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Thursday, September 7, 2023

i do not believe...

i do not believe you can hear me. truth is i don't believe i can luv any other. i fell for myself. and ever since everyone else has become nothing more than luv'rs. it's a cold world. and i don't have it in me to repeating the same ol dream. so friends is all i have to offer. you shouldn't get to close to me. i'm not broken. nor do i wanna entertain your lost emotions. it's simple, there's a comfort in being left alone. i do not believe we're the answer to each others thoughts. i can't even wrap my mind around the fairytale. so why insist on me being what you want me to be? i'm not a female, i'm a male. there's no reason for me to be extra sensitive. i'm genetic make up hasn't been designed in such a way. don't girly-fy me. don't attempt to exploit me for your own chuckles stretched across your face. i ain't into making others happy unless i too can smile. and no, i don't wanna get naked. i'm in luv with the silence of my life. it's peaceful in the way life doesn't havta fake it. i'm me without the alterations that plague the heart. i'm so far beyond the games of passion that does not think. just give me space and watch who it is i am. i do not wish to pretend to fit into your world. and this is where i make my stand. if it isn't mental i ain't trying to get involved. and even if it is i ain't looking for anyone. i've been there and i've done the deed. i do not believe i'm your problem to solve. this is me. all that i am. nothing more the one i have become. don't hold my hand...