so long on the line signed...

in my hideaway hidden from the limelight stretching the mind rolling beyond walls that cave in from the structure of a home lost in time. letting go has been a task of the strangest part of becoming strangest once again walking in a different life simultaneously walking without u by the side of a man willing to do what it takes to see u smile no a matter the fight. as steps accepted the space in between us long before my thoughts could gather a reason to release the unfortunate one as in me to wash hands stained of our so called luv. damn near gone im wandering with the promises made that appear to be the lies spoken from the opposing end of ur lips that shattered who it is i was next to the best thing ive ever felt as an emotional touch. here in the real world looking back noticing everything around me i realize what i had held once upon a time ago as a lesson learned so harsh it redirected the mindset of trusts interchangeable ways of lust gone bad. the understanding i am beneath is an overwhelming loss of someone i thought id enjoy for all never to become dead laying in the leaves of fall as still as the wind blowing on by. in the moments of my blinded eyes youve awoken the dream of my very own happiness of the me that was set aside for u saying bye bye. free as the day is to come i stood in ur presence to find free is not to be captured n imprisoned behind enemy lines hungry for what matters to most. so heres to u giving me a window of opportunity to realize the man in the mirror never left me the way u swore never to do n leave me alone without a friend like no other i toast. its back to the me i have forgotten before u waiting on the one to emerge from the blindside of not looking anymore. thanks for the way u tore me a new way of feeling the principals of the finer things that truly mean more than what u coulda possibly given with ur thorns. jus another rose losing its petals plucked from the garden jus outback pf where i thought i belonged as claimed by the one that could settle the questions answered in the simplest thing ive ever know as u. yet here i am tapping at the end of a story once envied by those onlookers that were as happy for us as we were in the joyous perfection of what made u n i proof. so long on the line signed is the inevitable that must be faced as i will always hold the only place within me worth the thought of the only thing left no one can ever tare from me. jus take note of the pattern ive developed to turn around the way ive done for only u standing alone in a world as i simply wanted to live with u as my forever engraved in rings. if the big d is what u want ur loose to live the life u thought u couldnt have with me doing every imaginable thing. jus dont go coming back as years lose the chance to stand with the confirmation of sharing what cannot be gotten back bcuz u think im jus not the one to fulfill the way u swing. maybe if u woulda read the words i never spoke to u u woulda realized the words that i did were the truth clinging to what u meant to a man putting himself down at the tips of ur toes to warm themselves. its a bitter cold world without u but the freezing rain doesnt matter as much if u aint in my life telling me my wife is neva gonna go n put me on a shelf. with the others that came before me looking on as a memory in the distance of an others arms falling away. these are the last of my dying words placed here to stay!