happiness. Its unexplainable to so the least. One, I feel for u in my heart that has awakened my manhood that has been half steppin with intention in my cores everything. You've found it be bein u. And that's some crazy shit. I could step away from anyone until I ran back into u. I don't have it in me. I can not willingly make my feet move unless they follow u. Please understand my emotions that agree with my minds thought of knowing u r my one n only. Ur what I've missed for so long. Damn near my whole life. So to have u willingly. I will do anything to help u smile. For it's what makes my day when we wake in the mornin n the curve of ur face lights up when u see me through those eyes that cave into my presence as mine does to u. Luv, this is my heart gatherin everything from my head to toe. Trying to let u know what it is that makes my good tick as its released with ur name. Ilu1! N I will remain, AILOWY! (Always in love, only with you) foreva!

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I need u here

I didn't know I was gonna change.
I need you here to see me.
Becoming a man one day on my death bed.
With emotions that aren't free.
But no, ur soul is running.
N I'm here passin time.
On my way home as u wait.
Jus like the end of this rhyme.
Pausing time to remember ur face.
Breifly together u were there.
Never to return in person.
I really need u here.
To witness what I've become.
Blinded to closed eyes.
Wonder if I wasn't the same.
Would u notice the me I am?
Seems we're both beneath the rain.
That's as close as it gets.
Cutting deeper as days fade.
And the ache is void.
Forgettin the shape of ur face.
I am no longer the same.
Grown and wanting to be seen.
I know u had to go.
But it doesn't change my dream.

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U got me

Spinnin like a ying n yang.
Twisted, boom like bang.
I'm cavin in on a spiral ova ur luv.
U fit me n I wanna touch.
Out of control I'm on a mission.
For ur all I've been wishin.
Closer than breaths I wanna feel ya.
Flush as sweat collides wit u ma.
My service is all but polite.
Down for whatevas on ya mind.
Soul mates wrapped in tanlged arms.
Lady I mean u no harm.
Teasin the hunger inside.
Pleasin a climax so hard to find.
Lemme do ya what ya neva felt.
Gauranteed ta make ya drip n melt.
I wanna appreciate ur presence.
Lay down ya wall of defense.
Round n round I go dreamin.
Driftin on thougths screamin.
Callin out ya name ova n ova.
I jus wanna show ya.
What the man in me is about.
Creep down eva so further south.
Ease back for me one.
Don't stop me til I'm done.
Happiness is jus moments away.
N I'm here at ur beckin to stay.
U got me sprung, I'm so far gone.
N I can last all night long.
U won't havta do a damn thing.
But let me hear ur heart sing.
Can ya feel the hormones feenin.
I'm jus one man beggin n pleadin.
Diggin deep into ya souls flirtation.
Baby I don't know if I can be patient.
U do it for me like I've neva had done.
By ur side I know I've won.
Relax n set ya self free.
Be wit the moment outside ya dreams.
I'm here tellin u.
A silhouette speaks true.
It jus needs a face like mine.
For ya to notice as ya ride.
I'm ya special secret til further notice.
N I'm doin it on purpose.
Throwin intensions in ya ear.
Woman u haven't a damn thing to fear.
Its jus me n u alone.
Actin unselfish n full grown.
Bumpin bellies moanin til mornin.
Tell me which way ur goin.
Cuz that's the way I'm headed.
Passionately followin for u to be bedded.
Let's jus get lost n see where it goes.
Talkin bout how bright the moon glows.
Do our thing n grab ahold.
Can ya be so bold?
Control ur time n enjoy ya life.
I'm trippin on the word wife.
I'm strecthin the expression for ya.
To become betta than ya eva.
Tko lights out u got me.
Blown out the box I can't breath.
I'm one man feelin heavens blessin.
N ur the one I wanna be messin..................

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In ya time

Get it out.
So ya feet move.
Say it loud.
Living a groove.
Stand for self.
Release the pain.
Tharaputical help.
Laugh at the rain.
Know you.
Give ya mind.
Speak the truth.
In ya time.......

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Where is home?

A year ago I was pure.
Yet I've been stepped on like manure.
12 months in the past.
And I've changed as I've been bashed.
Gave my all with devotion.
Backfired with verbal expolsions.
Aimed to hurt truth.
Selfish games have no use.
Watching words shot from lips.
Those in which I kiss.
Taste changing face.
Heart losing pace.
How much more can I take?
For my own sake.
Actions speak louder than being heard.
Eyes zoomed quickly in from a blur.
Forgotten and ignored.
Heart bouncing in rythm on the floor.
Slice by slice inches shaved.
Emploding as the chest caves.
Once I was pure.
But time I have endured.
Crashing in a burn.
When will I learn?
Unwanted is how I feel.
Tongue shedding a peel.
Dragging out the point.
Squeezing a void.
Upon a time ago I was everything.
Believed every syllable sang.
Left searching self for respect.
Nerves shaking and tense.
Where is home?
The mind roams..........

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Often

Elapsing emotion appologising for feelings redirected.
Closing in on chasing down a dream that is protected.
Collapsing, a care stares at walls blurred and frightened.
Images change every so often as moods tense before enlightened.
Remorse, regret all fade in times way of crossing paths.
True intensions losing ground in partaking pains wrath.
Twisted touches redirecting resistance ever so often.
Walking journeys colliding and forsaking hearts that soften.
Fear controlled by lonely bottles in hand that can not change.
Beginning endings re-admit smiles to realities rage.
Five to ten becomming else as self is not the same.
Sitting in middle of avoiding games unseen til it rains.
A to b zzz's come quickly as collisions sneak as minds sleep.
Sorrow slips in casting prayors in between the days as the leak.
Sinking aikes whisper forgotten loves passion under breaths.
A cycle rounding circles as the equalibrium dizzies like death.
Failing and forgiving forever fingering fiction pretending.
Breaking free, balancing hate pulling after pouring out til the end.
In the endless lose gripping an enevidable stoppage in trust.
Taking licks picking battles til from the shoulder brushed.

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On the inside

In my mind where thoughts play out realities conflictions.
I crave help through the confusion blocking the answers of vision.
Climbing the walls I cling to the truth of facts coming out.
Deep in my imagination I creep to find the words hidden from thy mouth.
Fallin inward behind the eyes that peek on patterns that speak.
Here within the cage I drift to seek a way escape my leash.
Chained to my dungeons darkness I search for purpose.
trying to avoid all the pain that appears to be lerking under the surface.

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The satisfaction of purposes use

I wanna see me through the irresistable stare in your eyes.
As you speak when I'm not around and so far outta sight.
I wish I could crawl up into a curl inside your caring chest.
Feeling my forever presense at its very own loving best.
I'd like just once to know how I am truly received.
Without a doubt believing in the undenyable relief.
I crave the oppertunity that lives so comfortably within.
Deep in your heart where for so long I've been.
To hear you as tongues are all but unreconizably slurred.
Watching actions when my face is unseen and turned.
To peek under the mask that reveals the unconditional truths.
Ooh the satisfaction of giving purpose so much more use.

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AMANDA JO MORGAN, (in my eyes design)

Look close into the colors of my eyes. Take notice in the pettern of ur heart shaped face bursting into stardust that sprinkles AMANDA in their design. Pay attention to the flow as JO is completed with MORGAN in every twist connecting us deeper than the capabilities of the mind. Evening the balance on both sides of the retnas as a stare will tell u I am madly in luv with u in every curve of the lines. Shaping letters in the glass round windows sight that can only speak without sounds instant gratifying find. Peek inside the glossy happiness that shows joy in my face n tell me am I your kind.

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Where's

Where's my world calmin the tension.
Split like ends in fists that clinch em.
Where's the ease behind the storm that neva ends.
Pourin like tears that drown out all that pretends.
Where's the sense of homes comfort relaxin.
Pluckin feathers as if a chicken needs a catchin.
Where's simplicity layin in eyes that r blind.
Seein only the dark as if nights r lost without light.
Where's time taken seconds only once seen.
Clickin away at life like the cycle is a dream.

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Gentle giant

It is a mindset n a heart that determines a man.
His head set on his part not forgettin the stand.
In the way of harm before it reaches his luv.
Maintainin charm for his purpose to be touched.
Genlte as a giant can be as he is a teddybear inside.
With an alliance on this lifes joyous ride.
Faithfully real n devoted to the honesty shared.
Measured by his will that shows how much he cares.
Giving self in every way possible as unconditional.
Earning emotional wealth that is irreplaceable.
His patience is the key to happinesses way.
As words mentions deep feelings of love everyday.

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No place to go

Wish I had somewhere to go.
Maybe hang out as time ticked slow.
Where I could step outside.
Ignore problems for once and hide.
A friend of families back porch.
It be nice to roast some smores.
Only if I had somewhere to go.
Like everyone else not just a phone.
Feels I have not a place to be.
None worth a moment I see.
And I am resisting all contact.
A home away froms homes impact.
Yet there's nowhere to go.
And I am just sitting here counting crows.
It is sad how my trust is over powering.
I think it is time for a showering.
For I am here as those close to me drifted.
Because the point they missed it.
With a lack of tolerance for b.s.
Here I am still as letters on a list.
Paused in time wanting to get out.
Like the words coming from my mouth.

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Would you?

Let's hold the moment find answers to the facts.
Questions with words spoken through a stare that lasts.
Take my good away from intensions and ask self of my importance.
Would you still love me if I were jus like the rest of the ignorance?
Let the tongue taste the release of the truth within.
Bringing forth all the unknown hidden behind grins.
What if I were just as simple as this world that surrounds us?
Would you still love me if my eyes shaped lust.
Wait on the reply as we attempt to figure a few things out.
Allow time to consumed crucial responses of the mouth.
If I were to love you a little less after this.
Would you still love me or rid me as shit.
Will yourself to be known where it is I stand.
And what importance I would be if I were a man.
But what if I left tomorrow sometime before daybreak.
Would you love me or even miss me for your own hearts sake?
Gimme jus a second of space in your ear to fill.
With a conversation meant to understand where I fit in.
For as the ticks click around I'm running out of time for where I've been.
So suppose I did love you yet needed the same kind of pleasure in return.
Would you love me if I were less of me ir let me burn.
Give it a minute or two to catch your attention.
I am a man willing to go the distance and did I forget to mention.
This is real talk searching for the honestly in between breaths.
So if I were abscent in your life would it make a difference?
Would you love me if I hadn't a chance for true deliverence?

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Sighing away from my own reaction

Falling inward on selfs imprisonment.
Never good enough for the energy spent.
Tight roping a wire thinner than air.
Driven by the lining of the hearts care.
Hiding pleasure from pains control.
Creeping a stroll that's on a roll.
Sliding deep beneath the skins attachment.
Sighing away from my own reaction.
Hands clinched as fist break thy will free.
And I'm losing the day slipping into a dream.

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Gripping reality from a dream (its deep)

Its deep. I'm fluxuating inside. Changing like a cloud. Shapes forming unreconized. Tripping in silence. Breaking down. The movement is critical. Mute to speech. Shifting mind. Direction uncertain. Images confusing thoughts. Open curtains. Side shows off the main stage. Making more sense. Acting out screams. No line of defense. Gripping reality from a dream. Smokes squeezed unheld. Flowing through the fingers. I am not well. Unstable illusions. Roaming freely. Lost in sleep. Blowing off steam. Particles of truth feed the point. Running out of room. My cage is my punishment. Chained to my doom. Uncontrolled emotions play. Passing times chance. Nightmares defeating intensions. Losing my stance. Its deep. Pausing nights are dark. Having their way. Waking not knowing my part.

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Years past whom you was

You ever lost yourself?
Woke up and realized you don't know self.
Misplaced in times treat.
In between the cracks in the street.
Like waking from a dream.
On someone elses screams.
So far from what was normal.
In a moment of termoil.
Searching for the one that is lost.
In a state of empty loss.
Years past whom you was.
As someone now you must.
Reinvent that person without a fuss.
Living a life that's doesn't seem right.
Waking in the morning missing the night.
Kind of wishing to have another chance.
For you know who you'd like to dance.
Knowing they'd make the world of difference.
With a lifetime of deliverence........

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Leave the past

I am not one bit listening.
Don't wanna here for my ears are blistering.
Our life is ours here and now.
Leave the past of an other with abscent of sound.
Live with me n me alone please.
Not thoughts of someone that is only in your dreams.
I know you've been elsewhere misplaced.
But do me a favor and let it die where it ended in space.
Its falling on def ears muting vibrations.
All it tells me is our love is an immitation.
Its a matter of disreapect to here it.
Over and over until the irritation sounds like shit.
Who matters in the time you spend?
And why is it I feel what we're doing I have to defend.

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Why is it i love you so slow?

Why is it you can make me cry in a single stare?
Why is it you make my heart want to care?
Why is it when I'm next to you I feel so bare?
Why is it when I think of you I understand what is rare?
Why is it I wonder you complete me so?
Why is it I wonder I love you slow?
Why is it the love we share is real?
Why is it the connection is emotions feel?
Why is it us having a chance of a lifetime?
Why is it us claiming one an other as mine?
Why is it time has realized to bend for happiness?
Why is it time is living in our kiss.
Why is it I want to love you so slow,
Why is it I ask when I already know?

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When the head lays still

Tears fall downwards as they slide.
You should check the crease in between the comfort and the eye.
For there is a drip freed from a happy mind.
Knowing you my love are by my side.
Is when the head lays still in the quiet night.
Thinking about you lingers through out my mind.
Forming a puddle that gives purpose to the emotions I can not hide.
It is in the dark when this man begins to cry.
Where time waits for my soul to ease a sigh.
With a single drop moistened by your loves high.
My feelings for you escape and never shy.
Deep in the heart where you live I've been touched by mine.
It is you ONE that has this man in his prime.

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Trying to get lost behind missing

There u are.
At a distance at a far.
Playing in the breeze.
Floating on dreams.
Naked to the imagination.
Free from exadurations.
Carelessly swaying to music notes.
Cheering a happy toast.
In my mind skipping about.
Feet hovering above the ground.
Perfectly content beyond drifting.
Trying to get lost behind missing.
Relaxed with moments to tempt a smile.
You're breath taking n as innoscent as a child.

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Freinds forever

Mind set.
Imagination met.
Dreams lived.
Thoughts give.
Meaning alive.
Claiming mine.
Reallity surfacing.
Comfort nurturing.
Daydreams ease.
Emotions seized.
Knowing love.
Open trust.
Membranes rapid.
Waves estatic.
Memories made.
Here today.
Actions speak.
Words leak.
Pleasurable touch.
Willingly much.
Passion filled.
Breathlessly still.
Reactions tell.
Sounding bells.
Relation enjoyed.
Sexual toy.
Completion finally.
Loving madly.
Deeply envolved.
Truly revolved.
Hearts content.
Hands lent.
Freinds forever.
Always together.

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Eyes of satisfaction

Noticing the hairs on the skin that appear invisible to the naked sight. Slidding softly without touch along the sleek surface of beauty of your life. Watching in a way the pupils bounce to every heartbeat pulsating in the neck. Attemting to carress the smoothness of creases that take shape of your faces best. Stuck in a stare making love to the balance of interaction and hovering without landing a graze. Sinking in to your texture with an easing sense of joy I get lost laying vision upon your amazment. From head to toe I take part in covering your body with eyes of satisfaction. Releasing an expression of my loves never ending passion.

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