1) From oldest to the youngest, it starts with u Xavier.
Now grown this world has been placed on ur shoulders n I will get heavier.
Ur my road dawg for life as u now havta figure out ur path.
Jus remember everything I taught n told u n life won't be that bad.
Go at it n get urs man for ur the only one that'll look after u.
Jus know dad will always be there n ilu.
2) Next up Is mike n it's almost ur time to find ur place in time.
Keep ur head n use ur ability to talk to take u for a ride.
U have good qualities within yourself that u need to find.
Cuz when u do you'll truly be one of a kind.
U have an ability that can not be taught if used properly.
Never forget ilu n don't ever lose ur individuality.
3) Alexandra, my baby girl almost to that sweet 16 mark.
Ur the first of 2 girls I have to release into this word n that's hard.
You've always been the lil girl a dad could ask for.
Don't let anyone influence ur relationship with anyone as this world turns.
Be u n take ur time to see a situation for what it truly is n find use.
Most of all its gonna be hard in a couple of yrs so know dad luvs u.
4) Mr. Joey. U got a while to figure things out n Imma be there for u.
By ur side to show u what a man is capable of til the end as a friend i'll be true.
Ur a lil here n there n uncertain what it is right n wrong is.
But know I'm not goin anywhere, so that broken feeling u have will be fixed.
Ur a hand full for sure but r one of the most goofy fun kids I've ever been around.
So know ilu as I stand by ur side to keep ur feet on the ground.
5) Down to Avery doin his thing as I'm proud of u man.
Ur goin to be a good man n behind u I will always stand.
Ur the lil me that can not n will not stop til u find a way.
N I admire the quality of life that consumes ur endless crave.
Do ur thing n show this world u have a purpose in ur walk.
Ilu punk, I don't havta tell u to get back up if u ever fall.
6) On to Jared who's smarter than he needs to be.
Ur gonna do things my friend n live ur dreams.
U got what everyone wants n that is the drive to get theirs.
Keep ur corky sense of humor n know who u r cuz ur rare.
Can't wait to see what u become as a man before my eyes.
Ilu j-rod, ur a unique individual so never forget to use ur mind.
7) Lil miss violet, my princess that has stolen my heart.
My second daughter that is growing into the part.
U amaze me sometimes cuz u seem so much older.
To hear u speak one on one ur very well worth the ear above the shoulder.
I'll do all I can to show u how a man's suppose to be in front of a woman.
Know ilu n ur smile i'll always be holding.
8) This brings me to u Jacob. Ur so strong minded.
Jus need someone to help u along the way so within u, u can find it.
The answers to the questions in ur head that r as simple as who u wanna be.
Ur stuck on bein a cop, never give up on ur dream.
I know ur young n u got time to figure it out.
Jus know ilu n whatever u wanna be Imma be proud.
9) Last but not least is my bubba! Joshua u r that one I could never have with ur mom.
So you'll havta forgive me if my luv for u will never stop.
I've been there since u were 6 months old.
N for u I've done what a dad is suppose to do so on u I'm sold.
Imma make sure u turn out to be all u can be.
Ilu stink butt, ur my youngest of so many.
Saturday, July 13, 2013
all 9!
separated souls
Space in between hearts needing to be close.
Forced time of waiting is at an all time low.
Patience is makin two as one stranger than ever.
Watchin the clock spin down true moments of forever.
Separated souls meant to last a lifetime in luv.
Together for all time there's a rare thing called touch.
The pain that struggles without a friend like no other is unreal.
N the time placed in the middle of the facts needs them near.
Fightin to be in the arms of a dream come true.
Its the single most hurtful thing of wanting to be put to use.
Strugglin with emotions racing to be side by side.
Parnters, luv'rs, friends misplaced as husband n wife.
Missin days at a time without a face the that makes a difference.
The presence of that one where there is no defense.
Lost in this world two as one cling for that day.
To enjoy bein held every second given to stay.
Things happen n not everyone has the opportunity to hold on.
Yet when fate steps in n lays hands on truth, it keeps luv goin.
Makin due for now jus to run n collide softly with an eternity.
With a clearer mind n a more pure heart knowing for sure why it is to be.
Its jus one if those things where belonging has found its home.
On comfort level where not a single question will ever dare to roam.
Total completion settled deep to prove it's worth that name on top of the list.
Jus wanting to get back to the purist thing that is a perminant fix.
It's a luv of a lifetime removed for a brief moment to live.
To see for self as both look closely at what we give.
Lasting past the battle jus needing that one person that makes life better.
Its jus that simple when true luv opens it's eyes to forever!
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
someone
What is u want in a someone so willing?
How is it u feel? Is life with them fulfilling?
Where is ur head in the battle of showing face?
Do u need their embrace? Sipping on their luvs taste.....
Is ur emotion meet as u feel wanted?
In them finding that someone with somethin.
Does ur life make time for their presence?
Can u feel the comfort as u feel defenseless?
Is it possible to live side by side for all time?
Turning to the foundation of a friend's find.
How do u react when u don't hear from them?
Does ur heart truly break to the bend?
Where do they fit into ur days if missed?
Do u fiend for a simple lil kiss?
Is their touch worth more than honest devotion?
Inside ur core is it like an everlasting explosion?
When together does time stand still?
Wrapped in their arms, having proof of will.
Does their best come forth for ur smile alone?
Do u sink within their protective zone?
Where is the luv if hard times were in ur way?
How do they fight for the chance to help ur day?
If u could see the purpose in their eyes.
Could u find room to find space for them in ur mind?
Do u think of them n feel u want to be one?
Where's ur meaning settling behind the luv?
What's the reason of having them around?
Is it the words spoken silently without making a sound?
Do u do what u can to make sure luv will stand the test of time?
Away from them do u feel empty inside?
How is everyday with them enjoyed?
Does miscommunication leave u at a void?
Do u give the rest of ur life to a real situation?
Having that remarkable feeling that's a complete sensation.
Is this person that one you've longed for?
Everything you've always wanted to explore.
Is ur head over ur heart as truth shows itself?
Knowing u have a partner for life with a lil help.
Does their actions repeat on ur very own worth?
R they tryin to be their for u so u never have to hurt?
Do they give the time of interest to be with u?
R the answers to the questions within bein put to use?
Is the without a doubt feeling of u being luv'd there?
In their eyes can u see that they care?
R words for the better cause of makin a difference?
On ur heart is their an everlasting imprint?
Have u become one within a cuddling moment feeling safe?
At the end of a long day do r they there to help u escape?
Do u belong in a way u found ur one in a million before u?
Finding a home beside them no matter what happens, everyday feeling the combined views.
Do u give in return to the facts of luv staring u down?
Is ur moment in front of u now?
Can u reach for it n know it will never go anywhere?
Do u want them for the rest of time as a pair?
Is communication speaking for the chance to make it?
Feeling a spark fresh off their lips from a dime lil kiss.
Answer each question without pausing n be honest.
R they worth the time to show yourselfs finest?.........
Monday, July 1, 2013
line after line
Over the limit. Somethin jus ain't right.
Time has been taken. Losin the fight.
Hearts shifting. Back to me.
Shuttin down emotions. A different kinda free.
Stepping on the line. Killin the mood.
Stuck dead in the middle. Its a lonely room.
Feelins fade with time. Emptyin the notion.
Forgettin one piece. A dying devotion.
Turnin face shows no eyes. Backin down.
Letting go slowly. Losin the frown.
Worths past deciding. Beyond the dome.
Meanin stands confused. So fuckin alone.
Breaks n cracks appear. Stomped by feet.
Standin ground. Never in defeat.
Walkin away with pride. Loosenin the grip.
Situations gone to hell. Lips have flipped.
Stick in the dirt. One straight line.
Crossin boundaries. Left as mine.
Dead man walking. Tryin to live.
Purpose is gone. With nothin to give.
Ending the frustration. Now it's on.
Broken without care. Fixin the core.
Back to the lab. Piecin together twigs.
Drawin another line. U will we be missed.
Line after line. Fadin with time.
All by myself. Toein the line.