Behind enemy lines...

I'd blow ya fuckin mind if I felt that connect. With a dab of tenderness' intent n a splash of bein in full effect. Jus caress that shit u don't want no one to somehow touch. Tasting ur emotions on the other end of what it is u show dawgin luv. Behind enemy lines ur legs would shake with the flutters in ya hearts pour. Simultaneously skippin beats rollin with the tides unfoldin on ur untamed shores. Lemme squeeze on in n it's over for I'm not ridin that same ol lame bus. If I'm comin ur cumin n ur gonna get a worthy opponent wrapped up still n flush. Locked in to all that craziness calmin the fuck down knowin I got truths. Stop runnin, I ain't gonna hurt u. Jus wanna fill u with my curiosity breachin the surface of my smiles giddiness. Feelin u from the inside out spun n spinnin on the texture of ya willingness. I'd change the way u think of the man runnin through Ya heads open space. Leavin silhouettes in the dark to play with the shadows that never come to the light of day. Don't let me slide up n under ur skin n breathe. The vacant loft u call ur own might find a few memories Ya might wanna hold on to. Feelin the yahoo. With a mutual use down for a better cause crusin with ya best friend in me. In the flesh livin that fairytale of so called dreams. No Bs. But we gotta clique. My all ain't no half steppin random goofiness jus tryin to mingle. There's a fuckin reason I'm single. I'd step to ya if ya came a closer in my closin movement. Landin in the middle where bodies accepted the comfort of gettin along foreva in the moment. Playful n mental with the thought of U n I walkin together in life. Screamin check please under the sheets for the satisfaction comes as natural as that first kiss that tells a tale in between the lines. Findin eyes stuck in a stare. Where u goin if I tried to play fair? I mean, if I took it easy on ur mind jus wantin to stroke ya time. Held my tongue n spit no lie. Digging in you'd enjoy my presence like I'd die for yours. Losing days as clicks round the clock runnin out n wantin more. Collidin. Who's ridin?

When it dies...

Click clique... Lookin down the barrel of luv... Seems the aim took me into its sights... Pressed against my chest feelin my own loss of that feenin of the long lost rush... The squeeze fired a shot singled out as a pop through me released the fight... Blown free from the clutch on the pistol grip... Out the backside takin anything she instilled within as resemblin luvs touch jus didn't seem to matter...  Lookin me dead in the eyes laughin like I ain't shit... There went my heart drainin yet another that meant more than the last splattered on the wall... Carvin names in a emotions moment of forever engraved to remember... She went n did it n I let it be so I can find me a new life... No, we're no longer together... Dead n floatin in the puddle face down yet I ain't mad... The revolver spun n the smoke danced in my own delusional eyes... I felt it enter as it exited with the excitment of it bein over... Damn, the truth jus doesn't know how to lie...

When ya diggin in to those feelins jus cash me out... Movin to soon beyond the vibe doesnt​ make me wanna come around... Keep it simple n jus go with the flow floatin with time... Shit happens for better or worse so ease up as we enjoy the ride... Set that shit on cruise control n jus do as u feel without gettin emotional... Show yourself before that moment gets away from ya n we both wind up delusional... Don't trip n wind up in ya sweet spot fuckin around like we're somethin we're not... Stay with me mentally so those flutters earn their intentions in which I can believe... Bcuz what I feel is life n n nothin in me will accept a quick release... Check ya heart for the strength to hold on a lil longer than what you'd expect from a man... Bcuz I'm about to teach u somethin if I can... Diving in to u to find out where u are in the presence of ya own... Havin a bit of time to give to ya if ya can act somethin like grown... No tudes jus friends doin what we do as needs are met... From the touch to the feel all the way back around to the drip gettin wet... Slow ya roll n jus be... Lemme know when ur free...

a friend of mine wanted me to write a lil somethin bcuz she feels as I do that this world jus don't know what passion is... What it is to simply luv someone...

What if I told ya... What if u knew... Damn... Bein this close to u truly brings me to life... N that's the truth..  I luv the way u feel... Flush... Playin with my pulse reachin for the texture of ur sighs put to use... Hmmm, hand tossed... Feelin u jus beneath my very own print at the ends of my fingertips... Smoothe... Wantin to play by kissin ya lips to well down below the movement of ya hips... Jus for the taste... To breathe with the heat of u exhalin my luv... Face to face... Eyes lost in the moment of the rush... Feenin for ur help to fulfill my heart... As the crave of ur own will reaches in to a conversation takin a whisper to another level of goin so mutha fuckin hard... Fuck u... How'd u get in here?.. I fuckin luv it... In u I have nothing to fear... Ur my tenderizer softenin up the feel of true passion fallin deep... Layin as if collided in mid air jus to fall here with u jus to put each other back together again... The over flow leaks... Wtf did u do to me n where did I land... Watchin u lettin me inside... Behind the lines where the real shit resides as the hidden reasons of why don't go deprived... Connected by the refusal to luv any other... Nah... Signed sealed n delivered it is u that is the ultimate fuckin luvr... As our bodies are wrapped, neva to let go... Emotion crawlin to the skins surface stretched the fuck out claimin u as mine on a fuckin roll... Yes!.. bein goofy AF u are felt beyond my wildest dreams... N jus to feel u breathe curled up next to me... The excitment flows through the vibe pumpin l.o.v.e. luv into an unforgettable soothin good time... Oh damn... Havin u layin up on me naked... Yet I'll keep it PG as we don't know how to fake it... It's jus the draw to u that pulls on my willingness that brings me home... N we know it's mutual comin unfuckin done... The way u jus climbed in n set up as if u owned the joint... Shit, I about lost myself when u came on in bcuz u are on point... Laid up with my best friend in u givin me the treatment given over n over n again n again... Hands can't help but to caress u jus before I take u in the middle of livin... You've loosened my desires to live within ur gentle brush... That stroke alone speaks to the man in me comin through as clutch... I'm diggin ur luv... N I know you've accepted mines... What a rush... What a life!.. Side by mutha fuckin side... Attached right up n under the sweetest thrones... There's nowhere to hide... I want to hear u moan!... Then awaken to do it all over again... Neva again to be alone... As my woman... Unfoldin even more into ur hands to watch my six... Cuddle up with happiness tucked in between the ribs... Best fuckin friends... Til death comes callin in the bitter end... Gropin a feel bcuz u turn me on in so many more ways than one... Yeah, I'm in fuckin luv... With u... Who knew it be u?.. How's it feel to get what it is u deserve?.. Here in the center of our world there is worth... Peekin through reflections jus to catch another glimpse... N neither of us ever even flinched... Mental n allowin the feel to cut the fuck loose... Sexually accused of surrenderin the proof... It is u... Woo...

I wonder what u dream about... Down beneath the harm of this worlds unforgiving ways... Outta reach... Sleepin with ur mind playin games with ur escape... I often wonder what it is that entertains ur conception in la la Land... Gone beyond the limits of returnin any time soon... What runs through ur mind once u fade... I'd luv to jus tune in so I can understand where u go without even leavin the room... I wonder.. where oh where... Bcuz I can't get away... I'm stuck here...

Ok... Another requested topic... Situation bein in luv with someone who is losin the feel of ya luv... This one has truths to it bcuz it's a personal experience I actually put the work into for someone known as the one... I've recently had to step up n ask her myself wtf is it...

Wtf is this...

Damn... I thought I had a friend... But that look in her eyes ran me down a dead end... Talkin of vows n the changin of names... U shoulda neva walked down that isle if u were playin games... Did u forget about the bond we have... Our story isn't suppose to be sad... Seems u went n forgot about me... The man u claimed to came from within ur own fuckin dreams... Yet u let distance put space in between our luv... Somthin u alone allowed as u gave me a shove... Addin a L for the loss n gained a shovel...  How am I suppose to dig this shit n keep my head level..? U know I'm addicted to u n that's the truth... I thought I gave u proof... U know I ain't got it in me to try on luv again... Damn... Where'd u go... I can't withstand this feelin of bein emptied as if u lost the purpose of our home... Eyes set into a drift before we were even done livin our life... N u haven't reached for me in quite some time... What's goin on in ya mind to the point u haven't any desire to feel me..? Bcuz even layin with u I feel the void as u retract to ur own personal game... Who have I become to u my luv..? Am I jus another face wastin ur time as if I'm jus another dude unworthy of ur touch... Where's that feel of it is I that fulfills those emotions so untamed... U see, I'm not tryin to stir shit up nor feed unwanted fame... It's jus that u ain't the same no more... U turned on me to quickly like my affection jus isn't enough behind closed doors... I don't know if u know how hard it be to fill ur space... N how I'd miss even sayin ur fuckin name... As real as the air I breathe, u anyway know that u do it for me... So why do u play this child like psychology for we both know u wanna set yourself free... As the questions of what I did or didn't do rise from the confusion u put me through... I am in luv with u, but I am no fool... Tell me what it is that plays ur every thought against me at all costs... I wanna hear what it that's taken ur luv from me n pitched myself to the side as forever tossed... Worth is a valuable thing u don't seem bothered by for it u have misplaced... Or​ is it the moments we've had jus ain't enough for u to wanna stay..? Here in the presence of sharin life together... No matter what as more than friendly luv'rs... As there are no words to begin a life if u were to truly leave... I'd be lost like the wind blowin it's breeze in between the trees... N I'm sittin here in wonder like u told me I'd neva havta do... Are u not payin attention or is ur word jus not gonna come through..? For I've seen us at our best comin out to play... As the only thing u will allow now is a routine that changes day by day... Can u not see me crushin on u harder now as more time gathers up or happiness to be seen..? Who are u n what have u done with the passion that doesn't seem to be able to breathe... Correct yourself or jus let me go... If there is no meanin to us restin upon these thrones... This here needs honesty bcuz it hurts to even attempt to be strong... Where in the fuck is it that I went wrong..? Who is it u thought I was..? N u call this luv... Goin through the motions for u haven't got it in u to be real... As there was a time u looked at me as ur third wheel... Fallin into my arms... Cheered the fuck up by my charm... What is my purpose to u..? Will u return or is the end overdue..? I can't chase after ur crazy lil legs anymore... Ur gonna havta choose what it is u want to fill ur forevermore... As I'm done peekin around corners like, Hey stranger... Do u remember me..? As if I stepped into the unknown danger... Me..! Bein the man u said was ur everything..! The one that set u free... Guess that goes in more ways than one huh..? Ssh, hush... All I need to know is wtf is this..? N please speak no lies from ya lips... For I feel I no longer know who it is u pretend to be... N all I want n ever have is for u to lean in to me..!

I can't go for that...

I won't get stired up bcuz u can't get to me... The last one that supposedly had my back put me on point as I now chuckle with a hehe... There is no comin outta character whether I fuck witcha ya or not... I ain't got time for no I dunno type shit that can't get goin to Eva stop... N u can't get a reaction bcuz I'll purposely fail this childish games u call tests jus bcuz I can.. I'm somethin different n ain't met a female that could keep up on any level as I stand one day to be a man... N as for interest, it only goes as far as u carry yourself to catch an eye away from sex... As it's willingness to be self as unique as u are pieced together is the becomin of callin to sending texts... No u can't get to me for the simplest of reasons standin that my heart doesn't leave my chest... It's not for the fuck shit I've allowed as crazy legs ran off with it n wouldn't give it back til she knew there was nothing left... No I don't wanna be alone yet it's safer than dealin with yet another emotional creature tryin to tell me how I should feel... I jus wanna be me if imma keep it to ur standards of keepin it real... Yeah, there most definitely is something about a woman that is jus fuckin amazing..! Unseen is what's comin up from up front followed as the brutal trailing... As I know men have done em in meanin females in this in particular line as it's back to what I was sayin as in ways sideways would straighten up n still neva be seen... I get it n I don't wanna play the game till I know she's for me... n yeah, I got it... But let ur mind go on that bcuz the step you'd havta take would be catastrophic n shit... So do u really wanna play instead so u know u won't get hurt or is it u think ur ready to ease the fuck back n chill... Crowns on tilt... Sippin that Apple to loosen the mood set into play as the ultimate thrill... This is me but I have a more passionate side thats tucked away n yes it has healed... Now how do u feel..?

U wanna drop some secrets once the sun goes down..? Maybe share a few fantasies til hormones drip from our mouths..? Ooh, we can find sweet spots n make our way around the room in the dark... Jus needin a partner to play their part... Or lights on lights off... Idk, it's jus somethin I jus made up... What do u say we wind up without our clothes as I wear the sheet as a cape... N stay up way too fuckin late..!

Yeah, I got some of those... Are u wantin to get into em..? Jus slide on in like it ain't shit..? Wrap yourself in em till they close in around ya n hold u tight so snug to ya ribs... I got what ur looking for... Yeah, itty bitty lil clingy lol mo fo's... They're on reserve jus kickin back... I picked em up off the floor if it's ok to reuse em as if they would say no... Don't tell no one if I tell ya they like the way life feels held up on a woman's face... I'm jus sayin... As tiny as they are there quite an attraction when they work together... Gone in the moment with a luv'r is somethin they ain't been lately so know they ain't playin... Yup, I got em n they kinda need a friend... Chasin the sounds of names pitched in perfect tones... Jus feelin their way along til they come out n surface... But they ain't goin nowhere soon if they ain't goin home... Emotions... Oh yeah, they're in check... N they've finally become my besties goin all in... In the underneath of me waitin for the right one to break her silence... Shit, to us who she is has gotta be a win win...

Turnin cheeks...

I got spoiled on a lil eye candy hooked to my side... N rotten came to be in their eyes as I couldn't believe the thoughts they put in my mind... Those dime pieces that don't seem to wanna play in their depths... I got caught on the inside of em lookin back out from up n under bein felt... Pretty lil faces sittin on nice frames that tend to turn the cheek in the middle of a friendship... I jus got use to their vanity that comes along with that lip... Beautiful creatures that play thier part of a so cashed evil for no reason... Seems they change every so often in between the seasons... Maybe it's that need to feel new again by the next best thing wantin to stay... idk, all I do know is it's deeper than how a mo fo from em neva walked away... Peeping the sexiness as how long's it gonna take to recover from this one... Sad but true bcuz it neva lasts with those made of looks that kill as there's no tellin when their done... As they run back once solo kicks in n I have drawn my lines... Worse than the weather man tryin to guess at the conditions day by day... Yeah, I'm guilty of liking em stunnin to do more than take a peek at... In luv with the way sight jus flows with their own becomin mad... Don't seem worth the time wasted for theirs a certain quality of woman lost the more strikin they appear... They'll have ur heart shakin in fear... That is if u ain't on ya level ready to tap more than that azz... So lovely yet so sad... The issues that come along with those at the tips of how pretty they can be... Jus not matchin the outer shell with who they are internally... Even I got stuck in a stare with a few that was nice to have around... Til time set fit to agree to split for the rapid fire from their lips went with what's spews from their mouths... Thinkin they're on some other podium so high n mighty... At the turn of the cheek knowin males line up as if doors were to open ready to let em slide in... Guess they didn't know about my backup plan bcuz I've been there one to many times... Jus lingerin in the aftermath of what a fuckin ride..!

Its like...

Lemme pull them digits from behind the lock on ya phone... I'll earn em one at a time so u don't feel so alone... Name ten things I can do that'll turn u on... Yet not in a sexual way bcuz we can get to that later on... Jus fill in the blanks here _-___-____ so we can talk... Maybe find some reason why we should pursue gettin locked in a stare totally fuckin paused... I jus need a way to get ahold of ya if I need to hear ya voice... There are times where sound has a void n I need a lil noise... Gimme the first number on good faith that I'm not tryin to get in n bounce... So we can get a lil closer than words reachin for more as the tongues playin cat n mouse... I'm jus talkin about gettin to know one an other jus to see if maturities fit... Shit, even immaturities at that bcuz I like to goof n feel that lil tickle in the rib... Jus gettin at it n havin a lil fun... So back to that number that begins with a 1-___-___-____... U see imma tempt u to prove to u I ain't like the rest... I luv the fact I can feel passion literally flow within my chest... Give em up or you'll neva know what woulda eva been... I could be ur best fuckin friend... Yeah, it's like that if u didn't know... I to some day wanna go home...

Let her go... U ain't got no use for her... Jus wastin her time... Lowerin her self worth... Lost in ur eyes that lie n play games... Actin like a man that can't step up n relate... Quit faking the funk... No one wants that kinda luv... Lust of the flesh... She's a fuckin mess... Release her heart so it can be kick started... Jus give it back n take a walk bcuz ur heartless... U ain't got it in ya to make her feel as if she's the only one... I know ur kind n I ain't impressed with what u keep on hush... Man rule number one states only if they let u fuck with their heads... But that's a good azz women ur fuckin over n she feels dead... Step off n break the pattern of ur selfishness... She's got a better life waitin on her if you'd jus disafuckinpear... For real... Don't let her fade from her own jus wantin to feel wanted... U play to much n she's gonna hate u when it's all said n done... Poof mutha fucka... Lol... U won't leave bcuz there's no other like her huh..? So
Shallow needin a trophy to brag about it... Someone to mistreat so they fall inward n believe they ain't no good bcuz u alone ain't shit... N u know it... Fuckin chimp... Chump... U is a dumb fuck... Worthless in ya own... It's on ur fuckin face bein shown... There's good dudes that would luv what u got that u can't see. That type right in front of u is the kind plucked from dreams... Yet ur on some ol bs imprisonin her mind... Ya fuckin low life...

Been there within every hormone comin to life... Layin it down for the count to disguise the dog moanin to her sighs...  Rollin in emotions singled out for jus one... On the run with multiples jus livin it up... Even got wrapped around a finger I thought wouldnt point at me as if i was her foe... Tryin not to go back to my old ways of bein a male jiggilo or a hoe... I felt that imprint push into emotions of ones face left on my heart... Switched some shit up n now I'm back for a fresh start... Yeah, I've been there n back n I still would rather kick it with jus one pretty lil lady... In time is the best way, maybe...

Seven days a week jus to get the jobs done... No time for an off day bcuz they're jus no fun... I'd rather get paid than chill any day n any time of the week... So step to the side if u ain't handin me what it is I need... I want that smell of paper placed in my hand... The feel of it alone does somethin to the man I am... So if ya ain't payin me I will simply find out what will... I jus crave the dolla for it gives me my thrill... Pay me n u have my attention til my work is done... I ain't got time to goof n halligag while ur tryin to have fun... What makes me happy is my pockets filled beyond my imaginations wildest thoughts... Fuckin with anything else is me that pays the cost... Not gonna happen...

I'm one of those good hearted kinda mutha fuckas that'll cater to ur needs... Thing is, I jus don't wanna ever see u walk away with my heart in any direction away from me... So I sit in a brief stare from time to time thinkin yeah, she'd be nice to entertain... N then I look away bcuz ur eyes don't seem to say the same thing... I'm jus that type to make u wanna give it up jus to feel me come to life... Bringing u out to play in the middle of the night goin for a ride... One real down azz man gettin at it all by my fuckin self... Not one hand out n I don't take what I can't afford as I can't be felt... N the shits got me feelin a certain unwanted way where if I was to step you'd be gone eventually... N I ain't the one to wind up down on my fuckin knees... U got me fucked up if u think imma bend til I break... U better ask somebody bcuz I got more dames under my belt than I can remember their names... N yeah, I wanna play with ya but you'll never know... Bcuz you'll wind up all emotional tryin to open me up to soon n wanna watch our luv grow... Darlin, baby cakes, shuga britches, hold the fuck up... Wtf is it u think u know about luv... For I understand the depths of that hunger that would devourer passion in the blink of an eye... So jus know it's u I got stretched out on my lonely mind... Fightin the feelin to come close enough for touch to separate me from my anxiety of luvs wants... As need lingers upon the fingertips in the makin if the hunt... Jus to find what it is that pulls me to u in ways my own hormones come loose... Try me n I'll break u the fuck off before u hang me from another noose... Don't tempt me n I won't come atcha jus wantin ur goods... U see, I'm jus one man afraid to witness u enjoy me for the lil bit of time u could...

It's mine...

I jus needed my heart back bcuz I gave it away.... She ran off with it n its raw emotions like I told her she would... Yet I got it back n it actually remembered my name... Willingly she returned it n I never thought she could... The fuckin thing is mine n I ain't payin  nor partin with  it again... If u wanna feel me ur gonna havta impress me by bein u... It took to long to convince her that for it she had no use... As those good tingly feelins has come around to fillin it with my own worth as proof... Bitch thought it was funny to take off n leave me wonderin wtf... Oops, did u jus say that out loud n did u cus... Guess the time it took to retrieve it was my own word holdin up wantin to be done... All in the good faith of unwanted luv... It wasn't hers to keep... Yet I don't know who might be interested in openin it back up... No they can't have it for it is mine... But they can feel it's rush...

Idk... I'm jus goin down an old country road... Reachin to turn the radio down with the windows... It truly set the mood... Puttin life to use... Jus pavement n the countryside... A five speed f150 jus a cruising​ asking where might I find home..? Out here in this world all alone... Feelin the birth of a new man find his true smile n worth... As no woman gave him the feel of simply bein alive since birth but his mother... Gone as best friend do bcuz they're jus the lives we meet up with first as we pretty much exchange luv'rs... Ooh wee... I think I've become my own reality... Rolling on the rubber comin up 104... No music for once as the wind plays it's chords... With a drizzle of rain keepin it nice n cool... Never again will I be someone else's fool...

Chasin storm after storm comin up shorter than the time before... One more heave ho goin for broke lettin out yet another roar... As the beast growls with a long-term grr cut short for selfish purposes... Sittin within peepin the switch up cut loose due to a sure thing turnin for the worst... N the vibes sendin sudden ripples thorough tender moans will forever give in to the givin up... Jus tryin to live in between luv'rs that beat intensions with the very same passion they claim is clutch... Rememberin the new emotions released that eventually dripped in lies... There's jus one to many past times that tare shit up in need to be freed with reasons of why... Styles of livin catch up to relations tendons unable to move in sync with the fade... Breakin the tensions on the movements step away from playin with unneeded names... N with the refusals of turnin around comes the price of fuck you's unwillin to waste yet another moment in life... Jus fed the fuck up livin with the stuck on self glamorous type of hype... Jus wantin somehow to be reincarnated into the next version of this so called life's twisted lil disaster... Pushin the issues so it'll happen jus a bit faster... Done with the chill the pour dumps to clean the surface from time to time... Leavin em one at a time in their own corner of ya lost mind...

On hush...

It's jus the feel of her backin up into me layin on my side as my arms wrap her up... Mmm, the feel of her body close as skin collides with the comfort of touch... I wonder if she knows what my heart is willin to do to keep get here with me n safe... Bcuz when she's in my arms is when I myself truly escape... Lost in a dream of some sort jus goin with the flow... As I awaken to the realization of how it is I am alone... Grippin my pillow as if she were here layin next to me... Makin yet another moment hard to accept jus wantin to wake to the way she breathes... Damn shit damn... The feel of a real woman would feel the depths of this man... Laid by her side to ease her head on my chest... Yet that's another story of luv bringin out the bests... Curled up in warmth settled in to the feel of flushes nakedness jus wantin to be held... As sensitive as she is to tenderness holdin on jus to be felt... N yet I again wake to the absence of her tryin to get under my skin... As for times like these makes me think of my own fuckin feelings goin dim... Cravin the texture of another clingin to luv... Ssh, let's jus keep that on hush...

Lean...

Lean into the fall of my all catchin u... Acceptin ya flaws in a moment to pause... Feelin the way ya claws dig into my back... Let's make it last... Past the crawlin that ends relations finest... In fact let's jus open up n trust the luv leapin from lips... Sink in to the swim within me as if u need a drink... Puttin a tap on my heart as if a link to ya own wink believes... Lean into me jus to come undone as finally fuckin relieved..  sowin up seems busted lose from prior allocations unfit for ur reasons of wow... How in the hell do ya think I could pass ya up without tellin ya I need ya right fuckin now... Lean into what u could only imagine happenin behind closed doors that match what's on the other side of unlocked doors... For real, come get urs waitin on the attempt to store ur feel in the memory on touch loosenin up to the chorus... Hocus pocus u is the dopest b tch I've Eva seen... Come into me n lean...

Do ya get that chuckle in ya rib when u know they're on some bs..? But u ain't gonna say shit bcuz the humor in it is jus to fun to let go of... Like they're game is no good for ur the one who allows em to think they got leverage in some sort of way... ssh, bow in a moment of silence with me to let em know they can't get in... Lmao... Cut em the fuck loose right when the believe they got u... It's a magical moment jus to see the look in their eyes as u turn n walk away... Fr... The act of havin game is not too have game in the sense of not playin games bein a game in its own... If u can't understand that, u ain't on my level...

U wanna know what a sexy woman is... Watch her not need a man but neva to downplay his worth... Check the way u witness the way she gets after life... The way ya eyes follow the way she maintains... Not once actin like a cold hearted child yet has a goofy side... She'll make u crave her​ without meanin to.. u wanna know what turns her on... If u can do the same jus by bein yourself...

Lol... I'm not lookin for a woman... N no I'm not with anyone... I don't wanna relationship... It's a no emotion policy kinda thing... I'm taking a break... I won't live by another's rules... I'm jus doin me with a lil interest in my mind... I sleep alone... N I have time I don't know what to do with... No, I don't feel anything but a laugh... I'm single bcuz at this point I need to be by myself... I ain't got no booty calls... That's the hardest part bcuz me bein me I always have... N that's the only thing I can give to be honest... I stay to myself... Work n home... I ain't lookin to give ya my heart... I don't wanna take it that far... So if ya got the thought in ya head jus know a playdate is all I can be... N I ain't chasin ya... I got shit goin the way I need them to n don't need any complications... u wouldn't like me anyways... I don't think the save as most... I don't believe in God's... I can't stand legal law... I think most people are a waste of time bcuz they can't think for themselves... I Luv to deep n I jus can't afford to let ya in... I purposely fail tests bcuz I believe them to be childish... I will speak up for I will look after my own... I do have a choice... I will voice my opinion when I see some bs... N if u think u got game u ain't got shit... I've ran so many of them I've found what game really is n u won't see me comin if that's the case... I'm to good n been with to many I can't even remember to be played... In fact I've never been played... When I was in luv with my soon to be ex wife, I allowed her to dig her own hole... Guess who carved her headstone in my heart..? She did... I ain't on it... I don't wanna play... A lil touchy feely is cool but still, I can give or take it either way... I ain't pressed... U couldn't handle me n I don't have time for immature goofiness... 90% of people don't know how to use emotion bcuz they don't luv themselves first... as my job comes first bcuz u ain't payin me... n yeah, bs walks.. No bs... So good mornin n enjoy ur day... I'll fuck with ya later... I'm on $$$$ time...

If I don't write it down... If I don't put it in words. If I can't get it out... The thoughts I have in my head will simply have no worth as they'll go unheard... So if I refuse to relate their message... If I blatantly ignore em with hesitance... If I refuse to let em speak... It's I late at night who hears them dream... So if they neva whisper my name again... If I could jus make a stand... Only if they jus leave me alone. Then maybe I can be completely alone... If if if if if... I'm tired of their shit... If there were a way to get em to stop... I could run off n get lost...

I like the way they stare at me the way they do... I like bein under their skin the way I do... I like the way they feel when they're all up on me... I like em bcuz somethin within me can actually breathe... I like em curled up with my arms wrapped around them... I like em naked as at the waste they bend... I like the way their flavor touches my tongue... I like it when their lips tell me I'm the one... I like a lot of shit they do... I like the way they walk for it works me loose... I like the moments layin still with em doin nothin at all... I like a lil woman who accepts my flaws... I jus like em the way they come/cum... I like it when they try to run... I like when they know what they want... I like the feel of bein in luv...

Too soon...

Two time loser takin the losses like a man... Dig in girl so I can pretend with the way u leave into me as I stand... Nah, there's no belief in me willin to believe u wantin to stick around for anything less than life so, so long... I'll correct ur train of thought right now before I give u the chance at my heart's ripple gone wrong... U wanna ride somethin, ride the vibe in between that kiss n tell... As lips lose breaths jus to turn n poof be gone once ur felt... On to the next best thing like I ain't good enough to rush through ur pump pulsatin to feel me as a gain... Yup, ran around those emotions already clingin to the leftovers unwillin to leave me alone as ur jus another dame... Nah, I jus know what it is I'm lookin for n that moment of connection locked within eyes jus ain't there... Hey hey hey, I'm jus tryin to be fair... Puttin the no ends on blast that u before I will neva fall to fulfill... Fr, if I'm gonna open up ur gonna havta be with the way u spill... Goin spoiled in a moments notice to collapse into my arms for more than a look at the end bcuz it come too fuckin soon... Drop on me that fuckin boom!!! Ya bomb that explodes on contact jus prior to u not carin no more... Yeah, it'll be u that gives up bcuz u ain't got it in ya to do anything more than explore... Then run back to where u came from with ya find puttin me on display... So imma jus speak my mind due to I don't wanna see u walk away... Let's jus keep it simple n do what we do without emotion gettin invigorated n to fuckin involved... Bcuz I don't believe in ya all like that n prolly neva will... U jus don't have that giddiness in ur strut wantin to approach as u will short my own worth feedin on the thrill... As the verdict is in as friendly luv'rs that leave the fuckin feelings at the door... Check em in n let's play here in the now n let the comfort build of wantin more... Jus don't feel the need to think it'll ever be an expectation for I know what it is that takes a peek at me within time... I've been around that block n I ain't turnin around for the same ol shit livin the dream til I get mines... I live here in the real world where reality tells on the half azz intension I know all too well... So outside of relations I got what u need n I'll break u the fuck off but I guarantee u you'll hear those fuckin bells... So who's fuckin who gettin ahead of yaself like u jus wanna play n dabble past passionate intercourse comin alive... Don't step this way bcuz u ain't on my level as u to will run n hide... They all do for they can't keep up with the depths that ain't on games as ur no different... I know the type n u fit in to the mood jus wantin to see more than what u need to too soon as time is spent... Times up runnin from the feel of temptations goin fuckin numb... No, yeah imma say it on this end of startin that ache of bein done... If I can't bounce with ya I ain't givin u nothin but the... Hmm, n u thought I was like the rest jus wantin the lickadesplit... Don't tempt what u do not know... N I'll give it to u slow...

Dip into where the light ends n the night begins... Where the hush comes to life n luv becomes the incentive... In a twisted up passion entangled with desire that plays out from in between the ribs... Sinkin beneath the point jus past midnights muffles showin what's hidden as lifes untamed lips... Where silence is broken with the attempt to see mornin comin jus to hold on to the motion of a kiss... As time seems to stand still for a pretzelized moment to give a lil bit more to intents sighs... Caterin to the understandin that like is more important than luv connectin the heart n the mind... N there's no reason to doubt why the feel of explodin should ever miss the unwindin of words put into actions ever so lovely grind...

Still...

On a mission of goin to waste... Hidden behind the will of escape... Solo n ridin alone here as of late... Wonderin wtf is this game... Retracted to believe they're all the same... Knowin damn well self is playin in the rain... Cleansin the possiblity of goin insane... For the heart had been raped... Stripped of the protection of emotions gates... Hinges dangle like the loss of fate... Fallin inward so the pain hesitates... Unwillin to feel another luv'r fade... As still as one can be ignorin the bait... Wantin to extract what's left of the greatest feel in vain... Luv has gone away... As even the mind has turned on the notion of hate... Deep behind the eyes that no longer wanna relate... Doin what's needed to protect the wait... As the collapse is unseen by those who imitate... A friendly gesture in relations gain... With nowhere to go in such a lil space... Time stands still for one moment to be brave...

Where is it u think u belong... Now that you've become at one with the comfort of bein alone... Did u lose that feel of wantin somethin real... N are u quietly in need of that sex appeal... Draped on u as if it was a part of ya own skin... How did u go into ur own world hunkered within... Did ya forget how to fight to be free... Or is ur version goin without the touch that makes it hard to breathe... Gaspin for air beneath the flicker of a candle light... Do u not want someone to take aim of u in their line of sight... Motivated to please u by all means... Who is it u pretend to be... Or is this who you've become as distant as the horizon beneath the night skies... Do u or don't u hide... N what are ur reasons to live without bein felt... Is it u that lives in guilt... Of not allowin yourself to be enjoyed... Who is it ur waitin on to fill that void... Are u ok livin this way... Bcuz I won't believe u if u told me ur better off if I stayed away...

I don't wanna remember... To many chances we given... Friends failed in the line of fire... As true intensions were hidden... Lost was the best feel as of yet gone wrong... Jus another distant memory unneeded to the feel... Cashed out n dueces fly... Never thought I'd ever heal... Let alone stand on my own again... Guess time had it's way with the heart after all... N depths were somehow filled back in... As I chuckle with a cheesy azz grin...

Who is it u still hold in ur heart..? Unable to wrap ur arms around them in ya mind... Lingerin in emotions unspent... Taken pieces away from ur life... Stealin moments u can neva get back... Gone beyond the memories that woulda coulda but wound up buried in ya own book... Are they worth the wait to lose ur poise..?  Goin empty handed can u live with that low down kinda fuckin no good..? As broken promises plague ur thoughts... Ruinin the mood to move on... Unable to see what it is of self that's better than the bs... How is it ur ok with bein torn... Luv don't cost a thing for it is free... So how'd u wind up secluded with ur pain..? Sowin seems n allowin self to reject a passionate touch... U see if u jus give in there is much to gain... A long way from where you've been... Somewhere alive again... Feelin ya heart beat that thump that cures that crave... As lips softly n carefully say ur name...

If I gave u somethin to believe in... Hmmm... Would it have any effect on what u think of men..? Bcuz those who know me knows I've tried to... As luv in the wind somehow blew... Changin the way I feel of a woman's touch... Guess I've never felt it feel me in the way I was... So I ask with a curiosity that won't seem to fade... U see I'd jus like to get to know who's behind ur name... Without climbin the wall to keep me out... Tell me if I were to speak to u what would come from ur mouth... If I came atcha with the purpose u see fit to earn ur time... Jus to know what ur like... Tangled in tongues jus gabbin away at interest feelin u... If I were to give u a lil sum sum that resembled proof... Hopin to regain ur faith in one single man standin strong... Wonderin is it to u that I belong...

The point...

So what does it take to keep it goin once it begins..? After the scene is set of friends loosenin the fuck up from their origins... Who's who settlin in on nerves so smooth yet erratically... Jus past the touch of nakedness lingerin on a fingerprint spontaneously... Shimmy with me talkin jibberish for a bit so I know u follow the way it is I spit this shit... Bcuz I'm in wonder if intentions meant truly find their destination before they prosper... Liftin the sounds of listenin to the lingo breakin down relations not so proper... In the mix of unity injurin the texture of luv... What's what in eyes rollin on in disbelief before they're gone as the feels beginnin to lose the rush... Prior to the ends of walkin away to neva seein someone more than a luv'r again... Where's the want of will that missed the point of why in the fuck the fallin occurred in the still of the stand..? First place runnin to the back of the pack missin the point of relations... When's it time to step up in the minds demensions..? Watchin luv change into the bittersweet notion of nothin in return... Why do we have to hurt..? Maybe if telepothy had it's hands in the stake of emotion callin out we'd see the calm wantin to live... But yet in the aftermath of confusion no one wants to give... Losin a partner that roams into another's arms forgettin the good overshadowed by the bad... N it is truly sad... Time goin from the greatest thing ever to once upon a time bcuz egos jumped in the way... As the winds whispers n bled or the flame...

If u go long enough you'll forget the sounds they make when they moan... That is if u don't move in on something new to try n find the next best thing n prefer to be alone... Jus sayin... The dog is even sick of the shit.... Releasin everything but a grrr vibratin in between two sets of lips... Total solitude... Jus settin back makin some fuckin room... Bcuz the next one has got her hands full... N in that moment time will unwind with weight more than pulled... Once again back at the fuckin top ready to swing at the hips... So how is it u wanna dip..? I'm on some real shit comin to life... Level with me n keep it tight...

I want someone I can kick it with... Relatability at it's finest... Bein who we are... Doin what the fuck we do on either side of the door... It's whatever we become... In tune.... Yeah, ilu... Lol.... Y'all jus don't know... I jus need a minute... A bit of space... I need a moment to look around... Say my name... Bcuz she's in trouble when I find her... No surrender... No retreat... I for u n u for I... Til then nighty fuckin night...

It's jus the feel of the way it's pushed in to the tenderness of the back... Openin a slit so they can take what it is they want to keep them intact... Stealin pieces of the design that holds that feelin of... Seems they all wanna cut u off with the incision that gives away so much more than luv.... Reachin in n moving shit around like it ain't shit to fuck someone up... As I thought it was the simplicity of they way they wanted to touch... Fresh scars of foed friends forgot who's who when punctured skin seen the reality of truths... As broken promises bleed from the inside out into a drip lost to the deserted desert of confusion callin truce... It's that twist once they sink the blade in that tells no tales... Jus true intent as another luv'r has failed...

Don't make me flirt with u bcuz I'll tell ya what's on my mind... Then sit back jus waitin on a response to call ur bluff for I think it's funny to see squirm... I like knowing what it is u wanna do with ya freed up n unused time... So make me put a lil flava in ya ear that'll be straight to the point of hands on showin ur drip worth... The shit buildin up within that ur eyes cannot seem to realize will do u some good if u must know... Don't tempt me n I won't play peek-a-boo with ur that desires that needs to be felt... I ain't to be fucked with unless ur ready to come undone from beneath ur throne... Or at least do something sexy with it n cock it to the side on a tilt... I ain't gotta prob roll playin as ya servant bcuz even the break will get u off... Broke the fuck off on gp jus bcuz I'm out there n luv a challenge that'll put ya as to sleep... I'll have ya azz wrapped in luv jus gettin to the good shit jus before emotions strike a pose as they pause... So don't come at me thinking I'm the same ol thrust in the hips that batta batta swing... My lips do more than flap if ya catch my drift... N I don't jus fuck with anyone tryin to feel a bit than average... Bcuz I will tell u no lie of what it is I'd luv to do for ya after that first kiss... Average..? Hmm... Nah, I'm jus tryin not to be a savage...

Don't get ahead of yourself... Bein over confident is a bit of a turn off... Thinkin ur the only good chick out here n all... Jus stay in ya lane n know when to use ur claws... He he ha ha... Given him the satisfaction of blurtin out ya worth only gives him a chuckle... Imma tell ya what he's thinkin bcuz I know he's thinkin with his pickle... If u let him initiate ur emotions on the other end of happiness gone wrong... Ur gonna down play yourself to his approval by throwin yourself out there as ur heart thaws... Be the woman he couldn't see standin before him n hold ya own with a couple birds as u thank him for freein ur heart... As a man myself I'll admit that kinda shit no matter how I feel digs in to play its part... Yet then again who gives a fuck what he thinks... Ur free!!!

U ain't on my level as the music peeks sound... Bcuz I'm in stealth mode speakin out loud... Speakin the fuck up bcuz the bs I see is no way to live... For the way y'all live makes no fuckin sense holding on to what the fuck u have to give... I'm somewhere else without a safety net loosened the fuck up... N Imma say fuck one more time jus bcuz... Mindsets are warped n playin tricks on the thought process confusin intelligence into becomin ignorant... N it's so fuckin deliberate... Everyone claimin to be so fuckin real yet no one can get along... Huh..? Talk about immaturities at its best singin a played it fuckin song... Runnin around in a game of follow the leader... Pete n repeat was sittin on the bench n guess who fell off bcuz it wasn't Peter... Makes no sense huh..? Why are y'all so fuckin afraid of luv... Yet don't tell me bcuz I don't wanna know why u give it a shove... Unable to accept not a damn one of us are the same as the next... Even though ya walk around doin the same ol shit jus like the rest... Raise ya bar as an individual for once in ya life... Why in the fuck do u hide n only spit negativities from ya mind..? Nah, don't tell me... Live in ya dream... That fantasy society taught u how to live... Jus lemme know when u tap to the fuckin give...

Dream girl...

Slippin from reality into the movement of the way ya eyes look at me... I find myself driftin into one of ur long lost ever so needed dreams... Comin into a mood floatin as I'm airborne under ur control... Damn you've freed me yet I'ma have wake up soon n get back to life away from the way u make me moan... So let's jus feel our way through ur world n give me a reason to come back here n play... Make me say ur fuckin name n I'll return beneath the zzz's as our luv will go untamed...

Heart tied to emotion bound by the restraints... Holding on to memories unable to get away... With time passin the present into the past... Running loose leavin the mind beyond tweaky mad... As even crispy fried sides of devotion heals jus before the move of goin on... Flexin in steps skeetin to relevance doin a tad bit more than happiness worn... Seems no matter how it's said life will awaken to a word like fuck... As chuckles push on the ribs to burst through the sides lookin like rivets jus bcuz there's always another chance at luv...

I have plenty of friends to talk to that can hold a good convo if need be... But no one special for that extra feel as I spend my nights pretending to enjoy the way I feel falling to sleep... Desperate by far I am not n bein alone ain't half bad... In the comin of going I can do what I want but it's the nights that drive me mad... What's in the way if I spoke up and mentioned curiosities peeking it's aim in your direction..? We all would like jus one person to fulfill a lil comfort to release us from loneliness' definition... Spit a spatter back at me so I can taste your lips telling me what it is you want as I'm more than willing to serve... You and I can tangle limbs as ligaments move us carelessly past these played ur words... I'm taking actions if your game and you can hold back the emotion so time can find a friend just wanting to breathe... That is if your able to set aside what society had taught you and look after yourself as an individual with needs... I just don't see the reasoning in a train of thought that makes us go without the pleasures in life... It could be as simple as the feel of touch as being held is the cuddling way of holding on a little while just to sigh... Who's says we can't have relations upon agreement that it's you and I and no one else... I doing you and you doing me as your doing you in a day to day setting while I'm doing me leaning into one another for help... Hello!!! Hi!!! It could be spectacular... As there's no need in complicating a friendship that's getting served on a regular... Doing what the fuck we want to do and hooking up to complete a way of life getting what it wants... Giving our word that no other is a fraction of what it is we have going on having luv but not in luv... Relate with me and tell me you don't want to be taken as to be opened up and felt deeper than you could ever imagine just wanting to play... And I'll call you a bold faced liar and walk away..!

I ain't pullin out till my time is up... Why do u think I refuse to give u that piece of me called luv... I ain't goin in unless u goin the distance... Fallin off the ends of time in this world n from the edge of the bed so fuckin enhanced... Ravel me up a life n I'll unravel worth knowin I ain't neva gotta look for home again... N I'll show u in detail in which way I stand as a man that is human... No games no BS is the policy agreed upon... Anything less don't hit me up unless ur off ur tampon... Raw n uncut is what the fuck I want lookin me in my eyes... Diggin into that feel of passion let loose to understand each others fuckin minds... N I ain't sticking around to help ya azz make the bed if u ain't got it in u to relate... We're all who we are n Imma be me while u be u as there's no need to imitate the expressions on my fuckin face... It's at the end of life is where this shit will come to close... N not a moment to soon if it's my feelings u want to put to use... Yeah I got some n those n them sum bitches is ready n on point... Payin attention to the movement u sway with from ya own elusive joints... So bend for me n I'll bend for u but jus don't break... Bcuz I'm game to play either way with the great escape... Touchy feely or gettin at it jus to finally go the fuck home... So a mutha fucka neva hasta feel alone... Rollin up beneath the covers with my best friend... Then again from behind closed doors becoming as one no one can come between, leant... But neva owned jus so u know I'm an individual willin to do more for u than anyone you've ever met... N I'll leave it right there as u rest those endless fuckin tests...

Flickerin flush...

Light it n get that flicker a goin... I wanna see how we dance on the walls... N what it is we'd be doin... Put or shadows up on display neva to pause... Watch em ease in n become as one feelin their way through... It only takes a spark... Go ahead n apply the flame to the mood... Feel it in ya heart... Jus witness us as silhouettes comin to life... Jus before our eyes moving to the need... Candle lit n comin from the inside... Making it hard to breathe... Do it... Flip the light of luv on... As sight Settles on the way we come together speakin from the rib... Touchin that giddiness cravin the feel of more... I'll lock the door n play us a tune... Jus get comfy with me n catch the show... Jus wantin to act out passionate truths... While our bodies find the mind blown... Under the sway of the fire trippin into the bed... As slow as the crave to be felt deep... As emotions are fed... N life as it's known will change the way we sleep... Come for there's a flick I wanna make without a camera rollin... Jus somethin for the two of us... Bouncin off the room like wild beasts explodin... Flush...

Fall with me n let's see who catches who n who cancels the show before the ends makes it to it's destination tryin to come the fuck to life... I won't feed u no macho Man gender bs n come straight up n at it figurin a way to make it to the big time of luv n refuse to hide... I'm thinkin not jus slippin into something a bit more comfy n easin back to let the ticker sync up with urs... Jus let loose n ride the rivets bringin us to the shores in the hearts appeal roundin out that madly word as it pours... Take ya hooks outcha emotions n let em get sidetracked so they know the path of their open temptations hand in hand... U be the woman n I'll be the man n realize we're human n be each other's biggest fuckin fans...

Lemme crawl up under ya while ur sittin there on the bed lookin the way u do... Feel me as somethin normal in between ya playin with a push on my way in ya n all the way through... I jus wanna get to know ya all the way around n from the inside out... Climbin levels within u one at time as more than ur name drips from my mouth... I ain't shy n ain't got no time to let u slide the fuck on by... I could use a lil sum pretty like u layin around outside of my own i dependent mind... Puttin trust in u so the mingle finds that tingle reachin for ya sweet spot... Bcuz I gotta have ya to the point I jus don't know how to stop...

Imma jus say it without sayin a thing... Flip off at the gums so u know my fuckin name... U see, I caught a glimpse of u in the corner of my eye... N thought to myself what a lovely find... Shit, I didn't know who in the fuck u were... All I knew was u gave life to my words... N my mind rotated the thought of hmm, should I speak the fuckin up or what..? Jus wantin to be seen from ur angle curious of what it be like jus to ease into a touch... I seen ya first before u knew I existed... N somehow I got stuck on ya as life twisted... Pushin on the breaks in the moment of where I was goin... So I had to stop n tell ya what I had planned on doin... Jus findin out who u are before u get away... Jus to see if you'd stick around for a minute n chat n exchange names... Maybe earn a lil but of ur own interest in some way shape or form... N possibly become something u consider norm... It took two seconds to register that kick when I seen ya face... One to hit my brain n the other, well, let's jus say that can wait... Bcuz the attraction jus blew me away n I'm tryin not to come at ya wrong... I jus wanna know if I could tag along... Maybe after a while jus hold ya pretty lil hand n enjoy some time... Jus bein me to see if u could find whatcha lookin for doin what I do as I do when I do how I do as I'm lookin at u with a sigh... Woman, u got me in wonder n I jus gotta find out... What does my name sound like comin from ya mouth..?

What's ya hands feel like hangin loose... I wonder the feel of the texture in their solitude... How soft is their feel if I may ask em to open up... Bcuz I'd like to put em in mine n find a lil somthin called touch... So lil in mine as tender as their shape... Jus place them on my face... Lemme feel u as I do the same n lean in for a kiss... hands gripping fists to hang on to what's released from the tips of our lips... Findin breathes harder to control as the heart beats from the chest... Playin touchy feely making the bed a mess... With nails runnin to my back n fingertips savagely exploring ur curves... Clingin to u goin under... Jus bcuz there's no fuckin time to wonder... Placin palms together as fingers lock makin luv... Ssh... Feel the way silence brings us to life no longer on hush...

Let's do this... Hit them burners n gimme a kiss... I'll pop the top on the wine... Jus fill the glasses n it's nothing but a lil time... We can move around the kitchen nice n slow... Gettin closer then close n feel more than the food cookin ya know... Feed each other till we jus ain't hungry no more... N try to control ourselves n not wind up on the floor... Here's that knife u needed... U see, I trust I like that as I depend on u to keep me breathin... As u pop up on the counter all cute n shit... With me in between ur legs unable to leave u be with my lips... Lemme fill u back up... Get a lil tipsy as our hormones start to rush... Bitin on the skin like we should be nibblin on the food... Fuck the lights as the candle is lit settin the mood... Grabbin at me tryin to stir our meal... Come here u say, I wanna feel... N that tingle jus woke up as u reach for my chest... Who's is this u ask... As ur teeth grip my bottom lip... Mmm... It's urs n u know it so why do u ask this... As u chuckle n whisper, bcuz I luv to hear u say it to my face... Damn u n ur untamed ways... As down I go as the flames heat the night... With nothin but a tee on finding the edge of the counter for me to get u right... Landin on my knees for I want somethin sweet... Jus try to keep an eye on the stove behind me...

Takin ya breath...

Click click... Into the tumbler it goes... Twist... Finally home... Grip n spin... Swoosh... There's that grin... The door opens as if a saloon... Ready to enjoy a few days off to take a breathe... Steppin in as ya jaw drops to the display for ya eyes to believe... Hung as far as the petals of my luv can stretch... Walkin on ya worth in my heart relieved... Candles with no light on here n there jus to take ur breath... Takin those steps on the path leadin to up the steps... Pickin up notes along the way... Readin the passion felt as it's my emotions u rep... Stoppin in the doorway to a flickerin flame over a hot bubble bath as roses in full bloom are scattered jus bcuz I luv ya ways... With apple crown chilled on the rocks... Take ya clothes off n lemme watch... I wanna see ya happiness slide into a relaxed state of mind as the moment isn't ready to stop... Ooh, n it isn't to hot... Standin naked before my eyes as u sink in... N I leave u to tend to the smell comin from the kitchen... Take ya time n ease the weeks vent... It'll be about another half til dinner begins... Sneakin a kiss upon ya forehead... Tellin u I luv ya n steppin out... Do ya thing as enough has been said... As a house isn't a home without the hearts walls to feel what words attempt to put into sound...

Lemme open u up... Make u feel shit u some neva felt... Drop my heart in ya hands as it's comes with a chuckle on my grin... Lookin for u as it's help... Where's the zipper to get in... The key to ya secrets u don't want anyone to know... U see I'm different n I ain't got no chill... N I jus don't like the idea of u bein alone... Gimme that squint in the corner of ya eye... Bcuz I'm comin loose for ya n that's no lie... There's something I'm wantin n I've heard u says it be nice to find yourself... Lemme in n spend some fuckin time... Wantin to feel those raw emotions drip... I want those n I ain't gonna stop... I don't give this heart of mine away to ever get it back before there's no more life to live... N I jus now ran into u as I spun in my own mind in the collision as my jaw dropped... I ain't playin n I ain't on no bs... U wanted a man to step on up... Will here I am n I'm givin u what u want... Take it or leave it it's on u to think of yourself feelin me in the middle of luv... N how u dribbled words with no one else in the room... Jus think about the thoughts u thunk n put me to use... Yeah I've been there too... N I'm starin ur lil azz down... Feel me comin back to life... A friend like no other... As you'll never feel the blade if a knife... I'm on some other shit jus wonderin is it real what I see before me... U draped on me in my mind wantin to touch the intent... Open the fuck up n fuckin breathe... Lemme push out what's been done to ur heart as dents... As pain lives in every fuckin kiss... Every peek when u ain't lookin... Kissin on ya laughter's bliss... N I'll help with the cookin... Roped to the bed... Free to speak ya mind... Be u n tell me what does on inside ya head... Bcuz I got the fuckin time...

Lol... poop goes the pop of the mind that jus won't stop on the drop of ya names tasty top to the bottom of what u won't jus give up as the feel of ya g-spot is licked n mopped up jus so I know you've been flipped with a flop to please u from all angles nonstop...

It's ok to feel fellas... N more than ok to connect with a female... Don't let society tare her heart out if ur feelin her bcuz of the way of this world that tries to tell u what it thinks a man is bcuz it's train of thought is fucked... Thing is we've forgot to teach each other from generations on down so side tracked with the bs that goes on... N to music now a days, break away... It feeding to far in to the point ur shallow af... N u females be doin the same shit... Bein hard is holding up walls of a home not actin out like u ain't got no sense...  On some real shit dog in n be yourself... Fuck what aboutme else thinks... Learn how to use ur emotions instead of running from them... N jus bcuz by chance u get hurt, so fuckin what... Nothin lasts forever... Don't destroy each other... Jus bcuz ur not compatible doesn't mean friends ain't there... Fr... It jus came to a point where y'all didn't make it for whatever reason... If your not givin life what it's given u, ur the one that's lost wantin someone to give to u... N that's the problem bcuz everyone's doin the dumb shit... N I hope I get under ur skin... At least something does... Over protective ignorance... No I'm like u... N I don't think the way I was taught to... It didn't make sense to me... I wanted to be me... U should try it bcuz the happiness that comes along with it is fuckin amazing...

U can luv or have luv like learn to luv n even n fall outta luv with whoever is in front of u at any given point... Yet it's that I can't help myself type of shit that brings u to life that's luv on another level like a rhythm movin ya joints... But most can't understand the technicalities relations allows to step to u as if life will never be the same again as if you'd ever wanna go back to where u came from... Luv is complex n willin no matter what at the top of the different kinda feels that comes along in the comin of goin too that one sticks to home...

Lemme knock the dust off of it... Poof..! Give it a lil tongue in the middle of the hymlic... I ain't playin... Lemme bring it back to life... Give it a rub it can like... Something it can feel worth the touch... Open it up n climb in to us... 1 2 3 with compressions... With a lil mouth to mouth filled with direction... Jus wantin to aim my attention hung up on u... Give a lil meanin to ur woo's... Jus remember i am no Superman... But I am ur biggest fuckin fan...

Eyes are starin n my lips is bit... N I don't feel bad for lookin at u up from ya hips... I like that dip u walk with bcuz it talks to me n shit... All I'm wonderin is if a lil time was spent that it be ur kiss that dancin it's flutter upon my lips... Tisk tisk lil miss... Is it me u want running around ya cli...... Sssh.. this is fb y'all... Lol...

Beneath the breath u stole me...

Step on out... I wanna see who it is I'm lookin at... From behind the curve of ya face where I've been trapped since I've seen ya... Let's see if we went without the vanity if we could get attached... Jus comin from within... Maybe close or eyes n do away with sight... Bcuz lookin at u is driving me to the point I'm drooling on my chin... Wondering which way ur goin in life... Come out n play with me... I won't bite unless u like it... But I will follow u into ur dreams... I wanna be a part of that shit... Jus so I know I got into ur head... Gainin a moment of maturity to open up ya hearts chamber... Jus come from behind that smile loosenin up my best... Bcuz I'm finding that sweet spot is weak af droppin the hammer... In total aww stuck n fixating on what attached u to my curiosity... Show me who it is on the other side of ya eyes... I want a lil more than sexuality... Bcuz inside of u I wanna climb... Jus remodel the way u feel... Give u a gift of luv if it's​ who I think u jus might be... I jus need to see a splash of somethin real... A tease, a taste, somethin to believe... So remove yourself as if steppin away from the mirror... U sexy mf'r u... I jus gotta get closer than the given trust jus to be clear... Are u the definition of truce..? Givin up the goods on a mental level of correct... Comin forth from within jus to be seen... For once in ya life let it be known what it is I detect... Bcuz who u are, shit, u make it hard for me to breathe...

Do u wanna be my best friend? Like the only one I can do certain things with... Til there is no ends... Never tellin one another no as true emotion is spoken from the lips. Closer to me than I can feel myself... Get lost but found in hazel eyes... Doin things time unwids to feel... With the understandin were here to better things on the mind... Jus gettin at it to enjoy a lil sum sum... N go all the way as passion releases the desires that refuse to hide... Do u jus wanna be who it is u are n come up on the hush... Til the worlds ready to envy us... Jus luv'n u n I in the middle of sighs...

I gotta have my heart checked... Someone's tryin to steal it... I havta make sure it's good to go... U know, be intact n connected to the rib... Yet there's someone I need to know... The real u... Like if I wasn't in the room... What would u say or do... Bcuz that's who my interest wants to give some attention... The behind the scenes one n only pretty lil ol u... Jus bein yourself standin next to me... Accepted on levels neva to do me wrong n stay true... My beat skipped a breath turnin n lookin at u... N I see the same look eatin me alive... So what's the best u got to give..??? Bcuz I want u as mine..!

Y'all ever felt it???

I ain't neva drank anything outta the leakage of my own heart... Yet I have crumbled erbs to help gather the comfort in my minds release... That linger was allowed to run its course so emotion knew what to do if ever apraoched... Findin reasoning in the rain in those hard times lettin em go with ease... Listenin to words lean upon patience jus rounding it out as bigger person within... Waitin on time to tell me it's a go as I open back up n live to luv beneath tender hands chokin the mating... Knowin self is the best friend I could Eva have comin to life... Only thing missin now, hmm, is bare naked luv... Jus a waiting...

She went from the corner of my eye as she gave me that strut walkin across the middle of my mind... Lickin my lips as the kiss can wait it's turn as I feel the tenderness she possesses in my life... My my ooh I'm in trouble this time... Shapin her rhythm in lines rhymed that sends tones tingle down my own spine... Kickin back inside I can see her in the mirrors reflection as I must say, I do like... Goin through the minds confusion n settin me right... With a tongues hype of unrollin sighs in my ears chime... Woman I've been waitin on u to show up n feel some shit worth watching ur 6 on the backside of ur behind... No lies...

Alternating egos in n outta relations grasp... Held n let go changing like mood swings way to fast... It's the resurrection of self in repeated patterns... There come a time luv is the worth within the madness... Losin to the forgettin of the forgotten​ face to who the mirrored image truly is... Like a transforming superhero without a booth or layer the change the twist... Damn near twins with different angles of life's watch in the tradition of transitions... Back n forth with the reverse after forward got cut short in the intermision... Seems no one can watch their back without a reflection tellin truths... Jus caught in the act as if bipolar comes loose... Different people same body no matter the issue... Can u jus be yourself so I'll neva have miss u.?.

I was jus wonderin jus bcuz my mind got to wonderin... Elevatin my horizons jus so I'm not so mindless... Can u show me what destiny is here in reality... It's somethin I've neva believed in n would luv to be relieved... Times are changin n my heart's taken on a new direction of the definition of luv'n... I'm a bit more l simple in my mindset wantin to unravel it n jus wanna feel the temptation of ya hands imprint... Jus to be lifted to another level so neva havta bury another memory with the pasts travel... Curious is what u could call it if u needed a word to connect the dots tryin to shape it... Goin under to find higher grounds I've never been to or seem to have seen with my own eyes vibratin to the hearts sound... Knock knock bump makin the slide off skin smooth as sweat rollin from the boom boom thump... Can u help me understand fate for I do not understand the conception of it's ways... I'm just lookin to relate to the flip of the switch in the up position damn near bitin a hole in my lip...

Crack it open n pour me a drink... Lemme see how u react to the way I think... Sippin on the flava of the liquor goin down the hatch... Loosenin up as it's ur conversation I wanna catch... Rollin off ya tongue with one thing in mind... How long can the night last tryin to hold off time... Speak to me buried in the moment before the bottle finds its drip... It's jus u n I easin back listenin to the flip of lips... I need one more before things go to far... Jus fill my glass as my buzz begins to bark... Feelin the mood of the music gather the feel... On some grown folks shit toastin how layers are peeled... Shot for shot match my thirst within the mood... Doin whatever comes next here in this room... As slow as the alcohol turns us upside down... Til there's no more left singin lyrics out loud... Turn it up n play me a tune... I'll tilt the crown til we feel that boom... Bouncin with the base as the treble is clear... It's ur pretty lil voice I wanna hear... Talkin about what it is u wanna do... N that times a comin here real soon... Tonight I'm cuttin loose... Jus waitin on the potion to be consumed... As the last drop empties the wait... N we see who was bullshittin as it's gettin late... Deep into the mornin findin that trust... Diggin in to u is a most definite must...

It's the feel beneath the front jus behind the eyes... Somewhere lost dealin with the pain that eventually fades in time... Puttin on a show as if self is on display with strength peakin... Power walking through life like shit ain't got a chance to get through to emotions behind doors leakin.. It's there jus under the surface feelin alone n caught up with the thought from time to time wonderin wtf is wrong with me... Losin a sense of belief in ones own damn near believin we ain't good enough... Ridin solo n bottled up with no release bcuz this world is so fuckin judgemental... Seems we can't stand openly that a mutha fucka jus can't express what would be committed as delusional... Yet that crave lingers in between fingers tryin to catch a feel that jus don't seem to fulfill that need... N givin up jus comes along as the mindset shuts up in solitude jus wantin to breathe... Knowin it be so fuckin nice to make it home to the inner walls of another's heart willin n hoping for us to neva leave... As the silence hushes the mood to speak up n say here I am, if ur out there, I am jus me... On the other side of the external shell fakin the fuck outta funk turnin away... Scared to open up n relate that we're all down to get at it with jus one down azz individual in the middle of luv's fame... Tryin not to allow to much time alone to harden the softest texture of desire feenin too come out n play with the ripples comin alive... Makin waves to ride the shores of passion with the sunset givin into the nights vibe... Oblivious to acknowledge we all have the same fuckin truths layin in the holes dug within as hope is ready for burial... As the head shakes on a regular from the inside lookin out to who can do more than jus pay attention to the vanity askin questions to be retoricle... So fuckin tired of the shallowness is the mimic of happiness forcin a smile like we're good n don't need any comfort to free us all... Allowin or own worth to go unnoticed jus bcuz there is a such a thing to ease up n gather n correct flaws.. It's there, jus past what u cannot or jus refuse to see as we're unwillin to look weak... N the games we play with self is unreal to the point of not wantin to be hurt again as relations take a back seat... Turnin the cheek on strangers in the same fuckin situation like they wanna drift in lifes lil row boat with a hole away from reality... Stuck mentally in the exact frame of mind as friendships are passed on due to this worlds insanity... Unable to be self n honest bcuz we've lost faith in other's... Twistin the nugget on the shoulders lose like we have no clue to anyone wantin anything more than luv'rs.... Sad but true... Where's the use..?

Jus put it in drive n go... We don't need no destination on the open road... Jus take me away from everything I've ever known... I wanna get lost in the middle of nowhere as we roam... Acselerate n jus stay off the fuckin break... Give it some gas n gitty-up to find somewhere we're no longer misplaced... Anywhere but here will​ work as time we we'll claim... Gettin lost in the moment so fuckin untamed...

Emotions at the ends of earnings... Loosened by the thrill of time learning... Gained by repetitive trust... Cherished like no other in the presence of luv... Puttin in on the spent moments of patience... Goin beyond the lines of lasting relations... Felt beneath the surface of sayin names... Left in the past is the playin of games... Allowed to enjoy the changin of soothing moods... Memories fill walls that neva move... Devotion is handed trusts even claim... All in to embrace what will remain the same... Friends before benefits wrapped the fuck up... Well over the line of the very first touch... Seconds to minutes to hrs turn into days... Months go by as years escape... Gone in the arms held so tight... Yeah, that's my kinda life...

Real shit...

Two time loser with a third of a broken heart... Ain't nothing gonna stop me till I find my way into ur wicka lickady garden... IMMA get it n imma do things to ya u ain't nave felt... Entering through ya mind n diggin in to ya chest before I even cherish a hand on ya... Ur gonna be mine as nothin can save u from the joy I wanna bring straight atcha... I'm goin down on the elevator of openin the fuck up... It's been too long n I ain't a waitin no more on ya luv... So watcha look like when my eyes open bcuz it's too dark to catch a glimpse of ya face in the dark... Cocky for once bcuz my confidence tells me I have what it takes to do u right from the fuckin start... Atchu u Imma comin... Lickin my lips n bitin a nibble in ya neck... Imma be ur luv'r n ya best fuckin friend bcuz I have me in check... Know ya place is here in the now til I can't get enough... So what the fuck u know about luv..? All in at any matters I gotchu... Ssh... Jus undo time with me breakin loose... Woohoo... Jus me n u..!

No, I'm not the only one... But I ain't worried about the stares u get... I know what I have to, or shall I say I'm willin to give.. I'll leave u stunned... Now open the fuck up... I'm ready for ur luv n affection... As by the power of the man within walkin ur direction... With an erection to prove a point about touch... I will not fade... I refuse to change a thing... I'm me n ur u in the opposing... Mates as friends in the design of luv written in eyes untamed...

No one wants to hear it if it doesn't fit the way they've been trained to think socially... Sayin real shit majority of the time is a threat to those who actually thinks they're real... Frustrated n angered by the truth bcuz they hide behind the same lame azz bs day in day out... It's like diggin beneath their skin n pullin out all the dumbfounded qualities they have n believe in as they hate u for exposing them. All bcuz they're afraid to be seen for who as in what they truly are... Pretending to be more than what they are as quality has no purpose to the way they act or feel... Yet wanna carry a profile about themselves that makes them look child like as they cannot see it themselves... N the world thinks it's cool to have no morals... Respect is to be taken not earned... Luv is a weakness... Emotions are overrated... As lookin out for self is the only way to be as it's fuck everyone else... N family, forget about it... But don't say nothing bcuz they have labels for anyone who catches on to them as violence is how they'll make u fear them if they can...  Jus bcuz they don't have the capacity within they're own head to get the point... I want no part of society...

I ain't neva had no one go all in on me... I'm yet to see the feel of livin that so called dream... A good woman who's got her shit goin n about her beezwax... Now there's a use I have for that kinda gettin at it as long as she's goofy n intact... Yet I bet she'd halla the same shit bcuz there's a level in her depths a man hasta reach... N I'm jus the man for the job for I like diggin in to a friend as I to know we all have needs... So I step out from the sea of so called self entitlements n look around... Who's fuckin with me in eyes locked n my lap mounted gettin loud... I jus ain't neva seen no matter what actually stay as of yet... Yet life itself isn't over n I'm comin through as the best bet... A vet who's shed the pain n learned a few things ready to unravel a smile worth the daze to stare... Fuck yeah i want somethin rare... What's ya name so jibberish can sound out what's on ya mind wantin to be known as free... Take me back to the caccoon before butterfly's had wings to flutter for I have no weight I carry with me... Let's live... Watcha gotta give...

What if it was ya front door service... Ready at any moment to give pleasure purpose... Bleep bleep... Tellin me to get ya as over here so I can drop to my knees... Talkin bout I need me some of u tonight... As I'll reach myself to turn off the lights... Diggin in to touch with hands on in a fiasco where u don't havta rush... Jus gettin at it n takin our time feelin me munch... Shit, we have all night... I don't mind gettin lost ya eyes... Fuck bein the backdoor man creeping with games... I'm comin through on the side where the address is displayed... I can be ur secret or ur best friend... N won't quit til ur legs give in... I got u if u got me... Chirp chirp, bend n cheese... My door swings open to... So why don't u shoot on through...

If my lips were thirsty n dry from the lack of attention, would u kiss them to moisten their texture for it's ur name they'd mention... Shuttin me up for once jus to prove a point as words scramble to fight for air... Makin it hard to speak gaspin in between breaths feelin the heat exposed bouncin off the moment playin unfair... Clingin to the attraction loosenin the reason of why the pulse is racin away... Settin the mood jus right jus wantin to take the drizzled drip ready to play...

On the edge of the brain lives the mind wantin to jump from the cliff jus to dive in n swim away from mere thoughts that wish they were real diggin in to a lil sum sum takin a dream of touch n wind up in reality no longer playin hard to get on the other side of lala land feelin that ooh... Ahh...

Single n ridin out... Done come to terms n no longer hiding out... From within the dog speaks... Yet the man hold the leash... Sit boo boo sit... As the mutt druels as he's fixed... With patience settin the mood of his growl... That grr in the heat of the moment heard out loud... Ol pooch jus wants to play... But that shit jus drives him insane... So the collar hasta be on tight... Ain't no likin on shit as he wonders why... Sittin lookin up thinkin wtf is this shit... Easy boy, it's jus another one to be missed... As the respect lingers on the tilt of the teeter drivin him mad... Damn hound jus wants to throw his thrust as pitiful as he looks sad... Ur ready meat, I jus had to ask... This hooch here is gonna go fast... Lol...

Let's get it goin... Lol fuck u... I'm blasting...

If u are self entitled as a woman n speak as if men ain't shit... U ain't came across one yet... If u say nigga like ur 12 ur unattractive af... If u constantly nag ur mother failed u... If ur single it's prolly bcuz u keep goin after the same fuckin lames... If u wanna cut a mutha fucka off when ur in a relationship don't get mad if he cuts u from convo or emotion... If u question everything he does ur the one with trust issues... If u wanna talk some bs jus bcuz ur mad n think it's ok step the fuck off... If u can't give yourself as a woman the way u want a man to give ur selfish... If u don't like this shit ur not real... If that pisses u off fuck u again... If u ain't into anything he wants to do go find someone who is willin to kiss ur azz... If u think u need worshipped know there's others that ain't on that shit... If u can't understand men a women can have a friendship without sex n still goof u need to grow up... If ur sittin at the house talkin bout where's all the good ones at u need to go apply yourself n find one... If u think bein hood is a quality u failed yourself... If u think what u got between ur legs attracts men u will get played... If u do my laundry I'm leavin... If u can't take a joke n crack back take yo tight as in somewhere... If ur petty on lil shit n hold everything against a man jus wantin to be himself u need to be alone... If u can't cook n refuse to clean we don't want u bcuz real men do it to... If what u think or over exadurate n u believe the shit in ya head u need medicated... If u can't control yourself n think he hasta stick up for u, u need ur as beat as he steps to the side... If u got someone n he gets up in the middle of the night n u ain't behind him with ur pistol u ain't got his back... If ur a man hater go lick some twat... If all u want is someone to do shit for u bcuz u think ur to cute u ain't no good... N if ur gonna respond to this know I don't give a fuck what u say bcuz every word of this is true... So if it's a man u want... Be a fuckin woman... Lmao... Nope, I jus don't give a fuck...

If ur attitude sux kiss my azz...

Nights are only lonely when ur missin somethin u wanna do... When the selfish need leans in to ur time n empties some room... Wantin to sink in to the texture of someone else's skin goin for a ride... Knowin the nights moon would look damn near lovely too the imagination comin to life... The lone star feelin waitin on another speck in the skies display awaits the expression needin the feel... Rollin well past midnight in the mood of touch jus lingerin knowin the best isn't made of steal... N it's somethin the mind tricks the heart into feelin deep into the center of its core... Be simply abandoned n turnin on the possibilities of bein hurt once more... Yet that flutter lives uncaptured by the wee hours of mornin bringin the doin of light... Jus thinking to die a happy man in the arms of a sweet lil miss it be an end to the solitude of the single life livin the hype... As the toss switches shit up to not missin an certain individual but to jus lay flush... Gone in the rush of luv's comfort as emotion becomes slush... It's in the pitch of dark the understandin of bein saved by a woman's touch settles into the thoughts comin undone... Shakin the head bcuz there's no tellin who's the one... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Outside of dreams...

It's not a fuck buddy I'mma lookin into gettin my ribs groped with a grip... I'mma jus a lookin to goin home but ain't givin no one that kinda time of day jus bcuz I play to much spittin venom from my lips... Time isn't to be wasted n lockin it down on some feel good jus can't be... I'm a look to work it to slip to those emotion thinking relations is made of dreams... U see allowin em in isn't an option jus bcuz I was forced to be single so up goes the bar... Slingin Johnny boy slong is the stroke with a lil tongue whip action that makes em sink in to the chest to far... N I ain't got it in me to lie like the best of em goin above the means of games jus to get what I want... Like I said I'm on a mission breakin open a new section of my own mind unfoldin the step bent at the knees in one direction... Peekin a sneak in a stare from a distance as bein physically touch of bein n has been missed with the purpose of my own intensions... I'm jus a good time gettin goin til that tongue open the front door with a smile I jus can't get enough of... I jus wanna be ya pleasure loosenin up what drops from in between ya hips neva to make it to luv... I got one more time in me to level up n I'll know when her fine lil azz will cross my path so til then I'm down to diggin in... Then again I do play to much n I jus might be fuckin with ya jus bcuz I can soooo, fuck me again...................... Lol... Ask me if I shive a get...

I got some of that cuddlin availability I won't charge u no emotion for... I'll even throw in a movie if u wanna come get urs as long as ur gone by mornin... I ain't shy n I ain't got it in me to run around... I jus wanna chill n feel a lil somethin before my mind drifts in to lala land found... Yeah I have some time to comfort ya needs if u wanna shoot on through... Shit we can figure out how one another moves... It is what it is but I ain't into multiple luv'rs... Jus one pretty lil smile will work as one body over the one beneath the other is as still as it hovers...

Out here talkin about each other behind closed doors like someone didn't get the better of u when they grinded ur shifter... Straight bashin with a tongue like u won knowin there was another that got u n that's why ur so fuckin bitter... U let em win n taking the shit out on everyone else Bcuz ur afraid to be felt n done with the roundabout of emotions that turn n look at u like wtf... Like it's the rest of the single people in the world takin a peek back in ur direction thinkin the same ol shit over n again believing their the reason they had to walk away from luv... Ur minds are fucked beyond repair n I ain't got it in me to relate to the bs in ya head as ya attitude is in the goofiness that springs from ya lips... If u ever wonder why so many are riding solo as this fuckin globe spins in circles jus look in the mirror bcuz they're jus like u goin over the same ol same ol lost in that feel down n around ya hips... Don't no one want yo azz if u still on that dumb azz silliness u call doin me bcuz u found ur self of empowerment... On some real shit bcuz that's all I can see through my eyes, u betta get over whatever it is holding u back bcuz ur comin off as if u can't even participate in ya own happiness n enjoyment... So why would anyone else want ya...? U can't feel shit for em to feel u, imagine that, huh...

Don't take me wrong but if u do that's on u... I'm jus tellin the truth of what it is I wanna do... Like come unravelled behind closed doors fuckin around with passions kaboom long ova do... Jus leave this fuckin emotions at the door n scatter our clothes about all ova the floor... Gettin it in the more u loosen up so I can hear ya vocal chords... Playin with u as if a piano n my fingers feel what turns u on... Tap tap tap, that azz is without the feel of tyin or the choke collar unless it fits the physical interest... At best as that side dish of feelings neva makes it from behind ya breasts... Jus keep that shit in check... N jus do what comes natural neva less...

It's in their eyes if you'd jus look a lil bit deeper... In the depths of them speaking through the peep holes as a keeper... Jus taking a look-see in a connection locked in... It's there jus past the initial tension of where they've been... Playing peek-a-boo behind the eyelids trying to turn away... As you're gonna havta be what they've never witnessed til this day... Checking the design of retinas circling sight... As it's in the length of the feel gazed where they cannot hide...

This world will judge every lil detail about u n not even know every lil detail... Guess they need something to talk about like it's them u failed... Or jus need to feel better about themselves bcuz they're fake as fuck... I got two birds cocked n loaded n aimed high straight through an upper cut... Forced smiles when face to face only irritates the purpose of worth... They make it like u gotta live up to their approval at the raw end of their words... Thing is they point n whisper as u walk away... Yet what do u think they'd do if u smacked em in the mouth as they finally taste ur name..?

Sometimes I go in... Jus for the feel of it... For the chuckle while it lasts... It's the shit... Like FR... Every now n again I give it a go... Dig a lil deeper n all... As it's​ not that hard to be a, u know... Missed... I'm jus sayin... Here n there I gotta walk away... Shit jus ain't what it seems... N I jus don't wanna continue to play... Tappin out bcuz friends forget who they are... When parts are harder to determine as the basics... Watchin em come n go... It only lasts so long n I can face it... It's jus that way we've become... Find one that fits n enjoy the moments... Oops there goes another as memories are erased... Bein jus another irritation the mind simply won't let me forgive... Finding self as the one misplaced... But yeah, I open up to endure the lessons learned... One after the other as time jus moves along... Fallin in to trip right out the same door confused as fuck... Hehe is me rememberin all the shit I too did wrong...

U ever felt em through sight?
Makes that crave light up ya life...
All out open up as gasps sigh...
N how ur surroundings lose to the hype...
Jus to feel em without touch...
Brings out what u can not hide huh?
U fall the fuck in luv...
Be honest about what we all put on hush...
Jus lookin at em wakes u up...
N the things u could do in ya mind...
Mmm the thoughts over the imagination blush...
Yet it's even better when it's who u like...
Developing a fuckin crush n shit...
Attached damn near at the hips collide...
Flipping quick lips hopin not to miss that first kiss...
N there comes the freak...
The beast n the need to speak...
It's jus one of those things...
In sexual transitions as relations spring...
Boop, from boom boom time begins...
It's like livin a new life bcuz that's what it is...
Hope of the chance to finally go home...
Neva again to be alone...
All from that one moment stuck in a stare...
As raw emotions get exposed as rare...
U wanna em hear moan...
The sounds of em tappin out jus sounds unfair...
None stop luv goin all the way the fuck out...
Now try n lie, bcuz that's what I'll call out in a dare...

Goin deeper than the pockets lining... Finding around every corner turned is another friendly foe lying... Placing money on the table jus to have the comfort of the feel of something that resembles a home... As no matter what means nothin n brings u right back at ground zero as truth is shown... Work, money, where in the fuck to lay the head... Yeah it might be back to that shit as it's blood this time hanging the noose bein spoon fed... Four rubber wheels to me is the same as a roof overhead... Seems u can't count on anyone as no one truly cares for trust is mislead... Back to the basics bcuz it's soon to be gone once again... Ass my efforts overlooked doin everything I can as a man... Let down on levels materials really have no fuckin value... As the drift in time jus gets lost without a single wall for shelter to correct the issue... Left to simply hang in the wind looking up feeling like you've been robbed... Here comes another round of homeless givin it all I got... Without two fucks given bcuz I've been there too many times before... It's the whole fuckin reason I trust no one who says they luv me tryin to feel my core... Homeless is a road I guess I ain't done traveling on as of yet... As it's my own that's taken me for granted I put on as it's curtains at best... No more door to run to to enjoy why I work... Jus a lock bein replaced as what I've earned goes once again without worth... Loyalty in this world has no purpose no matter who ya fuckin with... All in means nothin to em even if it's u puttin them on jus to be left cleaning up the bs... As I can't figure for the life of me where it is I belong as every move I make turns out wrong... Yet it don't faze me so don't give me no fuckin sad song... I'm used to the deal I keep getting dealt... It's​ jus reminder of how pathetic this world is in general as a mo fo like me jus isn't felt... Putting in seven days a week n it's back to the drawing board on wtf to do now... As the thought crawls across my mind of I can't remember what it feels like to wake up without the haunting of a frown... Raisin two birds high for I'll find a way... I may jus might be mobile but I ain't neva tapped as I will forever remain the same... Laughin at the tears that fall from the leak outta the swivel of my eyes... I will get mine... Even though this cut went in n I thought it never happen... I'm saddened... Yet I will neva surrender... Nor will I Eva believe in those that walk this Earth as they are the great pretenders... Those who will let u down as even ur backup plan is out in the wind... I'm goin in reverse once again to where I've been... Doin more than my share as they ran the for hills unable to hold their end... Talk about how a mutha fucka is to bend... As the past isn't done n family dropped the ball... Standing in frame like fr, n u call yourself my spawn... Road dog got lost in that wet spot down below... N the come up was placed in a paper bag as u know how that goes... Another good man held down with everything to offer... As life itself has been altered... I live in a reality u jus wouldn't believe... N I'll neva pray to a man made god from my fuckin knees... Fufb... I'm out... I lost more than thousands this time around... I lost my son...

If u can do right by me I'll stand next to u as it be ur name that spews from my lips​ bcuz it feels good to play with ur name through the vibes on my tongue comin completely the fuck undone... U feel me??? Hey!!! Is u the one??? Idk ya know... I've got other things I gotta do to worry about half interest of not understanding shit is jus fucked the fuck up... So yo... If u ain't helping, move to the side... I gotta go... Loyalty is the only thing I luv... N it does not exist... Shit.... Lol... That fuckin sux due to the point life must go on livin this way bcuz this shit here is gonna take some time... Patience won't wait... N I won't lie... As relations jus cannot unfold other than the feel of u can't have no other n they can't have u as it's felt simultaneously from the know of what it is u refuse to hide... Go deep!!! Or go home without me... I got luv to give... But my friend is out there somewhere lost without me.................................... Levels....

It's the fumes on ur breath that drives me to no ends... That poison​ that breaks every fuckin bend... Lips that loses breaths to that one like no others kiss... To top it off with a true friend that u you'll eventually havta miss... I crave the day that that motionless stare drops it's wonder... Bcuz the heart does not want jus anyone as its ultimate plunder...

I ain't neva been in a boat that didn't come with a whole plugged as the deterioration allows the divin dip to begin n u want me to trust u n so on n such? Drown in that bitch on ya own bcuz I don't do water due to I like u yet I don't trust u n have my limits as my sternum is level with the surface n at the point of no return back strokin away from luv.... I will not go under nor rotate in circles bcuz yo azz refuses to help me paddle us to shore tryin to dunk me to purify the knowin of what it is ur capable of... I don't swim in the deep without a life vest more snug than I can feel ur shallows bottom touch my skins avoidance of stepping off the beach on a journey without the scuba gear fuckin around with lusts...

It's when u believe in them is when it hurts the most... Trusting them with no limitations... Realizing the purity of luv n it's worth sits in their eyes... N boom!!! Gone... No more irritation... Looking at faces jus tryin to figure a few things out cracking a smile... Leaving behind the friend that lied on loyalty to save themself... Honesty corrupted by the pleasures of this worlds temptation... It's the depths they've reached that goes unnoticed n unfelt... As disbelief settles in to the damn I didn't think that one woulda eva done that shit... All in n on the table of let's get this shit together... Opened up n gutted til the heart was all that was left... As cares n give a fucks are aimed at doves holding off luv'rs... N the way they've been enjoyed is that empty feel standing in a time period of luv that's ended n ran its coarse... Ooh wee... Waking to the mornings with the thought of if it wasn't them then who in the fuck is it..? As the mental aspect of maturity kicks in n relates to the emotion as vows are made internally... Yeah, it's the way we make damn sure they know it's them of all others n they jus ain't feeling it... People are people as we all have a life to live... Accept the change of mind n let em go... You'll realize u have so much more to give...

Take a lil time in my eyes... Lemme hypnotize the way life no longer needs to hide... Feel me through the interlockin grip of fingers standin face to fuckin face... Get lost with me starin each other down n enjoy the hearts new found race... Hi, this ride is relativity due to exchange the silence of names... Caught in the dark as more than the gettin it claims what reflects off the moons shine... Ooooh... Check out the design in the shape of my eyes that follow u... They're opening n wanna see u feelin me without being touched... I'm talkin that deep tender tease that teaches truths in a moment colliding with the need of luv... Stand in my way n don't let me by knowin u got what I want... N don't say nuttin... I jus wanna believe in ur actions as I run into u... Woohoo...

It's when they make u look good in luv... As ur unable to hold it in... Living in the moment with plans u neva thought existed... Feelin those soft emotions again... Turning around when ur name is called out... Listening to the way their smile captures the perfect tone... As home resides in a kiss expressed to take u away... There's something in the way do what's shown... Giving u worth with how they come at u with no was to climb... Free n direct as they claim they're all urs to have n hold to do as u wish... Making u feel so fuckin alive... As luv is more than the comfort that's released from their lips... Fallin under the spell comin undone... Touched in ways the rush clings to fingertips... Flush with heated breaths getting beneath the surface... Tickling that tickle in ya ribs...

Idk! I haven't a clue. I'm stuck. Puzzled. Laughin at self. Losin my mind. Hmmm. Only if I could tell ya. Then I'd know to. Wish I did. Wonder if I ever will. Lost. Speechless. Heads on swivel. Passin time. I think I thought about it. Yet got no reply. I got kicked outta my own damn mind. Pricless. UMPFH! Oh well. I guess.....