Days in between controlling thoughts.
Gathering imformation as its caught.
Time turns hands that begin to fade.
One loses focus trying to avoid the games.
Laughters quit to the silence of night.
Feeling the defeat of the hardest fight.
Tamed emotion forced down so deep.
For if spoken they sound expensively cheap.
Rotating life spins out of control.
Feeling of no importance n played out as old.
Breaths feed the heart that consantly pumps.
Skipping beats with a throat that lumps.
Mindly matters orbit in confushion.
Causing endless unwanted illusions.
Side ways cheecks facing away.
With tears that fill empty unfilled space.
Numbered before ever having a chance.
All the while attempting to enjoy the dance.
Rolling eyes rotate seen since birth.
Another day one bites the dirt.
Thunder breaks sound of rains hatred.
Pouring out is words tasted.
Past is the presence once was.
No matter what one actually does.
Moments of purity ruined by expressions.
Destroying the truist of intensions.
Pain creeps like the storm letting loose.
Catching glimpses of all the clues.
Patience is as the wind can blow.
Haulting how one will somehow flow.
Breezing by sweeping away the gain.
As the face is left bitterly stained.
Cold chills shiver in the heat of battle.
As the tongue must always win the battle.
Easing off of the relentless undesrved abuse.
One simply feels they have no use.
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Cold chills shiver
Friday, July 27, 2012
Fake expressions.
Lending hands I can not reach.
Smiling grins with stained teeth.
Ditry soap wrinsing away contact.
Fake expressions is it exact.
Words false blurt out resistance.
Intensions seen is ignorance.
Spoken syllables taunt the will.
Character left standing oh so still.
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Stance
Switching possitions as feet posses the stance.
Making decisions before this world has its chance.
Under submission I turned in a self inflicted glance.
Losing fiction my reallity is wanting to dance.
Lonely mission impossible my eyes relate to balance.
Deeper incissions are reflecting my pasts rememberance.
Bursting love
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
To receive is to give
Something willing. Without being forced. An act of unity. Drippin purity from the pores. All one ever wants is unconditional love. Someone who has them in mind. Joining forces to complete one an other. Til the end of time. Needing a feeling beyond loves understanding. Calming the nerve. In comfort of showing cause. Beleiving every word. Connections finest. Fitting in with ease. In return one will receive. Taking care of an others needs.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Note to self
Jus a lil note to self.
Pull up ya pants.
Tighten ur belt.
N act like a man.
Shit is hard indeed.
Yet keep in mind.
Pennies will meet.
In due time.
Jus a thought to help.
Guiding u through.
When cards r delt.
Stand honest n true.
Be about it everyday.
Don't shy away from the struggle.
Stroll wit a sway.
N don't wear a muzzle.
Lace ur shoes.
There's only one way.
Don't forget to make due.
Remember the gain.
Its not about u.
Will never be.
Put urself to use.
Don't blow off steam.
Hold character in hand.
Firmly show intension.
Love when u can.
N did I mention.
Be urself always.
Know who u r.
Ur a hell of a man.
Play ur part.
It could be worse.
Do u as time ticks.
Fight for the worths.
Grab a grip.
Give without receiving.
Ur not suppose to want.
Have faith in beleiving.
N have fun.
Wheres the?
Where's the initiation in a marriage so true?
Where's the two as one taking care of each other I do?
Where's the line when bondaries are erased?
Where's time taken will as its being misplaced?
Where's the need to give as one recieves?
Where's the meaning in the word believe?
Where's the fact of knowing an other cares?
Where's the point if a void is unpared?
Where's the reasoming in best freinds for life?
Where's the unconditional in husband and wife?
Where's the emotion suppose to turn?
Where's the patience in lesson learned?
Where's the words spoken when ones affriad to speak?
Where's the honesty as letters are tweaked?
Where's the need to please a partner?
Where's the desire when waiting makes it harder?
Where's the confusion run as the mind starts to think?
Where's the questions answwer when there's a missing link?
Unconditionally real
Would it matter if she ever knew?
Or even if words spoken sounded so true?
Would she see the reasoning trying to get through?
Eyes speaking of completions lonely view.
Silence for phrases written to unwind.
Here is a mans relentless battle cry.
Is it unconditionally til the very end?
Hiding selfs joy in suttle wines that bend.
Would it matter to drain a conversation?
Constantly saying her refusing irritation.
A man needs as well as a woman breaths.
And there's no room negotiation on his knees.
Is there any way for her to know two is one?
When pieces are void n on the run.
Finding empty patience deep within.
Slowly left feeling utterly numb.
Is it in her to give as she receives?
Or is it she's been abused to much to see?
A real man before her waiting for his.
Returning to the images in his dreams.
Matters of the hearts desires are most definately met.
Yet tension builds as emotion are spent.
Will she notice if he never tells a soul?
Or if he asks will she repent n lose control?
Mentions of inner self has been told.
N actions tell him the movement is cold.
Never to be as she repeats.
Someday I will, as motions stall so bold.
Will she ever realize what it means?
To take hands married within rings.
Making sure he gets his as she does hers.
Or is a lifetime in her mind define her own creed.
Is it a matter of true love not giving in?
Or is it better off for where she's been.
For his past molded him as well.
Maybe that's another story to tell.
Receiving
All or nothing.
Getting a lil something.
Giving n showing.
Hoping someones knowing.
Piecing in loving.
Falling short on some things.
Opened for the living.
Halfing a stepping.
Wanting it returning.
Meaning is deceiving.
Pleading for selfs yearning.
Gethering taught learnings.
Monday, July 23, 2012
Somewhere with u
To wind up somewhere with u as ur hands are pinned against the door.
Moving in on ur comfort n invading ur untamed xxx hardcore.
Just to push up on u as lips taste the hormones pouring from pores.
Feening to tease ur secrets dying to come alive as they want so much more.
Pressing my body against urs until we wind up on the floor.
Uncontrolled n playing a game that could never be a bore.
Unlocking ur most selfish desires by opening all ur doors.
Returning to the basics.
Holding on through the hardest of times.
Leaning on a friend that eases a stressful cry.
Finding the meaning of loves will coming alive.
Walking more than the purpose of toeing the line.
Becoming the unmentional looking up at the climb.
Rising up for the strengh within is beginning to shine.
Returning to the basics of the wind blowing a grind.
Coming out from behind the storm chasing a laughter that's mine.
Yet still without two nickles breaking a dime.
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Fake stillness
Unwanted smiles sizzle a frustrating frawn.
Raw lips chard to forced lips on a clown.
Fake stillness reeks of the pain within.
Unsettled words held from thoughts of sin.
Passing a moment not worth the irritation.
The eyes speak of unholy temptation.
Swallowing pride before the truth escapes.
The face is stain of emotional debate.
Confusing reallity stretched so thin.
Dragging out the day until lights are dim.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Dragging out purpose
Unfinished demensions.
I seek eternity in the mind.
Possiblities with intensions.
Visions seen through a glass dime.
Imagination overload.
Speeks its undying cause.
Desperation unknown.
Silent yet without a sinlge flaw.
Capacity meltdown.
Brainwaves trigger illusions.
Direction unwound.
Fighting irritating delusions.
Possibilities gravitating.
Dragging out purpose.
Orbiting the wellbeing.
Conflicting a toss and a tough tuss.
Caught in the middle of
Down when lucks run out.
Finding away to make do before what's left goes south.
Caught in the middle of nothing and everything.
Knowing only one thing.
Falling is a concrete surface.
One the human body can not hurt.
Bouncing back is a must.
For time is not over nor have I lived my fuss.
Looking up all seems so far away.
Life flowing I am still here to stay.
The fight is not at its end as of yet.
And my wills happiness has not been met.
So the climb is as relevant as air itself.
I'm going to make it for I have my health.
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Mark the line
Enough is just over the line and its not hard to trip backwards as you wind up somewhere else in time.
At the edge of luv is easy to slip from as equal invisible steps are hard to climb when the eyes are blind.
Toeing a tip is teetering in the balance of becoming one with an unknowing sense of trust.
Falling down as strength shows interest on the other side of lonelyness and a mark in the dirt is on a hush.
Find luv
Do like we do.
True through and through.
Be like we.
Dreams filled and free.
Luv with touch.
Dust to dust.
Opened and floating.
Roaming and knowing.
Live to give.
Pick and be with.
Land in a hand.
Stand as lifes grand.
Pause for a cause.
Toss the applause.
Find meaning of mind.
Unwind and be kind.
Wait for patience.
Make it and escape.
Potrait
Mounted and staring.
Framed in glass.
Colors and profiles.
Capturing the past.
Smiles speaking.
Clothes fresh.
A single nail.
At a families best.
Hung for memory.
Remembering the day.
Happiness shown.
In its pace to stay.
Knowing the truth
Opening doors locked.
Thoughts cling and flock.
Suprising intension revealed.
Honest to what's real.
Keys to the hidden used.
Knowing the turth.
Willing to attempt.
Secrets neeeding to vent.
Tucked away for so long.
Desires righting a wrong.
Behind the knobs I explore.
Deep within the core.
Awaiting me to free.
Now at one with me.
Ttfavor
Somewhere in the middle of.
Searching for a focusing dust.
In the distance eyes zoom past the mind.
Squinting a stare off upon the horizon.
Trying to find a vision of reconnecting.
Peeking into times never ending.
Everything ran away out of the known.
Left patiently seeking and its being shown.
Watching the days come and go.
Restlessly waiting as nights move so slow.
Saturday, July 14, 2012
After a lifetime of knowing
True love dies together.
One is always holding on.
Pleading for forever.
As the end is being torn.
One day the balance is broken.
Someone will be left alone.
After a lifetime of knowing.
Holding a bag of bones.
At the ledge of turning back.
Forced to remember what's left.
The heart will be attacked.
As feet stumble to step.
There's a line of letting go.
In a sense of no more.
Carrying a love shows.
Abandoned and on a lonelt tour.
Where touch is abscent, love is there
Contact with never being touched.
Something I never ubderstood until I was honestly loved.
I found reasoning in reaching without landing.
For when a woman loves its outstanding.
Close enough to feel her silent presense.
Opening to the unexplainable residence.
Carressing a flow felt by breath released.
Locked eyes that have found a way to please.
Lingering stealth love has filled the heart.
Without ever pressing body parts.
Fingertips as still as the nights moon.
Patiently drifting with the mood in the room.
In the way love sinks in to the soul.
I can feel her walking with her sexy stroll.
Never once grazing a quick tease.
She has me begging inside pretty please.
Physically left alone to calm the nerve.
Yet she's by my side as I see her faces curve.
In a moment at one without a genlte stroke.
That's how I know I love her as she glows.
Where shade hides the face
On the other side of the sun. Trying to find a moment when the body is done. Where shade hides the face. Leaning forward to the easing great escape. As the moon beams reflect what the fire can not see. Cooling off time behind a rock made for feet. The dim holds for as long as the day break comes a searching. The horizing sizzles in the mornings desreving. Leaving legs running into the dark side of dreams. Hiding within the cracks unwoven seems.
Friday, July 13, 2012
All mine
Fading slowly away into a place like no other.
Where the calm of simplicity soothes the beholder.
Temptation is irrelavent here where I drift.
Patiently relaxing under a cool suttle mist.
Imagining pleasure where pain has no place.
Everyone is the same and is abscent of face.
Losing tough with reallity I am consumed.
At ease deep enough to smile at a civilized zoo.
Somewhere all my own in my own little world.
Taking a moment to twindle my thumbs and fingers a twirl.
Gone without breaths air has no purpose.
And there is no need in ever being nervous.
Here I am in orbit pausing in comfort.
Heart flowing without even a puncture.
Lally gagging just because I can.
I am content here where I don't have to feel like a man.
At self with self by self being self for self.
Not worrying about having good health.
Just able too slide to the side as I glide in time.
Its a beautiful place I call all mine.
Backwards
I try not to hard to be in this situation.
Lifes sneaking up with its immitations.
Wrapped around my mind is a barbed wire fence.
I cant escape and there no line of defence.
Pitty me not for am what I am.
I just thought as a man I could withstand.
Dreams of a better place are fading fast.
I'm hoping all goes well and allows me to outlast.
The suffering with a side of torment.
My well being in slowly cracking with the bend.
Falling behind is a frightened state of mind.
With fingernails bent backwards in the grind.
The sky is coming down quicker everyday.
Walls collapsing and I am affraid.
Tomorrow hasn't a chance for the first time ever.
Searching for a simpler way so clever.
Never to return to this way of life.
All I'm trying to do is make it right.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Life of a loner
For a man so easy going.
There sure isn't a soul that'll flip a coin.
All can do without his presense.
Makes him wonder, where's his heaven?
Calm with dialect that's straight forward.
Yet no one hears his words being told.
Lonelyness is his only option.
Unable understand why his own closed caption.
Left inside himself to live as a loner.
Yet he doesn't cry as a moaner.
Strong and beaten emotionally.
Over ran with a thing called reallity.
At the least bit its fair to say its frustrating.
But he can smile fake grim that's perpertrating.
Lone and stuck witht houghts all his own.
A man sits and waits for his time to slow.
In need of help
Pride. It will destroy a man.
Weakness. Is it not the way he stands?
Failing. He rots from the inside.
Angered. Going after the thoughts in his own mind.
Self. Never asking for he's got it.
Debateable. Slowly losing his grip.
Controled. Falling by the second.
Changing. For times are hectic.
Mouth. Sealed because his will won't allow it.
Tears. Building pressure as he's stripped.
Overwhelmed. Causing so much confusion.
Ganging. Needing help to heal his erosion.
Hate. Drowning out the pain creeping.
Insane. Driven beyond the battke of thinking.
Suffacating. Words are lost in between breaths.
Relentless. Only wanting to rest.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
3...2..1.
I was sittin in the dark @ 234 in the mornin.
Lookin at my 1.
N I realized I forhot about my 3.
N the individual I've become.
It takes 2.
This I know.
But its come down to the one in me.
N I got this for I am a man that's grown.
No more follow the leader.
Its time to get back at it.
3... 2..1.
My minds on the run.
Passin time is not an option.
My thoughts r gathered.
N I'm here once again.
For I know what matters.........
234 am
234 am.....
N I realize shit ain't right.
Lookin through pictures of betta times.
n it dawns on me I'm loosin the fight.
235....
N I'm searchin for another line.
Now 236......
N sleep is callin out to the night.
Still in the same minute.
Droppin letters as the clock ticks.
Its 237 n I know what I gotta do.
This has got to be fixed....
Monday, July 9, 2012
Blank stares claimed by thoughts
Its that pit stirrin up emotions.
Shakin hands with the opposite side of motion.
Blank stare claimed by thoughts.
Over runnin will guided by the sense of feelin lost.
Somethin like failure peekin in windows.
Blockin the light of lifes shadows.
Somehow knowin right from wrong.
Yet unable to stop dancin to its song.
Its the worst of the best turnin out.
Watchin everything near walk in drought.
Rememberin patience like a lost friend.
Fightin off the inevidable end.
Diggin in n findin a chance to survive.
Hopin self knows what it means to bein alive.
Its a passed leadin into what's upon the shoulders.
As dirt feels like rocks fallin like boulders.
Painfully makin reality obvious.
Temptin to ignore how serious.
More drive than yesterday we break.
Stronger than who we were for owns sake.
Its a head hung without givin inner termoil away.
No matter what shade the skies escape.
Conflictin with potential the core pleads.
Tryin everythin to stand upright from the knees.
Prayin for a miracle as waitin is the only option.
Hands out for the smallest of donations.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Void
With n withouts.
More so than it counts.
Wantin what one likes.
Drougths on the mind.
When's with enough?
Or without being stuck?
How's does fair come to play?
Missing needs everyday.
All craves their own.
Yet intensions are slowed.
All because an other resists.
Unchecked on a list.
Or getting a fill.
With pure will.
Stringing someone along.
Is so wrong.
When getting their fix.
And even so one insists......
Living in love differently.
Never seperately.
Having ones own way.
Belongin in a sence of sway.
Giving & receiving together.
Someone always makes out better.
Lines of willingness true to form.
While the heart wants its torn.
A love so true can starin the brain.
Wondering why they can't endure the same.
One will soon begin to hold out.
Needing an equal without a pout.
To level the playing feild is a must.
Otherwise the mind thinks its lust.
Shutting down quietly before face.
Hiding all resemblances of the trace.
Standing strong for it emotions to live.
Silently fading with so much to give.
Unique lovers sharing a picture in a frame.
Mimicing one an other still in the same.
Easy it is not to feed into more.
Passing time isn't an option
Time to time
Love me til u can't love me no more.
Then tell me do u still want me in ur core?
On some real shit say I'm the one.
Then turn around n make my heart wanna run.
I'm jus simply stating I've been watchin u.
Only if u knew the truth I knew.
U see I can say I'm unconditional.
N I see it in u til ur luv folds.
I've shown the only side of intension I eva had.
Yet time to time I feel as if repeated questions make me sad.
I believe you've got some things to learn.
I can hear it in the tone of ur words.
N ur actions r not quite in it for me.
Not the way I do what I do to please.
Girl, here I sit wonderin if u truly get it.
For I give me to u cuz u r the shit.
But its not about me when I entered this.
Yet somethin tells me you've concord my best.
I'm jus saying I see u as u do u.
Forgetttin time to time who I am n that's ur fool.
Wake up n witness luv goin down in the heart.
I'm doin so much more than my part.
Listen n speak not for words r irrelavent.
N yes I believe ur heaven sent.
All I wish is to receive the way I release my joy.
Enjoyin someone the way they should without a void.
99% of what u do is on point.
The other .01 is worth zonin out to a joint.
Honesty can change things either way.
That's why my words written here will stay.
Hidden from ur eyes for u pay no attention.
Oooooh n did I forget to mention???????......
On my bday.... july 8 2012
Never about me.
Isn't that the way its suppose to be?
A man giving his all he can.
But when's it time for him to receive, damn?
Never asking for anything.
Wanting so much from a set of rings.
Commited to the smile of an other.
In every sense of the words that surround lover.
Yet lacking moments shine through the cracks.
Showing just what it is they lack.
Unwilling or just not as far gone in love.
Where in the hells a birthday touch?
A minds not on me the way mine thinks.
Putting someone else first as her heart sinks.
Maybe I'm over doing it.
Or possible don't say much of my own fix.
Yet I say enough that's forgotten.
And most of all jus ignored as in my head its rotting.
Everyone has what they like.
If one would read they'd understand it in the way I write.
Iits my birthday and I'm a bit disapointed.
But that's what one gets for bendingdouble jointed.
Uncoditinally I express with passion.
With every word movement and action.
Wish it were the same on both ends.
For I've found my truest best friend.
Friday, July 6, 2012
Dancin with the breeze
My luv floats for u in the distance of wind.
Dancin with the breeze jus to see ur grin.
Needin to land n feel how it is to stretch.
Recievin the only thing it knows as its best.
Carried through the in between the way.
Silently movin n attemptin to see ur face.
Cool n driftin calmin condition with an ease.
Aimed to do nothin more the simply please.
Watch for how it makes its way throu ur eyes.
N tell me how it feels when my luv sinks inside.
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Disapointment
Pain falling. Drippin on the skin with a sizzle.
Hurt installin. Floodin out the floatin drizzle.
Emotion fadin. Bruisin the hearts stability.
Ability hatin. Brushin away attempts to reality.
Cries unbareable. Secrets told with intent.
Feelins terrible. Sea sick of the swallowin indent.
Masks worn. Disappointment showin faces.
Ripped n torn. Appointed defience leavin traces.
Suferin hatred. Pluckin nerves opened up.
Sucked n baited. Rubbin thoughts with a shove.
Surrounded by sound. Unable to unclinch fists.
Round n round. Tables turnin on the minds disc.
Never endin struggle. Relentless hot breaths build.
Crumblin to rubble. Defenseless to the upward hill.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Misguided
What would ya do to show someone u luv em?
Would u cherish em then hurt em?
Using the best of both worlds for self.
Confusin emotions that doesn't help.
What would ya do for a luv that turns?
Showin u how n if ur willin to learn.
Causin upside down frawns that spin.
Relapsin the kindness spreadin thin.
What would ya do if u were put on the line?
Disturbin interest in a lone state of mind.
Back n forth with selfish intension.
Lost in the thoughts demensions.
Passin time for it tells.
R u strong enough to wait on intel?
Pickin ya up to drop u harder than the last.
Seein if u have what it takes to grasp.
Indecisions unclearified through actions.
Holdin on to the passion.
Trustin luv that changes faces.
Could u withstand the traces.
What would ya do if u had no control?
Watchin an other fold n unfold.
Takin the blunte end of unreason.
Left thinkin n constantly dreamin.
Could u stand strong for the sake?
Or watch a mimic immitate?
Destroyin what could be so real.
Wonderin what is the deal?
What would ya do if escapin is not an option.
Would ya be able to accept the distraction?
Tuggin day to day away from the purity.
Rearrangin the simplist thing to insecurity.
Would it be difficult to to keep hands steady?
Or find an ease in bein mistreated steadily?
What would ya do if stability was unstable?
Turnin the stomach behind the navel.
If the heart ached behind the eyes.
Could u still claim that one as mine?
If cupid misguided for one doesn't get it.
Is waitin on em worth the bull shit?
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Partacing facts
I'm fucked up and I refuse to say why. I think I watch to closely, then again I haven't a clue so I hide my cry. I see you doing you and I sit back with purpose of violence. I know my part and what I know is silenced. No one is to partake in facts. I wonder in a giggle. Who do you really think I am? Am I suppose to ease back with a shiver? Do you know my intensions? Over seeing me as a man. Its a puzzle tryin to figure out angles. Unique as rare can be tangled. I forgive for I love. Do you understand why I stand the way I do? Yet I shut up. Do you even have to answer that? I am because of you. Listen to yourself. What if I were in your shoes. Would you feel the tension within? Or does it even matter? Why do I have to put it that way? Misunderstood is the curve of conversation taking place. Is this the way it is? How does one bounce back from the turn of disbelief? Its got me needing to act out in relief. Why? I amgetting lost in our time?
Monday, July 2, 2012
In a glimps
Showin interest in a glimps.
In an instant with crawlin lips.
Trust settin still enough to notice.
Start to finish in the mix of bliss.
Givin time a chance to cure.
Refreshin pulses now secure.
Simple little thing safe and sound.
Never breakin smile own the frawn.
Dashin hearts landin in arms.
Caught softly in a lovin charm.
Love existin n comfortably relaxed.
Here forever willin n wantin to last.
Somethin in the way
Somethin in the way.
It's there in direct aim.
Particles of pieces fittin.
Placed perfectly sittin.
Here is now at once.
Packin a sticky punch.
There's somethin upliftin.
Movin with a shiftin.
The unguided way of presense.
Clear as undesturbed luminance.
Somehow findin empty room.
In full unconditional bloom.
Somethin is goin on.
Feelin the ability to be reborn.
Danglin in the desire.
Heated by the ghost flames fire.
There's somethin in the way of unspoken.
Pleasin the silence of words not choken.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Escape
Dumped inside I fell within as my shell was sealed.
Left to my rotten core tryin to escape its appeal.
Fightin all the chaos floatin within picked up in time.
I'm tryin to get away from the hell caused by the grind.
Since I was droped in this cell I've concored nothin.
At war with self I'm losin the battle of sufferin.
There's not a thing in here to give that's worth a fuck.
Everything seems twisted compaired to this world that sucks.
Most days I stagger in a strugglin point view that lacks.
Myself is wantin out before I peel at the openin cracks.
Breakin down deep in the depths I have no control.
Its jus a matter of time until I escape this sicknees untold.
Three word questions, n i jus wanna know
Are you there?
If so where?
Where'd you go?
When wind blows?
Why'd you leave?
Did you grieve?
Was it bad?
Who is sad?
Can you here?
Where's your fear?
Why's it hurt?
Was it dirt?
Are you covered?
Will you smother?
Where you at?
Has life lacked?
Have you cried?
Is it lies?
Who's missin who?
Why's it abuse?
What's your point?
When's it void?
Are you serious?
Who is curious?
Are you lost?
Where's you cause?
Can you feel?
Why's this real?
Do you know?
Who's fading slow?
Are we clueless?
When's it fluent?
Have you left?
Where's my help?
Can't you see?
Am I please?
Friday, June 29, 2012
Loosen up
Twisting the wrist counter clockwise. In a Popeye since of humor to grab the imaginations naked eye. Nothing more than an image coming alive. Based on words fulled with the explosiveness of the mind. Guiding an audience through the pow bang boom of batmans connection. Swung with motivation to move the unseens reaction. Face licked with a flavor of tasting the snout of scooby dooby doo. Trying to hold back that fiesty scrappy dappy doo. Feeling the flow of slobber drenching the sights of letters pushing out the reality that owns us all. Losening up the frames nuts and bolts to ease out of societies brawl.
Solitude
Taunted by the past where nothing was right.
Figthing for change with what one has in sight.
Emotions healed for the sake of chance not trial.
Patterns stitched with threads giving a new style.
Pressed flush against relations with a new angle.
Wrapped and lost in an intertwining tangle.
Holding the balance of the good over evil.
Finding within actions lifes coarse to mingle.
Times at ease stretching truth so gloriously wide.
Praying it won't repeat what used to be lies.
Then going on now the future depends on trust.
Pasing through the ticking believing with a slow rust.
Polishing ths shine for the core just can't quit.
Gripping the solitude of love tricling in the mist.
Pouring out emotions patching the hearts intensions.
Never wanting to return to the confusions conflictions.
Moving forth as feet step with purpose that matters.
Dreading the day if all is a waste as the mind can't control the heart that shatters.
Speaking eyes
Locked in the pupils with a resemblance. Watching how this world has effected balance. Noticing colors bending in a swirl like stream. Trying to manuver around obstacles taking the shapes I see. Twists of creativity formed in the retnas showing appeal. Reflection in the mirror is an image so real. Depth shows in character on thy face. Eyes speaking as the tongue lays still with patient grace. Loaded for a stare worth the imagination to wonder upon. Casting contact cannecting with me as one.........
Horns behind doors
You ever felt ya horns grow as lights are dimed. Feeling something about the nights grip. Mmmm, the behavior turning on realities control. Getting the most out of an other as you roll. Points on as eyes eat the moods will with a pleasure fill smirk. So excited trying everything not to burst. When the darkness surrounds the sound clinging to the passion. Coming out behind closed doors where no one can see the temptation. Oooooh the comfort of trust in between two giving self in full. In a game in which there is no restricting rules. Away from the days struggle just simply unwinding. Left opened pleased and sighing.
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Caught in mid air
Plucking words released so loosley before sounds makes it way into thin air. Grabbing ahold of the silkish like strokes sliding through my finger tips as chosen vocabulary is shared. At the moment of contact as I listen to secrets tucked safely in my palms in which I cherish words so true. Reacting to the emotion in tone within each individual letter that possesses devotion that moves. Swiftly touching an easing nerve passing throughout what makes me believe. Satisfied by the tongues tasteful temptation of chosen speech expressed and freed.
You move me
Orchistrating a movement flowing from where you've landed in my depths. You move me with such passion as if I were a puppet at the mercy of your wills lips. Speaking in tongues of what it is I must do without sound breaking barriers. Controlled by eyes sliding jesters of my actions that satisfy your interior. No effort is used to demonstrate the compacity of power you posses over me. For my master I will obey your every desire for I am living my dream.
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
AMEN
Jesus Christ, have mercy on me. Tell our Father I get it now. I appologise for I was wrong. I mean him nor you any harm. You arm my savior. My brother. I ask you, if you will speak to me after our history. I have questions without answers that needs only your guidence. I am here. Please fogive me. Amen!
Monday, June 25, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Far
Words cut quick and deep.
Hurting a lonely little weep.
Singling out unjustification.
Letters wrapped around immitation.
Meant to dent the hearts soft shell.
In lines spoken as their delt.
Directed at turning pleasures stealth.
Feeling bruised and left with no help.
Ripping tones pound at the ear.
Confusing the mind far from clear.
Uneasy with what's just been heard.
Not knowing ones true worth.
Screams whisper inside the head.
Conclusions unable to be met.
Eye to eye is missed in between.
And so far from even been seen.
Since wee bit high
I still can't believe it.
Is it you I'm with?
Fallen further everyday.
Needing you to stay.
We went back to the roots.
To a time of truth.
Changed we still feel it.
Pressed against the lips.
Its crazy to say the least.
Setting one an other at ease.
The comfort lavel is paradise.
Knowing its you by my side.
Is this really happening?
Emotions we're dabbling.
Finding we were made for each other.
So close and lovers.
This is the way it should of been.
With your love I want to live.
No one else could have this effect.
Digging deep as self I check.
Letting down our guards.
Realizing this love is not so hard.
The pleasure of honest relations.
Not lust immitating expectations.
Without a thing to change.
Accepted for our passion to range.
Could it be we're finally together?
Snuggled up in stormy weather.
Having the back of our best friend.
Its us breaking for the mend.
Reaching I know why I craved you.
Never getting lost in the memories use.
You stood out and lived for so long.
Now here where we belong.
I am stuck on the thought.
Of having you being the one I've been caught.
Every man bends for one woman in his life.
One like no other as husband and wife.
Your the one I was designed for.
Do you know that you live in my core.
Always have since wee bit high.
And all I can say is its about fucking time.
I've missed you and didn't even know it.
But now as a man I can unconditionally show it.
Your abscense was a void misunderstood.
Your purpose feels so good.
Seems time had other plans.
Now understanding I was destined to be you man.
Its you here in front of me.
Bringing life to my dreams.
Fallen I am madly in love with only you.
It tickles me to say you own will letting loose.
My one I am yours to experience.
Have fun in between finding me and leveling your lifes balance.
do or
Do u wanna exist?
Or once dead be dismissed?
Do u wanna live?
Or waste emotion that gives?
Do u wanna feel ur life?
Or walk numb until u die?
Do u wanna absorb reallity?
Or slowly be erased by insanity?
Do u wanna be in time?
Or fill ur lifetime with an empty mind?
Do u get the point of being alive?
Or are u sleep walkin as its shoved aside?
Do u enjoy the possiblities of happiness?
Or is it a dream that never awakens
Do u ever wanna be missed?
Or does the thought leave u embarressed?
Do u know what its like to attend actions?
Or did u forget how to react with a meaningful reaction?
Do u understand the gift of breathin?
Or does it matter we're all one day leavin?
Do u think of what it is u posses?
Or is there a lack of partakin interest?
Saturday, June 23, 2012
closed door locked
Baracated in our own.
Isolated n grown.
Its unexplainable.
Untamable.
Wildin out.
Moans n sounds.
Content inside.
Together we clime.
Climax gauranteed.
Teasin to please.
Closed door locked.
Touchin that spot.
Away from the world.
Toes bend n curl.
No one knows.
Orgasms slow.
Alone 2 becomes 1.
Hidin from the sun.
Jus as us.
Fuckin in love.
y hold out
I'm curious as fuck!
When does ur sexual tension give up?
Lettin loose at the seems.
Grab hold of ur nauthy dreams.
Y resist the explicit gift?
Let go of ur freaky cherry n accept ur fix.
Care about ur hormonic balance.
Share ur explosive deliverence.
Gab a tale of ur passion.
Detailed in ur own fashion.
Where's ur desire to enjoy?
In between a girl n a boy.
The satisfaction is becomming?
With movements so soothin n riviting.
How can u restrict the ability to be self?
Relax n dabble into intensions willin to help.
Stop fightin the crave fightin to get out.
Ease up n unlock ur depths of doubt.
Ur givin the ability to explore.
Release ur satisfaction within ur core.
Id neva tell a soul.
Fulfilling ur excitments i jus to know.
Friday, June 22, 2012
tuned
Walkin and touchin the vibe inside the walls of my heart.
In a stroll causin ripples the justify your mark.
On a peaceful journey playin with my love.
Teasin emotion with fingers that wind up in a rub.
Strokin the beat that pulsates to the comfort.
Makin love to the willingness of tuning chords.
Playin me as if I were an instrument untuned.
Happily pleasured by bein used by you.
Smilin in a sway all your own you glide.
Outlastin cupids arrow shot in a dead aimed line.
unseen yet noticed
Peekin out.
I see you.
Eyes in a dead stare.
Only if you knew.
Slicin airs grind.
Landin vision on love.
Pushin through space.
With an invisible touch.
Wide open for the sight.
Stuck.
Makin love to your presence.
I can't get enough.
Can you feel me in a daze?
Lost in your features.
Roundin the shape of your face.
Checkin for dimples.
Watchin the connection.
Unseen yet noticin.
Liftin lids in a pause.
Pupils are flirtin.
At one without a blur.
Lovin the connection.
Lost in the colors.
Surroubdin the retnas courage..........
forsaken boundaries
Welcome to my fantasy. Where anything is bound to happen. Don't think it or even speak it. For pleasue is far from lacking. Its a twisted place of joy and fetishes. Willing to concor the untamed. Ease on in and free yourself. Let's play a open minded game. My world is an unselfish piece of work. Just bring you bodies will. Give a little bit of self. And I guarantee you'll never be still. Boundaries here are forsaken. Only rule is to let intension fly. You can be as free as air. Money is declined. Its your gain if interested. Fun awaits where no one can see. Tempting hidden secrets unmentioned. I won't ask you into what could intimidate a dream. Nor will I lead you my way. Its on you to find your way past the shell in which you live. Only you know what you want. And what it is you're willing to give.....
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
getting use to the questions
Can one really get use to life when it constantly changes every time the wind blows?
Leaving so many to accept subject of the change as the heart folds.
Is the purpose to learn every time one turns around as if they haven't learned enough?
When's it time to teach an other that needs the guidence of being tough?
How close is to close before a blur of a memory is all that's left of happiness?
Forcing life to walk away with legs that want to stay stationary with feet planted in the soil of realness.
Is freedom something that's somewhere along the lines of worries being irrelevant to emotions speaking out?
Finding self once again trying to maintain as if reallity spoke of changes ripped loose from the mouth.
Where is the comfort suppose to live if tomorrow is never promissed?
Lingering with those that surround wonderimg the same thing of who's being honest?
When is it time to get use to the way its always going to be?
When today goes to sleep under a different night as we dream.
the change of yesterday
Looking down is a pair of eyes leaking as the head hangs.
With blurred visions of yesterday falling from the swells that change.
Hands swiping the insane thoughts of times that are different away.
Trying to keep a smile of what was as real as waking to a new day.
Lips quiver relentlessly with no regard to a situation so unneccessary.
Yet the end of a beginning is so overated and legendary.
With pouring emotions so clear tears can be seen through like crystals.
Free falling back to lifes unstoppable dream that circles.
Self is stuck making sense of the possition of a conforting kneel.
Leaving the flood to dry before the heart can attempt to heal.
battling inside is a war
Enduring love and pain simultaniously.
Mixed emotions from angles mystifying.
Confused on a smiles frawn so blank.
Falling away and giving everything is a strain.
The direction of the heart is speeding to a hault.
Knowing the twist is making me feel lost.
Battling inside is a war that can not be won.
Caught in the middle of a the abscent numb.
Taking all the dark sunshine can give.
I guess this is what its like to live.
Constantly defeated at ones best.
Colliding with what's left in the chest.
Hiding the fear of never giving in.
Showing a generous untamed grin.
Ends are frayed as happiness exists.
What in the hell is this crazy shit?
Holding on to the prayors to make a difference.
Waiting on times undividing moment of deliverence.
Emptiness and fulfillment all in one.
Faces having complete opposite expressions.
Tearing me apart is the saying you can't have it all.
I walk yet it seems that I crawl.
Breaking deep enough no one will ever know.
For the other is the dream that shows.
Fair hasn't a clue of what's going on.
Bared to the cores silence never heard and torn.
Strength worn and bravely excelling.
Winning and quietly failing.
All one can do is close the eyes and drift.
Thinking what if consistancy is a myth?
Monday, June 18, 2012
closing eyes
If my eyes were to close before tomorrow. Would they get the point of endless sorrow. Blinded by the depths of blank expressions. Unable to see their aimless reaction. Would I be felt in tears running from the pain unable to understanding the loss. If my eyes were to dry up and were as still as a pause. Does emotion finally sink in on the love I have. Leaving the pit of gone forever blame me for trying to be a dad. Eyes staring lifeless and in the distance. Becoming one with the erie silence. What would become of our relationship stranded in times way. Losing purpose day to day......
Sunday, June 17, 2012
is this it?
My chest aches. Affraid of emotion going to waste. Void is circulating. Hypnotising its strenghts synthosizing. Pain irritating smiles. While time sits back and clicks on a dial. It hurts to be. Please make since of tears that stream. Empty I'm drowning. Frawning and holding in the explicit pounding. Ticking like a nuke. Used with a misunderstood excuse. Visions getting blurry. Hurting in silent whispers blurting. Is this it? Fix this unwanted felling of b*llsh*t.
easing for a moment
Levitating the mind on idle.
Clearing the confusions denial.
Easing for a moment to relax.
Hoping it will surely last.
Taking a break from the stress.
Before I get back to the relentless test.
Silence has settled in softly.
Empty head is soothed genlty.
Reconnecting with a time to be.
Quielty ingoring even me.
Content to lay with satisfaction.
Without a souls interaction.
I am still feeling a simple breeze.
Happily int between my dreams.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
lil sumtin
I've never spit a lick. Yet I'm a quiet ryhmer. Unwindin in my time here. Lettin out the twisted break. I'm temptin my fate. Livin I a mind like I own. Spreadin thin on how I've grown.
jotting down the shape of will
Here laying in a re-arrangement of letters that intensify an ability. Playing with a vocabulary that expresses a unique sort of simplicity. Sits a lone mans words unlocking what it is within him that is real. Telling without a peep how life has effected his minds motion picture recorded on the memory reel. Lost in a world no one knows of here in space wasting away. Jotting down the shape of his wills satisfaction day to day. Emotion is felt through lines ryhming an angle untamed by others. Thoughts all his own he is with self on the battle to fill another page as the fingers hover. Clicking on trigger points the nerves ease as the release is fulfilling. Letting loose of the over flowing creativity that begs for the spilling. Form becomes shapeless to the minds vision unable to control the uninfluenced freedom. Written without a reader to give constructive critisism.
verbal interest
Ssssssh. Here the wind carrying the silence of a whisper trying to find you. Can you hear me calling out vibrations that form the letters of your name when connecting? Listen to my voice softly express through its tone on what you mean to me. It is rare for me to open up and allow myself to give so much meaning. Yet to say the things I say to you in this love I feel is a satisfaction gauranteed with an enjoyable taste. Quietly speaking sounds that land inside that place no one can reach within you. Can you tell the difference in my delivery than that of an other? Because I'm trying to verbally get through the thick of where you have been before you pass me by. It is the depth of communication breaking down before words are released from my tongue. To the point of no return I give emotion with every letter aimed and directed towards you. Just wait for the breeze to bring sweet truth and sit with the thaught. Then ask yourself, is it worth the while? I'm just me hoping to find that tender spot deep inside you as I can not help myself. When my mouth opens love pours out with intensions made for a lifetime. And all I could ever want from you is to respond the only way you know how. It is your choice to mute a man standing upright and willing in front of you. One that can withstand time with passion leaking from his hearts vocabulary. You decide what it is that stretches that smile you have in between lips shaping your reply.
Friday, June 15, 2012
invisible presence of love
Caught in the middle. In between man and woman. Stands love connecting duel hearts so passionate. The closer two get the further they become one. Living in the invisble presence of love. In the space where stares invading an other without a touch. Love lives naked and only seen in eyes baring the soul. Its there pasing time breifly for individuals to realize its worth. Unexplainable and a mystery to the mind its misunderstood at times. Yet for the better it will take you to a place all your own. Standing in the middle of love there's room for a missing piece to fill in the emptiness. Lost in a single first kiss.
comin up within my skin
This is who I am. Caught up becoming a man. Strivin to survive. Here and now I am alive. Beatin out my chest. Is a vibe that will not rest. Pleasure filled with pain. Crackin jokes out in the rain. My will it can not stop. My emotion will never rot. Comin up within my skin. Me u wish to pretend. Abscent homies like a junkie. Solo this world can't hold me. Breakin free without a doubt. With realness spilled from the mouth. No I will never bend. Me I have no choice but to give. With love that can not fade. Through the lord its the way I was made. Living out my dreams. In every fantasy. For I know where I do belong. Best foot forward I can't go wrong. Slippin on words that stands with meanin. Leavin this empty world feenin. I'm jus vibin to the truth. But speakin to u there is no use.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
reflection of a man
Damn. I noticed my face this evening n seen a man for the 1st time. Staring at my reflection in the spicket of the tub srubbing off the grim. I realized as the hair covering the outter me I have changed. Yet I feel the same as I always have n still maintain. Wow how I have grown into someone I can respect. In touch with me never to become suspect. I seen me for the first time no longer a child but a kid at heart. Constantly playing the hand I've been dealt as I lay my cards. I'm all in as I feel the day slip from the suns sights. Comfortably knowing to continue to live I have the right. Yet as I sit in the steam soothing my bones I think of thw age that doesn't really show. I'm aging well n I am thankful as I ease back slow.
if i were to
If I were to pour the most truest emotions without music to fulfill its purpose. Would the words plucked from my depths have any effect as if anyones feelings were to surface. In real talk giving an interested mind something to relate to. Would rhyming sylables connect somewhere in the hidden secrets never told or let loose. Allowing self to escape the chains binding them from openly expressing the reality of the word me. If I were to place stains in time upon the eyes willing to read. Would a difference be felt helping a lonely soul understand their not alone. Comfortable with the one within that can never be cloned.
diddlin in a dizzy state of mind
In my own weird way I am me. Living in my overflowing dreams. Revealing the I within I release the giggles. Jsut a happy little shit that can't help but to wiggle. Playful and confident I give this world something unique. Looked at with an eye made for mystery. If I'm not enjoyed by others it doesn't matter. Being me is fun and there's nothing id rather. I'm a simple soul filled with meaning and spunk. Accepted as me is all I want. Goofy and straight up is who I am. Life is grand. I dnot mind if I am misunderstood. Others as themselves wish they could. I am corky and it shows with the movement in me ways. It feels good to just be human at one with another day. He he I am me diddling in a dizzy state of mind. And its wide the fuck open with what's going on inside.
who?
Who's got who? Then again who knew? Who stands true? Over a shoulder behind the clues. Who's presence is there? Who is it that cares? And again whokeeps the playing feild fair? Always their. Who puts in the time? Who I ask is more than a find? For who to maintain their grind? I wanna know who equals out the faces shine.
a crack of passion
There's a lil crack under the door that allows the sounds to escape. Someones playing games as an other is a slave. Bein tamed n I bet one of em is trimed in lace. Invadin space in between eyes that gaze. I can hear hearts race, jus wish I could see their face. Doesn't sound like time is a waste. Splashin in waves. Wow the passion is expreesed the same. Flames flickerin shadows wildly in pain. To be on this side off the door I great. Wonder what's its like to be front n center with the visual of goin insane. I think someone needs saved. Mmmmm I wanna play.....
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
troops of pain
I never felt a tear fall with so much emotion as I tried to hold it in. Somehow I fought but it found its way out from within. Lonely it crept with patience as I endured it making its presence down my cheek. And I don't know how but Its sadness was something simular to defeat. Rolling in a slide, pausing long enough to explain how life changes its mind again and again. It hurt deep as confusion was as clear as the drop forming in a drip at my chin. It wasn't until it fell that I realized an army of pure need flooded my eyes and was pulled from inside. I was alone in my mind as my intensions broke and continued to try............. yet troops wash away a smile so wide nothong could ever repair. As if to release the pitty party I possess subcontiously without a care.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
home seems different
Up so high, feeling so low. Time marches on, and the things we learn to know. Caught in the middle, heart feels broken. Home seems different, painful emotion. Praying I cry, becoming distant to fast. Pulled and tugged,sliced cut and slashed. Fitting in only in my mind, no one understands. Fighting for air, lessened as a man. Giving so much, reaching for love and family. Holding my ground, losing drastictly. Finding no reasoning, this ican not be understood. Believe in me, if I could I would......
Monday, June 11, 2012
relations
Mind sets different in many ways. Relations very by comfortable circumstancial gain. Unique to those involved. For it's their world that revolves. Paradise to some enjoying the most. Heel to others affraid to stay close. Time changes the pasts forever after becoming individualized. Its for the ones putting in the work to realize. Keeping the emotion alive is rectifyable. Yet when enough is enough its undenyable. Attatched by will and driven by love. To some its hard as to others its easy to touch. Either running in or away from reality. Its selfs choice never to feel guilty. Hard times getting stronger. Good times lasting longer. Bad times breaking the mood. Needing something new. Truth is happiness is hard to find. Trust is earned in the heart and open mind.........
three jabs
Where to begin? Tears leaking out and pain sinking in. Confushion overload. Three jabs to the heart as it slows. Mind rewinding. Trying to find reason behind thoughts blinding. What just happened? I feel emotions sadened. Eyes are filled. Losing sight of the thrill. Where to go from here? After so many devoted years. What to do? I never thought I'd experience the strangle of the noose. Understand I do not. In termoil I sit and I rot. Contiplating absolutly nothing. Haven't anything to say to falling ceilings. Walls muted by expressions. I had pure and true intentions. Swallowing my lump. Words were so fucking blunte. Irrelevant to circumstances. And the torture inhances. What did I do? Living and doing the best that I could for you. Turning my stability. Left behind to insecurity. Selfishness speaking loud. As fear is pouring out. How can I smile. All that's left is buttons on the dial. I failed my own. Can't help them be grown. I am not okay. I don't even know what to say.
Sunday, June 10, 2012
landing clouds
When the clouds have landed and your walk has been eased by lighter footsteps following one another leaving the walk less pleasant behind. Don't be affraid for life has not ended, it has only begun as the skies have come to take you to heavens eternal happiness and wipe away your cries.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
distant and clinging
Who is this man I'm suppose to be? When I close my eyes I see me scream. And when I sleep I loose everything. I don't understand this thing. Seems my mind isn't done taking shit to extremes. Lingering thoughts making me mean. Who am I inside of me? Distant and clinging to lifes sting. Needing a drink or some of that green. Constantly begging please when I didn't do anything. Feeling like a lonely worn out breed. Floating in the bottom of a stream with snipped wings. What am I to a world that's doesn't want me? Some call me free. Yet I'm leaking out and without a team. No ones listening nor could I give a flying ringading. I'm me standing straight up within me. And that's all I'll ever be as on an other I can not lean.
behind the eyes
Cries held in so the pain doesn't show. Leaking out the torture is known. Hidden behind the eyes is a flood of unreason. Uncontrolled emotions are fleeing. Over flowing the hearts drowning with no gain. Minds over worked and dreadfully drained. Sounds held to a mute. Never allowed to be used. Forced down deeper than secrets forgotten. Hating the taste of the rotten.
only if u knew i could
Speakin in tongues a sailors mouth would wanna hush. Drivin u insane with it lappin touch. Content is explicit as words flow on what I can do to ur clit. Afterwards shovin u full of my dick. Wantin u bad I express how I wanna make u mad. Then fuck ya til u realize great sex is bad. Out spoken cuz I see what it is I wanna begin choken. In other words I wanna get to pokin. Raw images flood my thoughts n are released as they should. Only if u knew I could. How else would u know I can get u more than in the mood. On my level is where you'd scream n id proove. Sexual sounds burstin in ya ear as in u I wanna pound. Backside n u bent over as I mount. Diggin harder n deeper than you've eva felt a man gettin u weter. You'll neva find an other willin to do u better. It may be fowl but on u I'd go to town. I want u in the worst way as u get that devilish frawn. Take it or leave it. Its ur loss as ur body will twist. I may seem outta line n possibly a feen. But I wanna become ur unspoken dream. Playin ur hormones as u beg n moan. With 8.5 n width is my bone. Gettin u off id neva pause. Tweakin ur imperfect experiences n correctin the unfelt flaws. Rude to the point of purposely fulfillin ur void. Me I know you'd enjoy. Freakin u out of ur shells hidden shouts. I promise ur intensions will sprout. Givin meanin to the realness of fantasies dreamin. I wanna hear u in tune singin..............
I wanna watch u go down on her. Juicing splashin as ur vision is blurred. Ass in the air as she grabs ur hair. Showin ur skill of pleasure. Tastin her orgasmic treasure. Lickin as the tongue enjoys how soft. Listenin to u get her off. To see u enjoy ur sexuallity. Really gets to the inner me. Kissin n touchin with ease. Cravin to tease n be pleased. one explotion after an other. I wanna watch u unfold he
making love to the cores surface
Runway lading. Fingers sliding in a touch. Nerves twitching. Feeling the rush. Softly gliding along. Like a brush of air. Teasing the facts of need. Close enough to tickle the hairs. Contact as tips soothes the skin. Makin love the cores surface. Accepting the deisres to be filled. Alone with so much purpose. Dancing pleasure stealing the moment. Felt and feeling the emotion. Rising from the inner passion. Enjoying time spent to devotion. Carelessly allowing self to be taunted. Caressed because one is able. Every inch tamed by example. As hormones are no longer stable. Floating just above the surface. Hands linger wanting to play. Tempting movement to settle down. Enjoying the game. Slowly pressing with meaning. Firm yet gentle. Caring strokes finding their joy. More than being mental. Vibing to the beat of nails digging a scratch. Heart speeds with a pulsating trust. Opened to finally being wanted. Wrapped around the love.
gripping seconds slipping away
Made to be. Escaping as we breathe. Fulfilling dreams. Changing with a cling. Lost in between breaths. Felt in the chest. Deep in its nest. Releasing selfs best. At ease with knowing. Constantly showing. Feeling and growing. Emotions flowing. Happening while lifes on the move. Letting loose. With words put to use. Completed and choosing you. Opened and filled. Happy with will. Laying content and still. Alone when we chill. Gripping seconds slipping away. In love here today. Honest and brave. With an uncotrolable crave. Just being in our moments glimps. A once in a life time experience. Moving in the suspense. In perfect sequence. Trying to hold it. The flames been lit. With kisses upon the lips. I have to admit inside I'm whipped.
Thursday, June 7, 2012
clingin to love
Slow moods lit by the flames of candles. Causin shadows to dance to the nights handle. Lovers as one for the dark can not tell them apart. Just a intertwined movement lost without time tickin away on who they are. Music playin with the emotinal comfort of bein close to one an other. Even the cool breeze tries to cool them yet could never come in between true lovers. Clingin to love mates feelin the thrill of bein touched just right. As dawn approaches and is told by dusk they never gave up on the fight. Together forever as nothing between them can come. With passionate noises released and air pused from their lungs. Holdin on til the last of what's left of two as one in a of moment comin undone. Explodin n outlastin the fire that gave vision to so much fun.
stolen as me
I jus didn't do it cuz I was a horn dog. I wanted to see how far they'd go. Helpin em be true to self. Three strikes was my rule, leavin em wantin mo. I did I cuz I could. Cuz I had the skills to get under the skin. Bringin out their desires acted out. Then disapearin as they were breakin. Untamed lust sexually satisfied. I was good at what I did. In it to explore what an other was willin to do. I'm ashamed to admit. Playin games n stealin hearts. The fun it was to know I could do as I please. Their bodies were my playground as I taunted them curious. Givin one hell of a sigh of releif. Yet there is only one I stoped n I was so turned on by. The one that stole me from me as I was allowed to be me. The only one I can't get enough of. My one that has tamed the untamable beast n set me free. With her I am a true gent.... what we do no one will ever know. Dreams n passions are met without hesitance. N that's all that'll ever be told....
meeting in time
If my time and ur time met while gettin hung up in a tree waiting on a breeze. Would ur time find the time to get to know me before time ran out for us to leave. Blown away saying bye with not enough time to sigh and find comfort in a piece of mind. For time is all one has to shine in a moment to claim mine...............
Sunday, June 3, 2012
simplicity of love
If love makes life easier, why is it no one is witness to its liesures. Is it selfisihness in what humanity has become. Looking after number one. Blinded in ways no one can reach us. Unwilling to find the simplicity of love. Or is it people are so into self no one matters as if no one exists. Never feeling the meaning in a kiss on the lips. Everyone always wants to be catered to yet can't find the time to truly know someone. Willing for it to be over and done. Is it that easy to walk away from the best thing ever. Who's says their's greener grass on the other side of stormy weather. Life is what you make of it, is it not? Theirs no connection left in this worlds path. Treating all as if their scabs. Picking at them until there's nothing left. Never giving their own best. Yet wanting others to please them. Why is it everyone is suppose to bend. Character is abscent and behind the futures eyes is lost in a black hole swallowed. Man kind is so relentlessly hallow. There are few that even get the point of loves purpose and having a best friend. Guess that's the way it will be until the end......
Saturday, June 2, 2012
high as the deepest love
As high as the minds cloud nine floating with smoke like clouds in the sky. As deep as the ocean filled heart with feet planted in the sands dreams. Like tear drops flowing in a happy rain stoped by your hands sweet spot. My love for my one is as true as the sun that sizzles the heat in between making life so much fun.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
a sigh of relief
Smooth skin drifting along the under touch of finger tips. Soft tastes of love out stretched and meeting in the middle of a kiss. Touch soothing emotions tangled in a weave caressed by a warm breath. Floating in a flow sinking into the hearts tender interest. Movement crawling on the feeling in the middle of the nights passion. Need filling the rooms desired explosions interacting with the relentless reaction. Uncontrolled connection between bodies flushing with a gentle hover. Lost in the moments will to live with the embrace of the perfect lover. Mingling hormones reaching with limbs feeling a sigh of relief. Finally knowing what completion means as actions are truly believed.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
all in
I gotta best friend. One beside me til the end. For this one I will bend. Always I shall defend. I could never charge rent. For the heart is in mends. Popping out its pushed in dents. Never again will I pretend. Opened n lent. My love I send. There it goes as it went. Landing n listening to her vent. Living in our course of ever afters event. Over stepping the invisible limits. Outside a dream as its spent. Without dollars n cents. The way it was meant. Trying as I attempt. Always as a gent. Emotions openly blend. Closer than my own ken. Written in irreversable ink blotted pen. Happy with a grin. Lost in blisses intent. Comfortably content. Blessed with cupids suspense. With no reguard to defense. All in. Spread so thin. Me her n ten. Its our everyday under our circus tent. No over dominance. Jus happy n filled behind loves picket fence.
Sliding down the misplaced side of the minds unmentioned time. Landing and rolling away from self as the stray is ever so craved. Hiding behind thin air with a pair of itnesions that does not care. Daring the tamed thoughts to break free that were caught and unreleased by the pause. Hoping a crack will peek lights splat to show the way out before they go down with
Sunday, May 27, 2012
trust issues
Stepped aside. Ignored for no reason. Fates presence abscent. For it's not loves season. Manuvered so swift. Never felt. Shuffling feet. Everyones always into self. No time for quality. All is the same. In and out with no regrets. Playing an endless game. No one wins. Alone they stand emotionless. Pretending to be happy. Swallowed by their emptiness. Feeling others are out to get them. Trust issues. Yet more than reasonable. For love is abused. Worlds went a stray. Turning on the possibilities. Without knowing who can make the difference. And relations has no responsibilities.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
clingning to the souls limits
I got a symphony floating on music notes in my hearts image. Taking me away I ride 5 line staffs that cling to the souls limits. Mirror mirror I can see my pupils bouncing in loves rythmatic chords. Connected with a brace and leaving me only wanting more. Content in between the bars I move to a unique kind of beat. Vibing I sway from inner harmony tapping through the toes at the end of my feet. Blocked and broken mingling happiness with slurs marching with ease. A melody so natural phrases flow as they please.
Friday, May 25, 2012
devoted
Holding back will get you no where. Open up and make loves play ground fair. Bottled up is no way to be. All I'm trying to do is become more than a dream. Listen to your heart plead. For were meant to tap into our emotions. You have my full devotion. Pretending not to care I just silly. Allow me to feel your will and I'm yours willingly. Crack a smile in my direction and see how it makes a difference. in you I have great interest. Two as one breaking down a simple little thing called love. I don't mean to be a bug. I just see someones true worth. And I have fallen deep with a side of flirt. So what do you say if we do this the right way. Because baby I'm here to stay....
together
Snatched out of time. Pausing as we climb. Fighting off those against us. As a team we live in love. Finding seconds stretched into hours. Together we have the power. Making our own way in comfort. And that means something that could never be a bore.
Thursday, May 24, 2012
dragging out the details
Let me be the best time you've ever had. I'll show you my good side then bad. Just because we're married doesn't mean I've won. Let's spend some time and live out our time together in love. As your husband I can keep the thrill alive. For we've just begun to co-inside. I want to know how it feels to live in your heart for a lifetime that'll never end. Enjoying individual moments standing strong in memory with the greatest friend. Let me motivate your willingness to losen up and unwind in my arms. I could never cause you any kind of harm. Let's slow down and drag out the details of our emotions as they get the point. Find all we can in one an others souls bending joints. Live like we've never had a true friend before in a world missing trust. With faith and guidence in the lord above. Let's settle down and make the most of the blessing we've been given. As slow as possible pausing time and simply keep living. Bring out the best within for it's uncontrolably escaping to be touched. Knowing intensions will be noticed and always be loved. Let me shake the ground you walk on with ripples vibing an easing quake. In rythm with the pulse pounding in loves sake. All I want is to be what you accept me to be. My love, with a single kiss you make it hard to breathe.
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
fallin into rythm
U have my eyes spinnin round n round. Rollin backwards tryin to get a better view of you spring cleanin in my mind n I've gone down. Sneakin peeks when ur not lookin I smile in ur presence. With feelings roamin within that have my emotions that need u at their best. Fallin into rythm with ur irreplacable beauty leakin from ur kind unselfish heart. I am in love with how you've captured my unconditional will from the start. U my love are the piece I've missed for ooh so long. I stare knowin our life together is the greatest joy in which I belong. So to my wife on a day like so many others with only one purpose I have to say I am madly in love with woman you've become. In my heart your free to run. Proud to stand next to u I am complete. Baby u have swept me completely off my feet.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
duel bosses
When standing in the eye of the storm, take notice in how everything around you is at ruines and there's nothing but hurt. When it feels like you're speaking from the grave and you can't be heard, as if muted ears can not make out spoken words. When everything around you is beyond repair and silenced for communication has been lost. You both should have none better than a relationship having a boss.....
closer
Closer than a shadow circling away from the sun. A friend like no other giving feeling to the numb. Locked in rings of wedding bells chiming. Comes along someone as perfect as timing. Hearing the hearts ripples vibe in a voice when speaking. A true passion sharing air in between a kiss as we're breathing. Motionless in stares soaking into the nights patience. Opened with a moments untamed hesitance. Closer than a lover clinging to the comfort of touch. Falling into arms holding ground in love. I am enjoying the greatest feeling in life. Every since the moment you became my wife.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
down goes
Down goes emotions purity for the world to see. Spilling from behind the eyes out of a dream. Losening the tension caused by the awakenings passing. Dripping feelings splash and tell the silence flashing. Falling from the tips my fingers rub passion. Painting a picture from words expressing loves fashion. On the edges of surpressed desire waiting. Comes forth true intensions pacing. Down goes what's been missed with letters joined. Linked together by an abscence of your void.
softened
Softened for a real chance. Opened to the never ending dance. Quietly I hold my stance. Motions glide as we prance. Feelings are inhanced. Shaken out of my pants. Lost in the moment of a glance.
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
b4 u!
In a time before you. I never wanted to be loved. No one could find me. And I could care less to find comfort in their touch. Back when I was a ligering drift. Set out to float in the wind. Landing long enough to rest. I wouldn't bend. I was lost in a pre state of happiness. Breaking down all. Unwilling to give self. Disecting their flaws. When I was without you in my life. Times were hard to be say the least. Always another game to play. Somehow winning for only I knew the truth. Never to stay. I wore a face that smiles with laughter. A mask hiding my intensions. Behind my eyes was a hunger. Controlling my direction. A while ago when your presense was not felt. When all that mattered was I. I found myself alone and in wonder. Never wanting to try. In it for the moment. Making sure I was good. Becoming me I gave it up. Something I never thought I would.
comfort in your palms
Handing over my heart. Two hands opened as it leaks. Pumping and slowly losing rythm. Needing to be tweaked. Thumping to a hault. A revived beat is a must. So I give it to you. Knowing its in the hands of love. Feel it cling to your warmth. Finding comfort in you palms. Hold it tight. Heal what's gone wrong. Show it you care. The only it needs is a little tlc. It's yours if you want it. For it use to belong to me........
all
U have what's left. All that's never been used. The me attempting to be a friend. Wanting to be a lover that will never abuse. U get the me I was meant to be. Loving my moment to get next to u. Blessed with a gift I am able to share. And it's long over due. U are the effect I ever so needed. Bringing forth the good I possess. All the misguided lies have faded. True to lips that press. U get the last that's worth the time. For it's all I have within me. Used up I found my piece of mind. And it's all for thee.....
bouncing as i sigh
You are in the corner of my eye. Pulling my mind side to side as you dance and glide. Bouncing as I sigh you temp time to slow down and fight. I love your sway as you refuse to hide the piece of you no one can seem to find. It makes me shed a tear and cry as I temperarily go blind. And the movement of your feet slide with the ripples you cause in my emotional rhyme. Toying with lyrical lines you express how much you are mine. Opening my bind you turn pages to see what you can find. Prancing along as you dip and grind on a craving mans high. Stopping long enough to pry apart my hearts leaking seemless wine.
under the skins texture
Love inserted smoothly only the way you know how. Flowing upstream from the fingertips as I throw in the towel. Opening to an emotion with complete devotion. Swimming straight for the hearts motion your touch is like an explosion. Bursting my bubble within as I release me spread thin. Making it easier for you to reach your destination as we meet. Floating in and out as you're pumped in a pulsating sound. Inside of me you've found me hidding with a fraun. Incouraged by intenions to take over with reinvention. You are perfection at its finest as you have created what I've forgotten to mention. We are forever crawling under the skins texture. Living beneath the weather trying to wash away the happily ever........ after giving a moments drifting. Able to locate with a winning prescence of mind blowing.
Monday, May 14, 2012
fading with my gift
Pages ripped. How many there's been I don't know. Scribbles of me unread. Lost the old me as I continue to grow. Blank stares at the horror of pasts irritations. Findin me. Writting something more than what I can possibly become. Didlling small story dreams. Planted in times way. Unpublished fasinations. Falling aprt to be rebuilt with every letter. Accepting satisfaction. Lose leaf tear. Zipper lick sounds flood. One two three there on the run. Getting a shoulder shrug. Stacked n piled away. Stored for someone else to deal with. I'm at ruins living within puntuations. Fading with my gift.
close
So close like a thorn on a rose. Still in the breeze we grow. Fighting off anyone trying to pluck you. In a garden of loves image of truth. To eliments we're bared. As this world can't help but to stare. Blooming we're petals blossoming. Under the sunshine and happening. Standing graceous to the naked eye. A symbolism of loves test of time.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
somethin
Needin a new angle that flows. Somethin leavin me spread out on the floor so low. I'm diggin deep n pourin me out. Quietly I am without sound. Followin the direction of the cracks in my mind. Dancin with words leapin with time. Leakin I drip colorless rainbows. Makin dreams n livin so bold. Grippin reality as it reshapes to truths. Showin what's the use. Searchin for somethin fresh. Givin my altimate best. Somethin never said before. As the dark smudges within my thoughts open doors. Verbally abusin a situation. With no limits on the imaginations hesitation. I need a conversational piece. One that will be remembered when I'm deciest. Sinkin into the black hole in my head. Where the nutshell lays to bed. Maybe that's where I'll find my off the wall master piece that I crave. One where I don't know how to behave. My tongue needs a new texture to marinade. Bustin tastbuds as words are re-arranged. Somethin thick n juicy I can create. Somethin that can not wait. Blind sided by my own escape. Outlinin it in white tape. Settin this never endin syllable war fancy free. Released as I attempt to breathe.
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
its my turn
Way past due. N I'm lookikn at u. Its u I want. Adiment n blunte. Whata ya say 2 a lifetime? As I tell u ur on my mind. Hands shakin with twitchin nerves. Luv words a blurt. Its u I need. Heart poundin with a beep beep. Its my turn. To make u yearn. I have what it takes. Perfect mates. Yeah I'm the one. Helpin ur smile have fun. Listen n watch. My actions r ove the top. Here I am babe. Ur heart I wanna invade. Let me show u how a man can love. Feel me touch. Sneakin in to ur soul is my dream. Put ya guard down n on me lean. I can be more than a friend. Help make the rent. I'm at ur mercy. Faith that you'll never hurt me. Compatable with a irreplacable connection. We're one steppin in the direction. Hear my passion speak ur name with choice. Released by the sound of my voice. I am urs 2 own. With a mature mind in grown. At ur wills every desire. Buildin our empire. A home make of happiness. For u I am relentless. I gotta have u in my life. As ours sayin mine would be so nice. I can be that shilouette come alive. Standin only by ur side. Give me one shot at the title. I jus wanna walk down the isle.
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
natures lessons
Rain drops never fall simultaniously. Like smoke that breaks free and disapears. Even land seperates itself from the closest thing it knows in itself. Change is good standing in between memories letting go. Feeling alone from tine to time like the flood falling from the skies. In their own moment on their individual journey to meet with a greater purpose. So when the smoke clears and sight is as crystal as the passion of the heart your time is at hand. Don't fall when the ground shakes and its hard to stand for even the quake settles on a view more pleasant than before.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
ur smiles reversal
I can feel ur pain as emotion runs down ur face. Pausin in between beats everytime a breath takes place. Its written by expressions controllin ur smiles reversal. N there is no way to prepare nor have time for rehersal. Its is real the torture placed deep in your heart leakin out. As moans ease unwillin from ur mouth. I wish the stress I can steal n replace it with happiness. Healin n help the never endin empty nerve inside ur sadness. To see u break down n I can only watch u weep shakes me. Only if in the mornin all is well after a good nights dream..............
it is
Its the movement in ur grind. The sway loosenin our time. Lost in the moments that makes us stronger. Outlasting the length of wonder. Its the fact of the matter of knowing. The way u simply don't mind showing. Sharing a love not of this world. Pleasinghow I call u my girl. Its how we're felt in a kiss. The breaths that escape the lips. Staring and stuck in ur eyes. I see my one and she's so alive. Its passion that grabs ahold of the heart. The way emotion plays its unconditional part. Wrapping and clinging to what we've always wanted. Baby you are truly something. Its the way you've claimed me as yours. The way I thank the lord. Thankful to have you in our life. More than willing to take your hand as my wife. Its the truth in openly accepting one another. The way we'rs more than lovers. Falling further everytime I even imagine your face. You must be an angel traching me the meaning of grace. Its the way its us in precious memories made. The way the man in me has been saved. My love you are what a woman was meant to be. The absolute perfect deign in which has broken me free. I. F.U.C.K.I.N.G. L.O.V.E. Y.O.U.
Friday, May 4, 2012
scrubbin away old stains
Peelin away the years. There are no more tears here. Fallin from a profile earnin trust. So far away from lust. Free from my cacoon I'm finally free. Learnin so much findin me. Callin out with a tongue that can not lie. N all I do is try. A new man has risen to the occation. Ready for relations. Minds cleared n demons have been exorsised. I never thought id see the day in my time. Scrubbin away the old stains. Reborn a gentle giant more tame. Able to feel emotion outside my dreams. Grabbin hold for I've become someones sun beem.
silenced
Silence by thy own tongue. Eatin words wantin to run. Holdin in sights n sounds. Fallin out dead n motionless on the ground. Quietly they hide behind the teeth peeking. Waiting for their moment for me to get to tweaking. Still n clinging to tastebuds the flavor has become sour. I need to release to power of now. Lingering thoughts filling my mouth. Damn near choking they sit n pout. Eager to slip from the lips to get their point across. Flung n wildly tossed. Patiently building emotion with clear thoughts. Never to be bought. Rotten n burried in my cavities letters break. Peeling enamel n becoming one with the plack unable to escape. I'm muted upon def ears so what's the use os speaking out loud. Something as if I wasn't aloud.....
Thursday, May 3, 2012
in the middle
U ever met in the middle of a kiss? Entertwined with a twist. No top lip dominance. No need for the need in a wors of provacative. No bottom lip bein subdude. Findin meanin in its use. Reachin for the feel n the taste. Knowin its never a moments waste. Lips aligned perfectly. Sparked by luvs electricity. Top to top n bottom to bottom. Pressed as they soften on the run. Have u ever paused before this kiss? Checkin off another 1 from the perfect list. For a moment to see who it is that shares the emotion. In the middle of devotion. Closer than luv could ever speak. When luv begins to leak. Releasin the passion the heart has waited for. Needin it in ur core. Have u ever after becomin more than a kiss sighed so sweetly? Feelin connected, completely.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
runnin out the west with my dream
Eastbound. Easin into the night. Settlin in arms n felt. Findin home. No longer on the run. Back against the west where dreams r yet to be filled. With legs kickin. Tired n tryin to make it. Facin east. Watchin the midnight hours click into daylight. Up to enjoy my world. Before those roamin westbound can peek a wink. Always lookin for somethin new. More powerful than they've felt. I sit comfortably content. Layed out in love. Touched in an eastern way. With dreams my own western times can relate. Its the direction of the heart. Livin opened as one.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
structural rebuilding
Strip me down. Peel me free. Bare minimum. Out of a dream. Show me love. Give me will. Filled so full. Live in happyville. Shed with me. Break free. Turn from stone. Sharing rings. Be yourself. Stay true. Live like you love. Through and through. Make no promises. Actions speak. Words become mute. Always think. Stand with me. Hand in hand. Fight with me. Not against your man. Polish my surface. Cleans me whole. Become one. Let the heart unfold. Pull me down. Build me up. Redirect my intensions. Filled with love. Chip me away. Make me fall. Fix my face. And only you will ever have my all.
18 years gone
Tiny toes growin old. Watchin how they bend n fold. Ticklin a touch full of luv. Lotioned n rubbed. Itty bitty little witsies. Wonderin if they'll ever miss me. So small as they crawl. Learnin to walk as they fall. Runnin around makin sounds. Head aches as it pounds. Pitter pattar little ones scatter. Knowin what truly matters. Playin with a laughter n the smiles r big. Into the chest they dig. Time spinnin as the heart is driven. Livin so deeply within. Watchin little me's fiddle. Drawin as they diddle. Talkin tongues speakin daughters n sons. Callin dad n moms. Agin before the eyes they explore. Never a dull moment nor a bore. Young men n women as their sent. Walkin how they we're meant. 18 years gone causin tears. Emotions tryin to shake bein left alone in fear. Free to live their lives n unwind. With a kind heart n open mind. Hopin all has been taught as the only thing left is pictures on the walls. Frames filled with photos so small. Memories float as they leave grown hopin they can cope. Wantin them to find their hearts home. From marchin legs to a stand makin their chargin. Eagarness starvin. All one can do is keep from goin numb. So much patience has been spent with luv. For so long all ones known is teachin right from wrong. Singin n laughin in between songs. Leadin troops into battle with this worlds goofs. Its their turn to choose. Now sittin back forced to rlax n willin. With not much to do n chillin.
Saturday, April 28, 2012
a lost species
In an angle oposite of a 90 degree corner I stand fighting off this worlds ways. Sruggling to maintain with swiveled head confused by the humanity from which we've strayed. A lost species due to the misplaced sevens sins in todays society. All in which are ignored repeatidly showing the lack of interest in the human race to co-exist with individuality. Self absorbed selfish proposters ingraving our history and mutalating our futures well being. Its an ignorant act when manors and respect is not taught or cared for in this lifes breif window fleeing. Its sad to say the least when materials and anything free or cheep runs through the veins uncontrolably. Missing the point of what it is we can become with the acceptance in our very own differences that allow us to live happily. We are a unique form with mind and emotion conflicting without learning there true potentials purpose. We as the majority of this great planet have in the balance its distruction hurting not only us. Yet all living creatures not of our battle to rule for the power no single soul will ever aquire. Making their walk irrelavant to the meaning of life before it retires.
Friday, April 27, 2012
i no longer
I no longer walk alone standin in the rain that blends in with my tears. I stepped to the plate n became a man with only 1 individual lonely fear. 1 in which I need not to worry in this life time for I've been completed. Needed I have beocme more than forever wanted. I no longer sit alone wonderin what it is I havta do. My mind was cleared n I can see the truth in paradises never to start overs use. Opened up n givin the best of me as me cuz I found what I was lookin for. I no longer drift into empty nights callin out to self from my inner core. Yet stand as the man I was meant to be n I found the me I lost long ago. I'm back n I owe the thanx to my best friend as she fills me whole. I got nothin but luv in me n passion that lingers at it own will. I no longer feel the anger in pains unwanted so called thrill. Lifted by a sinlge kiss n touched in a way I've craved as long as I can remember. N I can't hear the sounds of my twisted whimper. Loyal to a peice of me that connects only the way she can. Fittin in to the puzzle of my hearts desired unconditional plan. Naturally I feel deep enough for my wife is my 1. Its as simple as I no longer havta look another wink for luv..........