thinkin of

jus thinkin of u.
i grin form ear 2 ear.
i luv luv'n u.
as i cry a happy tear.
sittin here i day dream of u.
wonderin how i pulled it off.
i'm jus me n u r u.
when u came along i was lost.
liftin a man back 2 his feet.
like only u could do.
now my heart is skippin beats.
4 a luv u give so true.

hear me

Hear me now as I stand breath taken and without sound.
As I try and whisper a rhyme for you in which in me I found.
Listen to the man within speak from his deepest untouched cracks.
Where he laid hidden and speechless awaiting on you as my heart attack.
Hear me as I drop a line into your ear as it vibes a beat to my words.
From somewhere under the armor there is a pounding thumping as it’s time to be heard.
Aged like wine waiting on the one to sip the a taste of wisdom exploding.
I softly release the motion of forming emotion after imploding.
Hear me tell a tale of a fool growing up in his time without you.
Falling inward long enough to find the art of sound of loving you.
Preparing a riddled phrase in a form so rare to this world.
I am here now ready to claim my one and only girl.

unknowin

Run. Away in time. Go. Be self in mind.
Search. Accept the facts. Find. Point of impact.
Return . To the one who was you. Gathered. Feel how you grew.
Inside. Compair differences. Whom. Came from the other side of fences.
Sit. Notice what you’ve become. Where. In which you’ve come.
Play. In times window. Cry. Happily under it's shadow.
Funny. Where we go unknowing. Learning. Slowly growing.
Looking. Stare into the past. There. In a time that moved to fast.
Wishing. Just to have it back. Pages. Written in the lack.
Unfinished. Coming around the corner. Showing. Face s of your hunger.
Touch. Feel it reach. Now! Let it teach….

ready

Flickerin lights. Stage is set.
Blinds are drawn. Ready in depth.
Deeply involved. Liquid substance.
Standin chilled. Sounds of luv breakin the silence.
Waitin in ease. Deep in the night it’s late.
Moment as if it was the 1st. Giving into fate.
Hearts ready. Night breeze blows.
Coolin the emotional heat. Exciting the mood.
Tension builds. Patience strung.
Bubbling petals float. Ready to get it done.
Bobbing to the beat. Mind pleases the soul.
Entering here you come. For me to hold.

luv'n u

I Luv U! N only u. 4ever now, 4ever 2ghether. U r my 1. My dream. My world. u r simply spectacular. AILOWY! ilu! til the day i die. I stand by ur side. A luvr n a friend. I live 4 ur luv, ur touch, ur smilin embrace. Til the end. U r more than the air i breathe. releasin a remarkable sence of relief. A new life streamin inside. i break 4 u. 4 the way ur jus willin 2 luv me. my luv 4 u i can not hide. n i'll do all in my power to show my luv. for it is u......u.......

in these eyes

Ur BeAutiFuL!
2 ThEsE eYeS oF mInE.
sO lUvAbLe.
lAyIn AbOuT iN mY mInD.
a TrUe LuV.
gIvInG uR aLl.
WiTh CoMfOrTiN hUgS.
iN2 uR aRmS i FaLl.
I aM uRs 4 AlL tIMe.
2 HaVe N 2 hOlD.
aS i WiSh U 2 bE MiNe.
Til oUr BoDiEs R oLd.

everyday life

Everyday life has come into focus long ago. Who to pare up with was so fucking unknown.

Playing one to the next I consumed them all. Let only one in and took my very own fall.

Life seemed to be always on the low. Not knowing on which way to go.

Open eyes looking for just one. But they were all over before it was done.

Living life for me. For any other I could not see.

Heartless when all said and done. After I had my giggles, chuckles and fun.

True player with game that had no game. Go figure and one also knows how to speek for own selfs name.

Confusing to say the least. Unless you know how to play with anothers beast.

Easy it came as natural as breathing. Constantly giving what was wanted yet teasing.

No one could ever truly have me. My intentions had a need.

But who am I to blame. Was it my fault they could not beat me at my game.

I feel bad at times for breaking a few. But they should of knew.

And I got mine in return. Guess my own game I did not learn.

Slipped once for sake of feeling. Left standing half kneeling.

I am one hell of a man I do believe. Just done some things I could never relieve.

Still in frame I gave up and fell inward to the unseen long term lonleyness in which I would leave everyone of them. Hurt for the first time I stepped backwards and found myself out of theme.

On my way out of control. I was awakened before I could fold.

The one found me after finding her. After not being heard.

I was unknown for so long and wondered of. Then and there I gave in and gave up the games and lived within my word.

Everday life swings its doors open to explore what is on the outside of ourselves. Needing help without the welps.

covers speak with every wrinkle. like waves crashin on the shore surface. as ur body swam upon its texture. givin its existance much purpose. back strokin as u tugged for the pillow in a shark like attack desperate to explode. quickly down strokin, grabbin at my head. in perfact sequence u allowed me to splashed my way into ur canal. it was magical what we did last night in our water like bed. ever so much it was beyond needed.yet the deeper i went the further u sank. sittin on the comfort of my board as ur body moves with the wave catchin every humpin .

given a chance

chance is all that is given in sake of luv. random pokes at fate bein lived in the hearts lonely space filled with lust.

periods of happiness gathered ina short time spent. starin in anothers face as their eyes show somethin as heaven sent.

havin the will to make it last as long as one can. gettin lost in words spoken at last as together they stand.

findin that one that means more than any other. havin the oppertunity of luv on a comfortable lent shoulder.

the self obedience of a friendship is given a chance. just to try n outlast all that was meant to be in the eligance of dance.

listenin to the sounds of ease set into place. attemptin the obligation of the present situation bein graced.

knowin what ones found is worth every moment buildin a lifetime of companionship. skippin beats let loose by the hearts battlleship.

wantin a turn at chance before its taken away. two are needin to be felt how it would or could be like hewithout the games.

acceptin inside what its found out. driftin on more than thoughts freed from ones secret place speakin without sound.

chance. without it no one will ever know of the possibilities that could make the difference tiltin upon the fence.

fallin off the pivit point balancin ones future. holdin on to the ride of decendin into pictures.

once grasped after the hands has been delt. its ones duty n responsibility to go forth n give self to another givin back all thats bein felt.

all because chance stood ground n allowed two individuals to live hand in hand. together forever as one man n woman.

crossin paths on the intersection of life. takin in all thats bein able to be shared as man n wife.

its not chances resposibility. for chance is only the start of what two builds as a life time of memories n compatability.

THIS IS ME

THIS IS ME BEIN RELEASED. SET FREE TO BE TEASED. THIS IS ME TEMTIN LUV. TO COME GIVE ME A SHOVE. THIS IS ME ACTIN OUT. SETTIN PLANS IN MOTION N LIVIN THEM OUT. HIS IS ME IN THE FLESH. DAY TO DAY IN BETWEEN BREATHS. THIS IS ME CEASIN THE DAY. TIL IM OLOD N GREY. THIS IS ME AT MY BEST. NEVER GIVIN LESS. THIS IS ME TAUNTIN MY PAST. TIME CHANGES SO FAST. THIS IS ME LIFTED UP. BECAUSE OF A LIL LADIES LUV. THIS IS ME AS U KNOW IT. NOT TAKIN NO SHIT.
THIS IS ME IN LUV WIFE LIFE. EXTREMELY IN LUV WITH MY WIFE. THIS IS ME A FATHER OF 10. N I WILL NOT BEND. THIS IS ME APPRECIATIN MOMENTS TO SPARE. ALL BECAUSE I CARE. THIS IS ME OPENED UP. FOR ME THIS IS A PLUS. THIS IS ME IN ALL HONESTY. WITH NO ANNIMOSITY. THIS IS ME AS SIMPLE AS I GET. WILLIN TO LUV AS IT'S NEEDS R MET. THIS IS ME A IRISH MUT. LIVIN MY LIFE IN SUCH A RUSH. THIS IS ME, ALL ME AS U SEE ME. UNDER THE SUN HIDIN IN THE SHADE OF THE TREES. THIS, IS ME! TRYIN TO DO MY PART. NO MATTER HOW HARD....

IMAGINE

imagine this. there is a u, n there is an i.
there is a beach, n there is a sky.
imagine there is a sun,n there is a set.
there is us sittin in it, n our feet r gettin wet.
imagine night slowly fallin, n there is luv.
there is a moment, n there is us as one.
imagine dancin in the breeze, n there is time.
there is peace, n there is a peice of mind.
imagine turnin into my arms, n fallin in2 the sand.
there is a memory, n there wrapped togehter, our hands.
imagine losin urself. in me as i in u. there is our chance.
there is shortened brethes, n there is emotions inhanced.
imagine the moon is lit. there is u, n there is me.
there is touch, n there is two souls bein set free.
imagine layin in luv. there is pleasure, n there is gain.
there is a night to remember, n there is a flame.
imagine two of a kind. there is forever, n there is now.
there is the taste, n there is the effects of vows.
imagine bein alone with i. there is no one around, n there is u.
there is a need, n there is a luv only shared so true.

lost with time

endless thoughts.

sold n bought.

losin mind.

lack of time.

given away.

self betrayed.

tellin all.

crumbled fall.

tasteful sin.

with a grin.

speakin out.

minds a drought.

collapsin in.

smellin wind.

stink stunk.

whoda thunk.

brains done.

no more fun.

constantly searchin.

heads a hurtin.

beatin dead.

bleedin red.

imaginin time.

by my side.

here today.

taketh away.

lost emotion.

driven devotion.

body lays.

under landscapes.

gone tomorrow.

fellin sorrow.

play the game.

gone insane.

thinkin outloud.

screamin to clouds.

where am i.

behind blind eyes.

losin self.

what is wealth.

sun cries ran.

feel the pain.

heart begs.

here to stay.

dead or alive.

can not hide.

here tomorrow.

for the borrow.

gone today.

what a waste.

teasin the tongue.

forever is done.

lost with time.

drop of a dime.

willingness

one needs never not to ever havta ask.

for all things in the name of luv should clearly b done.

one should b worth more than the time put in the task.

all becuz they found something in the way of their one.

one should not to need of something n be told no forcin a part.

for luv should take control n always b silently heard.

if one luvs the way they should with a whole heart.

wants should b met without ever sayin a single letter in a word.

givin self to a luv cuz their happiness matters most.

unconditionally for luv has no lines formin boundaries.

only reapin the rewards of somethin as simple as a smile from its host.

livin in luv within luvs will in blessed surroundings.

willingness should trigger a want to please a luv with no debates.

without bein told it should havta take the initiative n b bold.

no doubts or regrets cuz luv is the way to fate.

held tighter n given reason of self without ever bein told.

for if luv exists in the heart one should suurender self inside n out.

livin for the purpose of two comin together as one.

doin anything to make it outlast times walk side by side without any doubts.

all in the name of luvn some other than self n simply bein in luv.

jus thinkin of forever one

beside myself smilin with a grin that wont quit.

n im jus thinkin of how u do what it is u do to me.

playin with all the things u make me feel inside.

oh how u entered me n released tears as they stream.

jus thinkin of u on a day of my 35th n its taken this long.

i recall a time i sat thinkin of u way back when.

somewhere when we were lost but never forgotten.

somehow i missed u in ways i hadnt a reason back then.

n now as yesterday has caught up with the two of us.

im jus sittin here thinkin of the woman uv become.

in our time as we have this chance to luv one another.

only if i would of known u where my forever one.

life awaits

awaiting is life leanin on us all runnin square into walls.
waiting for one to try before we finally fall.
to grab a hold of its worth pushin in fate.
patiently ready for one to enjoy all the fruits it has to offer n escape.
to try is to have what one needs as they get life in return.
a life fulfilled with a peice of mind as we begin to learn.
life is standing in ones own time compelled to live.
yet it's on us to find out what it gives.
deleberately giving all the chances in this world.
scramblin the mind inna tilted swirlin twirl.
as one can do for self and become one with a life worth livin.
it's not gettin all one wants but how much ones givin.
trying is the key as life is only a thought away.
when is it time to live for moment of today?
the mind is the key hole to enter happiness.
understanding what life is, is a tricky task of heavenly bliss.
yet when one learns of this, ones life changes.
but one can never stop trying as life rearanges.
yes all will fade in time of deliverance.
as constant will shows character and obedience.
in which ones self can find truth as they truly surrender.
laying down all of what's been taught by man sort of speak as the great pretender.

facin danger

lifted slowly. heads heavy. poundin membrain. throbbin pain. squeezin pulse. brain tossed. achin thoughts. scrabbled false. beatin visions. heads insition. memorical war. insides torn. rememberin all. kneelin crawl. hand held. dome sweld. gravity pullin. eyes rollin. smellin defeat. grittin teeth. grindin anger. facin danger. self rejectin. minds repentin. unforgetful stains. scared name. rottin intentions. revengin damnation. lost confusion. now illusions. gone crazy. sights hazy. given up. wtf?