a sigh of relief

Smooth skin drifting along the under touch of finger tips. Soft tastes of love out stretched and meeting in the middle of a kiss. Touch soothing emotions tangled in a weave caressed by a warm breath. Floating in a flow sinking into the hearts tender interest. Movement crawling on the feeling in the middle of the nights passion. Need filling the rooms desired explosions interacting with the relentless reaction. Uncontrolled connection between bodies flushing with a gentle hover. Lost in the moments will to live with the embrace of the perfect lover. Mingling hormones reaching with limbs feeling a sigh of relief. Finally knowing what completion means as actions are truly believed.

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all in

I gotta best friend. One beside me til the end. For this one I will bend. Always I shall defend. I could never charge rent. For the heart is in mends. Popping out its pushed in dents. Never again will I pretend. Opened n lent. My love I send. There it goes as it went. Landing n listening to her vent. Living in our course of ever afters event. Over stepping the invisible limits. Outside a dream as its spent. Without dollars n cents. The way it was meant. Trying as I attempt. Always as a gent. Emotions openly blend. Closer than my own ken. Written in irreversable ink blotted pen. Happy with a grin. Lost in blisses intent. Comfortably content. Blessed with cupids suspense. With no reguard to defense. All in. Spread so thin. Me her n ten. Its our everyday under our circus tent. No over dominance. Jus happy n filled behind loves picket fence.

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Sliding down the misplaced side of the minds unmentioned time. Landing and rolling away from self as the stray is ever so craved. Hiding behind thin air with a pair of itnesions that does not care. Daring the tamed thoughts to break free that were caught and unreleased by the pause. Hoping a crack will peek lights splat to show the way out before they go down with

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trust issues

Stepped aside. Ignored for no reason. Fates presence abscent. For it's not loves season. Manuvered so swift. Never felt. Shuffling feet. Everyones always into self. No time for quality. All is the same. In and out with no regrets. Playing an endless game. No one wins. Alone they stand emotionless. Pretending to be happy. Swallowed by their emptiness. Feeling others are out to get them. Trust issues. Yet more than reasonable. For love is abused. Worlds went a stray. Turning on the possibilities. Without knowing who can make the difference. And relations has no responsibilities.

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clingning to the souls limits

I got a symphony floating on music notes in my hearts image. Taking me away I ride 5 line staffs that cling to the souls limits. Mirror mirror I can see my pupils bouncing in loves rythmatic chords. Connected with a brace and leaving me only wanting more. Content in between the bars I move to a unique kind of beat. Vibing I sway from inner harmony tapping through the toes at the end of my feet. Blocked and broken mingling happiness with slurs marching with ease. A melody so natural phrases flow as they please.

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devoted

Holding back will get you no where. Open up and make loves play ground fair. Bottled up is no way to be. All I'm trying to do is become more than a dream. Listen to your heart plead. For were meant to tap into our emotions. You have my full devotion. Pretending not to care I just silly. Allow me to feel your will and I'm yours willingly. Crack a smile in my direction and see how it makes a difference. in you I have great interest. Two as one breaking down a simple little thing called love. I don't mean to be a bug. I just see someones true worth. And I have fallen deep with a side of flirt. So what do you say if we do this the right way. Because baby I'm here to stay....

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together

Snatched out of time. Pausing as we climb. Fighting off those against us. As a team we live in love. Finding seconds stretched into hours. Together we have the power. Making our own way in comfort. And that means something that could never be a bore.

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dragging out the details

Let me be the best time you've ever had. I'll show you my good side then bad. Just because we're married doesn't mean I've won. Let's spend some time and live out our time together in love. As your husband I can keep the thrill alive. For we've just begun to co-inside. I want to know how it feels to live in your heart for a lifetime that'll never end. Enjoying individual moments standing strong in memory with the greatest friend. Let me motivate your willingness to losen up and unwind in my arms. I could never cause you any kind of harm. Let's slow down and drag out the details of our emotions as they get the point. Find all we can in one an others souls bending joints. Live like we've never had a true friend before in a world missing trust. With faith and guidence in the lord above. Let's settle down and make the most of the blessing we've been given. As slow as possible pausing time and simply keep living. Bring out the best within for it's uncontrolably escaping to be touched. Knowing intensions will be noticed and always be loved. Let me shake the ground you walk on with ripples vibing an easing quake. In rythm with the pulse pounding in loves sake. All I want is to be what you accept me to be. My love, with a single kiss you make it hard to breathe.

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fallin into rythm

U have my eyes spinnin round n round. Rollin backwards tryin to get a better view of you spring cleanin in my mind n I've  gone down. Sneakin peeks when ur not lookin I smile in ur presence. With feelings roamin within that have my emotions that need u at their best. Fallin into rythm with ur irreplacable beauty leakin from ur kind unselfish heart. I am in love with how you've captured my unconditional will from the start. U my love are the piece I've missed for ooh so long. I stare knowin our life together is the greatest joy in which I belong. So to my wife on a day like so many others with only one purpose I have to say I am madly in love with woman you've become. In my heart your free to run. Proud to stand next to u I am complete. Baby u have swept me completely off my feet.

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duel bosses

When standing in the eye of the storm, take notice in how everything around you is at ruines and there's nothing but hurt. When it feels like you're speaking from the grave and you can't be heard, as if muted ears can not make out spoken words. When everything around you is beyond repair and silenced for communication has been lost. You both should have none better than a relationship having a boss.....

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closer

Closer than a shadow circling away from the sun. A friend like no other giving feeling to the numb. Locked in rings of wedding bells chiming. Comes along someone as perfect as timing. Hearing the hearts ripples vibe in a voice when speaking. A true passion sharing air in between a kiss as we're breathing. Motionless in stares soaking into the nights patience. Opened with a moments untamed hesitance. Closer than a lover clinging to the comfort of touch. Falling into arms holding ground in love.  I am enjoying the greatest feeling in life. Every since the moment you became my wife.

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down goes

Down goes emotions purity for the world to see. Spilling from behind the eyes out of a dream. Losening the tension caused by the awakenings passing. Dripping feelings splash and tell the silence flashing. Falling from the tips my fingers rub passion. Painting a picture from words expressing loves fashion. On the edges of surpressed desire waiting. Comes forth true intensions pacing. Down goes what's been missed with letters joined. Linked together by an abscence of your void.

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softened

Softened for a real chance. Opened to the never ending dance. Quietly I hold my stance. Motions glide as we prance. Feelings are inhanced. Shaken out of my pants. Lost in the moment of a glance.

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b4 u!

In a time before you. I never wanted to be loved. No one could find me. And I could care less to find comfort in their touch. Back when I was a ligering drift. Set out to float in the wind. Landing long enough to rest. I wouldn't bend. I was lost in a pre state of happiness. Breaking down all. Unwilling to give self. Disecting their flaws. When I was without you in my life. Times were hard to be say the least. Always another game to play. Somehow winning for only I knew the truth. Never to stay. I wore a face that smiles with laughter. A mask hiding my intensions. Behind my eyes was a hunger. Controlling my direction. A while ago when your presense was not felt. When all that mattered was I. I found myself alone and in wonder. Never wanting to try. In it for the moment. Making sure I was good. Becoming me I gave it up. Something I never thought I would.

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comfort in your palms

Handing over my heart. Two hands opened as it leaks. Pumping and slowly losing rythm. Needing to be tweaked. Thumping to a hault. A revived beat is a must. So I give it to you. Knowing its in the hands of love. Feel it cling to your warmth. Finding comfort in you palms. Hold it tight. Heal what's gone wrong. Show it you care. The only it needs is a little tlc. It's yours if you want it. For it use to belong to me........

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all

U have what's left. All that's never been used. The me attempting to be a friend. Wanting to be a lover that will never abuse. U get the me I was meant to be. Loving my moment to get next to u. Blessed with a gift I am able to share. And it's long over due. U are the effect I ever so needed. Bringing forth the good I possess. All the misguided lies have faded. True to lips that press. U get the last that's worth the time. For it's all I have within me. Used up I found my piece of mind. And it's all for thee.....

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bouncing as i sigh

You are in the corner of my eye. Pulling my mind side to side as you dance and glide. Bouncing as I sigh you temp time to slow down and fight. I love your sway as you refuse to hide the piece of you no one can seem to find. It makes me shed a tear and cry as I temperarily go blind. And the movement of your feet slide with the ripples you cause in my emotional rhyme. Toying with lyrical lines you express how much you are mine. Opening my bind you turn pages to see what you can find. Prancing along as you dip and grind on a craving mans high. Stopping long enough to pry apart my hearts leaking seemless wine.

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under the skins texture

Love inserted smoothly only the way you know how. Flowing upstream from the fingertips as I throw in the towel. Opening to an emotion with complete devotion. Swimming straight for the hearts motion your touch is like an explosion. Bursting my bubble within as I release me spread thin. Making it easier for you to reach your destination as we meet. Floating in and out as you're pumped in a pulsating sound. Inside of me you've found me hidding with a fraun. Incouraged by intenions to take over with reinvention. You are perfection at its finest as you have created what I've forgotten to mention. We are forever crawling under the skins texture. Living beneath the weather trying to wash away the happily ever........ after giving a moments drifting. Able to locate with a winning prescence of mind blowing.

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fading with my gift

Pages ripped. How many there's been I don't know. Scribbles of me unread. Lost the old me as I continue to grow. Blank stares at the horror of pasts irritations. Findin me. Writting something more than what I can possibly become. Didlling small story dreams. Planted in times way. Unpublished fasinations. Falling aprt to be rebuilt with every letter. Accepting satisfaction. Lose leaf tear. Zipper lick sounds flood. One two three there on the run. Getting a shoulder shrug. Stacked n piled away. Stored for someone else to deal with. I'm at ruins living within puntuations. Fading with my gift.

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close

So close like a thorn on a rose. Still in the breeze we grow. Fighting off anyone trying to pluck you. In a garden of loves image of truth. To eliments we're bared. As this world can't help but to stare. Blooming we're petals blossoming. Under the sunshine and happening. Standing graceous to the naked eye. A symbolism of loves test of time.

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somethin

Needin a new angle that flows. Somethin leavin me spread out on the floor so low. I'm diggin deep n pourin me out. Quietly I am without sound. Followin the direction of the cracks in my mind. Dancin with words leapin with time. Leakin I drip colorless rainbows. Makin dreams n livin so bold. Grippin reality as it reshapes to truths. Showin what's the use. Searchin for somethin fresh. Givin my altimate best. Somethin never said before. As the dark smudges within my thoughts open doors. Verbally abusin a situation. With no limits on the imaginations hesitation. I need a conversational piece. One that will be remembered when I'm deciest. Sinkin into the black hole in my head. Where the nutshell lays to bed. Maybe that's where I'll find my off the wall master piece that I crave. One where I don't know how to behave. My tongue needs a new texture to marinade. Bustin tastbuds as words are re-arranged. Somethin thick n juicy I can create. Somethin that can not wait. Blind sided by my own escape. Outlinin it in white tape. Settin this never endin syllable war fancy free. Released as I attempt to breathe.

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its my turn

Way past due. N I'm lookikn at u. Its u I want. Adiment n blunte. Whata ya say 2 a lifetime? As I tell u ur on my mind. Hands shakin with twitchin nerves. Luv words a blurt. Its u I need. Heart poundin with a beep beep. Its my turn. To make u yearn. I have what it takes. Perfect mates. Yeah I'm the one. Helpin ur smile have fun. Listen n watch. My actions r ove the top. Here I am babe. Ur heart I wanna invade. Let me show u how a man can love. Feel me touch. Sneakin in to ur soul is my dream. Put ya guard down n on me lean. I can be more than a friend. Help make the rent. I'm at ur mercy. Faith that you'll never hurt me. Compatable with a irreplacable connection. We're one steppin in the direction. Hear my passion speak ur name with choice. Released by the sound of my voice. I am urs 2 own. With a mature mind in grown. At ur wills every desire. Buildin our empire. A home make of happiness. For u I am relentless. I gotta have u in my life. As ours sayin mine would be so nice. I can be that shilouette come alive. Standin only by ur side. Give me one shot at the title. I jus wanna walk down the isle.

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natures lessons

Rain drops never fall simultaniously. Like smoke that breaks free and disapears. Even land seperates itself from the closest thing it knows in itself. Change is good standing in between memories letting go. Feeling alone from tine to time like the flood falling from the skies. In their own moment on their individual journey to meet with a greater purpose. So when the smoke clears and sight is as crystal as the passion of the heart your time is at hand. Don't fall when the ground shakes and its hard to stand for even the quake settles on a view more pleasant than before.

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ur smiles reversal

I can feel ur pain as emotion runs down ur face. Pausin in between beats everytime a breath takes place. Its written by expressions controllin ur smiles reversal. N there is no way to prepare nor have time for rehersal. Its is real the torture placed deep in your heart leakin out. As moans ease unwillin from ur mouth. I wish the stress I can steal n replace it with happiness. Healin n help the never endin empty nerve inside ur sadness. To see u break down n I can only watch u weep shakes me. Only if in the mornin all is well after a good nights dream..............

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it is

Its the movement in ur grind. The sway loosenin our time. Lost in the moments that makes us stronger. Outlasting the length of wonder. Its the fact of the matter of knowing. The way u simply don't mind showing. Sharing a love not of this world. Pleasinghow I call u my girl. Its how we're felt in a kiss. The breaths that escape the lips. Staring and stuck in ur eyes. I see my one and she's so alive. Its passion that grabs ahold of the heart. The way emotion plays its unconditional part. Wrapping and clinging to what we've always wanted. Baby you are truly something. Its the way you've claimed me as yours. The way I thank the lord. Thankful to have you in our life. More than willing to take your hand as my wife. Its the truth in openly accepting one another. The way we'rs more than lovers. Falling further everytime I even imagine your face. You must be an angel traching me the meaning of grace. Its the way its us in precious memories made. The way the man in me has been saved. My love you are what a woman was meant to be. The absolute perfect deign in which has broken me free. I. F.U.C.K.I.N.G. L.O.V.E. Y.O.U.

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scrubbin away old stains

Peelin away the years. There are no more tears here. Fallin from a profile earnin trust. So far away from lust. Free from my cacoon I'm finally free. Learnin so much findin me. Callin out with a tongue that can not lie. N all I do is try. A new man has risen to the occation. Ready for relations. Minds cleared n demons have been exorsised. I never thought id see the day in my time. Scrubbin away the old stains. Reborn a gentle giant more tame. Able to feel emotion outside my dreams. Grabbin hold for I've become someones sun beem.

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silenced

Silence by thy own tongue. Eatin words wantin to run. Holdin in sights n sounds. Fallin out dead n motionless on the ground. Quietly they hide behind the teeth peeking. Waiting for their moment for me to get to tweaking. Still n clinging to tastebuds the flavor has become sour. I need to release to power of now. Lingering thoughts filling my mouth. Damn near choking they sit n pout. Eager to slip from the lips to get their point across. Flung n wildly tossed. Patiently building emotion with clear thoughts. Never to be bought. Rotten n burried in my cavities letters break. Peeling enamel n becoming one with the plack unable to escape. I'm muted upon def ears so what's the use os speaking out loud. Something as if I wasn't aloud.....

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in the middle

U ever met in the middle of a kiss? Entertwined with a twist. No top lip dominance. No need for the need in a wors of provacative. No bottom lip bein subdude. Findin meanin in its use. Reachin for the feel n the taste. Knowin its never a moments waste. Lips aligned perfectly. Sparked by luvs electricity. Top to top n bottom to bottom. Pressed as they soften on the run. Have u ever paused before this kiss? Checkin off another 1 from the perfect list. For a moment to see who it is that shares the emotion. In the middle of devotion. Closer than luv could ever speak. When luv begins to leak. Releasin the passion the heart has waited for. Needin it in ur core. Have u ever after becomin more than a kiss sighed so sweetly? Feelin connected, completely.

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runnin out the west with my dream

Eastbound. Easin into the night. Settlin in arms n felt. Findin home. No longer on the run. Back against the west where dreams r yet to be filled. With legs kickin. Tired n tryin to make it. Facin east. Watchin the midnight hours click into daylight. Up to enjoy my world. Before those roamin westbound can peek a wink. Always lookin for somethin new. More powerful than they've felt. I sit comfortably content. Layed out in love. Touched in an eastern way. With dreams my own western times can relate. Its the direction of the heart. Livin opened as one.

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structural rebuilding

Strip me down. Peel me free. Bare minimum. Out of a dream. Show me love. Give me will. Filled so full. Live in happyville. Shed with me. Break free. Turn from stone. Sharing rings. Be yourself. Stay true. Live like you love. Through and through. Make no promises. Actions speak. Words become mute. Always think. Stand with me. Hand in hand. Fight with me. Not against your man. Polish my surface. Cleans me whole. Become one. Let the heart unfold. Pull me down. Build me up. Redirect my intensions. Filled with love. Chip me away. Make me fall. Fix my face. And only you will ever have my all.

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18 years gone

Tiny toes growin old. Watchin how they bend n fold. Ticklin a touch full of luv. Lotioned n rubbed. Itty bitty little witsies. Wonderin if they'll ever miss me. So small as they crawl. Learnin to walk as they fall. Runnin around makin sounds. Head aches as it pounds. Pitter pattar little ones scatter. Knowin what truly matters. Playin with a laughter n the smiles r big. Into the chest they dig. Time spinnin as the heart is driven. Livin so deeply within. Watchin little me's fiddle. Drawin as they diddle. Talkin tongues speakin daughters n sons. Callin dad n moms. Agin before the eyes they explore. Never a dull moment nor a bore. Young men n women as their sent. Walkin how they we're meant. 18 years gone causin tears. Emotions tryin to shake bein left alone in fear. Free to live their lives n unwind. With a kind heart n open mind. Hopin all has been taught as the only thing left is pictures on the walls. Frames filled with photos so small. Memories float as they leave grown hopin they can cope. Wantin them to find their hearts home. From marchin legs to a stand makin their chargin. Eagarness starvin. All one can do is keep from goin numb. So much patience has been spent with luv. For so long all ones known is teachin right from wrong. Singin n laughin in between songs. Leadin troops into battle with this worlds goofs. Its their turn to choose. Now sittin back forced to rlax n willin. With not much to do n chillin.

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a lost species

In an angle oposite of a 90 degree corner I stand fighting off this worlds ways. Sruggling to maintain with swiveled head confused by the humanity from which we've strayed. A lost species due to the misplaced sevens sins in todays society. All in which are ignored repeatidly showing the lack of interest in the human race to co-exist with individuality. Self absorbed selfish proposters ingraving our history and mutalating our futures well being. Its an ignorant act when manors and respect is not taught or cared for in this lifes breif window fleeing. Its sad to say the least when materials and anything free or cheep runs through the veins uncontrolably. Missing the point of what it is we can become with the acceptance in our very own differences that allow us to live happily. We are a unique form with mind and emotion conflicting without learning there true potentials purpose. We as the majority of this great planet have in the balance its distruction hurting not only us. Yet all living creatures not of our battle to rule for the power no single soul will ever aquire. Making their walk irrelavant to the meaning of life before it retires.

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i no longer

I no longer walk alone standin in the rain that blends in with my tears. I stepped to the plate n became a man with only 1 individual lonely fear. 1 in which I need not to worry in this life time for I've been completed. Needed I have beocme more than forever wanted. I no longer sit alone wonderin what it is I havta do. My mind was cleared n I can see the truth in paradises never to start overs use. Opened up n givin the best of me as me cuz I found what I was lookin for. I no longer drift into empty nights callin out to self from my inner core. Yet stand as the man I was meant to be n I found the me I lost long ago. I'm back n I owe the thanx to my best friend as she fills me whole. I got nothin but luv in me n passion that lingers at it own will. I no longer feel the anger in pains unwanted so called thrill. Lifted by a sinlge kiss n touched in a way I've craved as long as I can remember. N I can't hear the sounds of my twisted whimper. Loyal to a peice of me that connects only the way she can. Fittin in to the puzzle of my hearts desired unconditional plan. Naturally I feel deep enough for my wife is my 1. Its as simple as I no longer havta look another wink for luv..........

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to unwind time

Watching minutes tick I can't chase down. Rushing times untouched mystery that can't be unwound. Listening to the clicks spin ever so slowly. Feeling my existance control me. The heart can't seem to unwind time. Doin it all over is not an optionas it plays out in my mind. The past is where its forgotten. In a time spoiled n rotten. Only if this chapter in my life would have come sooner. I would of still true to her. Years pass and ways of the wise settle in. No more tears filling the eyes nor blocking the vision to dim. Yet escaping was happiness almost to late. There's no other explanation for how she is my fate.

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red rain

Cold blade. Inserted and slicing. Stabbed in the back. Freinds are foes deciding. In and out without a care. Turning a slit. Flesh punctured for fun. Life is a trip. Hole opened. Bleeding tears of pain. Dripping friendship. Red rain. Foes with memories. Walking alone. Hated enemies. As the roam. Tossed like blood. Slung from the knife. Selfishness residing. Full of pride. Trust misplaced. Bond broken. Face rearranged. Cold steal soaking. Marinating a stain. Loyalty is dead. Maintaining a smile. The past haw fled.

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am i?

Am I good enough? Can she feel me in a simple touch? I'm more than words. Expressed and unheard. Am I worth the time? Or on her mind. Thoughts of what she intends to do with me. Outside her fantasies dream. Am I that one she craves? Her very own slave. Does she know I have no limits? My love is no mimic. Am I a moment spoken of? A memory that will forever be loved. How am I felt in her heart? Am I doing my part? Am I happiness staring her in herf eyes? The feeling butterflies. Where is it I fit in? I'll think I'm going to ash her do I live within?

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its me in your eyes

I can see me in ur eyes and I'm different. From the start you were never hesitant. Lookin through mirrors is a clearity and a vision. One without words that always seems to mention. Its the stare aimed towards I as it never lies. Speakin what's on your mind. Gazin out hazel windows molded by love. I notice how you get stuck and can't get enough. How is it possible to find this kind of happiness. Zoned in to a glare needin a witness. Tears form in the corners and overflow. Pushed out by the joy that has no control. With an interest in peekin between blinks. I know who I am to you as I kiss a sippin drink.

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directed at what matters

Tickin timebomb. A man shovin it deep inside. Emplodin n easin on the outside. Along for the ride. Fightin within he fears the worst. In the real world givin his best. Eyes rollin behind the lids. Hidin the pain fit. Thoughts stabbin at his will. Heart beats still. Pausin in moments skippin rythm. Numbin his system. Takin the blunt load of confusion. Bobbin a weave with his intensions. Always the outsider comin up short. Mouths muted as words are aboard. Ready to leap. Tastes foul n cheap. Once again not of importance. Weighin out the circumstances. Bottled for the good. Life as he knows it is lost in the middle of moods. Roamin he sits blank. Shuttin down feelins because he can't. How much more? Spoilin his core. Contiplatin if life were to change. Losin the callin of his name. In here lookin out he tears up. Showin how tough. A man is breakin n chippin away. So fuckin affraid. Lettin no one know his weakness. Clingin to his happiness. Slobberin on conversation that make no difference. Clinchin his fists. Behind closed doors he opens to god. Findin his place n his spot. Wantin nothin but to be loved. To be molded by a touch. Crushed by breif instance spoken to hurt. Tongues seem to always blurt. The heart ache squeezes emotion. Tuggin on his willin devotion. Faith in the lord gettin hin by. Always on his mind. Never wantin to waste a moments worth. Unwillin to start this ride over before the fallin dirt. Peices crumble n settle. Landin never so gentle. Expressions are meant to shatter. Aimed n directed at what matters.

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just to let u know

Lovin me for so long for I was unlovable. Until I met u I couldn't find a feelin pleasurable. My walk is as different as nights gave way. Empty no longer I found reason that fills my days. I jus wanted u to know how much I luv u as my heart has grown n now so huge. Seems like forever I was self absorbed. Within other so very bored. Somewhere livin different lives periodically with strangers I never loved. Yet it took one conversation n I started fallen so completely in love. From times where I didn't care to share that special peice of me. To an oppertunity of a life time I can not pass that is free. Just to let u know I am in love with you. The complete package of love is u.

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hmm

Uuhhhh. I got nothin.  .  .  .  .

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in love

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rubbin the tastebuds

Wrestlin tongues havin fun. Slidin carelessly n swung. Satisfaction settlin the emotion. Rubbin the tastbuds devotion. Kisses from lips to lips. Tryin to get a moistened sip. Connectin n releasin the pleasin. Givin more than reason. Marinatin loves happy touch. Breath lost within the emotions bein flush. Hearts felt through pulsatin help. Healin as they're felt flowin a melt.  Slippin wet raisin the chest. Pausin silently on their quest. Catchin winds loss as the mouth bends. Pressin the curve of the smiles mend. Heat gatherin space exhaled from within. Acceptin the souls soothin chance to lick a drop drippin. Its the contact that shows the facts. Excitin an explosion that become a blast.

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self hypnosis

My eyes r rollin into the back of my head. Runnin from the daylight. Into lala land where daydreams appear. Away from this worlds sights. Hidden in the darkness behind the shelter of their lids. Relaxed pupals easing quietly deep inside the subconcious. Carelessly raoming everywhere thought allows them to venture. Under a state of self hipnosis.

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like to love life

Life makes love hard for the way it spins in this day and age. Yet love makes life so much more enjoyable for that's the desing for how it was made. Like, gives a chance for love to exist in the heart. Yet loves power over shadows the need of like in which it got its start.

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lack of interset

U eva felt urself talk n ears couldn't hear u? Muted from the sound surrounding u. Speaking load enough to be hear. Down to every last individual word. Losing interest in conversation because its about u. Wondering why ur silence n what's the use. Becoming lost in translations tongue that tastes it own. Spoken syllables that r grown. Neva onsce raising ue tone. Somethin like lack of interest n ur minds been blown. Findin yourself studderin letters missing their target. I tell ya that's the hardest. When chokin in the middle on a sentence cut short. Forced to abort. Attention swung in another direction. N lets not forget to mention. The hearts emotion being swallowed. All because one decided not to follow.

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know

When u hold ur faith in ur hands as their cupped n beads leak like water flowin through them, getting away one drip at a time. When it feels as if hope is easing away n pouring out of control as if u haven't a tear left to fill yourself, know u always have prayer for a lifetime. When true intensions seem to fade without a cause for this world is so difficult to bare, and your strength is softening fast. When dreams are replaced with a reality not fit for gods eyes that can see all, know angels are amung us helping our fates task.

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all by myself

Here on this blog all by myself attacking lifes ways. Hoping someone will take notice of a man before hesa grey. Just as a reader with some kind of ibterest in words gathered. As if to someone letter expressed mattered. This is me beating on my brains uncontrolled releantlessness. Placed here in form so an other can partake and feel this. I'm craving for a response that would show me I am the least bit interesting. For the me in me is confessing. I'm strung across every diddle I can imagine to exhale. This shit is far from for sale. Free to the eye to scope a new angle. As the tongue can't keep up with what's being tangled. I am here speaking as a ghost in the dark that can't be seen. Dripping from thoughts outside my day dreams.

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thats what it is

Its the pursuing of interest. One finding in self an others emotions spent. Following up on the intent to truly know someone. So they won't feel so alone. Left in the blind side because no one took the time to feel them. With feelings more than lent. Its one taking the initiative to go the extra mile to take part. From start. Time is at hand to put giving aside. Crawwl iside someone and simply live side by side. Knowing all there is to know because it is of interest. For if they weren't here you as self will be missed. Its the way one feels an others gain. As the heart can only attempt to be tamed. With love bringing out their best. Living within that one chest. Its being a irreplacable peice of mind. Never to shy. Allowing self to be exposed. Becoming more than close. Its laughing with happiness with thought. Because you've been caught. Yet free to be. For you are an others dream. Its a simple thing without a game controlling curiousity. Leaving thoughts clinging to the possitivity. That's what it is. For its the shit.

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an angle in diguise

U look so lovely n ooh I like. Please don't tell me ur an angel in disguise. I could tkae losing u in the mornings light. U have my attention so whatcha got in mind? Cuz all I have is u in my sight. Heaven mustve thought I needed a blessing so right. So if ur here in the mornings light. I'll give u my best fight. Just don't tell me ur gonna take flight. Back to the golden gates at the end of this rhyme. Out for a night. Blowing in the wind like a kite. Hell, who knows we just might climb to eternity n live loves hype. So if ur here to claim me that's alright. Own me til u can't get enough of ur find...........

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you

I have the time if you do. My mind has the space to think of you. How's your heart feel? Because mine is feeling real. You see, I got notions in mind. And you're just my kind.

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finding home

I haven't been home in years. Forgot what it felt like due to the tears. Left with wings spread and clipped. Slowly losing self and my grip. Struggled to find warmth in lifes gain. Time beat me down as I was drained. Pounding in the brain I turned inward. Wondering when was it going to be my turn. I couldn't seem to gather self hurting. But I was constantly learning. The emptiness filled me whole. Leaving a void and claiming my soul. God was a story told to comfort. A dream of some sort. Oh how I walked a lonely road. Somehow I wound up all alone. Never to love for I couldn't feel an other. Why in the hell should I bother? No one was worth the time putting in to a lifetime. Always starting over doing me as my smile faked a shine. I never knew a womans touch that explain home. As I carelessly ran as I roamed. Faithfully didn't exsist to a man unwilling. It appeared to be so fucking silly. Yet there I was opened up once upon a time. And home came to me and she claimed me as mine. I drifted for so long and became well rounded searching for my one. Thing is I wasn't looking past a single days fun. I found home in a stranger I've known for so long. Seperated and grown we sung the same song. I just wish life would've given it a chance before waisting moments. Memories unwanted and folding with poets. I'm home at last with someone I dreamed of. Living a life I absolutely love.....

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divide the facts

Add it up. Take notes. Do your research. Don't lose hope.  Study. Wrap your mind. Accept reality. Don't cry. Learn your surroundings. Do the math. Realize the situation. Life you must grab. Divide the facts. Don't multiply emotions. Find the clues. Pay attention. Recycle your thoughts. Think of the out come. Make a choice. Decide and don't run.

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rambling

Without a topic. In the zone. Rambling for no reason. Not even alone. So if this makes no sense. It wasn't meant to. I'm jus floating around talking about nothing at all. Just because I do what I do. Breaking the silence of pleasing self. For I know the way I like it. Scrambling within psuhing out the cure. Flowing in a rythm all my own. And that's for sure. Read it or not I'm taking my space. Who's going to stop me? He he ha ha ha. I'm alive and speaking without sound as I dream. It feels good to just blurt out whatever comes to mind. With a delivery so clear. On point as if my fingers were my heart. In control of the minds fear. I just am in this piece. Nothing more nothing less. A man diddling about. Here on earth as a guest.

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speaking in my sleep

I had a dream last night that was intense. Speaking in my sleep I was on the defense. Begging and pleading turned into accepting a lovers wishes. Forced to walk away I did not want to tried to calm her imtensions. My heart stopped as I did nothing wrong. Our love was no longer strong. For some reason I was unsure of she wanted me gone immediately. Losing my best friend I also lost my best dream. Time seemed to go one forever as I tried to convince her I didn't want to go. Yet she insisted and told me in so many words no. Leave and don't back back, I don't want you mother fucker. Words cut me deep as I awakened to her sleeping in her own as a dreamer. Its funny because this wasn't the first time. Actions seem to haunt me in my mind. All was clear on why I dream of her leaving me again and again. She's told me in reallity I'm not a man. Shaken I am scared of her leaving me alone with a love in my heart no one else can fill. She own my will......

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whens the last time?

When's the last time you've taken notice and someone you've enjoyed? Stepped outside of what it is you want and seen what fills an others void. Who is it that makes you want to be a witness to witnessing you? Can you put self aside and give some attention that would mean the world to someone? Paying attention for just breif moments in a day for its not onle about you. So when's the last time selfishness was abscent and you took part in an others happiness of what makes them tick? Becoming stronger with interest because you love in whom they are. Doing something they would like to do. When? When did you come from within and live within another through time spent their way? Just being and knowing they do the same for you. When have you simplified a situation and cared enough to take part in both of your lives? Making a whole out of halfs.

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in the end?

In the end who is it that will be standing next to you? When life has passed you by who's face will still remain the same? At the end of the road you've traveled whom is considered a friend? Deep in life as the skin has wrinkled what individual will still have the same effect through a simple thing called touch? Loved like you mean something to them who is it that is still there? When time is about expire will they care to sit with you? When a friend is more than needed creeping up on remembering a life and clinging will you be alone? Who's past will resemble you own when its all said and done? Sharing moments to be forgotten what is the outcome of leaving them to themselve without you? How can we make it a ride this one will be by your side with the heartache of letting go? In the end is there a place for you in the heart of an other that will last forever? On times line of years experiencing the path you've chosen is love still felt like the day you've found it? With the tears sheltered from the pain can you watch the emotion fall from their face as you slip away? When ends up and the calling comes can they remain strong enough until you meet again in heaven? When you've given all you can possible drain from self for the gain of an other will it be the same as they carry on? Will love become a one way street when you've taken your last breath and they do nothing but morn? In the end will a lifetime of happiness help them maintain to survive in you're memory? When they walk solo in a world meant for two will you have made an impression like no other? What makes one stand the test of time and see you through lifes tugging pull in the end?

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freezing

Its cold out. Face is frosted. Bitten by the chilled air. Moisture in my pores is frozen. Cheeks are hard. Red from the brutal wind. I feel my body shivering. Goosebumps standing up. Its to much for even me to take. Snot is flowing. Falling down upon my lips where it pauses. Dripping slowly as if to cicle. My skin burns from the fridget breeze pounding its will relentlessly against me. I tighten and ball up to avoid freezing. But my bones ache. Muscles are solid. I can't move. Sucking in cooler air. Breaths are hard to take. There's nothing I can do. Sitting in the fetal position waiting on the warmth that isn't about to return. Thoughts spread like photo albums in my mind. Moments collapsing inward of everything I love. Not long now. The pain is setting in. It hurts something fierce. My hearts slows. I can't feel it beat. All I wanna do is sleep............

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figment

I'm just a figment of a daydreams imagination. No one is paying attention. No one seems to take interest on what makes me tick. Or even what makes my will click on like a light switch. I'm always giving and finding interest in others so they feel needed and enjoyed. Filling a void. Yet I feel as if I were not in my shoes, someone else would come along and I would be forgotten. Heart stopping. My phone doesn't ring. Texts are limited in variety. Faces are strangers regularly. I'm just one of those individuals that doesn't seem to matter. And all I ever hear is peoples teeth chatter. Freinds are abscent and family is foes. All I have is a woman who loves and kids wishing they were grown. I don't feel much like a man. Yet I walk the walk as I stand. I just haven't any reason to anyone. I am the lack of meaning. My face is aging and those I once knew won't even recognized me after a while. Killing my smile. Why is it I am the way I am and no one cares? Guess from here on out all I need is my lady that is rare.

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doing all for an other, the way it's suppose to be

A man isn't suppose to ask a woman for anything. His intensions is to spoil her and make her heart sing. And its all good when a man knows how it works. Relying on her to hint on a flirt. A man is willing when a woman is jsut as unconditional as he. Over all that's the way true love is suppose to be. When she wants something she is to get it as soon as possible. And he loves when her smile tickles. If one or the other holds out in any department its considered a lack of interest. As this thing lingers on the enjoyment being missed. Everyone wants someone to do for them as they would do for self. Not everyone will find this, going through lifve with no help. Its the overall picture that needs to be seen. Lacking in one department makes one or the other drift and dream. Unfulfilled by one unwilling to please an others wants and desires. As the mind and heart sizzles a hoping fire. Love, freindship, trust, faith, financial, mantal, physical and sexual. When two have each other on lock life as they know it sensual. Slipping one will get frustrated and intension can confuse any one of us. Leaving one slowly feeling of unwanted due to an other missing the point as emotions are crushed. We are human and by nature so we want someone to show us we are indeed that special piece of their heart through actions. Doing all and the above if asked with a positive reaction. Yet a man isn't suppose to ask. So how's a woman suppose to know how to make it last. She allows man to figure things out and find her as well. Willingly drawn from their shells. So what is it one can do if something they would like is not fulfilled? Even when asked and it dents their will. True love, real love, forever spoken is exactly that. Anything the other wants because one is willing to do for them as an other would them. How far for your one will you be willilng to bend? To show them they need to look for an other ant further. For you have them covered as a friend, partner and a lover.

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FAMILY

As family its not about picking sides. More so, tightening up one an others flaws. Prepairing each other for the world that could care less. Without communication not a one will witness their own accomplishments. Contructive critisism is a key factor to helping loved ones who are willing or unwilling. Listen to family that doesn't wanna cause problems for they have learned something and are willing to pass it on to you. We are all surrounded and molded by family because they know us best. That is if we're fortunate to have one worth the time put in. Yes everyone changes but the one you were born with inside of you will remain until the end. F.a.m.I.l.y. those who have your best interest if raised correctly. F.a.m.I.l.y. Those who will stand next to you if one does indeed do more than act like they care. Pointing out an others wrong or mishap is not an selfish act. Its a way of showing one cares with interest that they can bring about how one can sharpen their game sort of speak. Becoming self and knowing who self is by learning and not being so stuborn. But it all starts with the parents. If they are not willing to teach and guide in a manor that will raise respestable individuals that can fend for themselves if all else fails. They have not only failed themself as a parent but has failed in the state of mind that they did not do all they can to ready their own blood. Family is rare in this day in age. There's always something going on that pulls and pushes on the bond like the devil on ones faith. No one is obligated by blood to deal with those whom take advantage or cause or is a constant issue. We are human. If relations are not right, then a connection is lost that will never return. Nothing will ever be the same for re occuring events in moments that hurt and frustrate the will being of the definition of the integrity of the word family. Accepting someone as member is with an ubderstanding is vital. Any member can choose whom they love and is not for self to decide that another can be with them. It is their life outside the boundaries of the immediate family that they live. It's not a seperation kind of thing, yet a combination of growing up and adding to the well being of the happiness as those around you are happy for you. And as you join forces with an other that has a family already and accepts you, for you are good to a piece of their family as well. Its simple logic. Blood runs thicker than water. Yet water quinches the thirst. Balance is more than neccesary to having an unbreakable love shared by true family.........

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tell me!

Tell me if you've read this. Respond or something. You see, I've been spreading myself thin. Stretched from end to end. Filling space captured by the alphabet. Yet they seem waisted without a reader. I do this for me hoping someone will take interest. Stop and feel something. Maybe chit chat about different topics. Mostly I do this blog because I can't keep it in. I can't stop. I am addicted to allowing letters form in the shape of my emotion and so much more. So if you will, take a moment and actually look at me through words expressed. Tell me you've been here so I know who actually gives a............

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u r b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l.

U r my world. My dream. My chance. My everything freed. U r my smile. My will. My passion. My uncontrolled thrill. U r my love. My life. My only. Husband n wife. U r my patience. My emotion. My swag. Me in slow motion.  U r my mornin. My noon. My night. My unspoken truth. U r everything. My fulfillment. My best friend. U r my movement.

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bitter

Six men walking with a floating casket. Arms stretched out and hands gripping its attatchments. Lifting the load of a fallen loved one that will be missed. Step for step carrying the hovering lonesomes dying wish. Weight shifting in stride to its resting place in total darkkness. Set alone as the muscle eases back with the bitter taste of emotional sadness. One more down as the dirt covers and swallows an other lost solo soul. That's the way the end comes around the bend and shows us the meaning of a bitter world that will always remain so cold.

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i remeber

I've neva made ya cry. Not once. Always, ur on my mind. Even in the hardest of times. I remember. Who it is I have in my life. Tears that have fallen. Were learnin. Halfway done n stallen. My hearts still callin. Whole with u. Always n foreva wantin. Yet there hasn't been a single moment. I neva hurt u. Groovin with ur movement. Even through hard times that faded. Its been u n I. Baby we've made it. With memories the will last foreva. I've opened up. Willin to admit a luv shared together. I don't know what id do without u. U own me. Neva to be used. Our time has come to make us mean somethin. We are here. Finally after a hollow nothin. Abscent n lost without each other. Fallen further daily. Havin one an other as more than luv'rs. I'm willin to do what's needed. Give self. I've begged n pleaded. Showin self interest in a real woman. N u see me. Lookin out for our love zoomin. Soarin as high as we can. Partners. Hand in hand.

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always his son

Highs n lows. Souls been sold. Wantin it back. Facts remain black. Lost n found. Bow darkened crown. Leep of faith. Taste my escape. Standin with god. Oddly faced bond. Wastin no time. Minds clearin fine. Meanin in word. Cured my yearn. Turned so fast. Dashin at last. Now there's understandin. Handlin me abandoned. Thoughts were confused. Used with blues. Fallin further inward. Slurred slang heard. Stolen from self. Help wasn't felt. Searchin for meanin. Feinin answers dreamin. Devil tricked me. Pleadin I'm free. Lord came quick. Thinnin thoughts thick. Clearity finally seen. Wings spread sunbeams. Always his son. Runnin I'm done. Acceptin his creation. Immatation released relations. Holy truth spoken. Holdin ground moldin. In good hands. Standin as man.

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need surrenderin

Mouth drippin. Pussy juicin. Tongue rollin. Slowly lickin. Minds blowin. Fingers crawlin. Pleasures settlin. Tastebuds burstin. Lips bitten. Breaths pantin. Hormones jerkin. Hands holdin. Will slurpin. Need surrenderin. Saliva slingin. Softly experiencin. Head given. Forever wantin. Legs collapsin. Body reactin. Vigina pourin. Walls flowin. Longer everlastin. Orgasm chasin. Quickly exploadin. Well deservin. Between the curtain. Thrustin insertin. Tenderly pushin. Never hurtin. Closer hoverin. Double explotion. Moment pausin. Time haultin. Heart callin. Both fallin. 

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ding ding

Round n round. Dingin a dinglin dang ding ding. Defensively deviant. Ringin a ring a ding ding. Blows follow. Harder they land. Bringin a dingin ring ringin. Fallen n fatal. Countin n saved. Ring a ding ringin a dingle. Corner callin. Callin I'm stallin. Flingin n wingin dingle dangle. Upright n fightin. Bobbin a weavin. Lingerin a ding dongin swingin. Round 2 slowin. Inside game holdin. Ding a ling ring ding dingle. Restin n reactin. Back up n givin. Dang on jinglin ding a ring. Round 3 down. Ding ding.

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near as close can be

Missin u is all I seem to do. Partin for a few short hours is so unbearably hard. Without u near I have no cheer. Roamin around like a lost puppy who can not be found. Ur on my mind with every tickin of the clocks hand on time. I can't seem to go without ur love that clings. Wantin to stay within an arms stretchin reach everyday. Near as close can be to u is where I wanna stay.

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dead end after dead end

I gotta do more n I don't know how. As a man I feel I'm failin, slippin from my cloud. All my life I've done nothin but makes ends meet. Movin n shufflin my feet. Never gettin ahead I don't feel like much. Havin the potential yet isn't enough. Where can I turn n find my way out the hood. Seems I'm the only one who feels no good. All I want is a life comfortable n memorable. Yet as a provider I'm comin up short at the table. Squeezin by when I can apply myself. I jus don't know which way is best. Am I to walk away from decent money? Or am I to hungry? When's it my turn to land a career? Without worryin n dwellin in fear. Vehicles r showin signs of rememberin better days. Credits no good for a ride to roll my way. I'm losin the fight within myself everyday I wake. Another dead end job n I wanna take. I'm tired of livin check to check. Even when I'm doin my best. Slaved out for an other mans riches. What a bitch this is. My time seems to have missed me some how. N it need it more than ever right now. I've looked n applied n others get ahead. I can't lay another night with this in my head. Steady money is all I ask. For the loot is gone to fast. I live within my means. Yet I can't find the green. Maybe this is the way it was suppose to be. Livin in a dream.  But I'm tired of sleepin. Everyones gettin theirs as I'm weepin. No house of my own. No feelin the man in me knowin he's grown. I'm comin up short n time is tickin. I wonder if my lady knows I'm sinkin. I'm tryin to go the distance. N its hard ridin the benches. Not once has employment worth a damn turned my way. N I'm startin to be affraid. Scared I can't fulfill dreams of not only my own. Even though its about the love bein shown. I'd like jus one time for my chance to shine. Some how make a difference n be able to dance. Live a little after the bills are paid. Enjotin some of the day. But it'll probably never happen. That's all I have to say as I I'm tired of tappin.

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runnin into the old me inside

So that's where you've been. there u r. I've been lookin for u. Findin u was hard. Spent a long time searchin. Years growin. Some times I wanted to give up. Cuz of the abscence of showin. U left me standin here. I got lost. Become some else tryin to figure it out. Tryin to wipe the tears away on a smudged mirror. Hidin u were all this time. Waitin n lerkin. Watchin me become me. Smerkin. Why I haven't a clue. Yet I see. Clearer than I ever have. As u heard me beg n plead. Come out. I wanna show u who I am. Without ur help I've taken my tests. N as a man I stand. Was that the point the whole time. When I could've used ur help. Alone I've traveled. Alone I felt. Talk to me. Don't fade into the shadows. Now is not the time. Its been to long n I'm not sure I follow. Who's to say I wouldn't have learned sooner. With u showin me the way. But u were silent. Forcin me to go about my day. Needin u for I knew nothin. Together we could've grown. Within me u cowarded. I should have known. I am u as u shoulda been me. Lost back when it was suppose to mean somethin. I've found the new me n the old me by myself. So I want u out cuz u r nothin. U ran beneath the skin I wear. Feelin the pain. Hidden u absevred abuse. Yet couldn't lead me to my gain. I know me no thanks to u. U r the old me n I am still here. Always have been. Without ur abandoned fear. Leave with what u came with. Show some class. U r no longer me. Nor welcome so forget about my past. U don't deserve to witness this life. I've done it without u. N I refuse to give u the glory. N that's the truth. 

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slow breaths

I layed still all alone two days ago. Feeling my lungs fill from the airs flow. Slowly a breath followed exhaling life. I wondered if that is the way it is when we die. Expiring behind a life time cut shorter than expected. Released from the constant faint pants as we are one day rejected. Motionless I felt my chest rise and I cleared the mind. Patiently living for a moment to sigh. And even though I was relaxed I could not shake the thought of it ending. Belonging to the silence my heart thumped for a merciful  mending. Hearing the skipping of a beat from its irregularity pulsing. I paused in the middle of the room, never tossing. Like stone I gathered self and made peace with the facts. Hoping to drift away with sleep that I needed so bad. It is funny how we forget about what being alive really means. Its purpose set aside for the hype of the american dream.

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moments slip

People forget. Get tired of the bullshit. Fade away. Change and chance finding hate. Once love loses control. And the heart turns cold. Contact is no more. Conversation is abscent and a bore. Communications break down. And relations go south. Misplacing a friend in time. As tears build and can not hide. Broken hearts squeezing life. Feeling the sharp swift blade of a knife. Moments slip that stretches a smile. And nothing can be done to save them and make it worth while.

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as the day gives

When the sun fades and the moon chases away the day. When the stars replace the clouds floating away in their brief stay. When the heat sizzles and cools from the nights breeze. Chilling the movement momentarily blowing through the trees. When the light gives into the darkness sitting still with candles burning. I will be that one doing all I can so you can enjoy a man yearning. When a friend is needed and conversation is needed. When the comfort of a promise is recognized by actions never heated. Calming the emotion as they rush through you. I will be there to simple give some time and be of use. When all has failed and tomorrow does not seem so bright. When it feels as if you may be losing the fight. Making things harder tha what they should ever be. I will show my face with purpose of easing your dreams.

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tweaking reality

Running into the silence where sound doesn't exsist. I sit and find self emotionally writing a poetic twist. Fleeing I dabble inside where I can't imagine. Confusing my surroundings and over looking its reaction. Like the wind I breeze into a self theraputic state of mind. Away from the way I beat myself within the grind. Letting loose long enough to ease the hands. Balled as fists as the man I stand. Tweaking reality in the darkness I hide. So far from this worlds selfish lies. Becoming me no onme can mold as they see fit. Tired of everyone ignorant bull shit. Turning on freindships for I see the truth. Knowing its no fucking use. Alone behind closed doors I see clearly. No longer weak nor weary. To reamerge as me peeling and shedding. Refusing the twisting and bending. Grown with thoughts all my own. Actions in which that have been shown.

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wiggling thumbs

Dumb diddy dumb. I wiggle my thumbs. Poking on my phone. Expressing I'm grown. Tip tap twiddling. Constantly fiddling. Pushing out thoughts. Releasing what been caught. Click clank clunk. Of what I think thought thunk. Pressing the issue. Doing as I do. Down up sliding side to side. Exploring the mind. Dancing fingers sweep together. Partners bound forever. In total sinc swiftly swinging. Dinging a dang here and there. Sometimes without a care. Flowing patient to be heard. From letters that form words. Dropping bombs and easing with phrases. Minds been in so many places. Love and hate and grays in between. Fingers nails feel the key board they lean. Diddling away on blank surfaces. Filling a page with others uselessness. For no one hears the silence. Trying to find the balance. Squeeking a quack. Numb ligiments bruised and black.

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length of a kiss

When's a kiss suppose to end. Locked in the moment with a friend.
Lengthening with soothing lips slidding. Enjoying an expression no longer hiding.
How long can an emotion hold. As feelings released passionately unfold.
Does time set a time frame of over doing it. Showing a flowing slippery fix.
How is it known when a breath is to be taken. When a brief relieve isn't faking.
Pressed and dancing with an easing tangle. Soothing in the moisture shared as love dangles.
Is there a limit to pitter a patter tasting a tongues enjoyment. Swivling around in a wrestling movement.
Mouth wide trying to explore an other. When's it proper to pause and hold it for the sake of a lover.

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fates gentle squeeze.

Just thinking about you vibrates my heart with ripples from the beat created by your unconditional love. Thoughts floating on lingering emotions uncontrolled by time as we are forever lost in fates gently squeezed hug. My mind never stops imagining you as it holds on to the visual of your beauty the whole day through. Nights in the middle of dreams no longer need to pretend who you have become as I lay content comfortably with you. Holding on to the memory of you for so long paid off as I grew into the man you needed most in your life. Giving me a breif period to prepair myself for our end of time. I am proud to be the one you call mine as we walk step for step together. Living inside one an other happily ever after as we are forever. It's the notion of movement moving swiftly rushing through me as I feel your presence and miss you when we're apart. Love you came back into my life and made it ours as you've done so much more than kick start my heart.

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im thirsty

Spill some luv. Rain on me. I'm thirtsy. Be my dream. Trickle your effect. Watch me bathe. Cleansed from my past. Heart saved. Leak a drop. Dribble a steady flow. I need youreverlasting  touch. Slow. Shower me. One drip followed by the purity. Pour yourself out. Down to upon maturity. I want to taste you. Feel you on my skin. Sinking in. Accepted within. Drain a drizzle. Let loose in my sake. I'm waiting. Be my fate.

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you stoped

You stoped. Took some interest. Gave chance and paused. Noticed my twist. Conversation lengthened. Time got lost. Hearing voices late. The night gave in to us. It was fate. Thank you love. For looking my way. You could of had anyone. Yet you fill my days. Chosen I am loved. Wanted with a deep passion. We are the same you and I. You accepted me with interaction. It didn't take much. Just a conversation. We knew from the start. Meeting expectations. Its funny how we drifted. Now back close enough to love. Freinds as we always should have been. You owned me all my life and I just didn't know.

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how do u luv?

How is it u give self? The way u allow someone in. Other than self feelin wanted. Have an other roamin within. How does it feel? To be able to accept the way u show self. Lookin in a stare into the mirror. Seeing what a friend like no other notices as they melt. How dow u luv? Is a luv'r worth more than a chapter in ya life? Makin it abundantly clear u need em. Purposely takin their hand as husband or wife. When does emotion cross the line n become more than jus a feelin? Collidin face to face with desire. Expressin through conversation plans for a lifetime. Together forever as time watches n admires. How close is one suppose to stand without touchin as they are felt? How is love coming out? Emotions flowing rapidly. Uncontrolled. Released faster the gradually. When is it time to give self to someone like no one else will ever get? Enjoying the presence of hanging around. Living a life because they are truly loved. Speaking without a vibration of sound. Do you feel the need to set emotions free to do as they please? Stepping outside of self. Loosening for the possibilities of knowing what you can become. With a little help. How do you love when the heart becomes whole? Willing to open up and feel. Lasting a lifetime. Holding onto moments that make the difference that is real.

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I've waited

I've waited for you my whole life. Here in the present I stand. Anxious to walk with you. No life is not over. Yet it feels as if I've waited so long. Living just long enough to be with you. But it has been my whole life up til now and the fun has just begun. I've only made it as far as showing you a piece of me. Hoping and praying for time to slow down and stretch moments into days as nights linger on for months just for us. I was just waiting on forever to truly feel how love was meant to be with my one. Patiently moving along with a kind hand. Gentle gestures expressing how long ago we should of been. An eternity gone.  In the past you were abscent and could of made the difference as you do now. Holding on to a visual of your face I wondered. Yet we are still young as our lives become life as a whole. I think of how my entire life I've waited on you as if millions of years has blown by and swept you away never to return. You stayed with me mentally as I reminessed of a pryor time where you once lived in the same world as I. Face to face. Yet that seems like a lifetime ago. Lost somewhere deep within only you and I can visit. You were my one from the start and have been with me always. I've waited for my one not knowing you'd came back.  You are the greatest I've ever known luv. Ilu1!

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everyday rooutine abscent

Take a second and imagine your life reconstructed. Reorganized. All that you know changed. What is it that runs through you mind that you realize? The now no longer showing an intillectual conversation. Everyday routine abscent from the joy you've been gracefully given. Somewhere else in time where those around you have a different face. Elsewhere living out there days and befreinding. Reach inside and attempt to visualize if all you know is misplaced. Long gone from the normal life you live and breath. Pretend love has moved on and there is nothing you can do about it. Finding comfort in an others arms as your gently erased with every test. The happiness you have being redirected and forgotten. One day to over come the pain and tears unbareable to ever hide. Lose yourself in the thought of everything gone excurtiating wrong. Now bring back the good times and relieve the mind. Here in the present of becoming all you've hoped and dreamed. So comfortable and content by chosing your path. Giving all you can possibly can by being you. Are you happy with what you have?

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alive

Here I am in flesh. Alive never stelling for less. In my groove smiling wide. Enjoying my piece of time. Sucking in air so thin. Feeling life witin grin. Chasing the day that sits still. With the warm sun n breeze that chills. Here and now I am real. Above the surface undersatnding the deal. One chance to learn and and simply be. I am free.

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upon my tastebuds

I just can't help myself. I like the way it feels like when it melts.
In my mouth the flavor is graceful. Pleasing the tongue that is never wasteful.
Slidding in between juices flow. As a part of me rapidly grows.
Kissing a tease. If I could id live on my knees.
Eating some pussy. fingering it loosely.
I love the texture placed upon my tastebuds. Soft and wet sprung from a simple touch.
Glidding with pleasure I enjoy my skill. Burried deep and showing my will.
Never to stop I can play for hours. Its just one of those things I like to do that gives me a controlling power.

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away

Holding on to the o n e in done. We've all been there. Trying to show an other the meaning as one. Watching them leave we can not bare. Left in a chapter of loves novel unfinished. Blank stares at words unwritten. Confused on the actions shown without notice. Playing a hand that's been given. Chosen and released the heart breaks with pain. Spoiled and left as if self never mattered. Losing the m I s in a mistake for we thought we were claimed. Taken and thrown away as inner gravitation shatters. To sit still and be witness to an other walking away. Thoughts kill the thruth in words shared. Misplacing the t o in today as one divided into two. Thinking the must have never cared.

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a second of interest.

You ever needed attention? The kind to relieve your tension.
A touch to please to crave. Missed by the length of the day.
Pausing to make a moments worth. Possible a quiet little flirt.
Wanting just a second to show interest. Pumping in throttle from the chest.
Kick starting emotion. Rubbing some smooth lotion.
Lingering feelings met. Getting an others best.
For a brief chance to say ilu. Holding on for the purpose of its use.
Comforted by the nights arms. Never to be harmed.
Just for a the cause of love. Opened up and layed down for its a must.

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i cant ask

Tell me something. Yet I can't ask. Whisper if you have to. Dragging words as they last. Speak softly. Louder than silence. Let me hear those you chose. Without defence. Letters forming tales. Unspoken and true. Talk if you will. Vibes that move. Tickling my ear. Quietly with sound. Help me understand. Inside voice coming out. Never lie. Firm syllables are a must. Heard so clear. Don't cuss nor fuss.

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dippin

Cannon ball. Chilled by the impact. Swimmin round. Deep within the splash. Back stroke. Breast stroke. Doggie paddlin. Yes. Back n forth. Dippin in the water hole. Floppin out. Runnin round. Divin in from my stance. Playin like a child. Gettin buck wild. Twistin a spin. Lettin loose. Mouth opened with a grin. Excited. Enjoyin my time. In now out fallin in. The moisture is mine. Soakin within. Touched by the skin. Flowin across the flesh. Smooth. Nipples hard on the chest. Pullin out dryin in the sun. Breathless. Pantin. I think I'm done.

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opposite side of exterior

Walls on the inside of a shell filled with smiles. On the opposite side of exterior sheltering and blowing in by the per hour of miles. Interior decorated with the materials that seem to matter. Floors to a ceiling below the feets pitter patter. Under the roof comfortably letting loose. Windows allowing light to peek a boo. Smudges making it hard to look a see. A home lived as if a dream.

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together

She said she stay til the end of time. But who's? Hers or mine? And where do we go from there? Because the thought has me scared. Losing her would be devistating. Irreplaceable she's simply amazing. Here in now where I enjoy her the most. The feature can wait for our hearts to explode. She says she could live without me.  I as the same, could never live without she. Alive, yes. But broken is the point. Living and torn apart like a two headed coin. Never to see the face of one an other. Tragically misplaced by forever. She spaeks the same way as I. Wanting to by loved in each others eyes. On a journey to an unwanted end. How does one cope with one day losing their best freind? When the walk together is more than worth it. And life together is never hurtful.

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Late November

I've been free a couple of times before. Yet it is not the kind of freedom I was looking for.
To come and go as I damn well pleased. Do as I do as I was never received.
I did me but something was missing. A touch, a kiss and some hugging and squeezing.
I've waken to the birds whistling in the trees. Pulling me from delightful dreams.
Risen and went about my day. Doing everything my way.
No conflict, no attachments. Leaving emotionally unatractive.
My worth walking alone was self learning of what I wanted. As she was out there and by everyone else was hunted.
I use to sit so alone and just live with what I thought was purpose. Day dreaming of the day when I would meet the one I'd miss.
Lonely strolls became restless for it seemed no one noticed. Mind strong yet hopeless.
I enjoyed the sun by myself for so long. Nights empty and felt so wrong. 
Was it possible, I asked myself. For some one as I to love as I am felt.
Questions unaswered for years were built up inside. I've been by with me all my life.
Never feeling another to let them in the way I should. But I was holding out for I was misunderstood.
Time became irrelivant as patience gave up. Living in moments of lust and mistrust.
Freinds were their so they say. I couldn't trust anyone because refused to play their game.
Opened eyes is a closed mind watching and evaluating actions. And I couldn't relate to ways of dissatisfaction.
Periodically joining the world to see what it had to offer. Gun blazing from its holster.
Strapped up and laying them down. Never getting attached, just giving a wow.
A man, I felt I was not. Incomplete poking a dot.
Growing within as mornings came and went. Thinking I have not had a sinlge moment well spent.
Yet I gave in and gave up for I felt defeated. Always moving along and told I was needed. I didn't feel a thing for anyone I came acrossed. Living for me and lost in the sauce.
I was waisting away slowly because I hadn't a story to tell. One worth the memory of wedding bells.
But late November 28,2010. My prayors was answered as my heart was lent.
Minutes lingered as conversation took place. And I knew without a doubt she was my empty space.
Filling me whole I felt so alive. Emotions I no longer had to hide.
Owning me from the start a friend came from the past. One who I thought of throught the years was here at last.
And to this day I look back and thank her still. For she gives meaning to this man will.

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wheres is my kiss?

She asked me where is my kiss? I replied it has not yet left my lips. She smiled as I rushed over to make my presence felt. Swooping her into my arms as she began to melt. Replying it took you long enough, she grined so happily. I appologised as I stared into her hazel eyes fill with a love presently happening. And as she clung to me as if she needed me for the rest of her life. I feel even more in love with my wife. Pausing time for one an other in a moment that was only ours. We know we have found truth in relations surpassing calmed emotions by far. Slowly we begin to sway and rock together. Shifting heart beats putter as the co-insync a rythm to last forever. Mine she is I am hers as long as I have air in my lungs. Releasings sighs as we part to witness us enjoyed as one. Looking as a glance seems like an eternity we laugh. Mentally, physically, emotionally, and and sexually we are on the same path. Sharing our lives as partners we express daily taking patience from the day. Just to ease into the now in our own little way. Asking where is my kiss? I reply with a gentle tasteful smooch taking her breath upon her lips.

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taste my dream

There u go. Eva so slow. Down to ur knees. Jus cuz u can please. Zipper undone. Unbuttoned for fun. Pants pulled down. Inserted in ur mouth. Suck n lick. As I feel ur lips. Makin luv to my dick. Jerkin a twitch. Blow me. Taste my dream. Get it girl. Rock my world. Slidin ur hand. Feel ur man. Hard n strong. In only a thong. Turn me on. U know what ur doin. Please ur intentions. I need not mention. Take me whole. As I grow. Til I cum. Swallow n hum. That's it. Don't stop. Ejaculate my shit. Its ur cock.

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get it

Drip for me. Make it rain. Wet n moist. Drive me insane. Soft n guishy. Get it ready. Make it tingle. Keep it steady.  Tease the hormones. Slide ur finger. Roll on the ball. As ur smell lingers. Play n enjoy. Flowin n loose. Insert penetration. Repeatin a truce. Open up. Spread so wide. Catch ur breath as I clime inside. Feel my girth. Length so firm. Pushin to fill. Pullin a yearn. Slow n steady. Take what won't stop. Pausin in motion.  Feel me throbe. Lay still. Touch my skin. Accept a kiss. As my errection swims. Look at me. Play with ur eyes. Flirt with passion. Please don't hide. Make it last. As I go down. Stretch ur orgasm. Let me hear ur sounds. Break free from routine. Experience my tongue. Lickin ur taste. Pantin faintin lungs. Get it now. Do ur thing. Grab at my head. Cling. Not done yet. Roll on over. Ass in the air. Perfect now hold her. There as I come from behind. Burry ur head. Scream my name. As I attempt to break the bed. Fight back. Push it on my shaft. Get it hard. Cummin ever so fast. Take it. Get it. Want it. Luv it. Use me. I'm ur boy toy. Here to fuck u good. Enjoy.

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one kiss

Your a life time of happiness in one kiss. In a single moment you alone brought joy I didn't know I missed. Seeing your face changed my willingness forever. And all I want is a love shared between you and I together.

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prayor

Lord, when I get to my death bed please don't be disapointed when I call out her name. Clinging to the love we share, for I've found a love so rare here on earth. Know that you are in my heart but its her that I will have to leave here. Seperated once again from someone I cravr more and more everyday. An eternity with you is an everlasting joy, and yes I carry you with me in thought and prayor. But this woman has given me a joy I can not explain. I need not pick for you will win, yet as air fills my lungs she is my everything. If I were to see you tomorrow, please allow me to show her today a deep emotional love that she will feel until the day we meet again before you in heaven. I found comfort in her as I do you. So if you will and if you can find it in your heart, please I beg of you as if this was my last prayor. All I want here as I wait to see your face is a lifetime to simply enjoy her as she does me. Its not much to ask, just alittle extension for a love so rare to live a few more years longer. I promise to do right by her in your name and be the man in her life she desires. She is irreplaceable. My love here on earth lives for two purposes, you and her. Please understand that no one can replace you. You are why we have this chance. All I'm asking is to be able to express my love for her as long as possible. Thank you dearly. Amen!

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to live as

Two. To live as. One. Combined together. Forever. So hard to find. Freinds. Takin part. Rare as it is. One purpose. To be luv'd. Truth. Giving willingness. Honesty. Talkin bout life. Problems. Conjoined hearts. Livin. Feelin real luv. Worth. Special to an other. Meanin. Side by side. Acceptin. A partners presence. Actions. Showin selfs interests. Openly. Felt like bo other. Luv'rs. Doin their part. Happy. Soul mates found. Owned. Allowed to share. Everything. All that's wanted. Desire. Fulfilled so deeply. Passion. Carressin the heart. Taken. In good faith. Restin. Arms of comfort wrapped. Blown. Minds understandin all. Ready. Finally becomin.

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companions with compassion

I can feel u getting lost in me every time we touch. With a slow hand, I feel you lose a piece of yourself to me as if you were to plunge.   The willingness you have to simply love me is remarkably rare to find. With a single brush, one finger breezing by your skin releases you as you're able to unwind.   It's amazing how comfortable you are with me by your side loving you. Accepting the truth in my words and actions that I will never hurt a love so true.   When we kiss, our lips dance in our hearts rythm tangled and beating as one. Your expressions in a stare in my direction is evident, with me you're madly in love.   It's the way you react to my movement when laying still enough to feel the need of passion. Opened up and set free your eyes tell no lie and I see a companion with compassion.   Directing your untamed love in my direction you are unconditionally faithful. Breaths chant a warm wind song in the ear as a nibble is felt so mature and natural.   In between moments lays us wrapped so tight air hasn't a chance to consume its space. For we take control of our surroundings and eye to eye we're motionless with just a pulse face to face.   I can see it in your every day as you parade in acts of love that finally came to be. Unfolding your more than complete as I can say the same for me. All and the above we've found happiness in a friend unlike no other. Until the end of time we are man and woman, husband and wife, partner and lovers.

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changin the shape of my expressed face

There's something in the way u smile that pulls me. Brings out my best off intensions n fills me. Somehow u pick me up on my worst day n change that shape of my expressed face. As if u know what it takes to recharge my every emotion. Without strings controllin my every last idividual motion. It's amazin how u can without tryin, motivate my will. U r the only 1 that has ever gotten to me on so many levels. In u I am in luv with everything about u. In me u live as the queen of my hearts truth. How u got in me only years past to our childhood n the path we've walked can explain. Only if u truly knew what u do to this man, n what he with u has gained. U have change my expressions n concord the untamed beast within me. U my luv, n only u, own me.

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move with me

Move with me. If I step back, give chase n step into me. Side to side don't let me past as I step into u. Steppin back, playin our game of use. Space in between, needin invaded n tamed. Yet neither cross the line, holdin frame. Move with my body. Show urself, plottin. Follow it rythm. Allow it to flow within ur system. Become one meovment as we share our individual style. Man n woman, dancin til the end of time. Movin to the beat from our hearts, vibin to the sounds that linger emotion. Gliddin together in complete devotion. Slide with me, feet followin round n round. Steps made for the game, music can only lift em from the ground. Sway in my arms. Let me guide u around the floor. Showin u the surfaces silky soft side, unafraid. Move with me, dancin our night away.

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365

Every 52,5600 hours a celebration takes place. In many verieties of events, filling space. One in which is only between two individuals whom have their own special day. A commited passion some seem to get right as it shows them the way. Here and there finding self and prepairing a pair of hearts for the stay. But once a year a time comes along to feel a little more excited that it's emotions are still in play. It could be any day out of the blue to begin, like as that one like today. For as time lingers and freinds and other halfs choose a partner so irresistable, words can not speak nor attempt to say. It's a shared life gathering memories made for a lifetime of getting there and worth the experience  played. One is fortunate to have an opertunity to become more than a single label to the day one is old and gray. With intertwined and tangled feelings expressing patience shown every 365 days, a desire that's a little more than just playing a game.  

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unlocking the hidden

Allow me to run through your mind. Unlocking the hidden boundaries and see what I can find. Touch the sacret emotions you never thought about using. Line them up and one at a time begin my chosing. Fulfilling all the possibilities that's been tucked tightly away. Give me a chance to swin in your heart and connect with the depths of your core. Reaching deep down iside you and explore what makes your world. Picking up on the matters tha mean the most to you. Opening secrets and freeing you in a way only I can do.

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do you want to

Do you want to be teased by a simple thing as being touched? Felt with a lil thing you've probably never experinced before called love. With hands meant for only your pleasure. Seeking your acceptances mayby with a feather. Barely brushing the surface off thy skin. Or massaged so firmly it can be enjoyed deeper than your grin. How about if I bowed down and treated you a sa queen. Allow me to run through your mind and rub out your dreams. Or possibly express a feeling without coping a feel with great intensions. Lotion landing warm and lathered in my palms ready to full your desires unmentioned. Muscles craving a relaxing expression made to set a mood desperately needed. I can tell because it shows in your movement calling to be treated. I am here for you at your becking call waiting on my chance of a life time. So do you want to pampered by a man willing to do as you please until the day becomes night?

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going the distance

Reachin the limits n holdin ground. Keepin a mind rare n unfazed on a cloud. Trippin on lines crossed n maintainin balance. Findin more reasons of relavence. Steppin soft enough to be heard steps are imprinted. Trackin the past blowin away in the wind to time submitted. Completin circles as bubbles pop with resistance. Layin down for the texture of love closer than distance. Accpetin trust filterin out wonders of questions. On the line fallen forward to be caught by truths reaction.

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witness

Be my witness. Let me know my time isn't a waste. Give notice. Cast your eyes upon my face. Call my name. Let me be that one whom witnesses you. As I do the same. Speaking of a love so true. Show the meaning I give. Maturely with purpose of my exsistance. As together we live. Laying down defences.

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